Moth To His Flame

He sat at his desk, skimming over reports. His long, red hair still damp from the shower tumbled over his shoulders. He pushed his falling hair back from his face with one smooth movement of his hand. I believe he was completely unaware of how seductive this gesture was
I sat on his bed reading, or so I was supposed to be I watched him; Axel. His chin now rested gently on his hand. He scratched his head as he often did when he read, and from the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of me.

I was staring. He was it, I know he did. I didn't really care. Was it so odd? I stared until his eyes were completely upon me. Axel smiled at me. Such a feeling of warmth came over me. All this from a smile? This man amazes me.

His smile became full, "I'll be done soon." He told me. His darling green eyes returned to the papers in his hand.

'Come to bed.' I thought. Yes. Something like that. Or 'hurry up', maybe. I wasn't sure why I wanted to rush him. I damn sure wasn't tired. I put the book down on the floor and held my knees close to my chest. This man…he has such an ability to mesmerize you without even using his wits. I studied him.

Axel began muttering to himself; No doubt reading the text aloud. He seemed confused. This was strange. You see, aside from his youth and his behavior. Axel is quite intelligent. He scratched his head once more reading aloud. Quite suddenly, I found myself craving his lips. His beautiful…beautiful lips. And how soft they were! Get a hold of yourself. 'You've had them before.' I whispered to myself. Apparently, I'm not very good at listening to myself because the want for them roused in me like a great flame. I bit my bottom lip as if the act could stop the desire. Almost reluctantly I rose and went to his side.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing." I replied after embracing his lips. Again I kissed him savoring the soft warmth of his parted lips. I then stood behind him, holding him with one arm, and with the other, I moved his hair to one side and left a trail of kisses down his bare neck.

"I'm almost done." He shifted to dismiss me from him.

Why let me kiss you if you were going to send me away? Upset, I stomped back to the bed and plopped down noisily, hoping to gain his pity. As if that weren't enough I pouted and crossed me arms. Success. He put down the papers and his pen.

"What's the matter, Roxas? You want some attention?" he said to me as if I were his pet. "What do you want?" he turned to me, reclining in his chair with a playful smile.

I fell silent for a moment. There were so many words that I wanted to say. And I couldn't find the ones to sum up the way that I felt at that moment in time. "I want…you…" I said weakly. In truth, I'm not entirely sure what I meant by this answer. I covered my mouth thinking that I may have offended him in some way. But he came to me and kissed me, I said I was sorry because he seemed rather surprised by what I said. He gave me a long snog. Such a sweet kiss he has. Always so warm. On impulse, I placed my hand between his legs. He gave a short gasp and hardened almost instantly. I ran my fingers over the length through his pants. He rocked his hips towards me. He grew longer with each stroke until the head of the thing brimmed over the top of his pants. I became excited at the sight of it.

"Roxas…" I heard him whisper, his breath on my neck. Axel's voice was so sensual and full of enticement. He rid me of my pants and snaked his tongue into my mouth. He unbuttoned my top, thumbs playing with my erect nipples. 'The God of Seduction' I thought, his tongue making me melt in his arms. I made a disappointed sigh when he removed it from me. He toyed with me, tweaked me, rubbed me. By this time I was throbbing with excitement. Throbbing so much I ached.

Axel went down and licked at me. My hips rose. It felt wonderful. He licked it again and I whimpered. Each lick soothing my erection. He opened his mouth and slid down my shaft. On his way back up I felt the warmth of his mouth. I thought I would come from this, but I resisted. He performed this action in a rhythm. Up and down with such great skill. Axel began to roll his tongue around the tip of my length. It drove me mad. My back arched. Dammit, I'm so sensitive.

He stopped. Why? I panicked and sprung forward. "What's wrong?" I puffed. He stepped off the bed and pulled off his clothes, tossing them carelessly to the side and stood there. I'd never actually seen him naked before. I mean to say, that we'd only ever given each other oral favors before and nothing more. 'Friends with benefits' as you might say. I'd only seen the flash of skin from his private area. There he was, completely nude. Heavens, he has a marvelous body. He's so…sexy…for lack of a better word. He had a toned, muscular body. Not too bulky or thin. I mean to say that his muscles were evident. He had that V shape that makes you want to reach out and touch him. How irresistible he is. And his organ! Now that was a sight to be held. There was no hair around it, he hated body hair, but the thing had grown to an amazing length. How well endowed he is, lucky. He called me to my knees. I sucked eagerly on him, quickly, roughly, all with the burning lust I had for him. I wanted him with every fiber of my being. So very badly that it was eating at me. My nether region ached from its hardness. I stroked myself as I suckled on him. He saw this and held my hand to stop me. He didn't want me to ease myself, that cad!

I whined helplessly. "Why?" The response I received was a smile that inched across his face. He picked me up and placed me back on the bed. He spread his legs as he rested his back against the head board. I stared at it. His beautiful body and its standing greatness. I crawled to it and held it fast. I pressed it to my mouth to suckle once more, but he stopped me. Why did he deny me? I pleaded with him. I must seem pathetic for this begging. A smirk flashed on his face before he let me go at it. This was what he wanted. He wanted me to beg. He was teasing me! He pushed me to my back. This teasing must stop. I'm going to burst if this goes on for any longer. He did everything to me. Stroked my inner thigh, kissed my neck, licked my nipples, and nibbled my lips, all while his hands explored my body. He took me into his mouth again, sucking strongly. I came. I shot a hot stream of love into his mouth. The seemed never ending. He spit a little of it into his hand and let the rest trickle down the back of his throat. I was shaking with anticipation. He took his fingers, drenched in my pearly substance and rubbed it against my entrance.

This was it. It was going to happen, wasn't it? He was going to take me. I was to be his own. Carefully he pushed his magnificent length inside me. "Ah!" I moaned, arching my back again and gripping tightly to the sheets. There was a slight pain in the beginning minutes, but that passed soon enough. Pleasure was soon dominant. Axel, grunted, his thrusts gaining in intensity. I couldn't believe how much strength he had in his hips. Had he done this before? Oh yes, oh course. Before I was a member of the Organization he had relations with Demyx. Now was not the time for such thoughts. I had become so loud that my sighs of passion filled my ears. I wondered if wandering ears listened to the sounds of our love-making. My moans were like the beat of a drum to Axel. With each one, he seemed to push harder and faster. I writhed beneath him, lost in bliss. He had a fiery, passionate expression on his face. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He was damp from a clean sweat. I saw it glistening off of his masculine chest. I wanted to shout! "Yes!" and then he drove deeper. "So deep…" I didn't know his shaft could travel so deep!

"Good, isn't it?" it was more of a statement than a question.

Axel was cocky, but with right. It was so very good. My moaning became deafening. Hot kisses came from him then. My lips, my neck, my chest, it seemed everything was met by his lips as he pumped into me. "Axel!" Good god, I couldn't even hear myself anymore. It was like I was drowning in ecstasy. I'm not even sure if I parted my lips to say words and if I did, I can't say if he heard them. "Ah…yes!" I never knew such pleasures existed.

He pulled out, flipped me over onto my hands and knees and reentered. I was shouting now for sure. He made an arrogant remark again. Axel held onto my hair and my pelvis, his thrusts gained in momentum. "Axel…" I struggled to say through my huffs and moans. "Axel…I…I'm…" I didn't have to say anything else. He turned my on my back again and plunged into me while gripping tightly to my organ. He rammed me like an unstoppable beast. From what I could see through my half closed eyes, he watched me in these final moments. I came again. "Ahhh!" I moaned. My fount was not a great as the last time, nevertheless the warm fluid spilled onto my heaving chest. Axel gave a few final thrusts before calling out for me and releasing his liquid pearl inside me.

After removing himself from me, he tenderly kissed my cheek then licked away the mess from my chest. He held me, exhausted. Catching our breath, we held each other.

"Roxas." He started. "I love you." He was completely serious in saying this. Not just something to add on to the moment. He was completely and totally serious. "I love you." He repeated.

I knew this. I've always known that he love me. I don't know why we feigned ignorance to each others feelings. But it was heaven to hear him say these words. I felt like I was going to cry. "I love you, too." I smiled burying my face into his chest. "Got it memorized?" I mocked him.

He chuckled and pulled the blankets over our bare bodies. I was overcome by a happiness I've never felt before. I was just happy to be with him. Happy because after all this time of fooling around with ach other, we finally made love. That for what we are, we are able to feel love. I'm happy because the man who's arms I'm falling asleep in is mine, and that I've given him my heart.

The End