Meaning of birth

The meaning of birth

Disclaimer: The Characters of Tales of the Abyss doesn't belong to me.

A/N: I wanted to begin a TotA Fanfic, but I lack the inspiration for a longer Fic so I just wrote
this. Can you see from whose thoughts this come? Well it's not hard, but there are two
Persons who could be thinking that. But more the other one from the two, ah well… doesn't
matter. And I KNOW I should write my Harry Potter Fanfic and I do, but I'm just getting to it
since I had school and stuff, but, oh well… And I won't write a TotA Fic before I don't finish
my HP Fic, but My muses are on vacation now and so I'm trying the best without them… but
have fun anyway!!


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I have always loathed you.

Your mere existence made me sick. Why is it that you were so important? Why did everyone
look up to you?

I hate you.

You seemed to be always in the mind of the others, always protected, always in the middle of
things. No matter what I did, you always got the attention. I'm so tired of it.

What is it to you? Helping others. Keeping peace and bring happiness to others. That's so
disgusting.

Everyone just should die.

Garbage, that what everyone is.

Yes, everyone is below me, I don't need anyone, or do I…? No, I'm right, I can do everything
alone, unlike you. You need others to survive, but I'm different, I'm stronger then you, much
stronger.

You were nothing more than and a hindrance, weak, nothing… but why is it that they trust
you? It's not like you could do anything to help the world, but still…

I was always alone, was there ever a time I had someone at my side? I can't remember.

We're so different but at the same time one person. I don't want to admit it that I had
something with you in common. But denying would be stupid, and I'm nothing like that.

But that doesn't mean I will acknowledge your existence, Never!

To see in your face it's like to look inside a mirror, a mirror showing a different me, we're the
same person but our feelings are so different.

Maybe if this never happened, this would be me. But no, I'm nothing like that and I never will
be, I'm me and nobody else, but it seems I'm someone no one needs and at the same time
needs me for everything.

What is fate? Can it be fate that we both exist? Why was it so important that Replicas exist?

Maybe if Replicas were never born, then everything would be okay, everything would be
normal and no one would suffer like I'm suffering now.

I hate this, why does this always happen to me? What have I done to deserve this? No, I
should not be thinking this, I'm stronger than that.
It's you who always question your worth. But I'll tell you, Your nothing, your not worth the
ground you walk on.

You don't deserve to live, I will kill you as soon as your purpose is fulfilled. Then no one
needs you anymore. Who should want you anyway? They only use you for the power you
have. Your nothing to them, like your nothing to me.

Remember that.

Until we meet again, I will keep my hatred inside of me, the stronger my hatred is for you, the
more I desire to see you in pain, the more you will suffer at the fated day of our destined
meeting were you will die at my hand.

Wait my other half, wait and you will see the end of your existence.

Your birth means nothing!


~fin~

Tell me what you think and who you think is talking... I really would like it if you would tell me... *begs with big sad eyes*

Okay... everyone who got it right gets... let's say a big Chocolate Cake? xD oh yeah sorry that I took so long... I'm a lttle slow in answering reviews... hehe... but yeah... who don't like Chocolate cakes they get a cake of their wishes... hehe... I'm good at baking cakes and cookies...^^