Nothing's Like Before

Hi folks. Some of you know me. That’s cool. Others of you
may not. That’s cool too. But for brevity’s sake, I’ll make this quick and
easy. 1) I am the Vulpes Lapis from
Fanfiction.net. 2) The character of Zephyr (for those of you who do not know) is
my OC who I paired with Riku and since people liked her so much they became a
major pair. 3) This is a lemon! class=GramE>Pure and uninhibited sex in writing. Graphic (or somewhat
graphic, I’m a first-timer). If this offends you, please hit the back button on
the monitor NOW. 4) If I happen to know you personally outside of the
internet world, either don’t read this or don’t tell me you read it. Please, spare me the humiliation! And if you
decided that you wanted to read a
lemon, then… read on! And please don’t flame me.
Review and leave a comment if you’d like, though. NOTE: This is Riku and
Zephyrs’ first time. For the timeframe, check out my story on Fanfiction.net called
“Paint the Sky With Stars” and go to chapter 2. For
reference, they are both nineteen here.

Disclaimer: 75% of this story belongs to Disney and
Square. Riku, Traverse, and Kingdom Hearts. The
remaining 25%, Zephyr and her anatomy, belong to me. Albeit when I get my paws
on Riku he’ll be mine faster than you can say “mad passionate lovemaking in the
garage.”

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Zephyr cally lly danced from one foot to the other,
tossing her long black braid nervously, alternately hitting her shoulders. In a
dress it was hard to tell her movements, but her knees were trembling and she
was nervous—and excited. They both knew. It was now or never, and judging by
the state of Rikus’ pants, it was probably going to
be just as soon as they walked in through the door.

class=GramE>…if he ever found their key. Why had she thought that he
would keep track of it? She should have kept the key to their three-room
apartment tucked in her boot or something. But if worse came to worse, they
could always check into the hotel like a pair of horny teenagers at their
senior prom. sti stifled a giggle.

Thoughts
wandered, and her memory flashed back to a week ago, perhaps two weeks.

~~~

Zephyr had taken Sandy,
their dog, out on a walk and had been gone a while. When she got home she was
tired and only wanted to take a nap. She crashed in the first available
place—the couch—and tossed her flannel shirt across the room, leaving herself
wearing only her camisole and jeans. She kicked her boots off and laid her head
back over the arm of the couch, looking forward to having a rest when a pair of
hands planted themselves at either side of her head, and a pair of
wicked-looking blue eyes smirked down at her.

“Hello,
Riku,” she said, putting her hands over her head and stretching. He grinned,
and, not saying a word, lowered his head and crashed his lips down on hers. It
took her entirely by surprise and it took both
of them a moment to adjust with their noses hovering above one another’s throats.
Zephyr let out a small whimper when his tongue pushed past her lips and into
her mouth. She backed away and nipped at it, then turned herself over so that
she could look at him right-side up.

font-family:Verdana'> “Yes?” He
asked with all feigned innocence.

“What was
that all about?” She asked back, frowning slightly. In all the time she had
been witm, am, all of four years, he’d never kissed her like that before. With that kind of… intensity. Perhaps once
or twice…

“What was
what all about?” He got down on his knees on the floor and put his face right
innt ont of hers. Zephyr was smart enough to know where this was going.

“You know
what I’m talking about,” she said. “This.” She took a fistful of his hair and
pulled him into a rough kiss, slipping her own tongue into his mouth and
practically sucking a few fillings right out of him. When their lips parted
they were both beginning to pant, and Zephyr tried her best to remain composed.
She could feel a trickle in her underwear and she knew exactly what it was.

“Oh, that,”
he winked at her as he, too, tried to maintain a dash of composure. Before he
answered, he moved, getting up and moving her legs so he could sit down. When
he was seated he let her legs fall back into his lap. She sat up, leaning her
elbows on her thighs and his vision was drawn to her cleavage, pushed up and
forward between her arms. She’d done that on purpose, judging by that wicked
little grin.

“Yea,
that,” she , ma, matching his tone. Then she rolled her eyes. “Riku, I’m filthy
and I smell like dog and my clothes are a mess and—”

A brief
kiss silenced her.

“And you’re
beautiful and I love you.” This time there was only seriousness in his voice.
The only person in the world who could effectively shut her up had done it once
again, but this time there seemed to be a price to pay. Lightning fast he’d
moved atop her, and nearly knocked them both off of the couch. He caught
himself and held them both up with one leg on the floor and the other on the
couch.

He le
in
in and nipped her collarbone, making her yelp, then
squirm when he smoothed the bite over with his tongue.

“You… can’t
be serious!” She panted, trying to push him off of her, but she put no force
behind it.

font-family:Verdana'> “Why would
I kid?” He asked, biting the other side of her collarbone and again smoothing the
bite over with his tongue. This time, he didn’t stop. He licked lower, and
lower, heading down to her cleavage before she figured out what was going on.

“No, not
here,” she whispered, pushing him back by both of her hands over his mouth.
“Not now.”

She could
feel him grunt beneath her hands, and in a final attempt to win her over, he
slid a hand past her loose jeans and tried to make his way into her underwear.
She curled herself up around his hand, keeping it from going much further. He
inched his hand a little bit more before wriggled his fingers against her warm,
wet flesh and she bucked against his hand.

“Stop,” she
whispered. She was afraid to do this. Nineteen, and
she was afraid of what he may think of her. In reality it was silly. In her own
mind, her fears were well-founded. “Riku!” She yelped.
He had not stopped, and it didn’t seem like he was going to. Her nails dug into
his wrist but with every stoke, the grip got weaker
until her back arched and she gasped as an orgasm flooded her body. Her head
fell back, eyes closed, against the back of the couch. He pressed a kiss to her
mouth and climbed off of her.

“That’ll
have to last, then, my love,” he said simply, and left the room.

~~~

Her mind jerked back to the present as her body was jerked
into their small living room with the kitchen off of one side. Riku didn’t
bother flipping on any of the lights since the towns lights spilled in through
the window, providing enough light to see by. He aimed for the counter top, but
tossed his keys right into the kitchen sink with a metallic clatter. He winced.

“Sorry.”

“It’s all
right.”

There was a
pause. Now or never
kept repeating itself in her head. Over and over and over again, she
heard now or never… now or never… now or
never. She was nervous and excited at once but she was no longer afraid.
She figured she only had one life and one love and she may just as well use
both to the best of her advantage. And he probably knew she was thinking like
this. He could just about read her mind sometimes just by looking into her
eyes. Instead of flopping down on the sofa like she wanted to, she jerked her
head towards the bedroom door and walked towards it.

Riku didn’t
need a second invitation—he was up on his feet and througe bee bedroom door
almost before Zephyr knew what had happened.

class=GramE>“Zephyr?” He asked, poking his head around for hHe hHe heard
a giggled coming from the floor and glanced down. He’d knocked her to the floor
in his desperate dash for the bedroom. She was still laughing when she pulledr bor boots off and reached up a hand so that he could pull her to her feet.

“Overanxious,
are we?” She asked after she stopped giggling. Humor always lightened her
moods, no matter the situation.

“Me?” He
asked, tilting his head. “Nah. Never.”

Zephyr
shrugged. “I suppose, then, that you could wait another few weeks or so, then…”
she said. Riku grabbed her arm and pulled her to him.

“I’m not
overanxious but if you make me wait any longer, I’m likely to explode!” He
hissed at her. He pulled her close and she could feel his manhood against her
leg.

She stepped
back almost a full pace, enough so that he could see her, and put one hand
behind her neck to the fastening on the throatlatch of her dress. The opened it
and let it fall, using on hand to keep the dress from falling and revealing her
breasts. Her eyes closed for a moment and she briefly felt his hand cover hers.
She looked at him and smiled shakily.

“I know I’m
suree sae said softly. “Are you?”

“More
than,” she answered. He took his hand away, and almost immediately she took
away her, letting her dress drop. Cool air passed over her bare, sweaty skin,
raising goosebumps. She let the garment slide off of
her hips and land in a velvety green ring around her ankles and stepped out of
it, left only wearing her underwear. Riku had an argument with his shirt
buttons before he managed to get them all unbuttoned and slipped the silk shirt
off and then the plain white undershirt.

Zephyr
laughed softly at seeing him fumble with normal ales les of clothing. She
backed away from her own discarded dress and sat down on the edge of their bed,
looking as innocent as she knew how. Then she shook her hair from her eyes, and
when she opened them she found herself face-to-face with her love, who was
staring down at her with an intense, fiery look in his eyes, and she promptly
lost her breath.

“Riku,” she
breathed, reaching up her hand to run through his hair. He was breathing
against her skin, and left a trail of soft kisses down her throat, shoulders,
and between her breasts, carefully skirting the sensitive nipples. She growled
at him. Digging her fingernails into his scalp the further away he went—to get
her point across.

“Ouch!” class=GramE>He gerked away suddenly, rubbing the back
of his head. “That hurt!”

“I know,”
she said simply.

Riku
lowered his head again and clamped his mouth down around her left nipple,
swirling his tongue across it until it came to a firm peak in his mouth, and
turned his attention to the right one. Zephyr squirmed beneath him, tossing hea head back slightly.

“Riku, don’t
stop,” she whimpered. “Ever.” Her fingers found their
way back up into his hair, resting on his head and holding him in place.

Despite her
pleading tone, he let her go and moved back up to kiss her, once again allowing
his tongue to enter her mouth. Her hands left his hair and moved to his belt.
She managed to open it without hurting herself or him and when her hands went to
work on the fastenings on his pants, he stopped her.

“Not yet,”
he said softly. At this she frowned.

“What—?”

“Hush, you’ll
see,” he said, placing a soft kiss on her lips before making his way downward
again. Again, he left a trail of feather-light kisses down her neck, and
between her breasts, down her stomach, stopping just above the elastic of her
underwear. A small whimper and a buck of the hips signaled for him to go on, which
he gladly did, hooking his fingers into the elastic of her underwear and
sliding them down her legs before tossing them onto the floor. Now she was
nakeneatneath him, and he paused to take in the sight. She was petite, with a
narrow waist but wide hips. Her long black hair was in a braid and splayed out
on the pillow, and her gray eyes were half-lidded from lust. Her limbs were
slight, but her legs were well muscled from years of horseback riding.

“Hey, you
okay?” She asked, tilting her head. She ran her hands down his chest to snap
him from his stupor and it worked fairly well.

He shook
his head to clear it and bent to whisper in her e“You“You’re beautiful. Don’t
ever change.”

Before she
could answer, he moved down and pushed her legs open gently, running his tongue
along her inner thigh. He smiled to himself when she bucked a bit, trying to
get closer to his mouth. He complied willingly, lapping at her wet folds. She
bucked against him again, and he held her hips steady against the mattress to
keep her still and continued, hearing her groan and whimper, gripping the
headboard behind her.

Her
whimpering got louder as she got closer to her climax. She panted and arched
her back, opening her mouth as if to scream, but no sound came out. Instead,
she let out a shaky breath and a whisper of Rikus’
name before she relaxed again, trying to catch her breath.

“Wow,” was
all she could manage to say. A loopy smile sat on her lips and she had since
let go of the headboard and her hands lay limply above
her head. “You’re overdressed,” she commented, her voice sounding carefree and
silly. She nodded towards his half-opened pants. Now desperate to be free of
restraints, he quickly shed the last of his clothes, carelessly dropping them
to the floor and revealing his painfully hard erection. Zephyr licked her lips.

“class=SpellE>Nuh-uh,” he said, keeping a hand on her chest when she
tried to sit up. “Not tonight. This is all for you.”

Then he
kissed her, letting her taste herself on his lips. Without parting, he shifted
himself so that the tip of his member was at her entrance. He lifted his lips
away from hers a final time.

“You know
this will hurt,” he said, more as a statement than as an actual question.

“I know.
Just do it fast,” she said. He nodded, and pushed inside of her almost to the
hilt, but stopped when she threw her head back and bit her lip, stifling a
screech. She knew it would hurt, but not like that. She whimpered softly,
digging her fingernails further and further into his shoulders. Riku held onto
what little of his self control that he could find.

“Are you
all right?” He asked, staying as still as he could. All of his control and cool
exterior had been thrown out the window. It was very difficult for him to keep
from ravaging her right there, but he held on by a thread. He didn’t want to
hurt her. But the heat and the slickness and the sounds she made… he nearly
lost control again. He held on by part
of a thread. Don’t hurt her…

She moved
beneath him again.

“Go on,”
she pleaded, rocking her hips gently.

shuddery breath and pulled out of her, then thrust back in. She groaned his
name, raking her nails down his back as he picked up speed and matched her rhythm.
She groaned, whimpered, and cried out his name, getting louder and louder with
each thrust.

class=SpellE>Rikus’ head was buried in her neck as he thrust deeper and deeper,
pushing them back against the headboard and the wall behind it. Zephyrs’
breathing got shakier, and she was practically falling off the edge. She
wrapped her legs around his waist the next time he pushed inside of her, pulling
him in that impossible fraction deeper, and sending her spiraling into an
orgasm. Her walls clenched around him and he came with her only seconds later.

He’d caught
himself on his elbows and stopped from squashing her at the last second. He
stared tiredly into her eyes, panting and sweating. She stared back, equally
tired, and kissed him, looping her arms around his neck.

“I love
you, Riku,” she whispered.

“I love
you, too.” He rolled onto his back, bringing her with him, and she settled onto
his chest. “Get some sleep,” he told her, before he drifted off.

Zephyr
stayed awake for a moment, thinking. She’d finally given him her virginity—and had
absolutely no regrets about it. Their relationship would change, but it would
be for the better. She snuggled into his arms once more and succumbed to
dreams.

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Okay, there it is. My first lemon.
It’s a little rushed and didn’t come out exactly as I’d intended, but it’ll do.
Please drop a note and tell me what you think of it. And again, if I know you
outside of the internet world, please,
please, please do not mention this to me.
But if you’re a fanfiction friend, then by all means—mention
it. But don’t flam because that be very rude! I may be writing a Squffie lemon in the future, and maybe another Riku/Zephyr
lemon. I’m none too good with Sora/Kairi or Cloud/Aerith, so don’t ask. Anyway,
there you have it. Riku and Zephyr get it on for the first time. class=SpellE>Ain’t thaeet?eet?