The Nothing

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This is probably the fic that has the most importance to me. It was written directly for a friend, Masked Shota, because at one point I hurt him and I wanted to make it up to him. I’m happy to say that he really liked it. Well, liked it is kind of an understatement. He gave me permission to distribute it, so here it is, although in a slightly modified version because it was custom for him.

The Nothing is a concept that spontaneously popped up between us because of the swimsuit item in Xenosaga. It actually modified your character have a swimsuit and I was saying that they should include a Nothing item. A lot of stuff in there are references between me and MS.

Next fic will be Dragon Ball and short. I’ve got a few requests for it so I suppose I was long overdue. After that I should be working on a sequel to “The world has changed”, because I got a cool idea for it. It might turn out to be my favorite series.

Also, I’ve started to work on Flash, learning the ropes to make a game. Hopefully I’ll manage to get a little something done in the following month. All I want to do is produce a game, no matter the interface. That’s why I keep changing, I go with what can bring me closer to that goal. I’m hoping this time is the right time.

And of course, anytime you wish to contact me, please do. To my bahamutdragons@yahoo.com e-mail, I’m adding my Yahoo Y!: bahamutdragons, MSN: bdragons@hotmail.com (but don’t e-mail me there, I don’t check), AIM: BahamutSDragons and ICQ: 11722319. You can also join my Yahoo group at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Bahamutshome. I also have a live journal going on at http://www.livejournal.com/users/bahamutdragons. So, that’s it for now, hope you’ve enjoyed or will enjoy and I’ll see you next time! Or rather, you’ll see me since I usually don’t see you.


The Nothing

He wanted for a moment before the door opened, wondering why he had been summoned. It had never happened before and he hoped nothing bad had happened. The metal doors opened before him.

“You wanted to see me?” the boy asked while entering the office

“Yes, please come in.” He didn’t look up from his desk, where he was filing some paperwork, and he didn’t need to ask him to close the door, all doors were automated.

The guest boy, who kept a determined stance, took a few steps, letting the door close behind him. No one could open it from the outside now, save for a few with override passwords. His commander had to give out a vocal command for the rest. It felt awkward to him to think of the boy before him, who looked much younger, as a commander. In truth, they were more friends then anything; he just was the commander of the ship.

“You and I…” the commander said, still not looking up, a hint of melancholy in his voice. “We’re very similar. Both of our appearances are disappointing when it comes to judging our ages, we both hide a greater power then most could even imagine… You are the only one whom I feel understands me, who can see me for who I am, for the whole me.”

The commander finally looked up, revealing his eyes of sapphires to his friend. He held the look for a moment, then dropped his head for a moment. When their eyes met again, they seemed to have aged centuries.

“I feel tired, chaos.” The voice felt young and old at once as he named his friend. “I feel that each day is a new part of an old battle, trapped in a never ending cycle.”

“Junior… You’re not dying… are you?”

To his surprise, Jr. laughed softly. “Dying? Me? I’m too stubborn to die. No, my heart is as healthy as ever. My mind, on the other hand, is a completely different matter.” Junior took a few steps to the bay window behind him and invited chaos to join him. Stars flew by, some fast and others slow according to distance, a spectacle Junior usually found unexciting but now, it suited his mood.

“I’m weary of the constant fighting, of the responsibilities on my shoulders for this ship and it’s crew. Don’t get me wrong, I love to get out my guns and shoot targets, the rush of adrenaline, the self competition. But I want peace as well. I don’t want to be alone. And as the commander of this ship, I can’t afford to be anything else.”

chaos was at a loss. It seemed that a whole different Jr. was before him, no longer hiding beneath a strong attitude, no longer in control. Junior had always kept a facade for everyone around him. He left place for no error, because people depended on him, they looked up to him. Despite looking as a child, people respected Junior as no other, often calling him ‘Little Master’ because that was what he really was.

“Junior, you don’t need to hide. You can be who you are and people will still respect you. Error makes you human and accepting help, working as a team, that makes you stronger.”

Suddenly, Jr. threw himself into chaos’ arms, a tear falling from his eye. chaos just held him tightly, hushing him and making him feel safe. To outside eyes, it might seem as an angel comforting a child, but eyes disappointed and the angel was the youngest and the child the eldest. Still, Junior abandoned himself to the warm and tight embrace of chaos’ arms.

“You don’t need to hide from me, Junior. I’m your friend and I’ll always be there to listen, to share your secrets and help you when you need help.”

“You know…” the commander said, his voice low and full of sorrow, “I hate that name so much, Junior. Most people think it’s because of my young looks, but actually, it’s because I bare my father’s name. I hate being constantly reminded that I’m only second to another Kukai. And no one knows what my real name is either.”

chaos wasn’t sure if he should ask, but he didn’t need to take that decision. “Rubedo Kukai Jr., that’s my full name. Please, don’t call me Junior here.”

“Alright Rubedo.”

It could have ended there. Rubedo felt so well within his friend’s arms, but it would have been too simple. The truth was that Rubedo felt something for chaos. When they were away, he was all he could think about. Easily could he describe all of his features, his slender body, silver hair, piercing emerald eyes, his tight shorts revealing a perfect round behind. Rubedo had often gazed at it when no one was paying attention, imagining him cupping them with his hands.

Every day, he thought back of the time they were at the beach, chaos wearing only his swimsuit and revealing his perfect tanned chest. A tear fell from his eye upon chaos’ shirt, who didn’t notice it until Rubedo talked again, almost a whisper, his voice quivering: “I love you.”

The dreadful words had been spoken. He knew chaos had heard him, and he knew they wouldn’t be misinterpreted as a sudden weakness. Not by chaos, who was like a beautiful boy seraph, understanding and caring.

chaos wanted to be surprised but in truth, deep down, he knew the attraction had always been there. The boy knew not only that Junior had always cared for him in this way, but that he felt it as well.
They looked in each others eyes, and then they knew how deeply their emotions for one another ran. chaos and Rubedo’s love for each other had spanned seemingly endless ages, but they always had been too caught up in their own worlds to notice. chaos bent slightly to meet Rubedo’s lips, who closed his eyes in passion.

The touch was soft and warm. chaos’ tongue slipped between lips and teeth to meet with Rubedo’s and as they collided, both felt a surge of passion and energy. Rubedo had awaited for this moment since he had met with the silver hair angel and now, it felt as a dream. He couldn’t get enough of the sweet taste of his mouth, the smell of his face. He passed his hands along chaos’ back, resting momentarily on his butt, something he had lusted after, for so long, even if only in secret. The touch surprised chaos, but the boy certainly didn’t seem to mind the attention.

After a few more moments, they broke the kiss. Junior would have been content to remain at this. That kiss was what he needed to feel eternally better, it had certainly made his century. But a sly grin upon the angel boy’s face revealed that the evening was only starting, to Rubedo’s delight.

“Tonight my friend,” chaos said with hint of mystery, “I shall teach you a new skill. It is something few can perform and it usually needs two people of high enough power, as well as a synergy between the two. I doubt anyone else on this ship could master what I am about to show you.”

chaos silenced for a moment and Rubedo was unsure what he was getting to. As always, the boy remained a beautiful mystery, but he couldn’t do naught except play along. After all, chaos was holding the cards here… not that Rubedo minded of course.

“Now, follow my instructions,” chaos said, standing before Rubedo, looking slightly down. “Close your eyes.”

It should have been easy, but Rubedo didn’t quite want to lose sight of the beautiful boy before him. Yet even more, he didn’t want to disappoint him either. He closed his eyes.

“Now, take some deep breaths,” chaos said, he voice deeper and no longer coming from in front of him. Rubedo wanted to open his eyes, curious, but with all of his willpower, he resisted the temptation. “I want you to try feeling the energy flowing within you. You can see yourself all in blue beautiful flowing energy. Follow the sound of my voice. Nothing exists around but my voice. Your body becomes wind and all remains of you is pure blue energy.”

Rubedo could feel it. He no longer felt as if he was standing, but rather as if he was floating. Energy, he felt the entire universe inside himself, the warmth of suns, the love of billions of creatures, and chaos now a part of him. He felt chaos near him in a way no body could bring. They were two and they were one.

“Now, you may open your eyes,” chaos finally said.

When he did, Rubedo felt that something had changed, but couldn’t pinpoint it at first. Of course, he was much more relaxed. Then, he knew.

“I’m naked!” he shouted in surprise, trying to hide himself behind his hands. It made the angel chuckle.

“Do not worry Rubedo, this is my gift to you. We are alone.” Rubedo looked around and sure enough, the Durandal had all but disappeared, instead leaving a dark blue void surrounded with constellations. “This is the Nothing,” chaos continued. “It is a power greater then all else, because it represents pure love. You are now before me, beautiful, and I love you, Rubedo. Take me.”

Rubedo Kukai Junior, the little master of the Kikai foundation, fighter and sharpshooter extraordinaire, suddenly felt as if finally, he could be happy. chaos was before him, offering him his love and his body in a realm of beauty that they alone shared.

“You now control the Nothing,” chaos added. “Use it. Make me yours.”

“No.”

Rubedo took a few steps, but in this cosmos like environment, could they really be called steps? “I’m reserving that pleasure for myself,” he slipped to the older looking boy’s ear.

Rubedo then took hold of chaos’ shirt and slipped it off him, locking lips once more as the deed was done. He passed his hands over his bare chest, feeling the shift skin, touching the light muscle lines. Nothing could have prepared him for the most perfect touch and sight such at this.

Jr. then broke the link with his mate’s lips to kiss his neck, his shoulders, his chest. Rubedo wanted to brush his lips all over chaos’ body forever. He wanted to feel him all over. Slowly, he slipped his pants off to reveal a beautiful uncut boyhood, with a little light toned hair, but with a surprise second cock, this one cut, poking out under it. The sight was not lewd however, it was more of chaos to love and love it he would, until the end of days if he could. He felt as if his body would not be satisfied until he was one with the one he loved. Instinctively, he pushed chaos slightly and the boy sat in midair, legs spread, giving Rubedo full access to the two hard boyhoods before him.

He started by taking a great whiff of the intoxicating smell, and soon, pressed his lips on the head of the top one. The taste was mildly sweet and Rubedo wanted more. He passed his tongue along the slit, hoping to not only make precum pour but have him come in full. But chaos was smiling and Rubedo knew that he would take more to get his reward.

So he did, first taking the whole member into his mouth, passing his tongue all around it and under the skin, bobbing his head a little. He then took the second cock in his right hand and caressed it softly before jerking it at a slowly rhythm, which had it’s impact on the angel boy who tensed and moaned.

Satisfied with the reaction, but craving for more, Rubedo used his left hand to play with the pouch hanging under the twin cocks. The triple pleasure movements he was dedicating to his love was exhilarating, but never enough. He wanted to have a more gentle touch, a harder thrust, all for maximum pleasure upon chaos.

Rubedo then suddenly changed his focus from one cock to the other, taking the uncut one into his mouth now and passing his hand along the other, made slick with saliva. He slid his tongue all along the length of it and in between the uncut skin. Both had different tastes, sublime tastes. chaos tensed each time Rubedo’s tongue slid on the soft skin or his hand brushed against the higher cock. He tried to grab an invisible support under him, finding nothing and finally, the pressure was too much and the lower cock shot into Rubedo’s eagerly awaiting mouth.

He stopped his fisting movement to milk his mate for all he was worth, sucking and swallowing every drop of semen he could, never getting enough. After a few waves however, too shortly after, he was done.

chaos lay panting in space for a moment, a great smile on his face. Junior just sat there, also satisfied to have been given this gift. chaos then looked down at his love. “Now it’s your turn.”

Rubedo got back up and floated a few feet from chaos before turning his back to him and going on all fours. He turned his head and winked.

“I am yours, take me,” Junior told his love. chaos smiled and kneeled before his lover, caressing his firm buttocks, pulling them a part a little before burying his face and tongue into the tight hole offered to him. The moist contact made Rubedo jump a little and the thought of what was happening disgusted him a bit, but before long pleasure was all he remembered as he felt the muscles probing his butt hole, making it slick with saliva.

It didn’t last long however, as chaos got back up, and placed the tip of his top cock at the entrance of the slightly loosened hole. Feeling the light poke, Jr. just shyly nodded his agreement and needing no further encouragement, chaos slowly penetrated his mate and lover.

The feeling was unlike anything either had ever felt. Rubedo felt slight pain as he was being stuffed by a more then welcomed intruder, and the other boy just felt so much tightness around him. The penetration went slowly and by steps, resting every few moment to let Jr. time to accommodate. Then, he’s nod and chaos would push a bit more, each time getting another inch or two in, until finally he was completely in. chaos laid on Rubedo for a moment, hugging him and making him feel safe and loved.

Once Rubedo felt comfortable, he started thrusting his hips slightly, the sign his lover awaited to commence his own pumping. chaos went slow at first, just adjusting and stretching the boy under him to his size, but Rubedo wanted more, harder. He wanted to be filled with his mate’s love.

Comprehending, the angel boy grabbed Rubedo’s young hips and started increasing his pace, pushing each time a little harder and a little sooner. The rubbing of the uncut cock between Junior’s legs and against his balls was incredibly erotic to him. Rubedo grabbed both of them and started jerking off both cocks at once, making chaos moan even louder.

The boys were both nearing threshold as they pumped in unison. ‘This is my moment,’ Rubedo thought, the moment he had craved for so long and if it was to happen only once, he wanted to make it last as long as possible. At the same time however, it felt so good feeling chaos’ meat jamming in and out of him, he could feel himself nearing more release.

Rubedo wanted to keep it in to cum at the same time as his mate, but finally, they pressure was too much and he shot his boy juices into space, making like a small star born from passion and love. Soon after, in one final strong thrust, chaos joined him, adding his own load to the formed star and filling his friend with the rest. Junior still pumped his hips to milk the angel boy as much as he could, to feel him all inside him.

Too soon after, it was all done and chaos lay on top of Rubedo, both satisfied. Rubedo closed his eyes and sighed in relief. Once he opened them again, they were no longer in space, instead returning to his office on the Durandal, laying on the floor. His clothes had returned, the Nothing having worn off. chaos has still nude behind him, holding him tightly. They didn’t need words.

That night, Durandal was shaken by a wave of peace and passion. Old loves burned with a new blaze and new loves flourished. For one magical night, the Nothing was made available to all, by the love of two boys who all their lives had only sought one thing: each other.