Memories Aside

Disclaimer:

I do not own Axel, Demyx and Roxas. They belong to SquareEnix/Disney.
Warning:

Contains graphic sex between two males.
NC-17, yaoi, Lemon, Anal, Oral, waff, shounen-ai
Pairing:

AxelxDemyx, AkuRox (implied)

Author’s notes:

Short PWP I suddenly felt like writing.
I am a AxelxRoxas fan, but thanks to my friend SineAmora on dA I also love AkuDem. That’s why I’d like to dedicate this one to her.
And so, this thing was born:
Roxas has deserted, and Axel misses him tremendously.
Demyx feels sorry for him, and decides to comfort him.

Oh yeah…The members of the organization does have emotions in this fic. At least these three….
I’m uncertain about their age…I think Axel is 19-20, Demyx 17-18. In any case, Demyx is the younger of the two, in this fic anywho. I'm not saying that it's that way in the game. Just my opinion. Ok?
Oh, and so unless you don’t get the joke about Demyx’s laugh, go here: http://youtube.com/watch?v=Z87qTUxxXhk (about 2.5 min into play) notice how his laugh can easily be told apart from the others’.
And check out Keysha-chan’s comic on the topic! She made me notice it! http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43902786/?qo=7&q=by%3Akeysha-chan&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps (copy and paste the links into your browser)

**EDIT:***
As this was written in the middle of the night, after the slump of a lifetime, grammar/spelling disasters were bound to come along.
I've corrected the ones I found. But I have problems seeing the mistakes in my own works, since I know what it's supposed to say. So if you find any, let me know, ok?
Also, I've replied to the reviews on the bottom of the page.
Some changes I've done is referring to Axel as "The flurry" or "The flurry of flames" since he's known as The Flurry of Dancing Flames in the game. Likewise Demyx is the Melodious Nocturne.

*pissed off* I spent over an hour editing and fixing and then the internet decides to fuck up and now I have to do the process over again!! ARRRGH!

Memories aside

Axel was staring out the window of his chamber.
Organization XIII’s headquarters had always struck him as more of a depressing old castle than anything else, though it was spacious and actually kind of nice.
He gave a deep sigh, his eyes wandering over the landscape outside, taking in the view without actually paying any attention to the scenery.

He was jolted back into reality when he felt a light hand on his shoulder.
He turned around. “Demyx! You scared me.”
The nocturne's lip quirked, he smiled softly. “Thinking about Roxas again?”
The redhead gave another sigh. As he looked at him, Demyx saw sorrow in those emerald green orbs of his.
The red marks under his eyes almost reminded him of tears. Whenever Axel was sad, he noticed just that; red tears. Like blood.
Was it possible to really bleed from the heart when you were without the one you loved?
If that was true, Demyx was certain that the tears would look like the markings on his friend’s face.

Axel didn’t have to answer. The blonde knew he’d hit the nail right on; the redhead and himself, and Roxas tended to be the odd ones out in the organization.
The others were all older than them, and took things more serious. The three of them were usually together, goofing off and stuff.
Still, he’d noticed the gazes and light touches that the other two saved for each other.
Demyx wasn’t the smartest member of the group, but it didn’t take a genius to know that something was going on between Axel and Roxas.
That’s why it was so unbelievable to him that Roxas had just up and left like that.
Needless to say Axel was heartbroken, and the pain he struggled with was transferred to Demyx as well. The blonde didn’t like to see his friend suffer in this way.

Truth be told, perhaps he wanted to be more than just friends. He was attracted to the redhead, he’d admit that. But he’d never let himself get between Axel and Roxas.

“I keep thinking he’ll come back…” Axel said quietly. “Is that foolish?”
“No.” Demyx shook his head. “I wait for him too.”
“I know he had his reasons….” The redhead started. “But I keep thinking…Maybe I could have stopped him. Why couldn’t I keep him here? Was there nothing I could have done that would have kept him from leaving?”
“I don’t think it would have helped.” His friend replied as honestly as he could. “I think this is something Roxas needed to do. And he wouldn’t let you hold him back. But that doesn’t change how he felt about you.”
Axel looked over at him. “Still…it could be that what he found…if it was what he was looking for. If he found out who he really is. Maybe that world is more tempting than the one we live in. You wouldn’t go back to this if you had the chance to be a real person and live a real life, would you? I know I wouldn’t.”
“I think Roxas would. When you leave behind what’s most precious to you, you’ll always come back for it.”
“You’re smarter than you look Dem,” Axel chuckled.
“I just don’t like to see you like this.” He replied truthfully.

Axel changed the subject; “So what was all that racket about earlier?”
“Just Xemnas nagging again….He’s still on me about my laugh…”
The elder teen chuckled.
“But…It’s my laugh! He can’t make me change it! It’s my laugh! It’s part of who I am! A more evil laugh would just sound fake!”
“He has a point though… Your laugh isn’t very evil-sounding.” Axel smirked.
“Axel…Don’t do this.”
“Do what?”
”Don’t pretend to be unaffected. I know you’re hurt.”
Axel failed to reply. He had nothing to say. Demyx was always able to tell when something was wrong with him. Just as Roxas always could.
“Why do you pretend like you’re fine with it when we both know how sad you really are about it? I saw that just seconds ago! Have you forgotten already?”
”No…” he said. “But I prefer not hurting myself further by thinking of him all the time.”
“But you still do…”
“Yeah…” The fire mage sighed a third time since Demyx entered the room.
“I hate this…”
“You don’t think I do?”
“I know you do. And I hate to see you suffer… I don’t want to see you like this Axel!”
Demyx was amazed at the shrill in his voice. He calmed down, and continued. “Axel…I mean that… I hate seeing you like this…”
“I hate feeling like this.” The look in his green eyes was faint, he seemed absentminded.
But that quickly changed as he felt the younger’s lips on his own, Demyx kissing him softly.
A bit perplexed he broke the kiss, pushing Demyx away, hands on his shoulders.
“Demy-“
The younger stared at him.
“You have feelings for me right?”
Without hesitating, yet with a deep blush on his face, Demyx nodded. “Yeah…” he sobered. “But this has nothing to do with me! I just want you to feel better!” the shrill was back in his voice.
“Demyx…”
“I know you love Roxas…” Demyx’s eyes met with Axel’s own. “But this has nothing to do with love…I just want you to feel better, I want to see you smile again.”
“Demyx…” the protest wasn't so convincing the second time.
The blonde brought their lips together once again; tentative and seeking.
“Demyx…” The red's voice was hesitant, but not totally reluctant…there was something else there as well, something Demyx couldn’t quite catch, but it wasn’t reject, he knew that much.
Slightly more determined the ninth member of Organization XIII let his lips trace the outlines of the mage's, down his neck and as he zipped down the other's black coat he continued a trail of kisses down the elder’s chest and stomach. He looked up, his pale blue eyes locking with number eight's green ones.
His slender fingers continued to play with the zipper, pulling it down, revealing strands of red and closing in on dangerous territory, as he unzipped the black trousers as well.

Axel was almost shocked; Demyx was always full of mischief but also seemed very fragile. He’d never thought the boy could be so… persistent and forward.
“Demyx…wait…”
“No.” the other replied. “Let me do this for you…” his voice fell to a whisper as his tongue flickered over Axel’s hardening arousal, now free from its imprisonment in the layers of black.
The chakram-wielder shuddered, letting out a surprised moan.
He’d never thought Demyx would actually go this far.

The blonde’s lips closed around his manhood, sucking gently, his tongue running teasingly over the vein on the underside.
“D-Demy…”
Axel wasn’t sure if it was meant as a protest. In any case he didn’t stop him.
He let him continue; allowed Demyx to do as he wished; his tongue dipping into the slit, swirling over the crown. He’d take Axel's full length in his mouth, sucking all the way to the base, causing the redhead to emit ragged gasps and stifled moans.
He had to admit; it felt amazing. He’d never felt anything like it; automatically he found himself thrusting gently back into the warm wet heaven that was Demyx’s mouth.
His cock was twitching and his insides were on fire.

Demyx proceeded to start running a leather-clad hand up and down the aching arousal of the redhead, still brushing his tongue over the head, sucking hard down from time to time. Axel moaned, stumbled back, leaning on the wall.
“Demyx…”

The pair of blue eyes looked up; tongue darting out again, sending hot coils and shivers through Axel.
The flurry's hand moved down, grabbing a hold of Demyx’s arm.
He pulled him to his feet, catching his lips in a deep, craving kiss.
The redhead was loosening up now. The blonde kissed him back, allowing his tongue to meet with the seeking one that was Axel’s.
There was no battle, Demyx allowed the flurry of flames to take control of the kiss, he was submissive by nature. It came natural to him to let Axel have his way with him, even if he was the one who had engaged it, and even though his friend might not want to go any further.
It didn’t seem like it however.
The kiss grew more persistent, more seeking. Demyx felt his cheeks flushing, heat pooling in his groin, his already hard cock twitching against the restricting material of the black coat.

Axel was finding Demyx to be intoxicating.
He tasted himself on the lips and tongue of the blonde, and it aroused him even more.
He was burning with lust and need, and something else…a surging urge to feel complete, even for a moment.
Was that what Demyx had meant?

He broke the kiss.
“Demyx…” he breathed. “This…it’s a one time thing… you understand?”
“Hai.” Demyx nodded. “You love Roxas. I know. I told you, I just want you to feel better…Even if that means letting you pretend that I’m Roxas.”
Axel looked shocked for a moment.
“What? Demyx, I’d never do that to you! I won’t pretend that you’re someone else. It’s true that my…heart…” He stopped. Wrong choice of words. “…Belongs to Roxas. But tonight, I’m with you. I don’t want to pretend.”
“I see.” Demyx gave a coy smile, blushing slightly.
They kissed again, more careful this time, and again the red was the one who broke it.
“Are you sure though,” he said. “That this is what you want?”
“Axel…” Demyx smiled. “I told you; Feel better! As long as you do, I don’t mind. We’re friends, aren’t we?”
”That’s why-“
“Hush.” The blonde gave a soft chuckle, silencing Axel with a finger on his lips. “Let me help you out. Let me cheer you up. For your smile, I’ll give myself to you. Even if it’s only once.”
“Dem-“
“Once, ten times… I don’t care. Just smile for me.”
The look on the youth was so intense; his pale blue eyes staring into his own, his whole face so serious, so persistent, so…truthful.
He smiled.
“That’s what I’m talking about….” Demyx purred, pressing himself up against the length of Axel’s body, kissing him on the lips.

Uncertainty blown away, mostly anyways, Axel stopped interrupting; went with the flow as Demyx’s lips on his own grew craving again, each new kiss lighting a fire in him.
His glove covered hands wandered down Demyx’s body, unzipping his coat, slipping one leather clad hand inside, caressing the pale, soft skin underneath.
It moved down the younger’s body, brushed over his groin, reached into his pants and wrapped around his hardness.
“Mmh…” Demyx gave a low moan.
Tracing number nine’s jawline in small, gentle pecks, Axel’s hands made sure to get Demyx’s coat off of him, his pants already huddled around his bare feet. The burning teen coldn't even remember whether or not the water dancer had been wearing his boots, in which case he'd probably like himself, kicked them off into some corner.
Kissing and licking a trail of kisses down his neck, over his collarbone and shoulder, the red smirked contently as the black coat fell to the floor and Demyx stood naked before him. He blushed, but didn’t have time to do much else before Axel smothered his mouth with his own.

Each kiss and touch was burning them now; they ached for more, wanted to feel each other, to be as close as possible: Demyx because of his strong feelings for his friend, and because he couldn’t stand seeing him suffer, and Axel because he couldn’t take the loneliness that was gnawing at him.

“Axel…” Demyx breathed into the last kiss that was shared between them before Axel tripped the blonde, landing on top of him on the bed.
Still lost in deep, lustful kisses, Demyx’s hands moved swiftly trying remove Axel’s clothes as well.
He wanted to feel skin.

The blonde's hands were stopped. Their movements came to an abrupt halt as one hand was caught inbetween the flurry's teeth.
Axel’s eyes were heavy and wanton, moist with lust; the way he looked at him made Demyx harden even more. The way he nipped and bit at his glovecovered fingers; so suggestive, sensual and teasing. So very arousing. Allowing his free and now naked hand to continue it's travel, the sitar-wielder started fumbling with the red's clothes again.
They let out a longing, yet relieved sigh when Demyx finally got the open coat off him. His pants, already unzipped and on his knees followed shortly.
And then, the younger stopped for a moment, and lay there, just taking in the sight before him; Axel, who was still kissing him all over; neck, chest, stomach, had a gorgeous body.
He was slender, but muscular; slightly tanned skin and delicate features. Demyx reached out a hand, to touch Axel’s rippled abs, but retraced the hand just as fast when the redhead found his inner thighs with his tongue.
He gasped, shivered lightly.
The 'depressed's green eyes looked up at him. He was smirking.
“So much for his melancholy…” Demyx thought before another wave of tickling pleasure shot through him; Axel was licking and nipping at his thighs, moving closer to his entrance with each little nip.
“Ah-Axel!” he cried out as something warm and wet brushed over his opening.
The flurry, encouraged by Demyx’s reaction gave another lick, and another.
His tongue darted out, entering slightly, traced his thigh again before repeating the process.
Demyx shook, his breath growing heavier. “Ah…Ax..Mmh!”
Without warning, the pattern changed; instead of the nip Demyx was expecting to his thigh, he felt that tongue running over the weeping head of his cock.
“Ah!” he cried out in surprise, instinctively bucking his hips towards Axel.
The older teen made a sound in his throat that almost sounded like a snicker. He didn’t hesitate, let his tongue flick out and lick Demyx’s cock once more, before taking it all in his mouth, sucking all the way down.
Demyx’s insides were somersaulting. “A-Axel!” he breathed.
Axel looked up at him; his eyes were heavy and moist.
Even though Demyx was the one getting the pleasure, the fire mage was clearly enjoying himself.
With each moan that Demyx emitted, Axel echoed with a soft moan himself.
His fingers were continuing to wander on the blonde musician's body, while his lips and tongue worked on his aching shaft.
One hand slid in between the blonde’s legs, a light pressure on his entrance having him shudder even more, clenching the pillow as Axel started to push a finger into him.
It was uncomfortable, but the discomfort was overshadowed by sudden pleasure.
“Aah…”
The redhead arched an eyebrow, looking up at him for a second, before continuing; sucking down hard, his tongue lapping at the vein. At the same time he pushed another finger into him. Demyx shuddered and gasped.
He thrust back down to meet with the fingers, trying to get as much pleasure as possible, his hand fisting in Axel’s tousles of fire red.

As Axel’s fingers met with a soft bundle of nerves inside his blonde lover, the younger teen arched up an nearly screamed out his name.
The sensation had white flash in front of his eyes, and shivers run through every cell of his body. Tension was building up as the two sensations mixed with each other.
He was close, so close; and his entire being was aching for release.
Still, he didn’t want to come, not yet. This was for Axel’s sake after all.

“A-Axel..W-wa-ah! Wait!” he stuttered between the ragged breaths and gasps.
Axel stopped, looking at him questioning.
“No more….” Demyx gasped, shaking his head. “I want you….Come over here.”
Axel had to admit; he wanted him so badly by now, it was almost painful to hold back. The teen before him; his body, wet with sweat, chest lowering and rising with each heavy breath, those eyes on him, and his erection twitching, legs spread….He swallowed.
“Come…” Demyx mouthed.
Axel didn’t need to be asked any more times, removing his gloves as he got on top of him, he wiped a few strands of dirty blond away from Demyx’s forehead, kissing him hard, demanding.
The kiss was answered in an instant.
Demyx was arching up to him, their erections grinding together; both emitting ragged gasps.
Their tongues played an everlasting game, hands explored bodies, and meanwhile, Axel positioned himself between Demyx’s legs.
“Breathe…” he instructed as he pushed gently, the sitar-wielder biting his lip in pain.
Carefully he slipped his hand in between their sweaty bodies, starting to run it up and down Demyx’s shaft, distracting him from the sharp pain that came over him as he thrust into him, entering him.
He gave a muffled moan, burying himself to the hilt inside of the blonde.
Demyx clenched his teeth, focused on the hand stroking him and on the kisses dancing over his burning skin. Gradually the pain subsided.
He rocked his hips against Axel, urging him to move.
The elder teen gasped slightly, feeling how the nocturne's inner muscles contracted and tightened around him. “Ah…Dem-y-x…”
He thrust carefully into him, Demyx tightening again, moaning into the red’s shoulder.
Lips met, deep and craving, hard and lustful.
They started moving together.
Axel was careful at first, trying not to hurt the younger, but found it hard to hold back.
The waves of pleasure that shot up his spine and had his head spinning made him want to come right there, but he wouldn’t do that without taking Demyx with him.

Demyx arched his back, thrusting back into him, Axel moaning in surprise.
The look in number nine’s eyes was begging, begging him for more, desperately wanting release.
The fiery male's thrusts grew harder, started going deeper, Demyx answering each and every one, moaning, gasping.
Their chests lowered and rose against each other.
They showered each other with kisses, stifling the loudest cries.
With each new thrust as things intensified, Axel made sure to hit that spot inside of Demyx, the other biting convulsively at his shoulder. “A-Axel! Ah! Oh…God…!”
He contracted again around Axel’s cock.
The red shuddered, moaning into Demyx’s ear, running his tongue along the shell as he did.
The blonde shivered.
His inside tightened. The muscles pumping the member inside of him, contracted, spasms going through him.
“Ah…Axel!” he cried out, the shivers growing more violent.
“Ye-ah! Yeah?”
“I…I’m…Aah…”
Axel emitted something like a growl, kissing him hard, slamming into him, hitting the soft gland. That did it; Demyx’s world exploded in white as he shook even more violently as before, screaming out the burning red's name as loud as he dared.
“Ah! A-Axel! Axel! Aaah!”
His face flushed and his hands were clawing at Axel’s back, but it wasn’t painful all. It made him reach his climax even faster; once the orgasm took him he made sure to angle one last thrust into the writhing blonde beneath him, before collapsing on his chest.
He stayed on top of him, basking in the afterglow, showering him with kisses, Demyx nuzzling into his neck.

When he separated himself from Demyx he kissed him softly on the lips once again. It stung slightly in his 'heart', knowing that it was over.
“Feeling better now?” Demyx asked him, that mischievous grin back on his lips.
“Yeah,” when he thought about it, Axel realized that he did. “Thanks Demy.”
“That’s what friends are for, right?”
“Yeah…” Axel smiled back at him. “I feel kinda bad for exploiting you though…”
“If anyone was exploited, it was you.” Demyx laughed.
He kissed Axel’s cheek. “You know, Roxas might have to fight me when he comes back, now that I know how good you are in bed.”
The chakram-wielder laughed too. “Yeah…” he sighed.
“Because you know he will come back.”
There was no reply, so Demyx cracked another joke; “’cos no one in their right mind would leave you Axel.”
Axel smirked. “Well, in that case…Care to spend the night? I don’t feel like being alone just yet.”
”Sure.” Demyx smiled, kissing the corner of Axel’s lip. “It will be my pleasure, I’m sure.”


**Owari**

A.N: I was a bit unsure about Demyx's hair.. It is dirty blonde, right? And the age...I figured it out as I went along. They're both in their late teens. Yah...I'ma stop rambling now....
Ohbutbutbut...before I do! Would you guys be interested in an AU fic about these three?

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***Thanks to those who reviewed this far!****
Rubyred: Thanks! Damn right, PWP for the win! Don't worry, I won't be turning Saïx into a female kitten anytime soon. I was thinking of doing a kidn of 'Higschool' AU, like you see a lot of Naruto and FF fics. There are some good ones out there, and with these three I think that type of fic could work nicely. I'm not sure if i'll do it yet. And if people don't want to read it, I won't.

Jak: I've already noted you, and you even answered, so you know how grateful I am for all the constructive critisism and help you gave me. *hugs* I looove you sooo much! Thanks!
As you see I did some alterations and corrections, including the names. Hope it looks a bit better now. Though I think that the first edit was a lot better *curses the internet*
I fixed up the bits about the clothing too, once again thanks for saving me from that disaster! X3
Thanks for all your kind words too. ^___^ You're love. Really.
Once again...Thanks! And I'll keep posting!

sennenricecooker: Thanks! *Blush* AU means Alternate Universe. AR (alternate relity) is pretty much the same; you take characters out of their normal enviroment and write a fic where things are different from 'reality'. I.E. The one I will be writing might take Orgy XIII and various KH/FF characters and put them in a highschool enviroment.
I will definately put up more stuff in this section as soon as possible! Things get really hectic around christmas, but keep your eyes up!

queenadreena Thanks for notifying me on the spelling. And thanks for the kind words as well! ^___^
As for the AU, I was thinking Highschool drama....Axel needs to make up his mind on which of the two he wants....Perhaps some angst. And I might even throw in your sandwich....it sounds yummeh *drools*
We'll see what I do, ne?

Anne :
I wasn't planning on making a sequel...But I kinda want to do it now.... *smirk* I might. I have a lot of balls in teh air right now, so it won't be just yet. But I jsut might do it!
If you want me to, I can e-mail you when I've started it, so you're aware. But then I'll need you email adress ;)
Thanks! You've put some ideas into my twiested mind! x3