Forever We Are Lost

Forever We Are Lost

“Shepard,” the name resounded with order’s, shouts and cries; but it was only a whisper that entailed the Commander to trace his eyes along the contour of her form before settling on her face. Her eyes sharp with hesitancy yet warm for the lust that was embedded into them. In all of his year’s, Shepard was never accustomed to seeing a Quarian’s face. They were hidden, masked behind a reflective visor that was connected to their suit. In a way, it was a depressing thought to think about it. Unable to just peel away from your suit, to be free of fear of getting sick. She of course didn’t mind it at all and she would always reassure Shepard that didn’t care if she were to live in her suit all her life - which in fact she has.


But to Shepard, he wanted to see her face, to feel the warmth of her body, to allow his fingers to explore in great depth. Discovering the minute details of her body. He wanted to know her in different dimension than simply talking. Even though he adored talking with her. Despite that he couldn’t see her face, her body language was a whole other story. He remember when they first met aboard the Normandy almost three year’s ago. How she was basically quivering in her boot’s about having to serve aboard a alien vessel with different aliens other than Quarian’s. She of course was on her Pilgrimage and she has been around other aliens; but never in a tight space as the Normandy.


She moved her hand to cup his face, allowing a finger to trace out his cheek bone as Shepard quietly gaze to her. Taking how she would blush when he would looked to her that way. The smile that would curve and contort her lips in such a way that Shepard couldn’t stifle to hold back his own hand to reach over and touch her lips. Feeling the texture and the feel of Tali’Zorah soft flesh, filled with the cool wetness that she provided when she bit out of anxiety when he came to brace her face with his own hand.


“I… I…” She wanted to save the word, the word that has embraced her very thoughts since the moment she realized that she has been watching his every step. To peer behind the corner of her eyes when he would enter into the Engineering room. But she refused to believe it, to believe that she harbored the very feelings that would express the ultimatum of all emotions.


Shepard saw that her throat choked with a word, her eyes filling with anxiety as she tried to spill her emotions to him. The next thing Shepard did would make the air filling her lungs to simply exhale outwardly onto his forehead. He moved in, leaving his hand to pull away and to slowly make it’s way behind her neck, his finger lightly touching the collar that was secured against the neck brace of her suit. A finger explored some more, hoping to find whatever it was to unhook her collar. But she saw his that he was having a hard time, the wryly expression etched into his face, struggling to remove the collar so he could strip her of her suit.


“It’s here Shepard.” She said, guiding a hand behind her neck as a finger laced against his hand to bring him down to a small lock that protruded against the collar. The tubing connected to her helmet visor detached, snaking back into her armor suit and locking securely in place.


Shepard gave a wolfish grin, trying not to look like it was his fault entirely of not finding the lock. Of course, she knew that wasn’t his fault. He was no expert on the Quarian environmental suit, but that didn’t make Tali hold back the giggle that escaped her lips as she could feel the back portion of the helmet detach from the collar. The hood-like cloth being pushed behind her as Shepard was greeted by soft, moist hair that was colored uniquely in a slight hue of blue with it being black at the same time. At first, Shepard thought she had no ear’s until he tilted his head slightly to find that her hair covered her ear’s. Pushing a few strands aside, Shepard could see a visible ear but unlike what would be perceived as human ears. They were built into the side of her head, carved into it lightly with a few structured cartilage bones holding up the structure in which sound would be channeled into the inner portion of her ear. He guessed it was something of a reverse of what humans had. A ear, but inside rather than sticking outside.


Oh how that could come useful on cold nights on frozen worlds.


She could see his curiosity reaching a fever pitch with his jaw agape and his eyes dancing about her appearance. But she realized that he might not like what he saw before him, fearing for the worst, Tali pulled back but was met with resistance as he tugged her into his body. “I, I thought-” she faltered through her sentence but her words were cut short as Shepard’s finger came lingering down against her brow. “No,” he whispered back with a smile formulating to his expression that desired more of her. He knew right out what she thought, but he was far away from such thinking. No, he wanted her. He loved her for who she was despite how she looked.


Shepard was a soldier who has seen the darkest parts of life. The brutality of war and the genocide of weapons of mass destruction. He had arrived to outpost filled with death, bodies of children lying across the ground with holes left punctured into their bodies. He had seen whole cities on fire, and the death of friends.


He was never sure when he’ll stop seeing them. Flashing into his mind like holographic ads being displayed into his mind. Reminding him that the galaxy was not without it’s flaws.


But there was beauty. Life. Something to live for and something to die for.


She smiled as her hand traveled underneath his shirt, feeling his stomach quiver to the slight touch of the three digits of her hand. A smirk greeted Tali when she settled her hand onto his chest. Feeling his heart racing as she moved in to kiss him.


His lips were soft to the touch yet dry as she moved her lips more over to his neck, leaving a trail of soft kisses in which Shepard sighed with a softening moan escaping his throat. They wanted each other more than anything, Tali more so than what Shepard thought as she pulled back. Her smile grazing across her face as she sat up on the bed. “If we were in the Migrant Fleet, this would have been incredibly uncomfortable for you in your own suit.” She remarked jokingly as she began peeling away at her suit.


To anyone without knowledge on the Quarian environment suit would have guessed it was just one piece. But they were all made up of a dozen or so pieces that were crafted into several sections. The bracers on the arms were the first to go before she unlocked her torso suit. It seemed difficult as she grunted to her fingers fiddling with a several locks built into her suit in which Shepard responded by meeting her up, his chest leaning in against her own as she blushed by the fact that his eyes were focused on her face.


“Shepard, I would have never taken you for someone who was so gentle. I mean, we have fought together and honestly, you could scare a Krogan with that face of yours when you get angry.” She said as she lifted to a teasing smile.

“Oh yeah?” Shepard added lightly in tone before sarcastically expressing that angry look she had described. “Like this?”

The wryly look he gave caused Tali to laugh from the pit of her stomach. Shepard couldn’t hold back his own laughter as he leaned in to give a kiss on her forehead.

The pleasing sound of locks unlocking came to when Tali’s face lit up with a big wide grin. The torso portion of her suit was removed, one arm at a time as Shepard was greeted once again to another amazing part of her body. Her breast were distinct in their size, almost in perfect but there was a visible scar left on her collarbone in which Shepard took interest in more.

“What was that from?” He asked, bringing a finger up to the scar curiously. She blinked out of the question as she looked to where his finger was. She expected that he was going to point some flaw this time that would end this rich romantic moment. Instead, she saw his finger tracing the outline of the scar and to her amazement, he was far more interested in a scar than to her body. But then again, he cared for enough to be curious of some scar that would have been overlooked by other males. She returned her attention up to him, offering up a smile as she dwelled on the memory.

“Well,” she thoughtfully said, her eyes glowing slightly of the bioluminescence’s that circled around her iris. “It was an accident, truth be told.” Shepard didn’t believe it! She had been enough fights and traveled on war torn environments for that to be just from an accident! “Before I began with my Pilgrimage, a loose bulkhead on my father’s ship smacked right into my chest. A sharp piece of metal ripped open into my suit and cutting into my skin.”

Shepard had a arched brow present, curious and slightly concerned. Tali couldn’t wipe that look off his face as she enjoyed it when he was filled with curiosity and legitimate interest in her. “My Pilgrimage was delayed for an entire month because of it,” She said happily, but Shepard wasn’t exactly sure why she would be happy about that. Most Quarian’s, or the ones he happen to come by were eager to be on their Pilgrimage. “Well, that wasn’t good… was it?” The question sounded more out of worry but Tali reassured him with her hands going underneath his shirt and pulling them up and over her Commander’s head.

“I wouldn’t have met you if I had left earlier, now would I?” She remarked leaving Shepard with a understandable conclusion to the entire event. “Yeah,” He whispered the words, “You wouldn’t.”

Tali had removed the rest of her suit while Tali was more eager to remove Shepard’s clothing. Finding the uniform slacks to be more of a problem than her own suit. Shepard cackled evilly as she finally managed to pull them down.

Before long, they were standing besides his bed, studying each other’s bodies intently with their eyes dancing in desire to learn more of their bodies. Tali was pleased to find that his body wasn’t some overly complex look like a Turian or a Krogan. Even though she had never seen either species naked. But taken from biological images, they sure did look complex. With human… with Shepard. His body was fitted with abs, muscular toned biceps and calves that were not grossly large as some humans had them. What wasn’t surprising about his body were the scars the lined up around his body. Some darker than others, even with a scorched plasma burn that she spotted around his hip.

Shepard too looked to her body, basking in the sight of her breast as he journeyed to her stomach. Her body was similar in shape of any other woman he had seen. But with her, she was different. Quarian’s had pale look to them, when the artificial light struck her abdomen, he could see that it was a faded inky purple or blue. Visible lines mapped out her body, but unlike veins, these had a darker color to them in contrast to her skin tone. She too was muscular, but not as much as he would have thought from lifting some rather heavy equipment.

Their lust for each other soon reached a peak as Tali walked up to him, her hand clamping down against his gentiles as she fondled them in a sort of experimental way. Leaving Shepard to choke out a moan. That was a first from anyone, let alone a alien who hungered for his body. Tali tilted his head slightly when he moaned, seeing that he was being aroused by the touch.

His member has grown from just a limp organ to a elongated throbbing member. “Shepard, this is… warm?” She exclaimed as she fondled it some more. All three fingers finding and discovering his around gentiles before concluding that human males had warm sexual reproductive organs. In contrast to the Quarian male organ in which one couldn’t tell at all from the sensitive finger tips. Quarian’s would mate with their suits connected. But without a suit to hold her back, Tali felt adventurous in discovering Shepard’s capabilities.

However, Shepard himself wanted to discover Tali’s body all on his own. He left his hand to trail after her butt as another came to her face, briefly running his fingers into her hair as it traced down to her breast. Feeling it to be soft and fleshy to his touch. When he had touched her breast, she couldn’t hold back the low moan that had escaped her lips. The warmth of her moan caressed against Shepard’s face as he squeezed it again.

The instinctual hormones began flooding her system, leaving her body to tighten in response to the attention it was receiving from Shepard as he squeezed her left breast again. This time, she let out a more intense moan as she ran her hand up against his abs. Finding the defined abs to be sexually arousing to her. Quarian’s didn’t exactly have defined muscles to her stomachs, but when she felt Shepard’s, Tali concluded that she wanted more of him.

She braced her body against his own, feeling the heat rising from the pit of his stomach as well as the throbbing member that quivered against her hip.

Shepard swallowed hard as he could feel his own body unable to restrained it’s needs.

“Shepard,” She breathed slowly of his name as her hand maneuvered it’s way around his back. “I want you… now,” Shepard’s eyes became wide with shock that her tone shifted to a more animalistic nature.

If anyone could think that a Quarian could be this sexually excited, they were lying. Tali was practically on top of him as she pushed Shepard onto his bed. The squeaking of the metal that held the bed in place protested as Tali straddled his hips, the devious smile playing out on her features.

The warm member teasingly grazing her lower back as Tali looked down to her prey. Her hair falling to the way side as she tilted her head seductively before leaning in for a kiss. “I want you, in me…” Her words coaxed between their kiss as Shepard could feel Tali’s weight lessen slightly as she rose and guided herself into his member.

There was something erotic when his member couldn’t breach her sex all the way. Shepard lurched his head off from the bed to see that Tali was slowly guiding herself into his organ like a ship docking to a station. “Keelah!” Tali exclaimed loudly with a sultry tone warping her words. Shepard’s own exclamation was stifled when his member had hit the end point of her sex, finding the warmth and pulsating organ was enough to send him straight to the thermal nuclear explosion. When she finally rotated her hips forward, she sent Shepard’s eyes rolling back as his teeth gritted in pleasure..

“Ta-” Shepard wanted to say her name - scream even but she rotated her hips again, which forced Shepard to choke it back down. Leaving to his hips to rhythmically thrust forward as the only reply. His hands connected with her chest, fondling a breast while another hand held tightly onto her hip bone. “Oh Shepard!” Tali mumbled his name, finding the waves of pleasure crashing against her mind, unable to even communicate in English as she rode him like a wild beast.

Shepard himself couldn’t hold it back, already reaching to that point that he was just about to explode. But the euphoric pleasure was too much to handle, it plagued his mind, nearly blinding him as he bit hard against his lip; holding back every drop as she began thrusting against him.

Tali brought a hand to her face, clawing at it as she could feel her body began to buckle under the sheer momentum of pleasure and exhaustion riding up against her thoughts, almost conceding that she was about to lose all control of her muscles when his organ was rotating all along her walls.

Both of them panted and sucked in the air as their chest rose accordingly, beads of sweat formulated and trickled against their skin, glistening them in the process. Soon, Shepard felt the lower half of his body began to seize up as Tali reached down to dig her fingers into his chest. The pain mixed with the pleasure only heightened the experience as Tali screamed out something inaudible to make out while Shepard cocked his head forward and gasped her name aloud. The orgasm shook both of them, their bodies violently trembling as Tali gasped for air, her fingers digging into his skin as she drew blood from his chest.

Together, they trembled as Tali collapsed onto her mate‘s chest. Her eyes flickered as her mind began phasing in and out of existences. Both of them panting to the euphoric pleasure they have created, finding that words were not even enough to express each other’s thoughts as they lied silently on his bed. Drenched in their own sweat and the smell of their own climax, neither of them wanted to move or even say a word. Only to savor the moment that will forever be embedded into their memories, until tomorrow.