Brotherly Love

Brotherly Love

Summary: Roxas and Sora were lovers before their parents marriage, now they struggle to remain lovers after. [RoxasSora, AxelRoxas]

Starry’s Corner: This fanfic is a side story to Ma Lumière, which has yet to be posted yet, but keep an eye out for it!

A brown headed boy panted harshly, gripping the shoulders of his blonde haired lover, his mouth open as a moan slipped out of the boy’s slightly swollen lips, “Roxas...” He cried breathlessly, “...Faster.” He begged.

His blonde lover smiled gently, leaning down to the brunet, nipping his bottom lip softly before comply to his wishes, speeding up the pace of his thrusts. Each thrust getting deeper and deeper within the boy under him.

The brunet’s cries got louder and louder as his lover brought him closer to the edge, “Don’t stop!” The boy begged, biting his lip as he arched into his lover, “Please, don’t stop!”

Roxas growled, leaning down to his lover’s ear, “You’re so sexy when you beg.” He whispered, licking the shell of the boy‘s ear, “Do you know that, Sora?” He added, thrusting harder into the boy.

“God...” Sora moaned, his eyes slipping closed as he fell victim to the pleasure that was coursing through his veins, overcoming his entire being. He was close, so close to completion, he could feel it creeping it up from the pits of his stomach.

Roxas smirked. That...well, it stroked his ego perfectly.

His thrusts became more and more erratic as he felt his climax building up. He slipped a single hand, abandoning it’s grip on the brunet’s hips, between their frantically moving bodies. He grasped his lover’s cock, pumping it in time with his own trusts to aid his lover in reaching his own climax.

Sora’s mouth opened in a silent scream as he climax, arching his back. His heels digging into the bed as he clutched his lover before he cried his name.

Seeing his brunet lover cry out his name with such passion always seemed to do it for Roxas. Groaning deeply, he released inside of his lover with a few more thrusts before he collapsed against the boy, panting gently as he felt a pair of arms embraced him.

“We should get dressed before the parents come home.” Sora said with a roll of his ocean blue eyes.

Roxas chuckled softly, pushing himself up on his elbows, “Yeah, we should.” He said, leaning down to press a kiss to the boy’s lips.

Sora sighed contently, kissing the other back as his hand lightly ran over the blonde’s spine, sending shivers down his spine.

Roxas nipped at the brunet’s bottom lip before pulling away, “Come on, we should get dressed.” He said, pushing himself on his knees, still straddling his lover.

Sora nodded as Roxas climbed off of him, “Love you.” His voice was oddly hopeful as he stared at the blonde haired boy, waiting for a reply.

Roxas’ eyes drifted away from Sora’s momentarily before he redirected them to his face, smiling softly, almost sadly he replied softly, “I know.” Before he left the room, walking across the hall into his own room.

Sora frowned deeply as he heard Roxas’ door close with a soft snap. He rolled over, sighing softly. He couldn’t figure out why Roxas never said it back anymore. He used to say it all the time before their parents got married.

A week later...

Sora held a hand to his mouth to stifle his sobs as he leaned against the wall next to Roxas’ door, trying desperately to ignore the more than obvious moans and cries coming out of the room.

At least now he knew why Roxas never said it back...

He could fell his heart breaking right there as he stood next to the closed door.

He moved to his bedroom, nearly falling as tears blurred his vision, his hand still over his mouth as he made for his bed, falling on it. Not even bothering to close the door as he cried into his pillow.

How could he...

“Sora?”

Sora darted up, his eyes narrowed as tears fell down his cheeks, “You!” He said, pointing a accusing finger at Roxas, "You...bastard!"

Roxas’ eyes widened as he walked over to the bed, “Sora,” He said wrapping his arms around the sobbing boy, “I didn’t want you to find out this way.” He whispered, sitting next to the brunet.

Sora pushed him back, standing before he wiped his eyes, “Why?” He asked, glaring harshly at Roxas.

Roxas flushed with shame, hanging his head, “I...” He started, “I love him, Sora.” He said frowning deeply, “I really do.”

Another soft sob escaped Sora’s lips, “What about me!” He shouted, stomping his foot, “What about us!”

“I still love you...” Roxas said softly, “Just not in the way you want me too anymore.”

Sora looked up at the ceiling, trying to hold back more tears, “Does he treat you good?” He asked, his voice cracking.

Roxas’ eyes widened in shock, “Y-yes.” He said.

Sora nodded, “Okay...” He said, wiping his eyes once more, “Okay.”

“Sora.” Roxas said, standing up, moving to embrace the boy.

Sora held up his arms, “No...” His voice quivered, shaking his head frantically, "Don't make it harder than it already is."

Roxas frowned slightly, "This wasn't going to last." He said softly, approaching the boy slowly, "I told you that when our parents got married."

Sora glared harshly at the other, "You said that we'd eventually be caught," He snapped, "Not that you would cheat!"

Roxas sighed heavily, "I know," He said, "I should have ended things with you before I got involved with Axel." He said, nodding, "But, I didn't want to hurt you."

Sora couldn't help be roll his eyes at that, "No, it'd hurt me less if I caught you, is that what you thought?"

Roxas' eyes widened, "No..." He said, "I was stupid, I'm being stupid right now."

Sora snorted, "You're telling me." He said before shaking his head, "I think we're through with this conversation, I'm sure Axel is waiting for you." He said, looking away, "I have a paper to start."

Roxas blinked, "A paper?" He asked.

Sora nodded, "The entry essay for the foreign exchange program at school." He said, a smirk on his face, "I think I'll go now."

Roxas frowned, scratching his head, "Oh..." He said before walking to the door, "Good luck then."

Sora chuckled, "I won't need it." He said shaking his head.

Roxas stood in Sora's door way, his hand on the door handle, "I love you, you know." He said, looking back at the brunet.

Sora grinned, tears in his eyes, "I know." He said before Roxas closed his door with a soft snap.

A week and a half later: Monday...

"Mama, y a-t-il un courrier pour moi?" Sora asked, hopping into one of the bar stools at the breakfast table as he grabbed a piece of toast.

His mother glanced over her shoulder, “Courrier?” She repeated before grinning, walking over to the kitchen table, “En fait, ceci est venu pour vous hier.” She said, grabbing a large white envelope before she walked over to her son, “Il est de votre école.”

Sora’s eyes lit up as he grabbed the envelope, not wasting anytime before he opened it, “Mama, Je suis dans le programme de devises étrangères! Je vais en Amérique en automne!” He cried, jumping up in excitement.

His mother embraced her son, “Ah, congradulations, mon chéri!” She said, kissing her son on the top of his head.

Later that same day...

“So I heard from Sakura that you go accepted.” Roxas said, smirking as he leaned against the frame of Sora’s room, his arms crossed.

Sora glanced behind him, “Yes, I did.” He said, grinning brightly, folding the clean clothes his mother had left for him.

Roxas frowned, walking into the boy’s room, “You’re not doing this because of me are you?” He asked seriously.

Sora snorted, “I almost gave it up because of you.” He said, setting a neatly folded shirt on his bed before he turned to face Roxas, “I’m going now because I want too.”

Roxas slowly nodded, “You know, I am sorry for what happened.” He said, touching the boy’s cheek.

Sora frowned slightly before slapping Roxas’ hand away, “I know.” He said, “But sorry doesn’t fix everything.”

“Neither does running away.” Roxas pointed out.

“I’m not running away, I just don’t want to be around you right now.” Sora snapped, before returning to folding his clothes.

“So, you are leaving because of me?!” Roxas asked, grabbing Sora’s wrist.

Sora snatched it back, “Don’t flatter yourself. I’m doing this for me! Me?! Okay, you’re not apart of my life anymore. You’re my step-brother, nothing more, nothing less.” He said, once again turning to Roxas, “So, go be happy with Axel. I don’t need you anymore to make me happy.”

Roxas sighed heavily, unsure as to why Sora’s words hurt him so deeply, “I remember when I was all you needed.” He said softly, walking behind Sora, wrapping his arms around the brunet’s waist.

Sora stiffened in Roxas’ embrace, “What are you doing?” He asked, glancing over his shoulder at his ex lover.

“Please.” Roxas said softly, pressing at kiss to the boy’s neck, “Just once more, please.” He repeated, his hands brushing over the boy’s chest.

Sora’s eyes slipped closed. His body wanted it so bad, but his heart and head were screaming against it. If his head and heart, especially his heart, weren’t in it...then it’d be done out of simple lust.

“No.” Sora said firmly, “You made your choice; we’re over.”

Roxas shook his head, his face still buried in the boy’s neck, “Please Sora, all I want is just one more time with you.” He begged.

“No, I asked you not to make this harder for me.” Sora said softly, “And, you are. So please, just leave me alone.”

Roxas pulled away, wiping his eyes, “I can’t just leave you alone!” He cried, “I’m trying to get over you too, but I can’t Sora. I love you, damnit.”

Sora shook his head violently, turning around to face Roxas, “You should have thought about that when you decided to sleep with Axel. You’re with him now, don’t break his heart like you did mine.”

Roxas stared at the boy a moment longer before walking out of his room and into his own, his door slamming behind him.

Sora let out a shaky sigh, plopping on to his bed, covering his face with his hands as he released the tears he had been holding back.

Sora’s departure: August 29th...

Sora couldn’t help but grin widely as his mother and step brother walked with him into the airport. Today was finally here. He was finally going to America. He could hardly wait.

“And call when you get there, Sora?”

The said boy nodded, grinning at his mother’s English, him and Roxas had been teaching her through out the summer and she was progressing nicely, “I will, mom, promise.”

Sakura checked her watch, “You have about twenty minutes, I’m going to look at the book store. Be back soon!” She said waving as she left the boys.

Roxas grinned turning to Sora, “And you make sure you’re online every night so I can IM you and bug you.” He said, nudging the other.

Sora chuckled softly, “I’ll be there, if you’re there. Wouldn’t that be cutting into your Axel time?” He asked with a giggle.

Roxas pouted, wrapping his arms around his brother, “But, I need my Sora fix to!” He pointed out, pressing an innocent kiss to the boy’s cheek.

Sora snorted before giggling lightly, “I’ll miss you, you know.” He said, frowning lightly.

Roxas smiled lightly, “I know, I’ll miss you too.” He said, pulling the boy into a hug, resting his head on the boy’s shoulder.

Sora smiled gently, “I hope you have a good year while I’m away.” He said softly.

Roxas pulled away, pouting once again, “Now, you’ve gone and reminded me that you’ll be gone a whole entire year!” He said in a mock dramatic voice.

Sora laughed lightly, pulling the blonde haired boy closer to him, “You’ll be fine. It’s me I’m worried about.” He said.

Roxas cupped Sora’s cheek, “You’ve been waiting for a chance like this, it’s your last year in high school and you get to spend it in the states, I envy you for that.” He said, pressing another kiss to the boy’s cheek.

But, suddenly a kiss on his cheek wasn’t enough for the blond. He pressed another on the corner of Sora’s lips, testing it out, seeing if he’d be allowed a real full kiss.

The brunet complied, pressing his lips fully against Roxas, grasping the hand on his cheek.

After a moment they pulled away.

“Just once.” Sora said, squeezing the hand he held lightly, “Never again.” He said, pressing a kiss to the boy’s cheek.

“Never again.” Roxas agreed, almost sadly.

“Sora! Look at what I found for you!”

Sora turned around to see his mother, “Mom, my plane leaves in a few minutes.” He said, grinning as his mother shoved a book into his hands.

“Love you, baby.” His mother said, embracing her son one last time, “Call often and have fun!”

Le vol 344 de Paris vers l'Amérique embarque maintenant...

“That’s you.” Roxas said, grasping the other’s shoulder, “I expect a call from you tomorrow.”

Sora grinned, embracing his mother and brother one last time before he grabbed his things, “Au revoir.” He said before running off to his terminal.


Translations:

Starry’s Notes: Starry actually took French for about a year and a half, so she fairly understands the beautiful language, but it’s been two years since she had a class, so needless to say, she’s a bit rusty. She enlisted the help of an online translator .

1.) Mama, y a-t-il un courrier pour moi? - Mom, is there any mail for me?
2.) Courrier? - Mail?
3.) En fait, ceci est venu pour vous hier. - Actually, this came for you yesterday.
4.) Il est de votre école. - It’s from your school.
5.) Je suis dans le programme de devises étrangères ! Je vais en Amérique en automne ! - I'm in the foreign exchange program! I'm going to America in the fall!
6.) Ah, congradulations, mon chéri ! - Oh, congradulations, my darling!
7.) Le vol 344 de Paris vers l'Amérique embarque maintenant... - Flight 344 from Paris to America is now board...
8.) Au revoir. - Good bye.