Is Any of This for Real....or Not?
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Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
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Category:
Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
14
Views:
1,844
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Kingdom Hearts, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Emotion
(Sora's POV)
All intelligent thought leaves me as well as all emotion. I’m nothing, but a hollow shell. The same questions keep racing through my mind. How could I have done this? What’s going to happen now? Yet even those thoughts leave me. I’m just a sad mistake of a human being trying to make excuses for my existence. I can hear Aerith still crying, but I don’t care. Nothing’s going to bring me back.
Suddenly I hear footsteps running to this disgraceful scene. I only turn my head when I hear gasps of horror. There standing behind Aerith is Cloud and Leon. Both of them have looks of sheer disgust on their faces. I stand up, trying to feel something. I know I’m supposed to feel remorse, but I just can’t. I walk towards the Gummi Ship, wanting nothing more than to drift off to sleep. Maybe this is all a dream, but I know I’m only fooling myself.
“Sora! What the hell happened here?!? I thought Kairi was your friend!” There’s such anger in Leon’s voice, but it never reaches me. I could care less what they thought. Nothing’s going to cleanse my soul of this sin or bring Kairi back.
“Well Sora! Why won’t you answer me!” I turn at this statement. He’s just annoying now.
“I don’t know what to tell you. She said something to me and anger took over. I can’t bring her back, so just leave me alone.” There’s no emotion in my voice, just emptiness.
“So are you telling me that if I pissed you off enough, you would kill me too!” Leon screams. I just stand there. I look down at my hands; the same hands that betrayed a friend. Anger is bubbling inside me again. My hands clench into fists.
“I don’t know who I am anymore and right now I just don’t care. I’ve done something I can’t make up for and nothing you say will change that. So Leon, if you were to make me angry right now, I might just kill you.” The two men just glare at me. Those expressions mean nothing to me. I just turn my back to go back to the ship.
Unexpectedly, I hear footsteps coming my way. I turn toward the source of the noise to see what the person wants. It’s Cloud, with sword in hand.
“You can no longer be trusted Sora, and I am truly sorry.” He then raises the hilt of the sword and it connects with my head. I stumble back and black out.
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“What are we going to tell Riku when we find him?”asks Yuffie.
“We have to tell him the truth,” states Cloud.
“It’s going to break his heart, knowing that Sora killed Kairi,”whispers Aerith.
“I guess the stress of being the keyblade weilder was just too much,”says Leon.
I had awoken to this conversation. I’m where my original dream placed me, in an insane asylum. I’m strapped to the bed, but I don’t struggle. I deserve to be here. Of course this isn’t the hotel in the second district and my nurse isn’t Yuffie, but it is a mental institution. Riku is never going to forgive me, is never going to love me. I can picture the anger in his green eyes. He would yell at me and probably beat me into an inch of my life. Knowing that he will never return my feelings totally breaks me. I don’t know if I can live without him.
I lie in that bed for hours; just staring at the ceiling, not knowing of what is to become of me. My keyblade has been taken away from me. I haven’t heard from Donald or Goofy since the incident; their trust is probably nonexistent. I have nothing to do to pass the time, so I just stare off into space.
"You need to break free Sora, or Riku will perish." My eyes widen in terror. It’s the unknown voice.
“Wha...wha....what do you mean? Where is he?” I can only whisper these questions since I haven’t used my voice in a couple of weeks.
"You had to kill Kairi; she was keeping you and Riku apart. It was the only way." My mind is reeling from what the voice is telling me, but I believe it. That voice has never led me wrong.
“What can I do? I can’t move.”
"I will take care of that. All you need to do is meet a man named Ichiro in the Third District. I will further instruct you when you get there." I nod my head in a yes. A few seconds after the voice goes silent, my straps are undone and I’m free. I’m determined to find this Ichiro and reunite with Riku, before he finds out what I have become.
Sora has finally lost it! We all knew it was going to happen eventually...
All intelligent thought leaves me as well as all emotion. I’m nothing, but a hollow shell. The same questions keep racing through my mind. How could I have done this? What’s going to happen now? Yet even those thoughts leave me. I’m just a sad mistake of a human being trying to make excuses for my existence. I can hear Aerith still crying, but I don’t care. Nothing’s going to bring me back.
Suddenly I hear footsteps running to this disgraceful scene. I only turn my head when I hear gasps of horror. There standing behind Aerith is Cloud and Leon. Both of them have looks of sheer disgust on their faces. I stand up, trying to feel something. I know I’m supposed to feel remorse, but I just can’t. I walk towards the Gummi Ship, wanting nothing more than to drift off to sleep. Maybe this is all a dream, but I know I’m only fooling myself.
“Sora! What the hell happened here?!? I thought Kairi was your friend!” There’s such anger in Leon’s voice, but it never reaches me. I could care less what they thought. Nothing’s going to cleanse my soul of this sin or bring Kairi back.
“Well Sora! Why won’t you answer me!” I turn at this statement. He’s just annoying now.
“I don’t know what to tell you. She said something to me and anger took over. I can’t bring her back, so just leave me alone.” There’s no emotion in my voice, just emptiness.
“So are you telling me that if I pissed you off enough, you would kill me too!” Leon screams. I just stand there. I look down at my hands; the same hands that betrayed a friend. Anger is bubbling inside me again. My hands clench into fists.
“I don’t know who I am anymore and right now I just don’t care. I’ve done something I can’t make up for and nothing you say will change that. So Leon, if you were to make me angry right now, I might just kill you.” The two men just glare at me. Those expressions mean nothing to me. I just turn my back to go back to the ship.
Unexpectedly, I hear footsteps coming my way. I turn toward the source of the noise to see what the person wants. It’s Cloud, with sword in hand.
“You can no longer be trusted Sora, and I am truly sorry.” He then raises the hilt of the sword and it connects with my head. I stumble back and black out.
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“What are we going to tell Riku when we find him?”asks Yuffie.
“We have to tell him the truth,” states Cloud.
“It’s going to break his heart, knowing that Sora killed Kairi,”whispers Aerith.
“I guess the stress of being the keyblade weilder was just too much,”says Leon.
I had awoken to this conversation. I’m where my original dream placed me, in an insane asylum. I’m strapped to the bed, but I don’t struggle. I deserve to be here. Of course this isn’t the hotel in the second district and my nurse isn’t Yuffie, but it is a mental institution. Riku is never going to forgive me, is never going to love me. I can picture the anger in his green eyes. He would yell at me and probably beat me into an inch of my life. Knowing that he will never return my feelings totally breaks me. I don’t know if I can live without him.
I lie in that bed for hours; just staring at the ceiling, not knowing of what is to become of me. My keyblade has been taken away from me. I haven’t heard from Donald or Goofy since the incident; their trust is probably nonexistent. I have nothing to do to pass the time, so I just stare off into space.
"You need to break free Sora, or Riku will perish." My eyes widen in terror. It’s the unknown voice.
“Wha...wha....what do you mean? Where is he?” I can only whisper these questions since I haven’t used my voice in a couple of weeks.
"You had to kill Kairi; she was keeping you and Riku apart. It was the only way." My mind is reeling from what the voice is telling me, but I believe it. That voice has never led me wrong.
“What can I do? I can’t move.”
"I will take care of that. All you need to do is meet a man named Ichiro in the Third District. I will further instruct you when you get there." I nod my head in a yes. A few seconds after the voice goes silent, my straps are undone and I’m free. I’m determined to find this Ichiro and reunite with Riku, before he finds out what I have become.
Sora has finally lost it! We all knew it was going to happen eventually...