Destroy

Title: Destroy
Author: Akari Kaiku
Fandom: Tales of the Abyss
Pairing: Asch/Luke
Summary: Luke challenges Asch but does he really know what he's getting himself into? AschLuke
Perspective: First Person (Luke)
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Rape, Abuse
Word count: 3,151
Spoilers: Mild if any.
Theme #51 of 100
Disclaimer: I do not own Tales of the Abyss, or any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. Tales of the Abyss belongs to Namco.
Author’s note: This is the first of 100 one shots I plan on writing.

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It hurt. Every part of my body screamed out in pain but I remind silent. Even if I screamed I wouldn’t be heard. It was just me and him and no one else.

Asch, my original, the person I was based off of. He’s just as cruel as his name might cause one to think. You tell him no and he will do everything within his power to accomplish his goal. I was sick of him so I decided to make a bet with him.

“The first one to give into the other loses.” I said to him standing outside of the doors to Daath’s cathedral. After everyone else went to bed I got up and went back there. I was planning on challenging Asch but he was already waiting for me.

I thought for a moment he might have wanted to fight at the exact moment but he began to walk away. He started to lead me through the maze of the cathedral. I gave up trying to memorize where we were. There was no way to tell, everything looked the same and the cathedral was huge. Eventually we wound up in the lower parts of the Order where the Oracle Knights lived. He stood staring out into the middle for a moment but when I went to question what he was planning he began to walk off again.

Not long after he began to walk again a Fonist stopped us. He asked Asch what he was doing leading me down into the Oracle Headquarters.

“Can’t you tell? I’m training this look-alike to be a proper stand in. Move before I make you.” Asch seethed scaring the Fonist away before he asked anything else. At some point I wanted to run too. I wanted to tell Asch that he had won and just run, but then I remembered that if I didn’t try then I would always be trapped at nothing but a copy. I needed to beat Asch to define myself. I needed to beat him so I could start living as my own version of ‘Luke.’

With my new conviction fresh in my mind I continued to follow Asch. It was easier to tell where I was now because this place was a little less maze like then the cathedral above. We went down an elevator through a door to a hall way and then we went into the second door to the left. Along the walls were weapons, tapestries, and shelves of different books. The titles varied between Fonic Artes and sword skills to recreational reading and cooking. I wondered if this was his room. Judging from the number of beds I guessed it was a dorm room for a few others so I dismissed that this was his room. Why would he share a room? He was a God-General so he probably had his own quarters some where. Though, I wondered why he brought me to this room. I was busy looking around the room when I heard the door lock behind me.

I quickly spun around to see what Asch was planning but he didn’t seem to be doing anything at all. He just stared at me for a few moments before he walked to the right side of the room and placed his sword on the table. Whatever he had in mind I suppose it didn’t involve weapons.

I wasn’t about to fight dirty so I put my own sword on the table closest to me before I turned to watch Asch walk to the center of the room. He was looking at the different beds as if he was trying to figure out which one he wanted to sleep in.

“Don’t you have your own room as a God-General?” I asked him earning a glare from my original. I guess he didn’t like what I said because he turned on heel and walked toward me. After a few wide strides he stopped walking but his face came in closer. I was about to lean back away from him but that would be giving into what he was trying to do, so instead I kept my composure. He stopped less then a hair away from my face. Our noses almost touch because of how close he was but he held close and for some reason taller then me. I realized that I was slouching under his gaze so I proceeded to straighten up.

Once I stood on par with his height is when he cocked his head to the side a little and pressed his lips to mine. In shock I stumbled backwards onto one of the beds. I never expected Asch to kiss me. He could barely stand the sight of me yet he kissed me on the mouth!

“What the hell are you thinking!?” I shouted at him sitting up on the bed.

“What does it look like?” Asch questioned having discarded his tabard. He began to slowly move toward me which made me back up farther onto the bed until I was pressed between him and the head board. “You’re the only thing in this entire world that pisses me off this badly.” Asch told me getting closer to my face with each breath. “You always complain about being a stand in, a copy, a replica, and yet you have more then I could ever hope for.”

“If you want it that badly why don’t you just come back?” I questioned in anger. If he was mad at me because I knew that everything I had was his then he could have it. I wanted to make my own life but I can’t have my own life as long as he’s doing whatever he wants.

“Don’t be stupid.” Asch said before he forced his lips on mine again. This time I couldn’t brake free. I was pinned on the wall. I began to try to push him off with my hands but he took both of my hands in one and pinned them up against the wall behind me. His free hand went ahead and ripped my coat open sending buttons flying across the bed and to the floor.

This was bad.

This was very bad.

His hand started to reach up my shirt to touch my nipples, and, god, I didn’t know his gloves were so cold! I gave an involuntary shudder as he began playing with the buds while his tongue brushed along my bottom lip. When I locked my jaw closed he stopped touching me and backed up to glare at me. “So, you want to make things difficult, do you?” I didn’t respond. “I will do everything by force if I have to.” He told me his glare hardening. I still did not respond, instead I gave him my own glare. “Fine, have it your way.” He seethed in anger before he skillfully used his free hand to force my coat down until it pinned my arms back behind me.

He now had full use of two hands and he had effectively mounted me which cut off the use of my legs. I was pinned. I wanted to call for help but who would come? I was in the middle of the enemy fortress with anyone that would help me in the inn in the middle of town. Asch smirked when I tried to free my hands which didn’t work out. If anything I think I might have tightened the restraint of my coat.

After he stared at me fore a few minutes he reached toward his boot and pulled loose a small dagger. I thought he was going to stab me with it until he cut open my shirt and then, I guess just to piss me off, he cut my belt loose. I managed to free a hand after a little struggle so I moved to catch him jaw but stopped dead when I felt cool metal pressed to my neck.

“Tsk, tsk. You really want this to hurt don’t you?” Asch asked me. “That’s fine, I don’t mind that at all.” he spoke seductively dragging the dagger slowly from my neck to my cheek. It stayed there for a moment before he put pressure to it and cut my cheek deeply. I could feel the liquid flow from the cut and down my neck to my chest.

Asch watched as the blood slowly began to river down my chest to my stomach and toward my pant line. His expression slowly turned to something demonic and that’s when I finally felt the full extent of fear that I had surpassed until now.

“That’s enough Asch, you win. Let me go!” I all but begged my original.

He looked up at me with anger shinning in his green eyes. I was scared and I wanted to leave. Wherever this was going to did not want to be apart of it; I just wanted to leave.

“No, it’s not enough.” Asch fumed. “Sit still and don’t move, understand?” All I could do was give him my silent nod before he moved his head down and began to lick up the blood that had made its way to my navel. His time his tongue touched my skin I felt like screaming. I wanted to run but the dagger in his hand told me to stay put.

After a few excruciating moments Asch had made it up to the cut. It wasn’t bleeding as badly as it was before, and that seemed to piss him off. I always had a habit of healing quickly and it was probably true about him too which is probably why he was angry. He took his dagger to my cheek again and pressed in causing me to hiss in pain as the metal dug a little deeper into my skin. Asch then began to pull the blade across the cut again making it deeper so it would bleed more. After the blood began to flow he leaned in and began to lick and suck on my neck.

I never knew anyone could make something like licking my neck feel so good. Blood began to rush to my head causing my face to flush, and then I felt a growing pressure from below my pants. How the hell could something like this turn me on!? It was sick, and Asch is a guy, my original on top of it all. It was like sleeping with my brother or something.

“You belong to me, replica.” Asch whispered in my ear before licking the lobe. “You were created to replace me at Akzeriuth, which you survived, so now all you have left is to return to the person who you’ve become; me.” That sentence pierced through my soul and shattered the resolve I had to live my own life. He was right. I was only Luke because I took it from him. I should I been the ashes but I was given the flame, and because I was created I stole Asch’s, no Luke’s life. I stole everything he had ever loved, and I became him.

“That’s better.” Asch said before he cut my neck a little sending blood flowing like a river down my chest. Asch reached for my pants and easily removed them which left me in a bed with Asch and nothing on. He was out on his tabard but otherwise fully clothed.

When to cool air of the room met my member I became fully erect which Asch seemed pleased about. In all of the situations I’ve seen him I’ve never seen a smile of any kind of his face so even this tiny and disturbing smirk made him look more like me then before.

My thoughts were interrupted when Asch put one of my legs up over his shoulder so he could align his own erection with my entrance. He had pulled his pants down while I was lost in thought and now he was pressing his throbbing member against my entrance. He looked up at me before he slammed in without any preparation or reservations.

My head slammed back against the head board as I let out a silent scream. It hurt so badly. I never thought there would be a pain worse then this in the entire world. “Scream damnit.” Asch hissed before he pulled back and slammed into me again. This time I screamed out quietly. I don’t know why I wasn’t louder. “Louder!” Asch commanded before he began a relentless and repeating motion of pulling out and slamming back into me. It hurt so badly and then he hit something that made me moan instead of scream. “I’ll have to be careful not to hit that again.” He muttered pulling my hair back before he roughly bit my neck and began to slam in harder then before.

Just as he had said he tried his hardest not to hit whatever it was before that he had hit. The single wave of pleasure was the only pleasure that I felt until suddenly warmth filled me and he pulled out. “Damn you’re tight.” He breathed before he leaned in and nudged my head aside so he could ravage at the cut on my neck. I could feel him suck the blood out of the cut and I could feel his erection growing again. After a few more moments Asch’s neck assault moved to my mouth where this time I allowed him entrance. I was his. This was just a copy of his body, which might explain why he knew all the places to touch to excite me but not drive me over the edge.

Asch broke away for a moment tossing the dagger to the floor. He didn’t need it anymore now. He had broken me already. I was his toy to command. “Suck it.” He told me shifting us around so that he was on the bottom. I looked him in the eye for a moment before I moved myself down to look at his member. It was fully erect again and it was covered in cum and blood, my blood, no, his blood.

I’d never so much as sucked on a piece of candy but for some reason I felt like I knew what to do. First I licked the tip as if I was tasting it for flavor, which was bitter. After a few laps with my tongue I sucked on the tip lightly running my teeth on the skin while my tongue ran along the slit drawing out pre-cum as I did so. I moved my head lower bring more and more of Asch into my mouth until I couldn’t fit anymore that was when I began to suck hard while bobbing my head forward and backward. I could hear Asch hiss something incoherent until he gripped the back of my hair to hold my head in place.

“Swallow it,” was all he said before warm and bitter cum flooded into my mouth. I was caught off guard and wanted to pull away but he held my head still leaving me with only one option to obey him. I swallowed two mouthfuls of the white sticky liquid before Asch let go of my head and I was allowed to sit up and breathe. I thought for a moment I was going to suffocate. “Now, get me hard again.” He told me.

Now what was he planning. Wasn’t ejaculating twice enough for him? Despite my own questioning I began to try and simulate what Asch had done to me. I assaulted his neck, ear and mouth with my own while my hands drew circles on his chest and played with his nipples. Eventually he was hard again. “Sit.” He told me pushing me until my entrance was over his cock. I looked at him before I began to lower myself onto him. When I was a third of the way down he grabbed a hold of my waist and pushed me down hard until he was completely within me.

He hit it. That spot. That spot that just seemed to make me want to never stop. “Move.” He ordered and I obeyed. This time I was in control and I tried my best to hit that spot until I finally was able to release. Once I did I began to slow down until he bucked up into me hitting the spot causing me to moan. He then grabbed a hand full of my hair pulling me close and forced me to look at him. “You don’t stop until I’m satisfied, understand?” I gulped and nodded causing him to let go. I took a breath before I began to ride again. I could feel my erection grow again but when I was probably way there he released inside me. After his release he pushed me back onto the bed and stood. “I’m finished. You can settle yourself.” He told me as he pushed back his hair that had fallen to his face.

While Asch began to dress himself again I felt the need to finish myself so I took my cock in hand and began to pump slowly. It just didn’t feel the same and I was going no where with it. I closed my eyes tightly ashamed of myself when Asch’s head covered my own and began to move. After a few strokes he swatted my hand away and began to pleasure me until finally I came in his hands. He raised his still gloved hand to lick off the white cum before he dressed himself completely. “Stay here and don’t leave. I’ll be back later.” Asch told me before he unlocked the door and left.

That was it. I was used and left to be used again later. What had he done to me? Why did I feel the need to obey him?

I looked to the ground where the discarded dagger sat on the floor. He was a masochist. Did that mean I was too? I actually kind of enjoyed that a little, so maybe I was.

I think I might just wait for him like he told me to. I do belong to him.

I could laugh at myself. I guess he’s got me now.

“He’s completely destroyed me.” I said out loud before I pulled the blanket out from under me and laid down in the bed. As I stared at the wall I began to want more. “Come destroy me again, Asch the Bloody.”

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-blinks a lot- Holy shit that was really bad. I mean like naughty bad. I think I might have something wrong with my head. Oh my god that was bad. DX This is seriously the first time I’ve written something like this, and I kind of want to do it again. Oh dear. Well, look forward to more masochistic rape fictions. …Maybe not.

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