Money, is it worth it?

“Luke!”

“Huh? Oh, hi Anise.”

“How are you?” Anise asked in her typical lively way. Without waiting for an answer, she hugged his waist.

“Fine.” Luke replied, not in the least phased by Anise’s ‘close’ greeting. He was used to it.

“Good to hear,” Anise said in a seductive voice.

I was trying to turn the head of Luke Fon Fabre. He was tall, handsome and R-I-C-H. The problem was he had shown no interest in me, but not today. I decided to try the ultimate approach, getting into bed with him. If I did that just once he would be mine forever, it was flawless. I didn’t really want to sleep with him, but I was left with no choice. I don’t think it wouldn’t be any big deal…I am on birth control after all. I’m required to as a soldier.

“You seem…happy today,” Luke responded, “And how are you?” Luke didn’t really care, but decided to be polite.

“Feeling…naughty,” Anise whispered. Luke looked down at her is surprise.

“What? I don’t think I heard you right,” he gave her an odd look.

“Depends, what do you think I said,” she whispered, hugging him a bit tighter.

“Never mind.” Anise giggled at Luke’s last statement. Luke was feeling uncomfortable. He was used to Anise hugging him, but something was different.

“You know, you’ve been to Daath a few times now, but I don’t think I ever showed you my room.” Luke tensed up as Anise said this. She let go of his waist and grabbed his wrist, “Come on!” she began pulling him and he obediently followed.

“Anise, What’s gotten into you?” Luke asked.

He seems too calm; maybe I’m not being forward enough. But I at least I have his attention now. He’s on the hook, but far from being reeled in. I have to try harder!

“Say Luke, do you like what I’m wearing?” she innocently asked.

“It’s…nice,” Luke didn’t know quite how to answer.

“Decided to wear something more casual today!” Anise was getting excited.

All I was wearing was shorts and a top that covered only my breasts. I’m not wearing underwear because today, it would only get in the way. Soon I’ll have him. I will have money and be happy after this. I’ll be set for life and I can’t wait, besides, sleeping with Luke, how bad could it be?

“Here we are!” Anise happily declared as she dragged him into her house. “My parents will be gone for the week, so they won’t mind if we have a little fun.”

“F-fun? Okay, that’s it!” Luke ripped his hand away from Anise’s. She turned around to face him, smile on her face. “What are you plotting?!” he demanded.

“Come closer, I’ll whisper it in your ear,” Anise replied. Luke, being dumb, lowered his head so it was level with hers, and instead of whispering anything; she kissed him on the lips. Luke was too stunned to react until the kiss broke.

“Shhhh…” she whispered. He finally caught on and smiled back at her.

Finally! But still, this is too easy! I thought he liked Tear and that would make this harder.

“You know, my bed’s a single,” Anise whispered.

“That won’t be much of a problem.” Luke replied, bringing her down onto the bed and getting on top of her.

I’m suddenly…afraid now. Everything’s going to plan, but I just got this…feeling… Oh well…it’s too late now.

Luke drew Anise into a deep kiss as his hands roamed her body. Anise couldn’t help but moan. The back of her top was quickly undone and thrown off into some corner. Anise shivered as the cold air brushed across her chest.

He’s…staring at…me… Oh God, what’s he doing now?!

Luke lowered his head to her left breast and gave it a lick, Anise moaned in response.

Oh no…he’s…doing things to me! And that sound, was that…me? Oh God, he’s…he’s…what have I gotten myself into?

Luke took a moment to disrobe, then he removed Anise’s shorts. Both were completely naked now. Anise ran her fingers along his chest as he drank in the sight of her. She blushed as he licked his lips.

“Beautiful…” was all he said. Anise giggled.

I’ve got to stop…Wait, what’s going on?! Why won’t…I can’t…

“This is your first time?” Anise nodded, “Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle,” he whispered as he positioned himself.

My body won’t respond! What’s happening?!

“Please…” Anise begged.

No, I wouldn’t say that! This can’t be happening! I want it to stop!

Anise felt him slide into me, and with one quick thrust he broke her.

“Ahhhh!” Anise clenched her teeth and tears formed in her eyes. Luke leaned over and kissed her forehead.

“Shhhh…it’s okay. I’m here too,” he whispered to her. She quickly calmed down and nodded to him. He started to move back and forth inside her.

No…nonononoNoNoNoNONONONONO!! STOP!! IT’S NOT OKAY!!

Anise threw her head back and moaned his name.

What the hell am I doing?! Why didn’t I think this through?! I have to do something…wait…YES! I CAN MOVE MY LEGS!

Anise raised her legs and wrapped them around his waist, pulling him deeper into her.

NO! NOT LIKE THAT! My body won’t respond like it should! What’s happening?! Why is it happening?!

This hell continued for what seemed like an eternity. Hours of torment Anise couldn’t physically express. Both Luke and Anise began to feel pressure building in their bodies. Not much longer…

“LUKE! OHHHHHH!!” Anise cried as she came, but Luke kept going. He hadn’t reached his peak yet.

I did it…but why won’t he stop? Why won’t it stop?! I WANT IT TO STOP!!

“ANNNISSE!” Luke yelled as he came. He stopped thrusting now, exhausted.

I just felt something, something warm shoot from…him…into me. I still feel it in my lap…and…he stopped moving… Is it finally over…?

Luke leaned over and kissed her forehead. A big smile on his face as he saw her eyes were closed. ‘She must be more worn out than me,’ he thought as he pulled the covers over her.

“Goodnight, Anise,” Luke said before getting dressed and leaving Anise’s room. After he left, Anise just lied there, not moving or opening her eyes. She had no idea how long she was there before she got up and threw off the covers, her smell mixed with his hang heavily in the room. When she sat up, the warm feeling seeped into her left thigh. Some oozed onto the mess of fluids on the bed sheets, it was a thick white color. She felt her head and her hair was a mess and her body was drenched head-to-toe in sweat. She buried her face into her hands and cried.

Why…? I…that…couldn’t have just happened…this has to be a dream…I can’t believe that…that just happened…

The next thing she knew she was lying down in her bed, and that scent was still hanging in the air. She sat up and saw the mess on her sheets and noticed her pillow was stained with tears.

Last night…really did happen, didn’t it? I must have cried myself to sleep…

She got up and went to the bathroom. It took a while to wash the sweat and the scent of fluids off her skin. She got dressed and opened her window in an attempt to air out the smell.

I still can’t believe…what if he wants to do that again? What if… No, I shouldn’t worry. Maybe he’ll marry me and I’ll finally be rich…and my parents won’t have to be poor either. They will be so proud of me…

Anise desperately tried lying to herself, looking at the bright side, but all she saw was a fading light. She wiped the fresh tears from her face and got up and went to the main chapel. Luke was already there and he immediately saw her and walked up to her.

“Anise?” he asked. Anise only looked at him. “I’m sure I don’t have to say this, but lets not mention this to the others,” he said. Anise only nodded.

I’d rather kill myself than admit what happened to anyone.

“Good,” Luke turned as Ion entered the room.

“Good morning, Anise!” Ion sure seemed cheerful this morning.

“Hi…” Anise responded.

“Is something wrong?” Ion looked concerned.

“No, I’m just a little tired.” Anise lied. It wasn’t a complete lie, however. She still was exhausted. Everyone else soon entered the room.

I have to talk to him…tell him last night was a mistake.

“Luke, can I talk to you…in private? It won’t take long.” Anise asked.

“Sure,” Luke responded.

They walked to the library; it was early so nobody would be there.

“Luke, about last night…” Anise began.

“I’m sorry,” Luke interrupted, “I took advantage of you. I was worried about Ion, but that’s no excuse.” Anise just stared at him in shock. “But last night, I realized just how much you mean to me…”

No…don’t say that…you don’t mean that…

“I…” Luke blushed, “know you are just a kid, but when you are around…I feel like someone. I know I’m just a replica, but you make me feel human. Like nothing is missing from my life.”

Luke…No…

“That’s why I think…I…” he began.

“Luke!” Tear called, “come out here! It’s important!”

“One second!” he called back. Luke turned back and was about to finish what he was going to say.

Anise interrupted him, “Don’t say anything…lets just see what Tear wants.”

They came out and the doctor was waiting for them. He explained that even though Ion felt better, he would need a few more days of rest.

But that means that Luke…and I…oh no!

The day passed slowly. Anise dreaded what she knew would happen tonight. Bedtime came and she walked to her room and Luke was waiting for her. That night was worse, the sick things he did to her…and when they were done Anise cried herself to sleep again. The next morning Ion still wasn’t ready to travel again, and our mission needed him. The third night went just like the second.

When I seduced him, I knew he might want to sleep with me again, but I didn’t know it would be every day…I-I can’t take it anymore; I’m not strong enough.

After the fourth night, Anise wrote a note and took a knife out of the drawer. She took another moment to look at the note she just wrote:

My name is Anise Tatlin. I am thirteen years old and I am going to kill myself. Mom, dad, I never wanted to put you through this. I love you both and I’m sorry. I just can’t take it anymore. Dad, you always said I’d dig my own grave, and I finally did. Mom, Dad, friends, don’t point fingers at each other; this was my own choice and Luke, I’m so sorry.

She took the knife and looked at it, the full intension slitting her own wrist. She brought the knife to her wrist and…dropped the knife onto the floor.

I…can’t do it.

She took the note and tore it up, threw it away.

I just can’t do it… What’s the point anyway?

Author's notes: I was drunk when I wrote this, and when I was finally thinking straight I noticed that there isn't many stories like this, so I put it up. CH 2 comming up in a while.