Remembering

Title: Remembering
Author: X-Hitoshirezu-X
Pairings: AkuRoku
Warnings: Death fic.
Summary: A story about Axel's death from Roxas' POV. (AU)

Prologue:

As I stare into your emerald eyes, my own sapphire ones start to water. How, after finally allowing ourselves to believe that maybe hope isn't gone from our world(s) after all. When I finally allowed myself to believe that love is possible. That, maybe, I really do have a heart...And you felt it too. I could tell by the way that you held me. I could tell by the way you gently pressed your lips to mine. But, out dream is over now. Didn't you know that I wasnted to be with you always? How could you allows this to happen? Why of all things did you have to be taken away from me? No on understands what it feels like because they all believe that they no longer have hearts. But, both of use know that our hearts do exhist. Think about it! Even if they aren't in our bodies, they are still there. We have thoughts, and feelings, and we've proven that love is possible despite what everyone says. I know that it's not your fault and I know that you can't change what's happened. I'm not selfish enough to believe that. But it hurts me enough that I can't stop the tears. I can tell that everyone else is confused, but I don't care about them, or anything that they say. I know what we feel. I know what I want. I know what you need. So, please believe in me, and never let me go. I wish I could say that, but it's impossible. You're already gone. The first time you left was for that stupid castle. I waited as patiently as I could for you to come back, and luckily, you returned to me. Not long after that, everything changed. Everything that I once knew, everything I believe in...And then I forgot completely. You tried to plead with me, but I didn't listen to you. I pushed you away. In doing that, I disreguarded your feelings completely. You tried so hard to show me taht you believe in me. You even came after me! I know you wanted to make things right. I'm sure of it. But even though, in the end, you convinced me, it still wasn't enough to save us. I was returned to my body, and you were defeated. At least that's what I believed. They found a way to seperate me from Sora, and once again, you came back to me. This time we wasted no time. I gave you my heart, and even though you still doubted it, you gave me yours in return. But, I guess things aren't meant to be perminant. Just as things were finally coming together, coming into place. You had to leave me again. Something so stupid as a few remaining Nobodys. Why couldn't you have said no?! Why did you have to accept something so trivial?! Why did you have to leave me again? You promised me that you'd come back again, but this time it was a lie. You didn't come back. I never cried after we found each other agani. I swore that I wouldn't. But the news of you dying was too much for me. It was too much for me to handle. That's why I'm writting this. Hoping that some will find it and then, maybe, finally, everyone will believe that Nobody's can have hearts. That they can have feelings too. So, when I join you wherever you are, I hope that you'll still feel the same for me, like the way I still feel for you. Did you know that when you died, you took my heart with you? I don't mind. In fact, I'm glad that you have it to help you remember. Just don't ever give it away. I'm coming to you. I'm gonna be with you again. So wait for me.


A/N: While I was babysitting my sister at Interskate, I got bored and wrote this story on the back of a paper plate. Click the link to see it! I intended for it to be a one-shot, but I thought about it, and decided that I wanted to write more. Better stock up on plates!~