Tainted Eyes

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WARNING: This chapter contains sexual situations, violence, and rape.


Tainted Eyes: part V: Weakness

Kairi swore she could feel the delight in Livion's heart. He was getting such joy out of something, and she knew it was something horrible. She assumed it was the middle of the night as she lay there. She knew she was in bed, but all she could see around her was the darkness. Unlike the other times, the darkness itself seemed to be laughing. It was as if winds and currents of darkness whipped around her entire body, engulfing her and inviting her to join in with the fun. She couldn't even feel the bed anymore. Livion had completely filled her mind with this dark cloud.

But at least now Kairi could feel relaxed. She had been on edge all day, even while she was with the others. It was as if the light made her anxious. Whether it be artificial or real, the light made her uncomfortable. It made her feel as though the others could see the darkness she was falling into. She didn't want them to know that she was "corrupted" or weak. She wanted them to think that she would truly be helpful while she was here. They had to need her.

Livion's laughter boomed inside her head, but she knew it was futile to fight it. She couldn't find a way to force him from her thoughts. Her eyes closed and she just floated there in the darkness. And while she floated she let herself enjoy the feeling of the dark winds as they caressed her body. This brought her a sense of satisfaction to think that Livion's darkness wasn't frightening her like he wanted it to. Instead she could enjoy it.

"You're failing," she said softly.

How so? came the deep voice.

"So, you are listening?"

Of course.

"You don't have anything better to do, do you?"

On the contrary, I had a bit of sport tonight.

"Just leave me alone will you? I'm not afraid of you."

And Livion said nothing. The darkness only continued to surround Kairi's body. It felt as though it was seeping into her, and it slid under clr clothes to touch bare flesh. But wait... was she wearing clothes? Not in this dark abyss of her mind, she wasn't. The darkness was like a living entity against her skin. She stretched out and allowed it to feel more of her. A smile played against her lips. She arched her back and allowed the dark entity to caress her bare breasts. Her conclusion was that Livion could communicate with her, but she thought it unlikely that he could see her. So she enjoyed playing with this darkness that he thought she would fear so much.

No, not just playing with... CONTROLLING. She was too brave for Livion.

She breathed the darkness in slowly, and it filled her lungs fully. It was as though this dark entity was fulfilling a need... a craving. Livion didn't know just how much she enjoyed it now, and her friends didn't even know this darkness touched her. She spread her legs slightly and invited the entity to touch more of her. It was her mind, so she'd play out whatever fantasy she wanted. And this darkness obeyed her every thought now. She let it roam between her legs, and allowed it to gently toy with her.

She took the time to think about the boys. She thought about her previous fantasies of gentle Sora taking her in some romantic place... or Riku ravaging her wherever he pleased. Or both of them having their way with her.... Or maybe she could have her way with them....

Harder... she thought to herself... and the darkness obeyed. She shuddered as it gently played with her. The dark entity slid over her slit and gently parted her open. She breathed heavily and moaned softly, hardly remembering that Livion might hear her. The darkness seemed to seep deeper into her skin from head to toe. ALL of it felt so good. She squirmed this way and that, and no matter how she moved it covered her and filled her urges. It was as though her whole body could feel sinful pleasure. She could hardly stand it any longer.

Inside! she commanded it. She nearly screamed with pleasure as the darkness seemed to solidify and slide into her pussy. She bucked and squirmed against it, letting it roam where only her own fingers had gone. But it moved so slow... and she needed more. She wanted it to fill her body. She wanted to be consumed.

She tilted her head back for a moment, and then opened her eyes as she lied it flat again, not expecting to see anything but darkness. But there was more. She nearly screamed to see Livion smiling down at her in this dark void, glowing with an evil aura to make himself visible. Two of his fingers were buried deep in her pussy, and he brought them out slowly and lifted them to his mouth to taste Kairi's juices.

"Livion...." she whispered harshly.

"My dear Kairi. I never fail. Beware of the darkness that clouds you, because it could be me at any time."

And now Kairi's control was gone. She felt paralyzed as Livion descended and licked the moist entrance where his fingers had been. He sucked gently at her clit, then he bit, then he sucked harder... and harder. His tongue swirled and entered, licked and caressed. Kairi bit her lip and squirmed as she was roughly handled. Finally she cried out from the frustration of it all. She was frustrated because she hated him, and frustrated because she was enjoying him.

Suddenly she felt an extra pair of hands on her shoulders.

"Kairi?!" called the feminine voice.

The darkness shattered and Kairi opened her eyes to see Selphie shaking her.

"Oh Kairi! Thank goodness. You were having a nightmare! You were crying out and flailing," Selphie said, her hands still on Kairi's shoulders.

Selphie had turned on a small lamp in the corner. There was no sign of Livion or the dark entity. No sign except for the wetness Kairi could feel in her underwear.

"Thank you, Selphie," Kairi said with a small smile. "It was a nightmare... a really dark one."

Selphie smiled and tucked Kairi in again. "Want me to tell you a story?" she asked innocently.

"Maybe tomorrow night," Kairi said softly, faking a yawn.

"Okay!" smiled Selphie. "Just call if you need anything, Kairi." And Selphie walked back into her room and shut the door.

Kairi breathed a sigh of relief. But it wasn't relief at being woken up. It was the relief that came when she realized how clueless Selphie was about how much Kairi liked her nightmare.

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Sora couldn't sleep knowing that Riku was still gone. He imaged the possible ways Livion could be hurting his best friend. Riku had said that Livion enjoyed blood....

"Damnit," he muttered, fearing that Riku would return worse than before. And maybe next time his injuries wouldn't be as easy to hide.

Sora stared at his ceiling, watching the light from the few candles dance and flicker against the surface. He wanted Riku with him now. The warmth and laughter from just one other person would make him feel so much better now. It wasn't as though he didn't enjoy the company of the others, but he wanted to know that Riku was safe. He wanted to talk to him about all the things they had talked about for years. He wanted to wrestle and spar and swim with his best friend and rival.

It was as though he could hear their footsteps in his memory... that sound of walking and running through the sand. He started to dose off with this memory in mind when the footsteps grew louder. It wasn't a dream. He sat up and listened as the loud, hard footsteps stopped in the hallway. There was creaking as a door was opened, more footsteps, and then a thud. Sora knew that the men were returning Riku to his room next door, and his heart filled with both delight and fear. He heard Riku's captors leave, and then he heard no more. Dead silence. Sora sat here, hoping to hear a shuffle or a stomp or something next door. Anything. He wanted Riku to open that side door and come to him. But there was nothing.

Sora sat there for a long, long time. He couldn't move. Something inside of him was trying to convince him that Riku wasn't actually behind that door. Because if he was... why wasn't he moving. He was also half afraid of getting Riku into trouble by going to his aid or by asking him if everything was okay. What if they wanted Riku to be silent about things?

But then... a noise. A creak. A shift. And then... a choke? No... a cough? No, not that either. It was... a sob? Sora's eyes widened. Was that really Riku in there now? The sobs turned into muffled noises... muffled crying. Whoever it was, he didn't want anyone to hear. But if it was Riku....

Sora grabbed a candle and ran to the side door that led to Riku's room, slowly opening it. It was pitch black inside, but his candle caught the shimmer of silver hair. It really was Riku, and he had his face buried into a pillow as he cried. Sora shut the door behind him and walked closer, but Riku didn't notice him. He couldn't hear above his own cries, which he wayingying to drown into the pillow. And he didn't see the candle light.

Sora walked to the side of the bed and looked down at his naked friend. He saw how red and scrapped his friend's back was, and how bruised his skin was. Riku was bruised all over... and it was as though the bruises were created by fingertips. And then Sora's candle ca the the shimmer of red.... Blood. But....

Sora nearly cried out in terror to see the blood covering Riku's bare behind. It leaked out freely and covered the white sheets. And there were bloody handprints on him as well. And more... a lot more. Sora averted his eyes from the semen that covered his friend. Tears sprang into his eyes, but he held them back. He carefully placed his candle on the night stand and sat down on Riku's bed. But Riku didn't notice him. His shock and pain were running to deep for him to notice anything.

A tear ran down Sora's cheek as he placed a gentle hand on Riku's back. The silver-haired teen froze immediately. Sora realized that Riku probably thought that Livion was still with him, so he gently caressed the back of his terrified friend. Riku still didn't move... he didn't lift his face froe pie pillow. He was still afraid.

"Sshhhhh..." Sora whispered soothingly. "They aren't here, Riku. I'll protect you."

Riku relaxed only slightly at the familiar voice. Sora didn't know whether or not Riku wanted him there. No one had seen Riku cry before. Riku had never shown weakness or vulnerability. And now it was all coming out. And Sora knew why. Riku had finally been powerless against something. He finally found himself in a situation where he was absolutely helpless. For Riku, Sora knew this was more devastating than the pain of being raped.

"I don't expect you to say anything, Riku," whispered Sora. "But you know I can't leave you alone like this."

Sora walked into the bathroom for a moment and returned with a wet towel. He cleaned Riku off the best he could without having him move. Sora then covered Riku with the white blankets and lied on the large bed next to his tense friend. Slowly Riku's sobs started to return, then the crying grew more intense... and finally the tears were flowing freely. Sora continued to caress Riku's back gently, but inside he was dying at seeing his friend like this. He was also burning with hatred for the ones who did this to Riku.

Livion... he thought. You hurt him, but Riku is not broken. And neither am I.... Yoll pll pay.

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Riku opened his eyes slowly the next day... well into the afternoon. It even took a great effort to open his eyes, which had cried all the tears they were capable of. He rolled over onto his back and clenched his fists, trying to bare so many new emotions. And the worst feeling of all started to eat away at him... weakness. AND he had cried about what happened. Half of him wanted to die right there.

He lifted up his hands and stared at his palms. He hand big, strong hands... and he was so strong for his age. He had always been able to protect himself and others. Weakness was one thing he wasn't familiar with. Why had he cried so much last night? He had felt physical pain before. But it wasn't the pain as much as the fact that he lost. He failed. And his best effort wasn't enough. Being strong was so much a part of his identity that it crushed him when he felt so helpless.

Crying... losing... failing.... He felt worthless.

He stared at the ceiling for a while, trying to put the pieces back together. The other teens were chatting away in the other room. Sora was insisting that Riku couldn't see them now because he was so hurt. Riku placed his hands over his face. They knew now, didn't they? They knew how weak he was. How could they possibly rely on him now?

The door creaked open and Sora stepped through, allowing only enough room for himself while convincing the others they couldn't come in.

"Now go sit in Wakka's room so you can't eavesdrop!" he said before he shut the door behind him.

Riku turned his head to look at his friend, wondering what he would see in Sora's eyes. How would Sora look at him now?

"Hey," Sora said, sitting on the side of the bed.

"Hey...."

"Need anything?"

"I'm fine."

"Riku, you aren't fine."

"I don't need anything."

"I told them that you got beat up. I didn't say how bad.... I just said... you know... that they beat you up really bad and that you needed your rest."

"...Thank you, Sora."

"No problem," Sora smiled. And then they sat there quietly for a moment before he spoke again. "You know, Riku.... Ummm.... Well, you know we all really look up to you right? And... well... this wouldn't change anything... even if everyone knew. Now, you seem more... normal."

"Is this what it takes for me to be 'normal?'"

"No no no! What I mean to say is.... You've never shown any sort of weakness before. It makes some people kinda uneasy. It's not that we ever wanted you to get hurt... it's just that, well... I didn't know if you would know how to handle a situation where you just didn't know what to do, ya know? I mean, there's nothing to be ashamed about when you feel exposed or weak once in a while. We've all felt it. And this time it was your turn. I hate the fact that it has to be like this... but what I’m saying is... it's okay. You're still the same Riku. Just now... you can relate to us when we have to run to someone for help. Although... usually people run to you...."

"I couldn't do anything, Sora. I tried. I tried HARD. And look what it got me. Absolutely nothing. And I'm still no closer to saving any of you."

"We'll save each other then. It's not just up to you."

"I'm weak. I'm worthless."

"Since when?! Didn't you hear what I just said?! You're still Riku! Stop being so damn proud for a moment! You're still strong... it's just that these guys are really, really, insanely strong... and evil. We still need you more than ever."

Riku sat up... not sure whether or not he meant to argue with Sora or thank him. But he was distracted when Sora pointed to his chest.

"It's gone... The cuts and your bruises. All gone, Riku."

And he was right. Riku felt no more physical pain, but he had been too deep in emotional pain to really notice. But he could only shake his head and frown.

"What's wrong?" asked Sora. "Aren't you glad?!"

"It doesn't matter. Livion healed me somehow. He probably has healing powers to go with all the rest. And the only reason he would heal me would be so he could use me all over again."

Sora's smile faded as Riku told him this. "Again...?" he said in disbelief.

Riku looked into Sora's eyes for a moment, then looked away.

"Riku no! We'll fight them this time. We'll win and we'll escape! Don't go alone again!" yelled Sora.

Riku just shook his head and sighed deeply. "Can we PLEASE talk about this later. Not even later... a few minutes maybe. But I need a shower or something. I may be healed but I'm still covered with... stuff."

Sora groaned in frustration, but gave in considering what Riku was going through.

"You're right though, Sora," Riku said, much to Sora's surprise. "We'll only get out of here if we do it together. Just sitting here isn't going to change a thing. It's the same old stuff."

Sora nodded and got ready to leave to give Riku some privacy, when there was a tiny knock at the door. Sora walked over and peeked through.

"Hi Sora! I really need to talk to Riku," said Kairi.

"Uh well, he's not really dressed. He's going to take a shower," replied Sora.

"He's under the covers still isn't he? Lemme in! I need to talk to him alone. It won't take long and it's important!"

And with that Kairi pushed her way in. Riku made sure that the blankets covered him thoroughly. Sora just shook his head and walked into his room, shutting the door and leaving the two alone. Kairi locked the door behind him.

"Hey you lazy bum," giggled Kairi. "You don't look half as bad as Sora made you sound."

"Disappointed?" joked Riku.

"Of course not!" she snapped. She then made her way to his bedside.

"Did you need something?" Riku asked. "Something important?"

Kairi only smiled at him and leaned down, placing her hands on his bed as she looked into his sea-green eyes.

"Tell me," she muttered, "Did you have a nice cry?"

Riku was speechless. Her room was too far away for her to have heard him. In fact, hers was the farthest of all! Did Sora tell her? He wanted to deny he shed the tears, but knew it would be one of the hugest lies he ever told. He just continued to meet her cold gaze, looking for the reasons behind it.

"Or," she continued, "Did you like having a man's thick, hard cock shoved up your ass?"

Riku clenched his fists and turned away from her. "Shut up," he growled.

"Did you like the taste when they blew a load in your mouth?" Kairi laughed darkly, as she climbed up onto Riku's bed. She leaned in, her lips barely touching his ear. "Do you want to blow a load in mine?"

Riku jumped out of bed, and stomped over to the closet, grabbing a robe to cover himself. He put it on and turned to her.

"I know it isn't really Kairi. Now get out," he said calmly.

But Kairi remained there, smiling at him. "Oh, but it is me. Livion tells me what happens around here. He comes to me in my dreams every night."

Riku walked over and put his hands on her shoulders. "Kairi? Kairi, this isn't like you. Come on, wake up. Livion has no real hold on you."

"Don't be ridiculous," she said, pushing his hands away.

"Kairi..." Riku began, looking into her eyes.

"That gaze still haunts me," she hissed. "Those pure, determined eyes. I hate them. Your eyes are so ugly and weak."

"Livion! Let Kairi go! You don't need her or the others here. It's me you want," Riku said, still staring into Kairi's eyes.

Kairi smirked then, the same smirk Riku had seen on Livion's face. Riku was smart enough to know that Kairi was being controlled. She was still asleep, which was why it was so easy for Livion to control her now.

"Just because I agreed not to hurt them doesn't mean you won't," Kairi said, her eyes dark as she spoke for Livion.

"I would never hurt them knowingly," Riku replied.

Kairi said nothing. She just lied back on his bed and spread her legs. "You know, Riku," smirked Kairi, "There are others like me. And when we join together our powers are stronger. I'd like to give you a demonstration of that."

Riku started to protest, caring only for Kairi's safety, but to his surprise he found he couldn't move. He could only watch as Kairi lifted up her red skirt, exposing to him the fact that she had no underwear. She turned her head, smiling at him darkly. And Riku's body moved, but not because he wanted it to. He was fully conscious of his actions, but now someone else was controlling him. He climbed onto the bed and positioned himself over Kairi.

No! he screamed in his head. You can't make me do this!

Kairi reached under his robe and started to stroke him. But it didn't take much, unfortunately.

"Those of us controlling you are already fully aroused, dear Riku," Livion said, still speaking through Kairi. "So if we're controlling you, it wouldn't take long to get you there as well."

Riku tried with all his might to resist, to stop them... whoever they were. He tried to force their presence from his body. But he found himself too weak, once more. Kairi's hand stopped stroking him, and he watched in shock as his own body slammed into her virgin pussy. He entered her small frame with such force that he feared what it would do to her. And then... the darkness in her eyes cleared. Kairi... the real Kairi, was now awake, her eyes wide.

NO! Riku yelled in his own mind. He tried to stop, but whoever was controlling him was enjoying this far too much to end it.

"It... it hurts!" Kairi gasped, trying to push him off.

But one of his hands pinned her wrists above her head while the other covered her mouth. It was at this moment that Riku actually hated the fact that he could be so strong. His body continued to pump away into Kairi's tight entrance, harder and faster tshe she could possibly handle. He rubbed cruelly against the soft walls of her small vagina, lubricating his member with blood, pulling out just far enough to e the the head of his cock buried inside of her until he slammed in hard again. She was crying and her protests were muffled under his hand. He couldn't even apologize, because only his mind and eyes were free from control. And his heart. His heart was also free to ache at the scene before him.

Riku realized that it wasn't his stamina that mattered. It was the stamina of the people working through him. It was all so unreal to him as he watched his own arms flip Kairi onto her stomach and position a pillow under her hips so that he was free to enter her pussy from behind. One of his hands pushed her head face down onto the pillow, and the other roughly fondled her as he thrust deeply. He couldn't even enjoy this if he wanted to. The pleasure was no where near his own. He heard their laughter in his head as he was forced to rape his friend. And he watched the eerie scene as his own cum spilled out of her and his body pulled out.

He was allowed control of his body again, and he quickly turned Kairi over so she could get air. And yes, she was awake... barely. But he didn't have time to explain. Kairi quickly jumped away from him and ran out the door crying. She ran past the other teens, who were a couple rooms away. They were left baffled as they sat around Wakka's bed, watching as Kairi ran through the other rooms to get to her own and slammed the door.

"What the hell?" Tidus said after a while.

"She's been actin' strange, brudda," replied Wakka.

Selphie jumped up and ran to Kairi's door, gently knocking and then entering. Sora started to walk towards Riku's room. When he entered, he found Riku kneeling on the bed, all of the color drained from his face.

"I... I didn't want to..." was all Riku could manage to whisper. "I didn't want to, Sora."

Sora looked at Riku, not being able to guess what happened. All he could see in Riku's eyes was an innocence that was begging not to be broken.

~*~*~To be continued~*~*~