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By: chibihisagi
folder Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 2
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Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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One

Hello I am Chibihisagi
Haven’t done a fic forever so please be gentle
This is my first yaoi that I have posted
It’s not graphic
But it is sorta Angst
Based on the music video by the amazing group Epik High
One
Which is why it’s the title

Look it up if ya have time

Warning:
Language
Angst
Sad Roxas
Whore Axel
Thoughts of Suicide
Drug usage


Disclaimer:
Chibihisagi does not own any character in this fic
All characters belong to Square-Enix
Song lyrics belong to Epik High

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Time is tickin’ T-Time is Tickin’ Tickin’ Time is Tickin’ Time is Tickin’ away

Roxas stared at the small pill bottle in his hand, tears slowly leaking from his big blue eyes.

It wasn’t fair.

Why did Axel have to be such an asshole?!
It wasn’t fair
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Roxas went away for a little while to visit Sora for the weekend, comes home early to find Axel sitting on the couch with a blue haired girl, both high as the moon. Roxas had seen this girl around Axel’s job which made him worried for a little while until Axel told him she wasn’t anyone. But here they were, smoking in his apartment!
IN HIS OWN APARTMENT!!
Roxas was so angry that he snatched the girl up by her hair, dragged her off his white leather couch which now had ashes on it, and threw her out in the hallway of their apartment building.
He heard her shriek when he slammed the door, hoping that he had hit her head, but that didn’t matter anymore.
What had mattered was Axel had lied.

He had told Roxas that he wouldn’t smoke anymore.
He told him that that girl wasn’t anything to him!
He lied!
He has lied too many times in his life.
He was tired of it all.
His time was coming to an end anyway

Axel stared at Roxas with glossy eyes, a lazy smile on his face. Roxas felt the need to just choke him! Tears began to form, but he quickly used the heel of his palm to wipe them away.

“Hey Babe, what are you doing here?”
“I live here, asshole. But you aren’t going to anymore! Get out now. Just leave.”

Axel seemed to take a few minutes to process what Roxas said, staring at his lover who had his arms crossed and a dark glare on his face.
Soon, his eyes widened in realization and he jumped to his feet!
Roxas moved back slightly, afraid of what he was about to do.

It wasn’t what he expected.

Tears began to crawl down his tattooed cheeks.

His pale face turned even paler as he fell to his knees, his forehead set against the ground.

“Roxas… even if I beg, I know you won’t forgive me. Please, don’t hate me. She… she lied to me! You don’t have to believe me, but it’s the truth. I have been clean for six months until today. I promise. She told me she would tell my parents about all the things that I have done since I’ve been gone. She was my childhood friend so I had no choice. I’m so sorry Roxas. None of this should’ve happened but I am weak. You weren’t here with me. I-I’m gonna go now. I know you hate me for what I did. It wasn’t forgivable. If you want to talk to me, I’ll be at home. Gonna take a day off of work. Just to avoid the bitch. Sorry.”

Roxas stared at his boyfriend kneeling down in front of him, tears streaming down his cheeks. He couldn’t hold them in any longer.
It hurt.
It hurt so bad
He didn’t know if that was the truth, but he believed him no matter what.
Soon Axel stood up and stared at Roxas.
Roxas didn’t know what to say.
He wanted a hug
But he didn’t want Axel to hug him
He smelt terrible.
So did his apartment.

“The only way I’ll forgive you is if you will take a shower and clean my apartment. Both stink.”

Axel laughed softly, putting his hand on his forehead.

“Do you believe me, Roxas?”

“It doesn’t matter, Axel. I love you so that’s all that matters. If you screw up again… you will be sorry. You’ll lose me. Jerk.”

Even though Roxas told him to take a shower first, Axel held him tight against his chest, letting Roxas cry loudly.

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He had told him he was gonna be sorry.
So with those pills
He found himself lying on the same couch Axel cleaned all night long, feeling light headed and tired.
Finally, the darkness consumed him.

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That’s all folks
I dunno if I wanna continue it
If you like it, please review and tell me if I need to continue
Gotta go to work now Ugh
Bai Bai

P.S. The blue haired girl is the new member of Organization 13, Xion I think her name is dunno fer sure.

-Chibihisagi-
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