Bring Me to Life

Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts. I don't own Riku or Sora or Ansem. Some of you might have noticed that Of Darkness and Light is no longer up on AFF.net. That's because I've decided I'm going to rewrite it. I'll try to get it back up asap but for right now I'm just going to work on Bring me To Life and Hearts of Darkness. There is a lemon in this chapter^^. So mature audiances only please. Violence, Language and Grammar warnings as well. As always I strongly advise people who are big Kairi fans and who think she's the sweetest person on Earth to turn back from this fic. She's anything but sweet and innocent in this. Now that's taken care of I'm going to try and get the chapters out faster. Anyway here's chapter 9! Enjoy! ^^.

Sora's POV

I somehow I don't even know how I did it but I woke up before Riku. It was still dark outside so I pretty much guessed it was way in the morning hours. I yawned and stretched before I sat up a bit grimacing. I was just a bit sore inbetween my legs but it was that weird, pleasureably kind of sore that I had. I smiled and looked over seeing Riku still asleep next to me. I tilted my head and very gently brushed some hair from his eyes as he slept as not to wake him up. At first I thought the entire night had been a dream. That when I woke up it wouldn't be Riku sleeping next to me and that none of it had happened. I was very happy to find out that it wasn't a dream. I had honestly fell for Riku. I couldn't believe I had actually cried in front of him though. Yeah that was real mature on my part. Crying like some baby. But I was very emotional. I guess its natural to cry. I've seen Riku cry...although if he was in his right mind he would have given me death glares for even suggesting he had cried.

I shifted in my bed so I was laying on my side just watching Riku. I felt a smile come to my lips as I remembered the night before. Riku had given me the best night of my life. I felt a hot blush come to my cheeks the more I thought about it and I could feel a tingling in my lower regions. I pushed it aside though and just watched Riku sleep. He was so handsome when he slept. He was handsome at any time but that is just a male's point of view. I started to think more about what had happened between us. No matter what happened I would always think of Riku asbestbest friend and the one I gave my virginity to. But since we did sleep together......did that make us an item? Gods I hoped so. I couldn't think about if it was just a one night stand. I wanted Riku to love me. I know that now. I was just denying it to myself. Although he said he loved me Kairi also said the same things. Look where she left me. Alone and heartbroken. But I guess I should really thank Kairi. It was her rejection that drove me into Riku's arms. If there was anyone in this world I could trust more than my mother it was Riku. I was still mending my heart but the parts already mended....already belonged to Riku. I couldn't fight it any longer. I loved Riku more than life itself. He had done so much for me and he had always been there for me. Maybe.....I wasn't meant to be with Kairi at all. I had never really thought about it because I always thought I was straight. But I really don't think that's how love works. Riku is everything I'm not. Even though we are two guys...love could still be possible right?

I thought about it some more before I finally nodded more to myself than anything. I would make Riku love me. I would make him want to stay with me and never leave me. I needed him. I couldn't imagine life without Riku. Hell, Riku is my better half. He knows me better than anyone else. I couldn't lose him. Not now, not ever. The mushy stuff left my mind as soon as I woke up a bit more. I realized Riku wasn't wearing anything and the sheet was barely covering him. I blinked and I tilted my head. The sheet was barely hanging on his hips and I found myself wishing it would move just a bit more so he would be fully uncovered. Riku was la on on his back almost splayed over the bed. He had kept his arm around me the entire night from what I could tell because his arm never moved from around my shoulder when I woke up.

I couldn't help but get a mischevious grin when I looked over Riku. He was sleeping so peacefully, his breathing completely even. I seen very faint bruises on his ribs but even I knew that was from his broken ribs which I still felt really guilty about. I moved a bit closer to him letting my fingertips very lightly run down his side. I wanted to make him feel as good as he made me feel. Truth was however, I had absolutely no fucking clue what I was doing. I thought back to the night before and I remembered something that Riku had done to me that made me feel as if I was in Heaven. Everything he did made me feel as if I was being sent to Heaven over and over but one thing stood out and that was when Riku.....pleased me with his mouth. I didn't know what else to really call it. I wanted to return the favor though. I wanted to show my lover the same kind of pleasure. Only one way to learn right?

I looked up to see if Riku was still asleep. A slow grin came to my face as I realized he was. I silently moved so I was almost straddling him but being very careful not to wake him...yet anyway. I had other plans on how he would wake up. I started placing very light and gentle kisses down Riku's chest and stomach. I moved down lower on the bed so I was face to face with his still limp length. Well now I would just have to change that wouldn't I? I leaned down and gently took him in my hand keeping a firm grip. I thought about what I was going to do for a moment and as I thought I squeezed my hand firmly around him starting a very slow up and down motion. That part I had learned from Riku already. He had pleased me with his hand but I had other intentions. I smiled when I seen Riku's manhood awaken under my ministrations. I leaned down now curious as what Riku tasted like. I slowly let my tongue tease the slit and I felt him harden even more. I decided to do whatever came natural to me. I would just have to feel Riku out....hehe quite literally I might add. I slowly started to tease the head of Riku's length. I gave him a very gentle nip before I soothed the tip with my tongue. I ran my tongue slowly down the underside tracing a vein on the way down. I heard Riku groan a bit as I stilled my hand. I wasn't sure if he was awake or asleep by now but I found I actually liked the taste of Riku. He had a very unique taste that I had never tasted before. Which I haven't done this before either.

I traced my way back up to the head and I slowly took it in my mouth sucking softly on Riku. I heard the groans get a bit louder as I used my tongue to tease as I sucked. After a little bit I decided to spice things up a bit and I took a bit more in my mouth. I didn't shove him completely down my throat but I took just enough in my mouth before it became uncomfortable. My hand worked on what I couldn't get in tune with my mouth. I started sucking harder slowly moving my head up and down to help increase my sucking. I knew I was probably doing this the messy way since I had accidently let some of my saliva run down Riku's length. But it helped me continue sucking. I felt a hand in my hair that wasn't my own and I looked up to see Riku cracking an eye open to look at me. I almost pulled back before he shot me a comehither look using a bit of force to keep my head down on him.

"Don't you even think about stopping baby..." He said in a husky whisper that almost made me melt. Damn I don't know how he did it but he could get me to melt faster than anything else. I moaned around him and closed my eyes teasing Riku with my tongue alternating between licking and sucking on him.

I worked my hand completely intune with my mouth my hand now getting faster and harder. I could hear Riku's moans as i felt his hips slowly come up to meet my mouth at every downward movement I made. I reached down with my other hand and started slowly playing with his balls gently massaging them. I looked up briefly to see Riku's reaction and my move had brought a cry from Riku. I seen Riku grip the head board with one hand his other hand was in my hair keeping me firmly on him.

"Come on honey....harder! Suck me harder Sora..." Riku growled luridly. I did as he asked and I sucked as hard as I could my hand working as fast as I could on the rest. I could hear Riku's muffled moans meaning he was probably biting something to keep from getting too loud. After a few more moments I could taste something salty on my tongue. I pulled back quickly not really expecting it and I swallowed the mouthfull I had already out of reflex. A few pearl drops leaked from Riku's length and on to the bed. I had to clear my throat and I licked my lips from any evidence on my mouth. I looked up at Riku and I felt another smile come to my face. Riku was laying back his grip on the headboard very tight almost a death grip and he was sweating lightly. He was panting and had his eyes tightly closed. It was only then that I realized my own dilemia. While I was pleasing Riku I had failed to notice that my own member was throbbing almost painfully I was so hard. Riku opened his eyes and stared at me with those gorgeous sea green eyes. I actually trembled looking at him and Riku smirked. Before I could react Riku was sitting up and had pulled me into a very hot, devouring kiss. He had me at his mercy he knew he did. I kissed him back as he moved me so I was laying down and he was damn near laying on top of me. All it took was one look from Riku and a few hot kisses and I was his for the taking.

Sora's mother was getting ready for work when she walked by her son's room. She frowned hearing muffled moaning coming from the room. She was half tempted to open the door but she just listened in. She could hear what sounded like her son making shrill cries. She blinked before she looked thoughtful clearly going through something in her mind.

"Hmmm.....Sora and Riku should be the only ones in there.....I know my son is 16....He's well into the age to become sexually active....Did Riku leave or something?" She thought to herself before she listened even more. Within moments she could hear Sora's voice calling out Riku's name. Sora's mother nearly fell back from shock. She blinked a few times before she backed away from the door clearly debating something. After a few long moments she finally smiled and shook her head putting her hands on her hips.

"Sora, Sora, Sora....whatever will I do with you? As long as you're happy baby i don't mind." She said with a smirk knowing Sora was too busy to even think about hearing her.

"But i'm going to have a long talk with Riku later tonight....." She said as she walked off finishing getting ready for work and then finally leaving.


3 Weeks later.......(Riku's POV)

3 Weeks passed since Sora and I became lovers. Sora's mother as expected had given me the "don't you dare hurt my son Riku. You better take care of him and You better treat him better than Kairi did..." speech. Oh believe me I wouldn't treat Sora like Kairi did if my life depended on it. We kept our relationship secret at school. Sora and I would sneak kisses in between classes. I knew many hiding spots so during the class exchange I would sometimes pull sora into one of them and give him a quick kiss telling him how much I loved him. We always made it fast though. We really didn't want to risk being exposed as a homosexual couple in a school that really didn't see alot of that. Sora and I both felt it was for the best if we acted like we always have. But when we got home however we would almost always work on our homework together. Then it was either video games or we sometimes watched movies. Either of them always turned into hot and heavy make out sessions. Sora had almost become a nymph. He told me many times he was addicted to me. I can think of worse addictions for him to be on. I actually didn't mind that Sora was addicted to me.

I had been doing much better myself. With Sora constantly by my side and encouraging me I was doing much better in school. I had become overly protective of Sora but I tried not to show it. I finally knew that my mother had signed me over to Sora's mother making her my legal guardian until I turned 18. I could only imagine how much that hurt my motheBut But with that asshole of man she's married to I suppose if I had a child i would do the same thing just to get him away from that prick. Thankfully however I haven't seen that prick since I left home. Sora's mother bought me clothes and school supplies so I would never have to go back. My mood swings and my cravings were getting better as well. I didn't crave the drugs as much and my mood swings were starting to subside thankfully. But I really think Sora has helped me more than anyone. It also helped that Ansem hasn't made contact with me since I almost overdosed. I was very glad I didn't have to see his face. I didn't need him. I know that now. I didn't need the drugs, I don't need Ansem. All I need is by my side and he actually cares about me. That's all that matters to me now.

Sora and I were walking to school as we normally did every day. My ribs were almost fully healed and so I went back to my jeans and tank top outfits. I was also starting to participate more in Physical Education and paying more attention in class. I knew for sure i had already passed three of my finals and Sora was helping me in the classes I was really struggling in. Sora looked at me and grinned brightly as we walked. I just raised an eyebrow and smirked back.

"You think you're ready for that history test Riku?" Sora said with a grin. I just looked at him and brushed some hair back from my eyes keeping my eyebrow raised. I was slowly but surely returning to my old self and Sora seen it. I think that fact made him extremely happy. I'm turning back into the Riku he's always known. I still had a few of my bad habits such as the smoking. But I had cut down. I promised Sora over the summer i would try to quit completely. I shrugged and looked at sora.

"As ready as I'll ever be I guess." I said. Sora gave me a playful look as he wagged his finger at me moving closer to me. We were a safe distance from the school and Sora's voice had dropped to a whisper.

"We studied for that final for three days Riku. If you don't pass that final I swear you aren't getting laid for a week!" Sora whispered as he playfully scalded me. I smirked and looked at him.

"Then I guess I'll just have to give the teacher a heart attack by passing the final then won't I?" I replied as I continued walking. Sora laughed and followed me carrying his book bag over his shoulder.

Something else had been bugging me though that I hadn't told Sora about. Kairi had been unusually quiet around me and Sora. She was nice and cordial around Sora but she would give me daggers every time she looked at me. Awwww....was the little bitch pissed because I took Sora away from her? Like I cared. She was a friend yes....at least to Sora she was. I was pretty sure she was up to something. Its the main reason why I would make sure we didn't get too affectionate in public. But no matter what she tried to do....Ie Soe Sora more than she ever did and I'd do anything to prove it.

We finally got to school after making idle chit chat about classes and what not. Something immedately threw me off guard when we got on the school grounds. Kairi was holding her books to her chest leaning against Selphie's open locker just watching me like a hawk. I frowned and we made eye contact. I seen something in her eyes that I did not like at all. She had this look in her eyes that almost said "you're fucked". I was almost tempted to go back to where Sora had went to his class. What was she up to?

Sora's POV

I sat down in my desk for my first class and opened my books. I hadn't noticed anything out of place at first. But when I opened my book a piece of paper fell out. I always kept the books i didn't need at school but I frowned at seeing this paper. I opened it up and it was clearly a note that wasn't signed at all. It was in articulate handwriting that seemed very sophisticated. It wasn't Riku's handwriting nor was it any of my friend's hand writing.

"Sora,
We know about you and Riku. The word will spread and rather quickly. If I were you I'd leave the school and never come back. Once they find out you're Riku's little queer whore there will be nowhere to run....."

I blinked wide eyed. I was completely shocked. Who was this?! Who was writing these things to me? I could feel the panic washing over me and I knew i wanted to run to Riku. Riku had always said that if someone found out about us shit would hit the fan.....He was wrong. Its more like a shit storm brewing and we're going to be caught in the middle. I stood up and shut my books before i ran out of the class looking for Riku.

I finally found Riku and I immedately ran to him handing him the note that I had in my hand. I looked over and seen Kairi walk up to the intercom system in the hall way. She picked up the reciever and looked right at Riku the intercom coming over the entire school. Oh god.......don't tell me she was going to do what I thought she was going to do. Riku didn't even have time to read the note but he looked up and gave Kairi a death glare. Kairi almost looked pure evil as she pressed the button so she could talk.

"....I have an annoucement that everyone in this school will want to hear......It appears our beloved Sora.....Sora the one everyone loves is Riku's lover....the street trash that noone cares about....Yep. He came back to school....seduced our sora away from us and now Sora is a fairy boy....."Kairi said in the intercom. Within moments classes emptied out into the halls to look at Riku and I. I could feel hot tears burning my eyes as I looked at Kairi in disbelief. Now I was panicking. Tidus and Wakka both looked at me as if I were an alien. Several of the jocks sneered and one of them even tried to grab me all of them yelling profanities at me and Riku.

The jock that grabbed at me pulled his fist back to punch me. Riku was right there within a moment's notice and before the jock could react Riku's knee came incontact with inbetween his legs as hard as it could. Riku kicked him back and stayed near me.

"Don't fucking touch him." Riku said coldly.

"Awww....how sweet the junkie is protecting his slut...." One of them said. Riku just flipped them all off. I could feel the tears streaming down my face. I just wanted to run.coulcouldn't have hated Kairi more at this point. I actually clung to Riku as if he was my lifeline. Since it was all out in the open now I couldn't hide the fact i was terrified.

Riku's POV

I knew the bitch was up to something. But this took the cake. How in the hell did she know? I looked down at the note in my hand addressed to Sora. It appears she wasn't the only one tknewknew. I looked over at Sora and I could tell he was ready to break down. He was more popular than I was. He had more friends and now all of them were turning their backs on him. I looked straight at Kairi with the eviliest of looks. Sora was clinging to me now and he was trembling. He was so close to breaking down. I couldn't let that happen i had to get him away from all of this. Sora was a fragile person. He was very intune with his emotions and the last thing i wanted was for these assholes to crucify Sora for breaking down in tears. I took Sora's hand in front of everyone and pulled him close to me leading him by his hand away from the crowd. i didn't even worry about our book bags. I didn't care at that point. I ran away from the crowds but stopped right next to kairi and gave her a look that even made her look frightened.

"I swear on my real mother's grave that I will make you reap what you sew Bitch....You want Sora that fucking badly? You'll have to fight me for him or else whore yourself out to someone who can stand to look at your skinny ass...." I say voy voice low and filled with fury. Sora just looked at me still clinging to me before he glanced at Kairi not saying a word to her.

"Riku......" Sora said softly his voice cracking. Shit I couldn't stand to hear him like this. I grabbed his hand and led him through the school completely running out with him. It didn't bother me so much that Kairi decided she was going to play dirty. I was more worried about Sora. He still cared for her. I ran with him till we were far away from the school. I looked at Sora and his lips trembled before he went into my arms breaking down in violent tears against my chest. I held him tightly kissing his forehead as I stroked his hair.

"I hate her.....I fucking hate her Riku.....We can't show our faces in school ever again! They'll fucking kill us Riku!" Sora sobbed his body shaking with how violently he was crying. I held him tightly to me and just looked ahead of me comforting Sora as best as I could. I knew he was right. Our reputations had been throughly ruined even Sora's. With finals so close and the year almost over with this was a hell of a time to pull this shit. Kairi had help. There was no way she could have pulled this off so effectively by herself. I wouldn't leave Sora though. Ever. I would die without him. He is my strength. Right now I knew I woulde toe to be his. I stroked his hair and just held him as tightly as i could whispering in his ear.

"Sora....I love you no matter what. I don't care that we're exposed. If they want to know the truth then I will be more than happy to tell them. I love you and only you. I'll do everything in my power to protect you. You are everything to me Sora." I whispered to him. He just hugged me tighter sobbing into my chest.

"Riku....oh Riku I love you so much! I don't know what to do! Kairi.....Kairi has ruined us Riku....What does she want?!"Sora cried.

"She wants you.....But she's not having you. I won't let her." I said lowering my voice. I held Sora close to me as I looked over his shoulder at the school in the distance wondering who the hell was helping Kairi and of course how I was going to pay her back....If i could.


A/N: Just a warning....the next chapter may take a bit longer to write. I have a lot going on here and so i'm pressed a bit when I write. i promise the next chapter will be out really soon.