Just Like in Soap Operas, but Worse

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AN: NEVER FEAR. THIS FIC IS NOT DEAD. IT'S ALIVE. XDDD!
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“...and you see, your father and I have talked and we heave decided that we are going to continue with the family therapy, just tone it down a little,” Amy said, almost throwing her arms over her head ballet-style and swirling from the excitement. What kind of sick person gets off on Family Therapy? She was smiling so much I thought her face was going to permanently stretch. “Since it seems like you and Sora are getting along better now.”

She really had no idea.

“But I just want you to know, that I am really happy you two are getting along. I wasn’t exactly sure what to do if you were on each other’s back everyday. But now… now…” She pauses. I hate pauses, they always make everything so much more fucking dramatic than it already is. is. I almost slapped her so she would snap out of it and finish her fucking sentence. I settled for speaking up.

“I’m happy too,” I say and put on my famous fake smile. I swear, she adores me almost as much as Sora right now. She’s stupid. Ignorant. And I do exactly what any of you motherfuckers would, use it to my advantage.

I walk away, eager to get upstairs and to the talk with Sora because honestly, I want answers. I don’t want to go around, wonder why the hell he kissed me, and why the hell I enjoyed it. And why the hell I have been thinking about it for the last 24 hours.

One step. Two steps. Three steps.

Walking up the stairs never took this long before. So I jog. I jog upstairs, and sound a lot more eager than I want to. And of course he hears, and opens the door. He being Sora. Of course, who fucking else? He grins, something that makes me want to smack the smile off his face and watch it fall to the ground and laugh merrily at the sight.

I’ve never been a big fan of happy people, in case you haven’t noticed.

I walk past Sora and into his room. He doesn’t turn around right away, but he does close the door. I sit down in his bed, lean back against the wall, and I say, talk.

He turns around and takes a chair and pulls it closer to the bed. He sits down and buries his head in his own arms. He groans before pulling his head up from his hands and looks at me.

“Riku...” he begins. “I think I am attracted to you.”

Fuck.

And I don’t know what to say. So many fucking mixed feelings right now. I don’t know what I want, do I want to punch him or kiss him? This has never happened to me, and I’ve got to be honest I never expected it to happen with a guy.

“I am sorry if this is scaring you, but when I feel something I can’t go around pretending it’s not there...”

Like me, for example?

“...like you.”

What is that supposed to mean?

“And I don’t mean anything by that exactly, I’ve just been noticing that... that you look like you’re hiding your feelings...or something. Either that or I am making a huge fucking dick out of myself right now.”

Excellent choice of words, just had to go and bring ‘huge fucking dick’ into it, didn’t he? Like I wasn’t already think of the horror of anal sex.

And now he is standing. He is making his way to where I am sitting. Fuck, and I still haven’t got past the ‘attracted to you’ shit. I thought he was just being an ass, trying to get me all confused. But no, here he is, pouring his heart to me.

Here’s my head right now, in a nut shell: FuckFuckFuck-AnalSex-FuckFuckFuck-SoraHasAHugeFuckingCock-FuckFuckFuck.

But then it stopped, and it settled on one tiny detail.

SoraIsGay.

I clear my throat and I say, “so… you are gay?”

Sora laughs a little and nods. “I’m gay… well, I wasn’t completely gay two weeks ago.” So I turned him gay? 20 points Riku! “I’ve always been attracted to guys and girls, But I guess... there is just something about you that… that made me this way.”

This way? Oh fuck, 25 points Riku!

Silence. Fuck, say something Riku. Nobody has spoken a word in (I check my digital watch that counts seconds) two minutes and 27 seconds. Just... say something. Anything.

I get up and walk over to him. Right now my head isn’t controlling my body any longer and I don’t know what the hell I am doing. But before I even get the chance to think I press my lips against his. I just needed to know if it’d feel right or wrong.

He doesn’t back away. He doesn’t even flinch. And that makes me feel comfortable somehow, safe. And I’ve got to say, he is a better kisser than Selphie could ever be (sorry Selphie, sorry girls).

I part my lips for him, but it takes a few seconds before he dares to taste the inside of my mouth, but he does. And it feels good. It feels right.

Riku. You are so fucking gay, and that’s not even Axel talking.

Our lips part, eyes still closed, hot breath on our skin. I open my mouth to speak but all I can do is stare. I still kind of need time to realize what the fuck just happened, because fuck no, anal sex is just so wrong.

“Our parents,” I say, “can never find out”

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AN: Sorry for such the long wait. I dunno if it was worth it. But YaY. Now the boys' feelings are mutual and we can finally get on to the boysex. lmao. ♥ Thanks to ALL of you've been so faithful since the beginning, and all the new readers. You guys have NO idea how happy your reviews make me. =D