The Diary of Anna Halket

Personal Disclaimer: In all truth, I’m not sure I would want to own the characters since none of them are all that likable except for the protagonist, Ray. Harry’s a spineless jerk, Mike’s a backstabbing asshole, Lynn’s a bitchy whiner and Michelle is that ultimate in B-movie heroine types: the dumb smart girl. I mean, she’s a fan of bugs…yet doesn’t seem to realize the danger of going to an island where the bugs are human sized…and then gets all upset when they turn out to be dangerous. I know that most people didn’t like this game (X-Play called it a perfect game to give to someone you hate) but I really enjoyed the B-movie atmosphere that pervaded the game. The corny dialogue, bad acting and grainy cut-scenes put me in mind of other survival horror games I’ve played (most notably Resident Evil). Regardless, this fic won’t be starring anyone that you see in the game. The main star will be the nameless girlfriend of the nameless guy who left the notes strewn all over the place. He said she ended up running with the Lizard Women and I thought “How would that happen?” So I decided to write this and put my own two cents in on it. Enjoy…oh yeah, graphic sex, not for kids…

*The following is a transcript of a diary brought back from the newly named ‘Bug Island’ by a young man by the name of Ray Jones. This diary is just one of the many warnings that Ray has against anyone ever going to Bug Island Please be advised that there is explicit material in this document, so if you are easily offended, do not continue reading.*
The Diary of Anna Halket
Transcribed by The Playing Mantis

Saturday, May 14th
I can’t believe that Joe wants me to go with him on this stupid camping trip with his buddies. He said that he wanted to introduce me to his old home town friends and that this was the best way to do it, by having some sort of ridiculous ‘getting back to nature’ thing that they used to do back when they were growing up. Personally, if they were such good friends, I think they could have bothered keeping in touch a little better. Whatever. Joe’s totally stoked about the whole thing and he’s been good to me, so I suppose I could, at least, give it a chance. I’ve never been camping before. I may like it. I mean, it’s only for the weekend. What’s the worst that could happen?

*The next few entries have nothing to do with the island so they have been omitted*

Friday, May 20th
I’ve finally met all of Joe’s friends and I can’t exactly say I was happy to meet them. It was like they were the cast of some stupid slasher flick. There was the jock and his slut girlfriend, the nerdy guy, the goofball and the sweet, innocent, virginal girl. I swear that I wouldn’t have been even the slightest bit surprised if Jason or Freddy popped up from behind a bush and started killing everyone. Even Joe was kind of upset at how cliché his friends had grown up to be, but he put up a good front and introduced me to everyone. I immediately forgot everyone else’s names. The jock immediately started hitting on me, and I could see that his girlfriend was getting pissed at me, not at him…typical. I turned him down very politely. After all, a guy doesn’t really NEED his scrotum to be in perfect working order. After things cooled down a little, we got into our cars and drove to the small harbor that had the boat that would take us to the island we were camping on. The boat ride was peaceful, except for the jock muttering about how much of a bitch I was. When we landed, Joe took the lead and said that we would be camping in the old resort area of the island. We all looked around and I know I wasn’t the only one shivering when we saw the deserted and dilapidated buildings. But, we set up camp anyway and I started writing this. It’s getting late and there have been some really weird noises out there. I’ll have to ask Joe about them tomorrow morning.

Saturday, May 21st
I think I’m safe here… I don’t hear the sounds of screaming or…eating…anymore. The jock is dead! I watched his head fall off! That giant praying mantis just grabbed him up and bit into his neck! I’ve never seen anyone die before. Not for real! What the fuck is going on?!

Joe said it would be cool to explore the island. Everyone was all for it, except me. After waking up and seeing a centipede the size of a poodle crawling on my sleeping bag I wanted to leave. I’m allergic to bugs! And Joe knows that! Or it could be that he knew that…I don’t even know if he’s alive or not. *At this point the writing becomes indecipherable. It seems that the young woman tried to continue writing, but her hand was shaking so much that her words make no sense* calm me…just keep writing the bad thoughts away. That’s what mom used to tell me.

We all went further into the woods, the nerdy guy had the flashlight, so he was the one attacked by the huge swarm of gnats. At first he thought it was fascinating, until he started screaming that they were biting him. He tossed the light away and ducked. The gnats flew toward the light and we made our escape. The guy looked terrible, but he was okay. At least we knew not to shine light anymore. I was about this close to losing it completely when suddenly the ground fell out from under me and I fell into a large hole. Everyone laughed a little, and even I chuckled at the stupidity of it all…until I felt the bugs all around me, crawling up my body…crawling into my *indecipherable scribbling* was running, screaming into the hills. I wasn’t looking where I was going and crashed headfirst into a huge praying mantis. The monster shrieked at me before raising it’s huge claws. I thought I was going to die when the jock came out of nowhere and shoved me aside. He took the blow that was intended for me. I shrank away as the thing started eating him before running, screaming to wherever I am now. I don’t know where I am. I don’t know where anyone else is, or even if anyone else survived. But…I’ve got to keep it together. I’ll find Joe and everything will be all right. I know it will. It has to be. *The rest of the page was covered in small rips and dried tear marks. The young woman appeared to be unable to continue with her therapy when her tears wetted the paper and made it easy for her pen to rip through the paper, making what she might have written completely incomprehensible*

Sunday, May 22nd
All through the night…the crickets were chirping. If I were back home, the sound would have lulled me to sleep, but I’ve seen how big they are here! When I woke up this morning, the sounds were gone, so I thought they were too, but they were just waiting for me to leave the safety of my little hut. One tried to jump on my back, but I ran away. I had to run through a giant tree and almost died of fright when I saw the Dalmatian sized cockroaches licking the sap. Fortunately, they didn’t notice me so I managed to flee. I ran into more crickets so I quickly ran as fast as I could through some vines and up to a riverbank. I collapsed to the ground and started sobbing. I was cold, hungry and very scared. I looked around, but didn’t see any bugs anywhere so I felt I was safe. I was wrong. From out of nowhere, this giant gorilla jumped down right in front of me. There was nowhere for it to have hidden before! Where the fuck had it come from?! The thing was huge! It would have given King Kong a run for his money. I got up and ran, but it easily caught me without moving a step. I screamed and cried and hit it’s fist, but it just sat down and looked at me curiously. It sniffed at me and roared. I bet it would have bit my head off if it’s roar hadn’t startled a bunch of centipedes out of a nearby tree. The small disgusting creatures fell on the gorilla, right on it’s exposed brain. The gorilla didn’t seem to like that at all. It quickly dropped me and ran away, leaving me to fend off the rest of the bugs. I think I would have taken King Kong over the bugs. Something’s coming…I’d better hide.

Lovely island…almost eaten by a giant toad only to have it die before it could swallow me. Saved from one monster by another, and then captured. This sucks… At least the lizard thing hasn’t tried to kill me…yet. After it dragged me out of the toad’s mouth the creature looked me over curiously. It was shaped like a human, but definitely wasn’t human. It was scaly and purple…but definitely female. I was too shook up from my near-death experience to even try to run away, and just collapsed to the ground. The lizard woman hissed at me before picking me up, throwing me over her shoulder and dashing away at an incredible speed. I must have passed out because the next thing I knew I was being tossed into this dimly lit little hut. I shot up and looked around in fear, but the lizard woman didn’t pay any more attention to me. She just walked out and closed the door, locking it behind her. I’m scared…I’m very scared. I don’t know what this thing has planned for me, but I’m sure it won’t be good. Maybe she’s just holding me here until she gets hungry. I don’t want to die! Joe…where are you? *Tears sprinkle the rest of the page, making the ink from her pen run into a black inky mess*

Monday May 23rd
Still in the cell. There’s a window that looks outside. It’s an entire colony of those lizard women. And, from what I’ve seen, they are all women. Not a male in sight. I don’t know whether to be surprised or disturbed by that. Maybe more relieved. Before I’d noticed that there were no men, one of the women entered my cell and started pulling my clothes off. I tried to protest, but she hissed at me angrily and I stopped in fear. The woman took all of my clothes and looked me over. I wanted to, at least, cover my breasts, but every time I made a movement like that, the woman gently slapped my hands. I shivered in the cold of the dank cell and the woman seemed to notice but didn’t seem to care as she nodded and left…taking my clothes with her. I was really scared then, because I thought they were going to use me to breed or something, but now I’m not so sure. I mean…how could they do that if there aren’t any men? Damn it’s cold…

Tuesday May 24th
When I woke up this morning there was a large fur laying over me and a small wooden bowl of…something…at the edge of the door. I hadn’t even realized how hungry I was, being so scared for my life until then. But the sight of potential food in front of me made my stomach growl ferociously. At that point, I could have known it was a trap and would have gone for it anyway. I scrambled over to the bowl and slurped down the contents. I don’t know what it was, probably don’t want to know, and it might just have been the starvation talking, but it was the most delicious thing I’d ever tasted. I’m embarrassed to admit that I licked the bowl clean. Later, after I’d eaten, a lizard woman came to the door. She hissed at me when I tried to walk up to her, so I stayed back and just watched as she took the bowl and left. I’m still not sure what’s going on, or why they’re keeping me here. They’re treating me well enough so I don’t think they’re going to kill me. I just wish I knew what they were waiting for.

Wednesday May 25th
Nothing much happened today. I’m actually starting to get a little bored here. I know it shouldn’t happen when you’ve been captured by horrifically mutated monsters, but there’s nothing to do but look out the window and watch the lizard women go about their daily lives, and it’s not really all that interesting.

Thursday May 26th
The days are all starting to run together. This is the only thing that’s allowing me to remember how much time is passing. I’m going to need extensive therapy if I ever get out of here.

Friday May 27th
Something big happened today. The lizard women were going about their business when another one dashed into the main section of their little village and started hissing at them. At first I thought that it was a rival clan or something, but then I realized that the hissing is their way of speaking to each other. The entire village erupted into hissing and leaping. I was starting to guess that they were happy about something when a whole troop of lizard women emerged from the surrounding forest, toting a large red beast, trundled up on a stick. It was obviously dead. It doesn’t take a brain surgeon to realize that a hunting party had just returned. More dead beasts were brought in, one by one, until there was a veritable hill of the things. I was curious about what type of animal it was when I noticed a very large lizard woman hissing with one of the ones that had stayed in the village. The one from the village pointed at the hut I was in and the large one’s head snapped my way. I screamed and fell back as our eyes met. I scurried under my fur and hid for the rest of the day, only peeking my head out after the village had fallen silent. I saw that someone had put a small slab of cooked meat in my bowl this time. I was still too freaked out to eat anything, but eventually my hunger overcame my fear and I crawled over to the meat. It was a little tough but it had a very tangy taste that I really enjoyed. I was halfway through the meat when the door suddenly opened and the large lizard woman walked in and shut the door behind her. I was frozen to the spot as she knelt down in front of me and hissed gently at me. She reached out a clawed hand, but I shook my head and crawled back. The large lizard woman’s eyes narrowed, but she didn’t move; she merely regarded me for a few moments more before turning and leaving. I slowly creeped over to the window and looked out. There were still a few embers left of what must have been a huge fire and I could just barely see the large lizard woman walking away from my cell. She sliced a huge chunk of meat from one of the beasts that she and the others had brought back and started eating it without even bothering to cook it. I started to feel ill, so when the creature flopped onto it’s side and I saw it’s human face, I threw up immediately. I’m still not at one hundred percent, but at least I can think about it without fe *The rest of the page was unreadable. The young woman apparently couldn’t keep it down after all.*

Saturday May 28th
The large lizard woman was back today, and this time she brought another lizard woman with her. The large one hissed at me, and even though I realized it was only trying to speak to me, I was still really freaked out and showed it. The two looked at each other before the second one started gesturing to me. It showed itself slashing at something before hefting something over it’s shoulder and running along. I figured that this must be the one who saved me and brought me here, and said so. The smaller lizard woman seemed pleased with this. I found it slightly odd that they could understand human speech even though they couldn’t speak it themselves, but that wasn’t a main concern. I thanked her before asking if she was also the one who took my clothes and she nodded, but a little less enthusiastically. She actually seemed a little shy about it, looking over at the bigger one repeatedly. I asked if I could have my clothes back, but the smaller one shook her head, merely pointing outside. I followed her finger and my eyes lighted on the huge fire in the middle of the village. I guessed what she had done with them.
The large one hadn’t taken her eyes off of me since they both entered and a sudden thought entered my mind. I asked if she was the leader of the tribe and she nodded. She nodded again when I asked if she was trying to figure out what to do with me. The other lizard woman looked like she wanted to say something, but the leader shut her up with a look. I swallowed before asking if they would let me leave. The leader shook her head, and the smaller one followed suit, although the leader rolled her eyes at that. The odd conversation went on for what felt like hours with me trying to come up with helpful yes/no questions and the leader answering me, while keeping the same scowl on her face. The smaller one tried to chime in on occasion, but kept getting glared at. It reminded me so much of a parent/child situation that I had to ask. And I was right; the smaller one was the daughter of the leader. Finally, I lowered my eyes and asked if they were going to kill me. The leader shrugged which set her daughter off. She shook her head vehemently and hissed angrily at her mother.

I wasn’t sure what the hell was going on and got a little freaked out when the daughter suddenly got between me and her mother and appeared to be yelling at her. The leader growled before grabbing her daughter and dragging her away from me. She then tossed her outside the hut and shut the door. The daughter kept banging on the door until the leader let out a roar that shook me to the core. She grabbed me by the hair and roared again as she put her claws up against my throat. I’m not sure what exactly happened after that. I might have started crying, I might have screamed in fear, or I might have just stared back at the ferocious creature that suddenly wanted me dead really badly. But, whatever happened, she let me go, leaving me shivering on the ground.
I don’t know what the hell that was all about, but I get the feeling that the leader’s daughter wants to keep me alive for some reason and has been trying to convince her mother about it ever since she got back. I just wish I knew why.

Sunday May 29th
I’ve now been here a week, but nothing really happened today. I saw who I think was the leader’s daughter trying to sneak her way over here, but the leader grabbed her and dragged her back to their hut. Other than that, not much happened today. I’m actually kind of relieved. I don’t think I could take any more excitement…unless it was Joe coming to save me.

Monday May 30th
I can’t believe that there’s another human on this stupid island! And he refuses to try and help me! That bastard! Claims he needs to stay in the tribe’s good graces.

I woke up this morning to see the man being led into my cell. I immediately jumped up and asked if he was there to take me home. He didn’t even bother apologizing to me. He just said he was brought to be an interpreter. Apparently, he’s been on the island for a number of years now and has picked up on the language of this tribe. He and the tribe have an uneasy alliance going on. He helps out the village whenever someone is sick or wounded and they don’t try to kill him on sight…that sort of thing. This Robert guy asked me to wrap the fur around myself as he sat down with the leader and her daughter. I grumbled, but did as I was told. I asked what, exactly, was going on, and now Robert had the nerve to look slightly embarrassed. He said that Yzzik, the daughter, had become quite taken with me and wanted to keep me, and has been trying to convince Chief Zhkak to allow her.

I was a little upset that I had been captured just because some little girl wanted to keep me as a pet and said so. At this, Robert cleared his throat and said that she didn’t want me as a pet, but as a lover. This floored me. If I hadn’t already been sitting, I know I would have fallen to my knees. In my shock, I didn’t even move when Yzzik slowly crawled up to me and gently ran her fingers over my skin. The cold roughness of her scales caused me to shiver and I shrunk away. Yzzik looked stricken, and had I been in a better state of mind, I’m sure I would have cared. I blurted out that this was the most ridiculous thing that I had ever heard of, that there was no way I’d be the lover of some reptile and that they’d better just kill me if they weren’t going to let me leave. While I tried to catch my breath, Robert informed me that lizards were actually amphibians. I almost killed him right there, but Zhkak stood up and folded her arms. She hissed slowly, so that Robert could translate easily, saying that even though she wasn’t pleased with her daughter’s choice of life mate, if I was going to spurn her then I really would die. But Yzzik wouldn’t give up. She said that she would keep trying to make me love her. Zhkak was really angry at this point, mostly at the stupidity of her own daughter and roared that if Yzzik wanted to stay with me so much then she could stay locked up with me too. Yzzik quavered a little, but stood up proudly and agreed. She said that she would stay with me for a week, and if I still refused her then they could kill me. I screamed that I had should have a say in the proceedings, but Robert just shook his head and motioned for me to stay quiet. Zhkak glared at her daughter for an entire minute, neither of them blinking, until Zhkak growled her consent. She left, not looking at her daughter, while Robert slowly stood up and shook his head. He said that he would see me again, if I was still alive. I flipped him off, but it only made him smile sadly, muttering about how much I reminded him of someone named Lynn.

So, now I have a room mate. One who is going to try to seduce me at every turn. This is so stupid. She thinks that I’ll suddenly fall in love with her over the week because we’re in such close quarters? If anything, I’m going to be driven insane by her.

Tuesday May 31st
When I woke up this morning I was surprised to see that Yzzik had given me my space and not come over to cuddle with me in my sleep. Admittedly, she did keep me up half the night with her grunting and shuffling over on her side of the cell. I looked over and saw that her back was to me and her hands were running all over her crotch. She was masturbating! I saw her look over at me once or twice before going at it even harder, making me shudder in disgust. I turned away from her and covered my entire body with my blanket before falling asleep.

Today was mostly spent with us sitting on opposite sides of the cell staring at each other. Every time she would try to come over to my side, I would shrink away, so she stayed put. Other than getting food, we stayed away from each other for the whole day. I’m going to be glad when the week’s over…even if I’m killed because of it… And another thing; there’s a strange new smell in the air. It’s not unpleasant, just strange. I wonder if she’s wearing some kind of lizard perfume…

Wednesday June 1st
The smell is even stronger today, and I still have no clue what it is. As I was looking around for the source of the smell I noticed Yzzik trying to get close to me again. I finally gave in, much to her delight, and she happily sat next to me, but didn’t make a move to touch me, which I found slightly odd. I mean, she wanted me to be her lover, right? Why not go for it? Don’t get me wrong, I’m not upset, just curious.

When she got so close, however, I did notice something. Her scales seemed to be less lustrous than before. I actually ran my hand over her arm, and she flinched as if I’d hit her. Her scales seemed really rough for some reason and she hissed as if she were in pain and pulled away from me. I asked if she was sick, but she shook her head. She looked at her arm where I had touched it and gently ran her tongue over the scales and that seemed to soothe her a little. It was like some weird reptile eczema, I thought, before Robert’s words hit me. She’s an amphibian, not a reptile, and amphibians need water. I asked her about it and Yzzik nodded slightly. She also nodded when I asked if she knew that this would happen when she volunteered to be locked up in here with me. I grumbled something about how stupid people in love are and she laughed; a sound that was strangely soothing to my ears. Our drinking water wouldn’t even be enough to keep her moist, let alone in perfect condition. I was at a bit of a loss. I didn’t want to be her lover, but I didn’t want her to die either and I said as much. She smiled and shook her head, indicating, I think, that she wouldn’t die. I wasn’t entirely convinced about that, but it’s her body and she’s the one who knows what her people need, not me. When the guard came and brought our food I thought she looked Yzzik over a little more than was normal, like she was upset with what she saw. The two had a conversation while I ate, and in the end Yzzik threw the guard out. I suddenly wished I knew the language. I’ve decided that I’m going to get Yzzik to try and teach me some of her tongue so I can, at least, have a real conversation again. I’m going stir crazy in here!

Thursday June 2nd
The strange scent is really overpowering now. I’m not really sure what’s going on but it’s starting to make me feel a little light-headed. But even though I’m not at 100% I’ve managed to pick up a few of the words of Yzzik’s people. Or maybe it’s because I’m feeling a little strange. The words of the lizard women are based off the length and tone of the hiss, so the difference between Water and Cell isn’t really all that discernable to my ears. Something about how I’m feeling is sharpening my senses in a way that I never would have imagined, but that worries me. Is there something on this island, like a gas or something, that’s affecting me? Or is it just being in this girl’s presence? The latter seems more likely considering what I did today.

I woke up this morning to see her curled up next to me, but she wasn’t asleep. It had rained during the night and there was a leak in the roof right where she was laying. I could tell the girl was in a lot of pain as she sighed happily with each drip on her scales. It was kind of creepy, actually. I don’t think she realized just how quickly she would dry out in here. I wasn’t about to let this go on so I went up to the window and tried to flag down someone. Most of the villagers gave me a strange look and kept going until one finally walked up to me. I kept trying to get her to bring a tub of water for Yzzik to soak in, but she didn’t seem to understand what I was asking for. I pointed in at Yzzik and made a gesture for big before pointing at the water dish. She at least faked like she knew what I was talking about as she left, but I wasn’t so sure. I sat down next to the window and waited, watching Yzzik trembling underneath the steady drip of water. I sighed heavily as I crawled over and sat next to her, making sure not to touch her for fear of harming her, and whispering soothing words in her ear. I wasn’t sure how many of them she understood, but they seemed to give her some level of comfort. After what felt like an hour, the door opened and that Robert guy walked in. He sighed as he looked at Yzzik before pulling our water dish over and soaking a rag in it. As he started to gently run the damp cloth over her dry scales I told him what I requested. He said that the lizard women had never heard of such an idea before. The idea of putting water in a large man-made lake had never occurred to them before since they had the swamp nearby, and anyone in the prison was supposed to be punished. Apparently they’re getting a little nervous about me since I haven’t started drying up yet. He said that they were making a tub based on his design, even though the chief is a little leery about the whole thing. She just wants Yzzik to stop being stupid and to leave the cell, but Yzzik made her desire pretty clear yesterday.

While we were talking, the door opened again and a small tub was rolled in before a long line of lizard women came in and started filling it with water pitchers. It took some time, but the tub was eventually filled, and with Robert’s help, I managed to get Yzzik to sit in it. She hissed in relief and I think a little pain as the cold water surrounded her. Robert told me to make sure that she stayed in there for an entire day before leaving. I slowly sat down and stared at Yzzik with a little bit of jealousy. I hadn’t had a bath in over a week and I was starting to really stink. I looked away and hugged my knees to my chest when I heard her hissing to me. I looked up and saw her waving me over. I went over because I didn’t have anything better to do, but I was shocked when she held my head and ran her tongue over my mouth. I slapped her hands away and started shouting at her. She just smiled at me and leaned back in the tub, hissing with contentment. I sat back down and growled at her before I remembered that I wanted to learn some of her people’s language. So I asked her about it. She seemed happy to try and teach me; probably thought that if I learned the language I would be more up for being her lover. We tried different ways of figuring word out until I came upon the brilliant idea of drawing in the dirt and her telling me what the word sounded like. As I said, I managed to figure out a few words, and I hope to pick some more up tomorrow.

Friday June 3rd
As the smell gets stronger and stronger I start to think that maybe staying here with Yzzik won’t be so bad and that feeling scares me. It’s gotten a lot stronger today, and I wonder if it has to do with the fact that Yzzik is in the water like that. She didn’t move from the tub all night, even though I could hear her splashing around as she masturbated. I could swear that I started to hear her telling me to come join her in the tub so she could give me a good surprise, but that’s ridiculous. She doesn’t speak English. There’s no way I could have heard her saying that. Probably just a combination of being half-asleep and really wanting a bath.

I woke up this morning to see that Yzzik was already awake and smiling dreamily at me. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say it was because I saved her hide…literally. She definitely looked a lot healthier than yesterday. I was about to go over and check on her when I remembered what I thought I had heard last night. I stopped and sat back down against the wall and looked away from her, but I soon became bored out of my mind. I decided that I wasn’t going to keep my sanity if I didn’t try continuing with the language lessons, so I slowly crawled over to her and we continued where we left off. During the lesson, I tried to ask her if she knew how to speak my language at all, and she shook her head and hissed in a certain way. It was obvious that she was teaching me how to say ‘No’ in her language. But, I still swear that I heard her calling to me last night. I asked her about that and she nodded. So she did call me…but it was in her own tongue. I was really confused at that point, and still am really, but I decided to drop it until later. We spent the rest of the day trying to get my mind wrapped around a few more of her words, and I think it’s going well. I can, at least, differentiate about 10 different hisses now. Not enough for a conversation, but it’s a good start. And it’s keeping my mind off the fact that I’m going to die…in three days. Joe…why haven’t you come to save me yet? *most of the rest of the page is wet and the ink has run, but the transcriber was still able to make out the rest of the page*

Yzzik noticed me crying and is reaching out to me. I think she wants me to get into the tub with her. I told her not to try anything funny, but the way that she shook her head…I think she just wants to comfort me. What should I do? Yeah right, like my diary would be able to tell me. I really need comfort right now…and cold comfort is better than nothing. But…would I be strong enough to hold off her advances if she tries to take advantage of me? I guess there’s only one way to find out… *The rest of the page is empty, but looks like it was wet. The girl must have gotten out of the tub and tried to write more but realized it was useless with her wet hands.*

Saturday June 4th
She just sat and hugged me as I sobbed and cried that I didn’t want to die. She gently stroked my hair and hissed soothingly into my ear as we laid together in the tub…and she didn’t try anything… On a side note, the strange smell hasn’t gotten any stronger since yesterday. It’s still driving me crazy and I asked Yzzik about it. She gently sniffed the air and shook her head. Of course she wouldn’t say anything about it if she’s the cause… But she’s been so nice lately… And I guess…in her own lizardy way, she is kind of cute… Oh god, did I just write that? What the hell is the matter with me! I like guys! Normal Human Guys! Not Scaly Lizard Women!

I woke up shivering this morning…not all that surprising since I was soaking wet when I fell asleep. The blanket wasn’t helping like it should have, and I remembered how warm it was in the tub. But I shook myself and just wrapped myself even more tightly in the blanket and I immediately started to get rid of the chill. Yzzik seemed to notice me shivering and gestured for me to join her in the tub again, but I shook my head. Then, I heard it again. She said, in plain English, that I should join her and she would warm me up completely. This time I called her on it immediately, but she still played dumb. I was getting a little pissed off about the whole thing at that point, and yelled at her for lying to me. She seemed upset that I was really angry about it all and started crying, but I was too upset to care. We spent the rest of the day ignoring each other…until now. She seems really desperate to show me something. Probably because she knows she won’t see me again after tomorrow. It’s her own fucking fault. I don’t see why I should do anything for her anymore. But…it’s better than sitting here waiting to die… Fine… Let’s see what she wants…

HOLY SHIT! She’s got a penis! A really big one too…makes Joe’s look like a toothpick in comparison. No! Stop thinking like that! I’ve heard about the whole ‘frogs that can change gender at will’ thing, but I never thought it could apply to humanoids! Then again, I never thought that humanoid lizards could exist either… I really just don’t know what to think about this whole situation. I mean *The ink here runs as if she kept the pen to the paper as she quickly turned around, there are also white stains on the pages that made the pages stick together.*

Finally got away from her…man, that girl can fuck like you wouldn’t believe! She’s asleep so I hope I have enough time to write this down…not that I’ll EVER forget it! I turned around when I felt something splashing against my back and shoulders and was slightly disgusted to see that she came all over me while still in the tub. As soon as I tried to wipe the stuff from my diary I realized just what had been causing the smell, and knew that I couldn’t fight it anymore. I slowly turned and faced Yzzik, who was slowly getting out of the tub and walking up to me, before standing up and kissing her. I know how much I’ve been saying that I don’t like her, but it felt so right that I couldn’t even start to think that I was doing anything wrong. We stumbled backwards until we fell back into the tub where she immediately was able to take control, being more in her element, and got on top of me. She entered me without hesitation and all potential thoughts of stopping her flew out of my head. I closed my eyes and gasped as I felt her scales rub along my inner walls, stimulating me so much that I thought I’d go crazy. Then she started to fuck me. It wasn’t making love. It was pure animalistic fucking. She had wanted me badly for almost two weeks and now she was going to get what she desired. I could do little more than lay there and try to breathe as she grabbed my hips and slammed into me again and again. Joe has never taken me like that before and I loved it! I bit my lip to keep my moans as quiet as possible as I slowly opened my eyes. Yzzik was staring at me with such intensity that it frightened me, but I was unable to do more than stare back at her as she continued to pound away at me. I was getting really close to orgasm when she suddenly stopped. I cried out, but she hissed at me to be silent as she moved back and forth in me slowly. Each time she pushed into me I felt her moving ever so slightly, like she was trying to find something in me. I gasped as I finally felt the tip of her cock touching against the entrance to my womb. At the exact same time, Yzzik hissed happily and held her position for a few seconds. I’m still not entirely sure, but I think she was trying to make sure that she remembered exactly what angle to move in because after she started fucking me again, I felt it hit my cervix each and every time. It only took a few more quick thrusts before Yzzik slammed into me and I started to feel a warm stickiness start to flood directly into my womb. My eyes were wide open and I was gasping for air as I felt more and more of her cum shooting into me. I looked at her and saw that she was staring directly into my eyes, making sure that I understood that she was dominant. I was hers from that moment on. I slowly nodded my trembling head and she leaned over and hissed gently into my ear before giving me a few more quick thrusts, making sure that all of her seed entered my womb.

I collapsed completely and groaned as I felt her let me go and slowly, ever so slowly, pull out of me. I was panting heavily and ready to fall asleep when I felt her grab my hips again. I cried out in alarm, knowing that I couldn’t take another fuck, but she merely lifted my hips up and held them there. I looked at her in confusion but then I heard her speaking…actually heard her speaking in English. She said that now that we were mates, I would bear her children. I shivered as I realized that she was making sure that not even a drop of her cum escaped me until my womb had been properly fertilized. I started to cry, not knowing what I should do. I didn’t want to have little lizard girls and said so. She just smiled and said that I would get used to the idea. She held me like that for about an hour before letting my hips drop, then she snuggled up to me and slowly fell asleep. After a few minutes of gentle struggling, I managed to extricate myself from her. This is all too much for me to deal with. I hope I regain my sanity tomorrow…because otherwise, if she asks me to let her fuck me again…I know I’ll say yes.

Sunday June 5th
Sanity be damned!

I woke up this morning tossing and turning because my pussy was tingling so much. I looked over at the tub and Yzzik was leaning over the edge, staring at me. I tried to just curl up under my blanket, but the tingling wouldn’t go away. I tried touching myself, but it wasn’t helping. I knew what I needed and knew that I didn’t really want it, but my need outweighed my reservations and I slowly crawled over to the tub. Yzzik gently caressed my cheek before moving aside and allowing me to get in with her. We spent the rest of the day with her fucking me so much that when our food came I couldn’t even get the strength to get it for myself. Yzzik fed me, saying that it was her duty to keep me healthy. I still didn’t get why I could understand her, but I didn’t care. Yzzik gave our bowls to the guard, who eyed me up a little before shrugging and leaving. Yzzik fucked me again after dinner before letting me rest. She lifted me from the tub, where I felt every last ounce of gravity pulling my tired muscles down, and put me under my blanket. She then curled up next to me and watched over me as I slowly drifted off to sleep. When I woke up it was still dark out and Yzzik was snoring quietly next to me, so I decided to quickly jot all of this down.

As I read through my diary, I wonder just how all of this came about? Not two days ago I was still calling for Joe’s help. Now I don’t even care about him anymore. I do wonder how he would react; seeing me gently stroking Yzzik’s hair as she slept, or patting my stomach, wondering what I’ll look like when I’m carrying her children. I do slightly regret not seeing my family ever again, but there’s nothing to be done about that anymore. I don’t belong with normal humans anymore. So, I guess I won’t need this anymore either. I’m going to toss it as far into the woods as I can…but…if someone…a normal human actually finds this…please tell my parents that while I’ll never see them again, I’m okay. As I look at Yzzik, I know that I’ll be perfectly happy here, for the rest of my life.

*According to notes found by Ray, Joe eventually ran into his girlfriend in the woods. She attacked him and he was forced to defend himself. He threw a sandbag in her face and ran while she was momentarily blinded. Ray never encountered her, but he had a few insights. The Robert that she mentioned was the same person that Lynn Fischer was on the island looking for. The man who translated the Necro-Notes and lived on the island for quite a few years before the atmosphere killed him and mutated his corpse. He reasoned that was why Anna started to understand Yzzik. The island was starting to mutate her body. How far it went with her, we may never know.*

The End

(I’m not entirely sure how well this one will be received. It could really go either way. The fans of Resident Primevil Urges might like it because of the similarity in writing style…but I don’t know how many people have even played this game before. *shrug* Whatever. I’ve written fics for less-than-popular games before, and I’m sure I’ll do it again. Till next time!)