A Night to Think On

Title: A Night To Think On
Fanfiction Of: Tales of Symphonia
Author: Zelloss
Rating: NC-17
Bonus Disclaimer: For those of you that haven't seen this fic in a while, it was taken down because I was underage at the time. Well, I'm not anymore, so it's back (hopefully for good). So let me say right now: I -am- the original author of this story, back finally after a year and a half of absence.
Warnings: Uh, yaoi! Hot sexy stuff here between two guys! Zelos and Lloyd! ^.^
Summary: Taking a break at Meltokio, Zelos invites the group to a party at his mansion, and to their surprise he’s also invited his adoring fans... Neither Lloyd nor Zelos expected where the night would lead (Lloyd/Zelos)
Spoilers: Not really! ^.^ If you’ve read the summary and the title, everything you need to know has been spoiled.
A/N: Yes, this is the same Night to Think On from AFF. Sort of. Something important is different... =3

~-~ A Night To Remember ~-~

Around them, girls were giggling and cheering, swamping the red-head with kisses and hugs, practically smothering the chosen so he couldn’t get a single breath of air. And of course he was loving it, hearts shining in his eyes, as he lapped up the attention.
“He’s such a pervert” Sheena whispered, still standing in the doorway at surprise, anger showing on her face that Zelos had the nerve to invite her to such an occasion, obviously for his own pleasure.
“Agreed. Let’s leave before he realises we’re here” Raine suggested.
“Affirmative” Presea nodded, and the three females turned and left. Colette blinked, looking at them.
“...Why are you leaving? Lloyd and Zelos and...” Colette started to speak, as Sheena turned around and grabbed her wrists.
“Come on, Colette. This isn’t the place for respectable girls” Sheena dragged her off.
Genis blinked, looking at his sister, then back at the room, then Presea, then back at the room, and then his gentlemanly instincts kicked in and he said a quick farewell to Lloyd before jogging to join the girls, Regal stepping in toe.
Essentially leaving Lloyd alone. Of course, he knew Genis was too young for such a thing (Why Zelos had dared to invite young Genis to such an event was far beyond Lloyd’s capacity to understand), and Regal had his dignity about him and wouldn’t stoop so low. And Lloyd himself was considering following them.
For that idea was his decency, the part of him that disliked Zelos’ flirtatious attitude and disrespected his complete lack of respect for women. Of course, there was also Colette, and Raine, and Sheena – all three of the would be furious with him if he dared to go into Zelos’ mansion and stay there for a while. Not to mention Genis would never let him hear the end of it.
But he had to see Zelos and tell him that they were declining his offer... or maybe they could find his butler instead, and then he could relay the message, and as little attention as possible would be drawn to him. Then maybe he could slip away without getting Zelos’ attention...
“You guys go on ahead” Lloyd turned and called over to them. “I need to tell Zelos that he’s an idiot for thinking to bring us out here...”
“You’d better not stick around long, Lloyd Irving!” Raine shouted over.
“Yeah. We don’t need another complete pervert in this group” Sheena called to the brunette. “We’ll be waiting back at the hotel”
Lloyd waved good-bye to them and stepped inside, to the lobby of Zelos’ small mansion.
Practically every decent-looking girl in town was in there, and they were all head-over-heels in love with Zelos. There was practically a cat fight going on around him, as girls fought to be closed to him, but he apparently wasn’t trying to stop it at all. Lloyd looked around frantically, edging along the side of the walls. If Zelos caught his eye, then Zelos would drag him right in and make a big scene of it, just like he always would...
“Hey, Lloyd! You’re here!”
Zelos’s voice made Lloyd freeze up. He nervously detached himself from the wall, as the girls spread out and gave the suave-looking Zelos a chance to grab Lloyd by the shoulders.
“Umm... Zelos, h-hi” Lloyd stuttered out, at a loss for words.
“Hey, everyone! This is my good bud Lloyd! Excellent fighter! What do you girls say?”
There were giggles.
“He’s really cute, you know that?”
“Not as cute as the chosen”
“Oh, yeah, I know. But I still wanna kiss him.”
“Yeah!”
Zelos was grinning, Lloyd was frowning, and the girls were converging.
Lloyd became lost in what seemed to be a blob of tangled limbs and felt about fifty different pairs of lips kiss him. At some point, he was knocked down, and the girls weren’t letting up. Zelos was laughing and giggling, several girls around him gasping and giggling rambunctiously, and Lloyd shut his eyes.
“Having fun, Lloyd?” Zelos called over, his voice reaching Lloyd’s ears over the crowd.
“Um... Not really” Lloyd tried to say, but the last two words were cut out by another girl kissing him. He shut his lips, refusing the girls from being able to French him, and forced himself to endure.
Several of the girls had their hands running over his body, and he had to admit that there was a war going on in his head, between his hormones and his willpower. A couple girls had even been rubbing the front of his trousers, trying to get him aroused, and one had even been licking at the fabric. It had taken a real job to keep from pulling his pants off and letting the girls suck him off.
Lloyd simply refused to stoop to Zelos’ level. He knew that if he gave into such whorish actions, that he’d be no better than Zelos.
How much time had passed? Lloyd found it fairly easy to distract himself by counting off the minutes, and he shut off his senses to outside sensation.
“...This one’s no fun” a couple of the girls started to complain, and the moment Lloyd had a moment to spare in which nobody was paying attention to him, he bolted towards the door, only to find that it had been locked. He looked back at Zelos, seeing the man shirtless – and Lloyd realised that the other man was probably totally naked, screwing the hell out of one girl that he was in a liplock with – and Lloyd could see she was at least topless...
Idly, Lloyd wondered when someone had locked the door, before he decided to perhaps attempt another route, but none came to mind. He turned and climbed a flight of stairs, escaping to the upper floors, and finding himself in a bedroom.
Lloyd sighed, and flopped down on the bed, tired. Now he’d done it. He’d have to wait for Zelos to show, and then explain to him everything... especially that Lloyd wasn’t interested in women. Or, at least, that Lloyd wasn’t interesting in kissing every woman that put a hand on him or even allowed her eyes to flash over him for a moment. After all, if he wanted something from a woman, he wanted it to actually mean something...
At one point, the butler stopped by, startled to see Lloyd alone in the room. Lloyd had asked him to fetch Zelos once the party had stopped downstairs, and the butler had replied with “Yes, sir bud” to Lloyd’s irritation.
Time clicked by, and Lloyd’s thoughts covered one thousand different matters about their journey. Indeed, by the time Zelos finally came upstairs, Lloyd was sleeping.
“...Hey, Lloyd. Wake up” Zelos grabbed Lloyd’s shoulder and shook him awake, and Lloyd muttered some confused words as he came to.
“...Oh, hey, Zelos” Lloyd looked at him, sitting up on the bed. “Sorry about that, but you were taking so long...”
“Didn’t like the female company?” Zelos’ eyebrow rose. “Why’d you leave so soon? I know you’ve got more stamina in you then that...”
Lloyd’s face heated up. “Zelos, that’s not... listen. I had come here to tell you that everyone was disgusted that you’d invite us all to something we’d obviously want no part of...”
“...Female company just not your thing?” Zelos asked, giving Lloyd a sideways look.
“Hey! I never said that!” Lloyd stuttered. “Zelos... I just don’t see a point in sleeping with random girls.”
“Ah ha! You’re a virgin than!” Zelos grinned, and Lloyd flushed. “Funny, a handsome guy like you shouldn’t be one by this point. You’re not me, sure, but...”
“Stop it, Zelos” Lloyd growled, though he was startled at the fact that Zelos had openly called him ‘handsome’.
“...What’s wrong, Lloyd?”
“It’s just that random female companionship has never exactly... you know...” Lloyd shifted a bit.
“Oh, stop being so immature about it, Lloyd. We’re both guys here” Zelos grinned. “You don’t get turned on by the thought of...”
“Zelos, stop it!”
“You didn’t like it when the girls were all kissing you?”
“No! They’re nobodies, they don’t...”
Zelos grabbed Lloyd’s shoulders, and there was a concerned look on his face. “Lloyd, I invited you guys over to try and have some fun. You could have left through the back door if you had really wanted to go.”
Lloyd blinked. Of course, he knew about the back door, they had spent several nights at Zelos’ personal manor. He had been stupid...
“So you didn’t find that fun?” Zelos asked.
“No”
“...Well, I’m going to find something fun for you to do, because I owe that to you” Zelos winked, as he wrapped an arm around the back of Lloyd’s neck, scooting in just a bit closer.
Lloyd blinked innocently. “...Zelos?”
“I’m not saying you have to like it, Lloyd, but...” Zelos scooted even closer, drawing in Lloyd’s head as he kissed him on the lips.
Lloyd’s eyes opened in shock, as he felt Zelos’ hot lips press against his own, and what was even more shocking to him was that it actually felt better than when he was with all of those girls.
“...Zelos...” Lloyd breathed out, surprised, as the older man pulled away.
“...Well?” Zelos smirked, awaiting the reaction of the younger swordsman.
“That was... umm... that is to say... I mean... I...” Lloyd stuttered out, intelligently, trying to form words. He wanted a way to put it that would tell Zelos that he had succeeded – so that Zelos would let him go and leave – but not in such a manner that would make Zelos want to push the topic any further... or kiss him again...
“I loved it” Lloyd whispered softly, and then his insides froze at the response that he had given.
“...How sweet” Zelos flashed his evil, quirky, sexy grin at Lloyd, and kissed Lloyd again.
Lloyd didn’t want it to happen again, because he was afraid of how strongly his body was reacting to it. Without him even intending to this time, his mouth opened up, and Zelos’ tongue made its way inside his mouth, mapping out Lloyd’s mouth and gently duelling with Lloyd’s tongue.
It only took a few moments before Lloyd gave in, his tongue fighting back against Zelos’, and he let off a soft whimper of protest as the two had to break away for air.
“Lloyd... are you having fun...?”
Lloyd’s face turned red, but he forced himself not to respond. Zelos’ experienced kisses were working wonders on his hormones, and he wished that it was Colette in front of him, or perhaps better yet Sheena... anybody but Zelos whom he nearly hated... and was finding himself strongly sexually attracted to right now.
Zelos flashed his cocky grin again, rubbing his hand against the bulge that had been forming against the front of Lloyd’s pants. Lloyd opened his mouth and moaned, and Zelos took that as a sign to continue. He leaned right up against Lloyd, flipping around so that he was straddling Lloyd’s lap, and gently pushed the brunette down beneath him, lying down overtop of him softly.
Lloyd barely even noticed the change in pressure – what he did notice was when Zelos removed his hand and released that pleasurable pressure, and Lloyd whimpered. Of course, that whimper turned into a hot shout as Zelos ground his own clothed erection against that of Lloyd.
“Zelosssss...” Lloyd shouted, as Zelos continued to grind hips with Lloyd, both of them loving the friction, as Zelos took Lloyd’s earlobe into his mouth. Zelos had to admit to himself that he’d secretly wanted to do this for a long time – After all, despite his liking for girls and random acts of sex, there was also a certain allure in men that Zelos had found, because he knew exactly what pleased a man and knew that another man would know exactly how to please him. Besides, it was a welcome change, and the fact that society generally forbid such a thing made it dangerous and that only turned Zelos on more.
And Lloyd was really fucking sexy, too.
Zelos couldn’t help himself. His hands slid along Lloyd’s shirt, grabbing at the fabric, and Lloyd’s arms lifted up instinctually to allow the fabric to slide off. Zelos’ head slid down Lloyd’s neck, gently nibbling and sucking, leaving a hickey on Lloyd’s neck, as he continued to go farther and farther down. Lloyd gasped as Zelos nibbled on one of his nipples. The inexperienced brunette was surprised at how much pleasure was radiating from those places...
Before Lloyd had much time to think more about it, though, Zelos lifted his head for a split second to remove his shirt and throw it to the side, as his mouth returned to working towards Lloyd’s belly. Lloyd gasped at the pleasant sensations, amazed he could feel so powerfully for another man...
Zelos’ mouth stopped just above the waistband of Lloyd’s pants, and Lloyd gasped, whimpering despite himself. Zelos grinned libidinously and pulled down both Lloyd’s pants and anything underneath, exposing the brunette’s hard shaft. Lloyd shut his eyes and let out a soft moan as the pressure was removed and he was freed, and he heard the sound of Zelos’ trousers being fiddled with and flung across the room. Of course, his mind was much too occupied with the feel of Zelos’ hot breath on the top of his arousal.
Lloyd felt the weight shift around him, and then the next thing he knew, Zelos had taken Lloyd’s arousal into his mouth. Lloyd gasped, opening his mouth wide, and felt something thick and hard slide into his mouth.
Fear set in, and Lloyd froze. It was all setting in now. He was fucking with Zelos. Fucking. With. Zelos. That just... that wasn’t...
It felt right, Lloyd thought, something in the back of his mind shouting it, as he felt extreme pleasure shoot through his body, cycling into Zelos’ body and then back into his. Zelos gave a lick and a suck on Lloyd’s manhood, and the brunette gasped, a sound muffled by the hard erection down his throat.
He liked how it felt, yes, but this was wrong. It was too sudden, he couldn’t...
Lloyd choked a bit, and it took every inch of willpower to push up and roll Zelos off of him. Zelos sat up, releasing Lloyd’s hot desire with a *pop* sound, as he looked at the boy. “Lloyd?”
Lloyd grabbed the hem of his pants and pulled them back up on his waist, standing up. “I can’t... I can’t do this...” he stepped away from Zelos, looking at the ground, and spotting his shirt. He leaned down to pick it up, and as he stood up, he felt Zelos, naked, behind him, his own desire pressing against Lloyd’s ass, his hands wrapped around Lloyd’s waist, hovering dangerously over the bulge in his fabric.
“Lloyd, we started, we have to finish...” Zelos grinned, his hands slipping underneath Lloyd’s pants despite his desires and grabbing his aching need, immediately going for a fast pace.
Lloyd shouted, trying to struggle away, from the twisted feeling of Zelos behind him, the pleasurable but wrong feeling of Zelos’ hand working his shaft...
One of Zelos’ hands slid away, sliding around behind Lloyd, before working itself deeper into Lloyd’s pants and pressing against his tight ring of muscles, and Lloyd whimpered. Greedily, Zelos stuck one finger inside, and Lloyd gasped, his legs spreading just a bit wider on reflex. Without giving Lloyd another moment to adjust to the pain, Zelos stuck in a second one, assuming that Lloyd’s reactions meant he wanted it.
It was too much for Lloyd. The boy let out a shout as, despite everything he wanted, he climaxed within Zelos’ hand. The hot fluid stained the chosen’s hand and the front of Lloyd’s pants, as a third finger slipped inside. Lloyd tried to pull away, as the now-cummy hand removed itself from Lloyd’s pants, but it merely wrapped around him, and Lloyd heard gentle sucking sounds as Zelos cleaned himself off.
“You’re delicious, Lloyd...” Zelos whispered huskily, reaching for the front of Lloyd’s pants and pulling them down again, as Lloyd’s still-orgasming cock let the last of its seed drip onto the floor. Lloyd whimpered, as the fingers were removed, and then Zelos slid inside of him, the older man’s hands gripping the younger’s hips.
“Zelos, no, stop!” Lloyd shouted, as Zelos rammed into him, all the way, his thick member brushing Lloyd’s pleasure gland and making the brunette shake. He tried to whimper, complain back against Zelos, but it was useless. Every time he thought he had the sanity, Zelos would go deeper, hit his prostate harder, and make Lloyd moan even louder.
“Z-Zelos...” Lloyd breathed, gasping and trying to forget the pain and pleasure, tears running down his face as Zelos continued to pound into him.
“You’re so tight... so hot, Lloyd, so fucking hot...” Zelos whispered lustfully into his ear, and then Zelos gave a rough grunt and moan as he came deep within Lloyd, and the boy felt the hot fluid splash against his insides.
Finally, Zelos seemed to weaken, stumbling backwards a bit and releasing Lloyd. The boy took the opportunity to pull up his pants.
“Zelos... I...” Lloyd growled. “I told you to stop.”
“What? You didn’t like it? Then how come you were shouting my name?” Zelos growled.
“Zelos... you... I...” Lloyd looked at him, his emotions mixed on the subject. He was angry at Zelos for forcing himself upon him. Sad that he had been taken like that. Confused that he wanted it from another man – and ashamed that he had liked getting raped like that.
“I love you, Lloyd, did you know that?” Zelos went to wrap an arm around Lloyd’s neck, but the boy slapped it away as he grabbed his shirt. He was very glad as he slipped it on that it was fairly big – it covered up the cum stain on the front of his pants.
“Get away from me, Zelos” Lloyd growled. “I... Why did you do that?”
“I told you, I love you.”
“You didn’t even wait for me to say...” Lloyd shook his head. Zelos wouldn’t understand. He turned and ran towards the door, swinging it open and dashing through, heading to leave.
Zelos sighed, falling back on his bed, naked. He was angry at himself for pissing Lloyd off like that, but all the signs Lloyd had given off... they had just screamed that Lloyd had loved it and wanted more...
Zelos sighed again, as he curled up under the sheets (His butler would not ask questions – the sheets usually ended up with the stains of various bodily fluids every night that Zelos was around), and Zelos cursed himself for hurting Lloyd. He wasn’t sure if it was the afterglow from the sex or not, but he was beginning to believe that he really did love Lloyd Irving.
Outside, as Lloyd returned to the inn in the dead of night, the rest of the crew asleep (Though as Lloyd hopped into the bed he shared with Genis he swore the young boy was watching him), Lloyd was glad that he had managed to get away from Zelos.
Of course, he had wanted Zelos, and... that officially made Zelos the one who had taken away his virginity. And some of him wanted Zelos to do it again. He still wanted Zelos – and despite the pain and shame he felt about it, he had liked being pretty much raped by Zelos... there was a lot he had to learn about himself yet.
Lloyd sighed. Zelos was a freaking pervert. Probably he didn’t really feel that way about Lloyd.
And part of Lloyd wanted to believe that it was true. Most of him, no, almost all of him, though, wanted to believe that Zelos loved him...