Sleepless Nights
Sleepless Nights
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Sleepless Nights
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Disclaimerstyle='font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Verdana;mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>:
Castlevania belongs to konami not me D belongs to people who are also not me
although I’m not sure who they are*blush*. I am making £0.00 out of this fic,
it is written purely because I have a burning need to create. Although I would
like to own Alucard . . . then he’d be mine.
Warning: this fic contains
if this offends or upsets you do not read this, it’s that simple.
Fic contains Incest
(sex between family members)
Symphony of the night references, possible spoilers
Rating
Pairing
Alucard/Richter
Part
Authoress notestyle='font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Verdana;mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>: Don’t
know exactly what inspired this yet, haven’t made up my mind. I had actually
believed
to have quit as a muse when suddenly POP this appeared in my mind with
poking me viciously to write it.
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thoughts and flashbacks
Alucard
stirred, forced into wakefulness by the flickering light that danced across his
eyelids.
Warmth
was spreading deliciously through him, causing his long, cold limbs to tingle
pleasantly. His back ached softly as he lay on uneven earth that felt like cool
damp soil or moss and his hair moved slightly in the cold wind that brushed
over him.
half asleep mind slowly began to surface and to comprehend that when he had
allowed himself to
fall back into the eternal sleep shortly after the death of Richter, it had not
been warm or bright, there had been no earth or moss nor had there been any
cold breeze.
And so
fearfully his mind forced him to wake, ever anxious of danger.
He
groggily opened his eyes while trying to sit up, his vision was blurry and his
stomach swam sickeningly, his arms to weak to hold him up gave and he slammed
back down painfully, his teeth gritted.
He lay
back unable to see and unable to get up, weakness ate at him hungrily.
Then there
was sound, movement, there was something close to him moving. A touch on his
cheek, his unseeing eyes tried in vain to focus but after such a long sleep
they had become completely useless. The touch moved away and a slight weight
settled across his thighs and hips, the rustle of cloth and finally blood
touched his mouth.
Acting on
instinct he jerked upwards a little and sunk long delicate fangs into what was
feeding him. Hot spiced immortal blood filled his mouth causing him to almost
choke before he remembered how to swallow.
He
swallowed again and again feeling the life-giving fluid seep into him, warming
him more so, healing him, and making him strong. The heat of blood lust and the
beast coiled inside him, twisting, writhing as he fed his hunger. A quiet but
deep groan that was not his own caused him realise what it was he was actually
doing.
He jerked
upwards the moment it struck him, his eyes fully open and seeing. A dark haired
stranger knelt over him, straddling him and preventing him from rising any
further, there faces inches apart, so close he could feel the others
smooth free of blemishes and obviously dunpeal, not vampire, not human but a
mix, Alucard blinked confused, he’d thought himself the only one.
Alucard
blinked glowing ember like eyes at the stranger before allowing them to wander
down. Finding himself covered by a cloak, he then decided he was grateful he
was unable to stand as he discovered himself to be completely naked covered
only by the thick cloak that was obviously not his own.
He opened
his mouth to enquire but found his voice was broken and cracked he couldn’t
form a single word only half syllables, yet he could still feel the blood in
his system healing him, restoring his sleep tired body back to its old power.
The other
was still staring at him, their faces still inches apart
later
The other
stood suddenly as if only just realising the position the two were in; he took
three small steps away from Alucard who sat up fully and looked up at him
questioningly.
“Alucard”
the other spoke softly, his voice deep and rich, it reminded Alucard a little
of Trevor and he sighed sadly before nodding at the other “I have been looking
for you for a long time, I am . . . glad to have found you”
Alucard’s
confusion spiked inside him, causing him to frown more so, twisting the cloak a
little in his hands, fidgeting.
WANT to find me . . . unless to kill me, but he’s . . . helping me, why?’
“Your
cloths were soaked through that is why your . . .” the other gestured towards
the cloak still covering the ashen haired dunpeal then to his cloths drying
near a fire “the crypt I found you in had become flooded”
It touched
the blonde dunpeal that the other had been so kind to take such care of him but
still he wondered why. He paused a moment the other obviously knew what he was
and was of the same . . . breeding but how had he known where to look for him?
“Gezz look
what you’ve done to the poor kid” a voice screeched making Alucard jump
clutching the strangers clock as if it would protect him “he’s more confused
now after your ‘explanation’ if you want to call it that”
stranger ignored the voice, acting as if nothing was going on. He moved over to
the other side of the fire kneeling down and reaching inside a bag.
Alucard
briefly wondered if he were going insane
“Come on
you haven’t even told him your name” a pause “do you even know what etiquette
is? How about politeness?” the other stopped tinkering in the bag pulling out a
few rolls and some meat, he paused before looking at Alucard
“I am D”
he nodded, Alucard managed a wary nod back
“And what
about me” the voice spluttered as if truly insulted,
Alucard
blinked and shook his head a little as if trying to shake the voice away. He
jumped slightly when a roll was thrust under his nose.
“This will
help” D said quiet sharply as if angry or tense
Alucard
accepted gratefully and looked around to take stock of his surroundings, he was
in a cave of some kind, natural stone surrounded him, the quiet drip of water
touched his ears and the smell of mildew assaulted his nose. The cold air that
blew in smelt like frost and ice, winter.
“You
should rest again” D spoke quietly “I will keep watch”
Alucard
sighed to tired to argue, his body needed to recover
and sleep would allow it to recover faster, so he obeyed lying back down,
curling deeper under D’s cloak thinking of how it smelt so nice.
D watched
as the pail dunpeal slipped quickly and easily back into sleep and sighed
thankfully.
“Wow” left
hand sniggered “haven’t seen you like this since . . . what’s
her name . . .
D ignored
the parasite as always
“Come on
admit it, why did you let him live”
“He’s half
breed like me” D spoke quietly not wanting to wake the other
“You knew
that before you saw him . . . so you’re saying the fact he’s gorgeous has
nothing to do with it, what about the effect he’s having on you’re . . .”
“Enough!”
D growled
But he
couldn’t deny it, the ashen hair dunpeal was having a powerful effect on him,
one he wasn’t all that good at controlling, he was burning. He sighed and hoped
that a solution would present itself somewhere.
When
Alucard awoke this time, the night was already beginning to mature.
He glanced
at the other to find him staring at him as if mesmerised, had he watched him
sleep all this time?
“We should
leave here as soon as you are able” D said looking away hiding his face Alucard
blinked blearily
He nodded and
stretched relishing how good it felt. He stood shakily on legs that had been
long disused, he almost stumbled, a pale arm having to reach out to a damp wall
for support.
He jumped
when he felt cool hands on his bare shoulders,
“If you
are not ready . . .” D spoke, his grip on Alucard shoulders tightened slightly,
Alucard shook his head
“I’m fine”
nswenswered, vampiric pride forcing him from seeking comfort and aid, he
straightened and slowly removed his hand from the wall before gathering his
cloths and strutting away to change.
He briefly
wondered why he wanted privacy . . . strange how he actually felt shy around
this one; a soft blush settled over his cheeks at the thought of the other, a
sharp stab of heat swelled inside him.
He slipped
into trousers before lifting a shirt.
Sometimes
he cursed his human nature, if he were a full vampire he would have complete
control of his lusts and emotions, but his human side caused him to have a very
humane weakness. His lusts controlled him; rather than the other way around, it
was something his father had always found amusing.
The shirt
buttoned easily, he slid into the coat fastening buttons.
He heard
quiet talking behind him and figured that the strange voice must be trying once
more to converse with D. But the soft rumble of D echoed as well, so D did
acknowledge the voice on occasion.
Fastening
his cravat and cloak he turned and returned to the other, catching them mid
argument
“. . . Do
anything and I’ll cut you off” D growled, baring vampiric fangs in an
animalistic snarl that completely changed his face, Alucard shivered pleasantly
at the feral sound
“You
always say that” the voice muttered “it’s losing its impact”
D looked
up suddenly noticing Alucard as he emerged fully from the shadows; he walked up
to D and held out the dark haired dunpeal’s cape
“Uh . . .
thank you” Alucard managed, D nodded in reply
Fixing the
cape to his shoulders D turned, lifting the saddle bags, he began to fasten them
to the saddle while Alucard was left to shuffle nervously. He winced, since
when was he nervous? He’d never been nervous before, why now? Why did it bother
him so much what this one thought of him when he had only known him such a
short time.
He watched
as D lifted himself into the saddle with ease, he turned and looked to Alucard
who approached a little curious about fan fantastically strange horse, he could
tell it wasn’t demonic it was . . .
something else, it certainly wasn’t natural.
“I suppose
many thing will have changed for you” D spoke, Alucard looked at up at him for
a moment as the other met his gaze and held it for to long a time
“Oh for
crying out loud” the voice snapped
Suddenly
D’s left hand lashed out gripping Alucard’s shirt collar tightly and hoisting
him up, Alucard caught by surprise was forced to stand on his toes as he
collided with D
Neither
moved at first as there lips crushed together, both were too shocked. Heat
pooled low in Alucard as he caught the scent of lust emanating from the other.
Without warning Alucard’s balance faltered and he almost fell but D’s arm
caught him, keeping the two locked together. The arm around his shoulders
tightened, squeezing, Alucard purred lightly
His last
two lovers had been human, strong humans, vampire hunters, but no human no
matter how trained would ever be as strong as a dunpeal, it was bewitching to
be held by one, knowing you would struggle to break the grip.
Then quiet
as suddenly as it had begun it ended.
D looked
away for a few moments, chest heaving slightly despite not truly needing to
breath. Alucard looked down for a few moments confused, the suddenness of it
all had left him shocked and aching.
The as if
nothing had happened D offered his hand to the blonde who accepted and climbed
gracefully up onto the dark haired ones steed.
They rode
together for what was left of the night, which was
only a few hours. Both trying hard to ignore how close they were forced to be
and how the steady movement of the horse was making them both react.
Alucard
focused hard on the fact it was winter now, snow covered the ground and
crunched under the horses hooves, the smell of freshly fallen snow and freshly
settled ice. It all reminded him of the winters he had spent with Richter, how
the human had constantly urged him to drink warm tea and to wear thicker cloaks
. . . strange then how Richter had always enjoyed taking his cloaks off along
with the rest of his clothing, he snorted lightly at the memory.
Richer had
truly loved him.
They
stopped in silence outside a barn. Both dismounted neither able to meet the
others eyes both embarrassed by their bodies reactions. They entered the barn
without a word and barley managed a nod to each other as they settled down for
the day, hidden in the darkest corner of the barn.
Alucard
woke first, stretched out next to D who had rolled over and curled up, somewhat
like a prodded woodlouse, the comparison made him smile a little and he was
grateful, it had been to long since he had smiled.
Leaning
forward he moved dark auburn strands from the others face causing the other to
twitch, before standing and venturing outside in the cold winter air. He needed
to clear his head.
His sleep
had been dream filled and restless, constantly jerking himself awake, having to
get up and pace to drive down the emotion and sensations running rampant in
him, due to his rather avid dreams, it had taken to long to calm his lusts
before he had been able to lie down once more putting a large amount of
distance between himself and D.
He cursed
himself again hating the weakness that made him a prisoner to his lusts. He
half wondered why he couldn’t be more like the dark haired dunpeal and keep
himself under control, almost the second that thought escaped another rose, he
knew the other felt the same or at least similar, D had kissed him and he had
smelt the lust that had pounded out of the other for practically the entire
ride last night, it had taken all his self control not to go frantic.
Sighing he
finished wandering in the cold air, taking a long look at the lake near the
barn, ice blocks littered its surface, strange that it hadn’t frozen over
completely. He turned to enter the barn, noting D was awake and kneeling on the
floor, he looked . . . sad almost as if mourning, in his hands his cloak was
bunched up and held against his chest.
“Still
smells like him don’t it” the voice was speaking a sneer was evident, as always
D was silent,
Alucard
slipped into the shadows unsure why he didn’t want to interrupt
The voice
laughed “why do you always deny yourself what you want and quiet obviously what
others want as well” the voice questioned
“Shut up”
Alucard winced at the tension in the other dunpeal’s voice
“You know
I’m right, you can smell it off him, he can probably smell it off you to”
another laugh “what’s stopping you, TAKE him”
Alucard
shook himself, it was wrong, he shouldn’t be listening. Sighing quietly to
himself he walked towards the lake half hoping D would listen to the voice.
The water
was cool against his skin but not cold, he smiled a little at that but it
wasn’t a happy smile. Reaching out he touched a lump of ice that had broken
apart from the rest.
This
temperature would kill a human quiet quickly yet he knewcoulcould stay here all
night if he wished; he could probably stay here forever unless hunger drove him
to do otherwise. He snorted at that thought this time directing his hatred at
his vampiric nature, strange that he should hate both parts of himself for
their different weaknesses.
Their different hungers.
Holding
his breath he dunked under the ice ridden water, resurfacing with blond strands
plastered down his face, water cascading off him
A sound
made him turn, there was nothing there, his smile widened and he shook his head
slightly,
“You may
as well come out:p><:p>
D said
nothing as he emerged from the shadows but confusion was evident in his eyes Alucard
just smiled and turned away wadding deeper until the water came up to his ribs,
he turned back now to look at the bank, D had not moved.
“Are you
just going to stand there and stare or are you going to come in here” Alucard
snorted at his own words, what had gotten into him?
Still no
doubt the other would leave, there was little to no chance of the other even
considering joining him. Momentarily he wondered if D had spent too much time
about Monks or perhaps Nuns. That thought was rather ridiculous, monks and nuns
would not tolerate a dunpeal.
Alu’s
’s
eyes widened suddenly as he heard water moving behind him, twisting he saw that
the other had indeed joined him, clothing abandoned on the snow covered bank.
They
stopped inches apart neither actually looking at the other, faintly Alucard
could hear something like muffled words, for a moment he wondered what it was,
but all thoughts vanished when the other reached forward suddenly pulling them
together and kissed him.
It was
just like last time, harsh and sudden. Alucard winced pleasanteelieeling the
harness of vampire teeth behind the other’s lips, he nipped lightly at D’s
mouth drawing droplets of blood, he laved them with his tongue making the other
groan and open his mouth some. Alucard used the
opportunity to slip his tongue inside D’s mouth.
D pushed
against him forcing him to walk backwards, he obeyed enjoying the coiled power
he could feel withie ote other. He jolted when he felt smooth stone behind him,
purring lightly as he was pinned against it. The odd shape stabbed at his back
but pinned against the boulder there was little he could do.
Again that
strength held him in place.
D suddenly
jerked backwards, his face emotionless as always but his eyes burned with lust .
. . fear and . . . shame. Confusion hit Alucard like a concrete mallet, why was
he worried and why was he ashamed
‘
thinks it’s wrong’
Alucard
reached out to the dark haired dunpeal, cupping his face in a smooth hand,
trying to look understanding but most likely failing, he was never good at
hiding how he felt on his face, his eyes always betrayed him and right now his
lust was snapping through him, screaming at him to do something! Anything!
He leaned
forward again brushing his lips across D’s gently before nuzzling at the soft
flesh under the dark haired dunpeal’s chin, he felt more than heard the other
groan. He arched against the taller dunpeal almost without thought, pressing
them together, undulating slightly making them both groan. Their hardness’
brushed against each other, sending jolts of pleasure through them both and D
jerked backwards
“No!” D
shook his head stepping back away from Alucard who whimpered quietly “we can
not do this”
“W . . . why?” Alucard tried to speak his voice coming out more like a breath,
stepping forwards towards the dark haired hunter, D took a step backwards
"You
don't understand! We can't do . . .” D was interrupted as a pale hand covered
his mouth
“Please”
Alucard whispered, leaning forwards, after his long sleep his lusts were raging
within him, almost out of control making him an aching and needy creature
“Adrian,
we cannot do this” D spoke firmly now, despite having a near impossible time
stopping himself, the obvious need that was pulsing out of the blond making him
burn all the more. The iciness of the water and his own
burning skin made a pleasing contrast.
Alucard
blinked the dark haired one had called him Adrian, how did he know?
“We
cannot, must not because I’m your brother” D managed
The pail dunpeal lost all expression. That had not been
what he’d expected. A frown creased his forehead. D just waited, allowing the
other to come to terms with the new information, he watched the beautiful
creature that was his brother and felt himself burn, he had to continually
reminded himself, mentally chant to himself that this was his brother and he
should not be touching him the way he wanted to.
The red hued eyes changed slightly turning golden as a
white finger traced along D’s nose then down over his mouth. Alucard smiled a
little
“Some how,
a few things make a little more sense now” Alucard whispered D nodded as the
ashen haired dunpeal looked at the water for a moment then looked back up his
eyes swimming red once more “but that doesn’t change how I feel” D blinked
surprised “we are both damned anyway does it really matter?"
Then
Alucard kissed him, forcing the two together hard. D gasped at the raging heat
that seemed to erupt inside him and enflame him, and he kissed Alucard back
with a vicious passion, one he hardly knew he had possessed.
Cream
coloured hands wound deeply into platinum blonde hair, pulling harshly, forcing
the other to tilt his head, exposing his throat. Alucard gasped as D’s mouth
closed hungrily over his throat placing nibbling kisses, writhing against his
brother Alucard purred as the nearly dangerous kisses ventured lower.
He arched
suddenly as D bit a little too hard into the skin just below his right nipple
drawing tiny drops of blood, he groaned as a rough tongue lapped them up with a
vicious hunger that had been long denied. He managed a shaky smile when D
looked up at him with glowing blue eyes.
D growled
quietly feeling his blood lust stir and start to rise inside him, confusing his
physical lust with his blood lust. An ivory hand combed over dark auburn hair,
D felt himself calm a little at the gesture able to
force the blood lust down.
“Beautiful”
Alucard breathed
D felt a
slight blush at the compliment, he’d been called beautiful many times by many
different mortals and a few vampires but never before had it seemed to matter
like it did now, for once he actually felt the word sink in and have an effect.
He drew
back to look at his brother, his lost brother who had imprisoned himself in a
flooded crypt because he so despised his nature. Ivory coloured perfect skin
covered every inch of the dunpeal’s sleekly muscled body. Soaked blond hair
clung to him making him appear like some water nymph or angel. D shook his head
he’d never really been poetic before.
With a
needy sound he pushed Alucard back against the tall boulder he’d pinned him to
earlier and kissed him harshly, he felt Alucard grind against him in an almost
desperate fashion and growled. Dipping down he captured one of his brother’s
legs cradling the knee in the crook of his elbow. His height meant the blonde
had to stand on his toes but neither seemed to mind.
He heard
the other purr as he nudged at his entrance. He stopped himself a moment, he’d
heard this could be extremely painful, many of the mortals he’d rescued male
and female alike had been rape victims, all had seemed traumatised and had
babbled endlessly about the searing agony of taking someone this way.
Alucard
felt his brother pause and saw the wariness’ in his eyes, again it was touching
that the other cared enough not to thrust right inside without any thought. He
smiled and rolled his hips forward hoping to dissuade any fear the other may
have.
D felt the other move slightly but was still unsure, the human victims had
seemed suicidal . . . in fact many had turned to self-annihilation several
times. But the small trembling moans coming from his brother were making this
difficult.
“Please”
Alucard whispered opening glowing red eyes to glare at his brother’s hesitance
When D
still made no move Alucard growled and forced himself down, feeling the tip
push into him. D’s hips snapin rin response forcing the rest of him inside. He
felt Alucard’s mouth on his cheek and turned to meet his lips in a fierce kiss,
Alucard groaned as he started moving.
Alucard
responded quickly meeting the thrusts, groaning as each one hit his sweet spot.
D growled low in his throat forcing himself deeper into his brother with each
thrust, to quickly feeling the pang that signalled release was not far
away.
It was
they had forever to repeat this after all.
ard
ard
yelled allowed at a particularly deep thrust the sound sent shivers down D’s
spine, he felt his fangs lengthen, felt Alucard’s hand coil in his hair forcing
his mouth to his throat and finally tasted blood, he groaned allowed, his body
shuddering pleasure flowing over him from the rush one always felt when
feeding.
As fangs
dipped into Dunpeal flesh and blood touched his tongue D felt heat explode
between them he felt Alucard go completely rigid and cry out his name and it
was music to his ears. Another two thrusts and his own release clamed him,
wrapping him in burning sensation.
They’d
moved back to the barn as soon as both had been able to walk. D sat now with
his bare back leaning against the wall, his brother dozing next to him, blonde
haired head in his lap. D ran his long pale fingers through the mass of
Alucard’s hair, slowly combing it out.
His and Alucard cloak’s covered them preventing the cold air from
touching them.
So what if
they were brothers, D thought this was the first time they had met, they hadn’t
grown up together or even seen each other before the night D found Alucard in
the drowned tomb.
He’d been
seeking a companion.
He’d told
himself that he was eradicating the Dracula blood line and that he would kill
this ‘brother’ the moment he found him but when he had pulled back the
fractured lid of the stone casket to see the ivory beauty within he hadn’t been
able to, it was the first time in a long time that he had faltered.
He looked
down now at the blond sleeping next to him, head now in his lap. He had a
brother, a companion, he wasn’t alone any more.
For once
he was glad he’d faltered.
The end
what inspired this, glad what ever it was happened though ^_^