Homecoming

Disclaimer- Still don't own a thing except my story idea.

Warning- Same as in chapter one.

AN- Ok here we go with the next chapter. Oh before I forget in the author note at the end of this chapter I have some questions that I would be delighted if you answered. Well then, on with the chapter...

Chapter 5.

Roxas sat at his rackety kitchen table drinking very hot, very black coffee by the gallon. It was early Monday morning and he was trying to get himself ready to face school and to face Sora. After having dropped his brother off at his old home (where he was no longer welcome) he had spent the rest of the weekend trying to straighten himself out.

The first thing he'd done was to kick out his freeloading friends; they provided too much temptation with their partying and their drugs. These "friends" weren't too happy about being kicked out and Roxas had been called every dirty name in the book. Especially a tall red head by the name of Axel had been very upset. He claimed he loved Roxas but Roxas knew that Axel loved his heroin even more. Roxas sighed as he thought about having to usher the redheaded druggie out the door, "jeez just because you let someone warm your bed a couple of nights they all start talking about love"... Roxas didn't love anyone except his brother; the rest of the world could go to hell as far as he was concerned. He thanked God though that he always used a condom on his sexual endeavors. When, yes when not if he finally had his brother under him at least he wouldn't give him some icky disease. Also he'd never shared a syringe with anyone, that was a major rule that he followed to the letter no matter how high or drunk he got. Roxas didn't care what happened to his body but he had a twin to think about.

After kicking the gang out he poured his liquor down the drain and flushed his drug stash down the toilet. It was a difficult thing to do; really difficult Roxas felt a very strong urge to dive in after the drugs. They were his escape, his way of managing with a world that never seemed to give him a break. No he needed to be strong, needed to show himself that he could to this. After all he had his baby brother back and he needed to be sharp so that he could take care of him to the best of his abilities.

When the temptations, all of temptations were gone it was time to start cleaning up. Man Roxas hadn't realized how disgusting and smelly his small apartment had gotten, it was lucky that he said no Sora. He could never have brought his beautiful angel of a brother to this pigsty. He scrubbed the floor for what seemed like hours before you could even see the hardwood planks, Roxas had no idea what the grime that covered every surface was made of and frankly he didn't want to know, that would probably only make him throw up. After cleaning all night and well into Sunday his home glistened like a fairytale castle, well it still looked like a rundown one bedroom apartment but at least it wasn't totally rancid anymore. Roxas felt proud of himself, now he could have Sora over. He wanted his brother there with him; he had seen the hurt in Sora's eyes when he'd told him that Sora couldn't live with him. He never wanted to cause his brother pain so he was going to do everything in his power to rectify his mistake. Come Monday he would pick Sora up early for school so that he could ask him to move in. That would be a dream come true for Roxas, just him and his brother alone together with no one telling them what to do and what's right or wrong.

Just thinking about Sora gave Roxas a high that no drugs could compete with. Roxas laid on his couch completely exhausted after all the cleaning and a bit shaky after quitting his addictions cold turkey. Roxas stretched his arms over his head and thought about his brother, his wonderful, beautiful, sweet and sexy twin. He thought it strange that he himself could be so ugly when his twin was an angel... Oh and that beautiful caramel skin, Roxas marveled about that sliver of stomach he'd seen at the airport parking lot. He wondered if Sora was that deliciously smooth and golden all over, he really wanted to run his hands all over Sora's body and find out for himself. And the mouth oh those soft pouty lips, the things he could do to that mouth had Roxas shivering with longing for his brother. He finally fell asleep to thoughts of soft chocolate hair and bright blue eyes filled with lust just for him...

That brought us back to Monday morning and Roxas's date with coffee. He was nervous about asking Sora to move in but he knew it was the right thing to do for both of them, they could save each other. Standing up after one last cup of coffee Roxas grabbed his car keys and was on his way. He felt butterflies in his stomach as he pulled out of the driveway and into the street that would take him to Sora. About half way there he saw something at the side of the road. Familiar chocolate spikes. No, no, no, no! His brother, his angel was standing there on the sidewalk making out with that damned Riku-bitch. Just like that Roxas's dream died, the butterflies turned to led and it felt as if his heart stopped beating. " I knew it was too good to be true" he thought. "How could I ever have thought that I deserve him? I'm so dirty, so very dirty, my angel deserves someone like Riku someone who can love him without shame". With tears in his eyes Roxas continued driving, he could see Sora frantically running after the car and eventually fall to his knees in the middle of the road but he didn't stop. He fished his phone out of his pocket and dialed a well known number.

"Hello" a voice said.

"Axel, Axel tell me how much you love me!"...

AN- Ta da there it was, chapter number five. The next chapter will probably be the last one and I have some questions for you. Do you want a lemon in the last chapter? It would be my first time writing one and I'm very nervous but willing to give it a try if you want one. Also do you think our starcrossed brothers should end up together or should they contuínue with their seperate lives? Thank you so much for reading!