Not So Innocent

I looked around the secret place and then I smiled over at my best friend Sora and laughed at the confused look on his face as I pulled out the contents of my backpack. I carefully pulled out the magazine I stole from my father's bedroom dresser. "That's gross Riku." He said as I opened to a page I had bookmarked.


It was a very graphic picture of a man sliding his penis roughly in to a woman's vagina. I thought it was the hottest fucking thing ever but Sora seemed to be disgusted by it.


"You only think it's disgusting because you're still an innocent little kid." I said, laughing.


Sora's expression went from confusion to anger. He looked so mad that I was surprised by his laughter. "You think I'm innocent?" He laughed with an expression of anger on his face.


"I almost know you are. I bet you've probably never even kissed anyone before." I said laughing at him. I was completely unprepared at what happened next.


He roughly pushed me in to a rocky wall of the small cave. I fell to the ground slightly dazed by the impact and shock. The next thing the happened was he jumped on top of me causing me even more pain. I felt his surprisingly strong hands around my wrists pinning them to the ground.


Next thing that happened was his lips were on mine. I was shocked by his display of lust and force. I was also slightly disgusted by the fact that he was kissing me.

His lips stayed on mine for several seconds before I felt his mouth open against my closed one. He slid his tongue along my tightly clenched lips. I kept them closed until he bit my bottom lip.


It was a quick and hard bite, much like the striking of a snake. I opened my mouth to cry out in pain and felt the taste of blood running in to my mouth followed by Sora's tongue. It was moving around my mouth and I was made even more uncomfortable.


I did the only thing I could of think of to get out of that situation. I bit down as hard as I could on Sora's tongue. until I felt something slightly soft slide down my throat.


Sora quickly pulled away and glared at me. It wasn't the usual playful glares that he would send my way in the past. He looked like a different person.


He usually warm blue eyes that reminded me of the pure ocean water had glazed over slightly and now reminded me of ice. He looked like he could kill.


He opened his mouth and spit a mouthful of blood in my face, furthering my surprise at him. I was shocked beyond words at his display of actions that were so unlike himself.


"You son of a bitch. You bit the tip off of my tongue." He said with a slight lisp.


"Only because you bit my lip and forced me to make out with you." I said, now beginning to be very afraid of Sora.


"Maybe I'm tired of all your shit. Maybe I'm tired of all your teasing me and treating me like a little kid when I'm only a year younger then you are. Maybe I'm going to show you just what I'm capable of. You want to know what that is?" He shouted in a threatening tone that echoed throughout the cave.


"I know you can force someone to kiss you and bite their lip open while you have them pined to the ground. I would like to think thats it." I said.


He laughed that cold, hallow laugh that wasn't anything like his usual cheerful laughter I was so used to hearing and said "That's just a start. Try rape, murder, and suicide in that order with a little more added in as I need to."


"You're joking but it's not funny. Drop the act Sora. You're starting to scare the shit out of me." I said.


"It's no act. There were two ways I was planing on ending this day. The first is I would wait for the right moment, kiss you, tell you how I've thought of you and we could spend the rest of our wonderful living waking up to see each other's faces in the morning. The second is whats happening right here and now. I kissed you, you rejected me, so I'm going to rape you, kill you, and then kill myself. Neither one of us is leaving here." He said, looking me in the eyes.


I noticed that the entire time he said this he didn't blink or flinch. He actually intended to do what he said he was going to do. My slight fear had elevated in to full blown terror. Either that or he was one hell of an actor.


I was silently praying on the second one. "Drop the act." I said.


His right wrist was removed from from mine and I felt his fist connect sharply with my nose, causing it to bleed. He had probably broke it. I let out a yelp of surprise and pain as I looked at him in realization.


He was actually going to do it. My, now former, best friend since childhood was going to rape me and kill us both. I began to try to think of a way to get myself out of this situation.


"I'm going to let go of your other hand and you're going to take your shirt off and do nothing more. Before you try anything stupid remember three things. I'm stronger then you are, to get out of this cave have to go through me, and I've been in martial arts lessons since we were little."


I knew all three of those things but still I was determined to try. "Fine." I said slowly, faking defeat.


I sat up slowly and put my hands at the bottom of my shirt after he had gotten off me. I saw him reaching in to his pockets but thought nothing of it. I pulled the shirt over my head and grasped the neckline of it with one hand as I clenched a fist behind it.


I quickly dropped the shirt and swung for Sora's face. He moved aside and swung his right fist upward quickly with something in his hand. I heard a cracking sound followed that sickening laugh from Sora and immediately after I felt a terrible pain from in my arm that was hit.


I looked in his right hand and saw that his fist was clenched around a small metal cylinder with a blunted tip. I looked him in surprise and said "What the hell was that?"


He smiled and said "I just used a kubaton to break one of your arm bones because you tried to hit me. You shouldn't try to hurt someone stronger then you are. I wonder how many times Ansem had to drill that in to you before you submitted to him."


"You're sick." I said defiantly.


"That's funny. A few minutes ago you were saying that I was innocent and talking to me like I was a child." He said laughing.


"You're not innocent at all. You're a sick fuck." I said.


He laughed even harder and said "Yup. Cute little Sora is not so innocent after all."


I shook my head and cursed my fate as I looked in to Sora's icy blue eyes. "Lay back down and roll on to your stomach now." He said.


"Why?" I asked him. Before I had time to react I felt his kubaton connect with my ribs. The impact to my chest was so brutal I coughed up a bit of blood.


"Because I fucking said so now do it before I break something else. You think I enjoy hurting you like this?" He forcefully said.


"Actually I do." I said, looking him dead in the eyes. I stared in to those eyes that couldn't of belonged to Sora until i felt the kubaton connect with my already broken arm.


I yelled loudly from the pain as Sora roughly turned me over on to my stomach and I felt a pair of hand cuffs lock in to place around my wrists, trapping my hands behind my back.


He roughly turned me over once more so I was on my back again. He crawled over to feet and I kicked him roughly in the head.


He took the blow without much reaction other then to grab legs and sit on them. He glared at me and said "Bad move Riku." as he raised the kubaton.


"You said you were going to rape me then kill me and you expect me to not fight back. You know me better then that Sora. I'm getting out of here alive." I challenged him.


His eyes locked on to mine and a sickeningly sweet smile lit his face. "You'll never walk again even if you do survive this which most likely won't happen." He said as he began to batter my knees with his kubaton. I couldn't count the amount of times he hit me, the amount of times I screamed, or how long it was until he stopped.


"My arm is tired out now. I think I'll rest for a little while. I think I want some water. Are you thirsty too Riku?" He asked me.


It reminded me of how he would always offer me a bottle of water after we got done sword fighting. He said it in the same friendly tone he had always used when he talked to me as if he hadn't spent the last twenty or so minutes torturing me.


'You should have some water. It will take your mind off the pain." He said as he took a bottle of water out of his backpack and took a long drink off of it. He held the bottle water to my lips and carefully poured a small amount of it in to my mouth.


I cautiously swallowed it and he poured a little more in to my mouth before he drank some more. He repeated this process until the bottle was empty and that wasn't very long.


"Well I'm all nice and refreshed. I'm ready to go back to work now." He said smiling at me again with that sickening smile.


I wanted to get up and run but I knew I wouldn't even be able to stand with my shattered knees. I realized I was completely helpless and at his mercy.


He removed my shoes, took my socks off and smiled. "You know whats next." He said as removed my pants.


"Rot in hell." I said as I spit in his face..


He looked at me and laughed. "We both know I will." He said.


I could only nod. I was shocked by his response that I couldn't think of any words to say so I just gave him a simple nod.


He put his fingers under my boxers and yanked them off quickly. He looked down at my flaccid penis and said "I doubt this will be any use to me and you won't be walking out of here so I suppose I'll just get rid of it." as he played with it.


"You wouldn't." I said.


"Hang on a second." He said, one more turning his back to me and reaching in to his backpack. He fumbled around for a bit until he pulled out a small folding knife and set it down next to him. The next thing he pulled out was a blow torch.


I screamed at the sight alone of those two things. He laughed and said "Oh come on the blow torch is for your own good. It's so you don't bleed to death after I slice your cock off."


"I thought you were going to kill me." I said, wanting nothing more at that moment to die. I wanted it so bad that if I could I would kill myself.



"I am but I want to do it right. I don't want you to bleed to death while I'm raping you. I may be fucked up but I'm not a necrophiliac." He said with a smile.


"Good to know. I'm left some bit of comfort at least knowing you won't violate my corpse." I said sarcastically.


"That was good Riku. Glad to see you still have your smart ass sense of humor. If I were in the amount of pain you were in then I wouldn't be cracking jokes." Sora said.


"What would you be doing?" I asked him, trying to stall him from what he was going to do next.


"I would be fighting for my life because I don't break as easily as you do." He said before he roughly grabbed the tip of my penis, stretched it out to full length with a hard pull, and removed it in one quick slice.


I screamed so loudly that my throat went raw. I screamed even more when he used the blow torch to burn the wound shut. There was more pain then I had ever experienced. Not only was there pain but then there was the sickening stench of burnt flesh. I screamed even more


"I love that smell don't you?" Sora asked me with a smile. I hardly heard him over my screaming in pain. Finally it got to the point were I couldn't scream anymore. I still tried to scream but in the end only choked whimpers came out of my mouth.


Sora smiled at me and said "It's all done. I've burned your wound shut. Now I just have to clean off your gag."


"Gag? I can hardly talk right now. You don't need to gag me." I said weakly.


He held my penis in front of my face and took the blowtorch to it, burning the end were he had cut off shut. He shook it in front of my face and said "Open wide or I'm going to break your jaw, shove this in, and tape it shut."


Not want to endure anymore pain I opened my mouth and fought back the urge to puke as my detached penis was shoved in my mouth, gagging me.


I watched him undress in front of me. As he did I noticed several long and thin scars along his thighs. He must of cut himself several times over the course of his years.


I also noticed one more thing. His penis was huge and hard. If I had to guess I would say around seven inches long and two across.


"Don't worry I have lube. It would hurt me too if I just shoved in without lube. Your ass will probably start bleeding too so there will be more lube as it goes on." Sora said sweetly as he pulled a small purple tube out of his backpack. I watched as he opened the tube, squeezed out some of the gel in his hand and began to lube himself up.


"If your dick was still attached to you do think this would get it up? I know you can't talk with it in your mouth but I didn't break your neck but you can still nod or shake your head." He said with the sicking smile.


I shook my head and he said "I don't know were I want to put it now. Should I be nice and use your ass or should I go through something?" He asked me.


I began to yell at him but everything I said was muffled by my penis in my mouth.


"Take the dick out of your mouth and talk to me fag." He taunted as he pulled my gag out.


"The first one." I said.


The first what? Be specific and say please." He taunted.


"Please fuck me in the ass." I begged.


He smiled and said "Since you asked so nicely I think I will."


He lifted my broken legs on to his shoulders and smiled at me. "Are you a virgin?" He asked me. I gave a nod and he said "I was until right now." before he shoved himself roughly inside me to the hilt.


He began to move at a hard and fast pace. With his every thirst he tore my unprepared hole apart more and more. I felt blood being to flow from my torn anus but he just pounded in harder and faster as I kept screaming in pain until he finally emptied himself in to my body.


He pulled out of me and let my broke legs drop roughly to the ground. I screamed again as they landed on the hard stone floor.


I watched as he went to his backpack and pulled out one more thing. He pulled out a pistol and waved it in my face. "You know that this for?" He asked me.


"Yes. You going to shoot me and then yourself." I said both sad that I was actually going to die here but at the same time glad that my torment would be over.


"You're half right." He said as he pulled the clip out. I watched as he pulled a bullet out and saw that it was the only one in the clip.


"Only one bullet?" I asked him, surprised and terrified.


"Yeah. Watch and see." He said as he sat the pistol on the ground next to me.


He grabbed me by the shoulder and roughly turned me over. I felt nothing for a few seconds and then I felt him cut in to my right wrist along the vein. He did the same to my left wrist before he turned me over so that I was on by back once more.


He grabbed the gun and placed his face over mine. "I loved you and I was dreaming of spending a lifetime with you for years. I'm sorry it has to end like this. I really am." He said before he gently kissed me on the lips.


He pulled away a few seconds later and rested his head on my chest. I looked down at him as he rested his ear on my chest. "Good bye" He said as he put the barrel of the gun at the base of his head at upward angle and pulled the trigger, blowing the top of his head off.


My last though was of the fact that I was bleeding to death with Sora's brains all over my chest. I felt my mind shutting down and didn't bother to fight it. I just welcomed my death.