I'm still With You

((yes I am using I TERRIBLE song but it made me think of this.))

//I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound//

His red hair blew in the wind as he sat on the roof looking up at the stars. His mind was off thinking of the only one who made him feeling somthing...something wonderful. Why did Roxas leave? He was, no, is his best friend. Axel groans and put an arm over his eyes trying to hide from the pain

"Why are you here?" a raspy voice spoke to him. Axel didn't look back. He didn't need to. It was Demyx, of course. Axel leaned forward and looke down onto the town. "You're thinking of him?"

//Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home //

"You know I am." Axel's voice sounded hurt. Demyx Moved to sit nesxt to him but to close.

"He's a taitor." the musician said bluntly. Axel shut his eyes tight at that last word and swallowed hard.

//It's a dimn cold night,
Tryin' to figure out this life,
Won't you take me by the hand,
Take me somewhere new,
I don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you.
I'm with you.//

The red hair boy's memory went to the last time his saw his friend. The moments after Roxas walked away, doming himself. Axel had broke down. Crying was something he never did, at least since his had joined the organization. It was stupid to care, but he did.

Axel opened his eyes again searching below for the blonde. He wanted to save him. Roxas was this amazing person who made him always want to be around him. But now he was gone.

//I'm lookin' for a place,
I'm searchin' for a face,
Is anybody here I know,
Cause' nothin's goin right,
And everything's a mess,
And no one likes to be alone//

"Let it go." Demyx had had enough and rose up leaving the firey boy alone. "This is a problem. You just need to get over it."

"I can't."

"Then figure out how." and he was gone.

Axel looked up at the sky. 'Then figure out how?' Oh if only he could. Then this pain would stop. Then, maybe, he could be 'normal.' Bithing his lip he swallowed hard trying to fight the horrid tears building up.

//Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home.

It's a damn cold night,
Tryin' to figure out this life,
Won't you take me by the hand,
Take me somewhere new,
I don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you.
I'm with you.
Ya eah//

Nothing made sence anymore. He wasn't supposed to feel, to care, to cry. How could one boy make his feel this way. Slaming his fist inot the concret roof, Axel whimper but not form pian, only from saddness. Saddness? "Oh Roxas. You make me feel to much."

//Oh, why is everything so confusing,
Maybe I'm just out of my mind,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah//

"I know you aren't here, but I want you to know..." Axel's voice wavered as he spoke to the sky. "I want someone to know...You made me feel...like..like I had a heart."

The words were plain, full of truth and love. Love? Thats it! He loved him! He loved Roxas! That was the feeling he couldn't understand. Axel jumped up happy he understood but hurt he lost Roxas. His green eyes went back to the sky.

//It's a damn cold night
Tryin to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but
I'm with you
I'm with you//

"Roxas..." A warm tear broken down his cheek. Axel refused to wipe it away. "I love you. And...And...I'll always be with you. I'll find you again and then maybe...maybe we'll be togetehr again."

//Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
Don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you //

If only the boy knew of the cold fate ahead of him...