Not Enough

Okay, on to the re-written chapter two.

Anyway, all the warnings/disclaimers are in the first chapter, but I’ll put them up again in case you randomly decided, ‘oh! I think I’ll skip chapter one and just read chapter two!’

No of course I’m not mocking you…

Warnings: Yaoi, sex, yaoi sex, swearing and spoilers.

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How is it that life is so unpredictable? We are born in doubt, confused throughout life because of all the mysteries that surround us.

However, it is these uncertainties that give life flare and also give to us our greatest gifts.

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“I don't know... grapes are kind of expensive this time of year...” I said sighing as we went through the produce section of the store.

“But Yuan, we both love grapes. We eat them all the time.” Zelos argued.

“Sex doesn’t count as eating them all the time...” I whispered harshly to him.

He just smirked. “Yuan, Yuan, Yuan... we eat them other times too.”

“You're impossible! Fine we'll get them.” I relented placing the grapes in the cart. “I never thought I'd ever be doing this again.”

“Really?” Zelos said with a smile. “I think it suits you.”

“Whatever.” I said smiling. I liked times like this: no stupid situations, no one trying to kill me, nothing but peace. Here I am spending this moment with the one I love.

“You seem happy.” Zelos commented off handedly.

“I'm indulging in the moment.” I answered.

“Ah, I see.” Zelos said with a smile. I was sure that he was enjoying this time as well. “Hey! Look tomatoes!” He shouted in child like fascination. “I can make spaghetti tonight!”

“That would be nice.” I said. “Except that Kratos wouldn’t eat it and he'd kill us.”

“Like I care what that bastard thinks. And I'm not afraid of him either!” Zelos said, glaring.

“Right, so the last time you broke his favorite lantern and I had to protect you was...” I said with a smile.

“That was a fluke.” Zelos answered, puffing out his cheeks slightly.

I laughed. “Right, fluke.”

He gave me a glare that looked more like a pout.

I laughed again, leading us both over the check out.

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“So spaghetti tonight then?” Zelos said upon entering the house.

“It's your funeral.” I replied.

“All right then! You wanna help?” Zelos said, smile never wavering.

I nodded and wandered over to help. A very messy kitchen later we had almost completely finished the meal. I stirred the noodles while Zelos took care of the sauce.

“Hey Yuan, try this out!” Zelos said excitedly.

I turned to him, a light smile on my face. He held up the spoon with sauce on it. I tentatively tried the concoction. After rolling the sauce in my mouth I smiled. “It's good!” I declared, to which Zelos' smile broadened.

“Glad to hear!” He said.

“Are the noodles done?” I asked. He told me to lift one out and taste it; if I liked the texture of it then it was fine and I was to drain them with the colander he had put in the sink earlier. After finding that I did indeed like the texture, I moved to do as he said.

He told me then to put the noodles into a bowl and put it on the table. I did so and finished setting the table up while he finished the sauce. After which we both sat down and began to eat.

“This is really good.” I commented.

“Well now you know how to make it.” Zelos said, his warm smile ever present.

Guilt is a painful thing to bear, especially when you know that you could change what you're doing in order to prevent it...

I smiled weakly back at him, suddenly remembering something that rather disturbed me.

He must have noticed something wrong because he got a concerned look on his face. “Yuan.”

I waved him off. “It's fine.”

“Okay...” Zelos agreed reluctantly.

I smiled at him, placing my hand on his and giving it a reassuring squeeze. He smiled back at me.

“So Yuan, we got those grapes...” He commented off handedly.

“So we do.” I said with a smile. “We could have them for desert.”

“That sounds splendid.” He agreed smiling. “I think we could let the dishes slide for tonight...”

I nodded, meeting his eyes, which currently were burning with lust. I leaned in, pressing my lips against his. We shared a passionate kiss, until he pulled away giggling.

I blinked in confusion. “What?”

“You taste like spaghetti.” He answered.

“Oh, as though you're any better!” I growled.

He held his hands up in surrender. “All right, all right.”

“Let's just go get ready.” I said sighing in agitation.

He just smiled. “All right.”

We both headed upstairs, forsaking tonight’s mess for tomorrow. We got cleaned up in our own rooms, and then I headed over to his.

He was waiting for me on his bed. He looked up when I entered, smiling. “Hello there Yuan.” He greeted.

“Hello Zelos.” I said with an odd smile on my face.

He tilted his head studying me. “What's with the smile?”

“Oh nothing.” I said, walking over to his bed crawling on to him.

He took me into his arms, kissing me and moaning as I tentatively ran my fingers over his torso. “Mm, minty fresh.” He said with a laugh.

I glared at him, though it held none of the venom it had much earlier in our relationship. “Yes, I brushed my teeth.”

He just laughed, kissing me again, and pulling me into his lap. “I could care less what you did, because you always taste like Yuan to me.”

“How romantic” I said with a roll of my eyes.

He didn’t let me speak anymore, drowning my thoughts in lust. He bit my neck, hands sliding lower down to my awakening arousal. His eyes smiled at me as he undid my pants, lowering them enough to set me free. I squeaked quietly when he took it into his hands, rubbing me sensually. The contrast between the rough feel of his hands and the sweet friction he was causing was nearly enough to send me into ecstasy. “G-Gods...” I moaned.

Lifting me, he placed me higher on his lap, so I was sitting on his arousal. I moaned out at the feeling, thrusting into his hand. “Like that don't you? You like the feel of my hard cock.”

Ah dirty talk, one of my favorite past times. I guess it's odd to enjoy such a thing, but after years of having to control every part of my life, little things such as this were very enjoyable.

“Ah gods yes...” I moaned. “I want it...”

“Where do you want me?” He asked already knowing the answer I'd give him.

“I want you, inside me...” I thrust wantonly against his hand. “Oh gods... I want it so hard...”

“What would you do for it?” He asked, smirking wickedly.

“I'd do anything.” I answered, leaning up and stealing a kiss, then licking his neck. “I'd suck you till you begged me to stop.”

He moaned loudly his approval at my answer, rubbing me harder. “Would you? I'd love to see you get me to that point...”

A new glint lit in my eyes with the challenge. Needing no words, I moved my tongue down his body, removing any resistance I found in the way. Finally at his arousal I gave it a little lick before taking the head into my mouth.

I heard Zelos gasp his approval. “Fuck Yuan! Damn! So... hot...”

I moved up and down his engorged arousal, eliciting excited moans and pleas from my lover. His hands found my hair as he gentle encouraged me. I went all the way down, before pulling back up and playing with the head. I took it back into my mouth, and sucked as though it were one of those strange treats Zelos had once shown me. I felt him shudder and pulled back slightly so as to not drown from his semen.

“Fuck... Yuan, that was...” Zelos weakly attempted to get a full sentence together.

I smiled. “Did I earn my reward?” I asked in tone of feigned innocence.

His eyes took on an almost animal like quality; he grabbed me roughly, throwing me down and after quickly using his fingers to stretch me, thrust in.

I cried out in pain and ecstasy. It hurt like hell, but I knew that I'd heal fast so there wasn't anything to worry about. The pain however was quickly over taken by the pleasure and I began screaming for other reasons.

“Oh! Ah! Gods Zelos! Faster!” I cried out uncontrollably. I thrust back against him, crying out again and again in ecstasy. He answered my every call, doing exactly as I pleaded. I cried out once more and came, spilling my seed all over us. He however wasn't done yet, and continued to pound into me so much that I came for a second time. I cried out again this time spilling out his name incoherently as my body released its seed for the second time.

I trembled as he pulled back once, and then slammed into me hard, before stilling and coming inside me.

I cried out as he collapsed on top of me, mumbling against my skin. After a minute or so, he found the strength to roll off of me. He pulled me into his arms, kissing my forehead. “Hm, that was fun.” He mumbled.

I nodded. “Yeah.” I smiled at him. “Love you...” I said with a tired sigh.

He smiled gently. “Love you too.”

I closed my eyes, sighing contently as I feel asleep.