Bring Me to Life

-Disclaimer: I don’t own Kingdom Hearts. I really wish I did but unfortunately I don’t. Ok. Lemon warning right off the bat. Language warnings as usual. Also my grammar warnings. I had to reformat my computer and i lost EVERYTHING. so i'm having to use word pad. I appolgise for any grammatical errors. Thank you for all who have reviewed me. Please continue to review and I’m really sorry its taking so long on my chapters. I was going to make this chapter a songfic chapter....but then i thought it would really sound stupid if i did it that way so i just made it a lemon^^. Here’s chapter eight! Enjoy^^


~Riku’s POV~

I wasn’t really expecting Sora to follow me. Actually to be quite honest it was really the last thing I expected Sora to do. Kairi had just called him and I thought he would be wanting to talk to her. Then I heard those words I was dreading.

“We need to talk.”

I had this horrible feeling deep down that Sora was angry at me or that I’ve scared him or grossed him out. I just wanted to run and hide. I loved Sora so much it hurt. I couldn’t even think if Sora hated me now. I really would end my life if Sora hated me and I don’t think Sora could have stopped me this time. I looked up at Sora and seen him actually smile at me. I was absolutely blown away when Sora kissed me. I decided I would stay put and listen to what Sora had to say.

“Um….Riku….god….How do I say this…” Sora said quietly as he bit his lip. I looked up at Sora and looked into his eyes. I gave him an encouraging look for him to continue. Great…here it comes I know it.

“I guess I should outright say it huh? Riku….i…I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. I…Since you kissed me Friday night…..I’ve been…wanting you to kiss me again….but every time we get close or something happens…you run off….I have to tell you this Riku. I don’t know what your reaction will be and I hope you will forgive me….” Sora said his voice a whisper.

“I…I love you Riku. I can’t get you off my mind…..I would do anything for you…Absolutely anything. I…I’ve fallen for you.” Sora said his voice cracking as he looked down.

I had to blink a couple of times before what he said actually sank in. Was he admitting that he loved me?! I had never known Sora might have ever felt the same about me as I did him. This was completely unreal. What baffled me the most is why was Sora so upset? Had I fucked up again? I felt my heart break when I seen Sora look down his shoulders very lightly shaking. My eyes widened when I realized how upset Sora really was. Sora was crying!

“Sora….”I managed. Sora sniffed a bit and continued to look down his hands had long left my face.

“I..I’m sorry Riku. I…I just don’t know if you hate me or if you’re disgusted with me. One moment….you’re my best friend….the next…you’re cold and almost untouchable. The next moment you act like you aren’t happy with us being friends. I don’t know what to think…..I’m so sorry Riku. This is about the worst time to be bringing this up I know….” Sora said before his voice cracked again. I felt my heart almost being ripped from my chest as I seen small tears streaming down Sora’s cheeks. He was crying because of me…..Was I really that bad? Was I that bad that I was making the one that held my heart cry?

All arguments of whether I should say something or not quickly vanished once I seen those tear streams. I stood up and pulled Sora into my arms my hand coming up to tilt Sora’s head up so he would look at me. His lips trembled a bit and I used my thumb to wipe away his tears. I leaned forward deciding to let my actions speak for me. I gently kissed the corner of Sora’s eyes almost as if trying to kiss his tears away. I kissed down his cheek and brushed my lips against the corner of his mouth. I ran my hand through his hair and deepened the kiss just a bit almost coaxing Sora’s mouth to open wider. I didn’t have to coax much at all. Sora gave a whisper of a moan and opened his mouth as if inviting me to come play. Which was exactly what I did. I slid my tongue into his mouth caressing every sensitive spot I could find inside his mouth.

Sora moaned in the kiss again and slowly kissed me back. He shivered again in my arms but I couldn’t tell if that was because he was trying to stop himself from crying or if it was because of other reasons. I ran my hand through his hair as I wrapped my other arm around his waist holding him tightly to me.

Sora moved as close as he could to me so our bodies were pressed together. I felt a small shudder go through me. Just as I had gotten my hard-on from Hell down it was coming back and this time at full force. I prayed Sora wouldn’t feel it but I knew I was kidding myself. With the way we were pressed together my erection was against Sora’s thigh. Sora was the first to pull back from our passionate kiss. I was afraid he was going to tell me he never wanted to see me again or that he had changed his mind. Nothing like that ever came from his mouth. In fact we both looked at each other staring into each other’s eyes. It was almost as if we both were searching for something in the other’s eyes. I was searching for reassurance Sora wouldn’t leave me. I couldn’t tell what Sora was searching for.

I felt Sora run his hands down my chest slowly as we stared in each other’s eyes…I needed him. I always knew it. But now I could see..Sora needed me as much as I needed him. It was as if Sora could see straight through me. I couldn’t hide my feelings for sora anymore. But then again did I ever really have them hidden in the beginning? I had everything I could ever want right here in Sora. My angel was finally in my arms. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn’t see Sora watching me curiously. Truth was….Sora saved me. He saved me from Oblivion. I felt Sora wrap his arms around my neck and that broke me out of my trance. Everything else left my mind the moment I seen Sora. I also knew….that I needed more than just to kiss sora. I needed HIM. I needed to feel his skin against mine. I could feel my lust come back in full swing. What timing I swear. I don’t know what brought it on…but holding Sora so close to me…the way we were kissing….now my thoughts were back on making Sora cry out my name in pleasure. I found myself brushing my lips against Sora’s jawline in butterfly kisses. The better part of my judgement was screaming at me I shouldn’t be doing this. Sora was just crying his eyes out and that I should be more of a comfort to him than this.

That thought was quickly banished however when Sora tilted his head to my kisses giving me access to his neck. How could I deny him? I started placing wet kisses on his neck as I ed hed him closer. I knew that if Sora didn’t stop me now that I might end up doing something I could end up regretting. I felt Sora run his hands through my hair almost grinding against me. He didn’t realize how close I was to pushing him back on the bed and fucking him senseless. I moved my hands to his hips and started lightly grinding back against him as I started sucking on his neck. I heard Sora moan and I felt hardearden. Which didn’t help much on the self-control area right now. I kissed up to Sora’s ear and took his earlobe in my mouth sucking hard on it before then teasing it with my tongue. I had to find out if this was sora really wanted.

“Sora…..if you don’t want this to continue you better stop me now….You have no idea how much I want to fuck you Sora….tell me to stop though and I will.” I whispered in a low tone. I felt Sora shudder a bit and I also felt him harden even more under my caresses. Sora seemed to hesitate a bit which started to worry me. Sora lightly bit his lip before then I looked up to see him close his eyes moving closer to me. He seemed to appear in thought…which didn’t surprise me with sora…he always weighed every ‘life altering’ decision as he put it.

“Oh god…Riku…please…please don’t stop….i’ve wanted this for so long…”Sora whispered in a lightly seductive tone. I pulled back to look into his sapphire eyes. Sora smiled at me and then started slowly grinding his hips against mine staying as close as he could to me. I had to close my eyes trying to will myself to regain control. I felt our members brush against each other and we both gave soft moans. Sora looked at me and ran his hands through my hair again as he whispered against my mouth in that seductive tone again.

“Riku….i want you….i want you to take me…over and over again….I wasn’t sure at first….i thought it was wrong…I realize now its not….Please…..”Sora whispered before he brushed his lips against mine. I kissed him back and opened my eyes watching him.

“Please…make me yours.”Sora whispered before he looked down blushing. I tilted my head with a smirk looking at Sora. Why was he blushing? I never could understanda fua fully….but I didn’t have to wait long for my answer.

“You…you see I’m a virgin….”Sora whispered as he continued to look down. I raised an eyebrow but truthfully I wasn’t surprised in the least. I actually scoffed lightly at the fact that Kairi had never slept with Sora. She was a fucking idiot! Sora was downright gorgeous. But that was her loss….if she wouldn’t show him pleasures of the body I would. I had no problem whatsoever doing that with Sora.

I tilted Sora’s head up so he would look at me. Before Sora could protest I kissed him my tongue snaking across his lips. I felt him moan and almost melt against me as he opened his mouth giving me silent permission to come play. I ran my hand through Sora’s hair as I tilted his head back a bit deepening the kiss. I ran my other fingers slowly down Sora’s throat and over his collar bone. I slowly ran my fingers down Sora's chest feeling him arch into me. We were turned so my back was facing the bed. I suddenly turned around Sora still in my arms and started slowly walking him to the bed. I ran my hand up Sora's shirt making sure my touch was feather light. He moaned into the kiss and I could feel him harden even more. I couldn't describe what i was feeling at that point. I only had one thought on my mind....make Sora scream in bliss. Sora and I continued to kiss untill Sora's legs hit the back of the bed and he plopped down on the bed sitting down.

I ran my hand through Sora's hair watching him. I was watching for any sign that he really didn't want this. I guess i was still insecure. The last thing i wanted to do was get started and Sora really didn't want it. I would feel like I was raping him and then I would never forgive myself. To my delight Sora looked up at me with his gorgeous sapphire eyes and grinned a bit. I watched Sora lick his pouty almost feminine lips as he slowly ran his hands up my stomach. Oh god, I felt myself harden at seeing Sora's swollen, pouty lips. Many of nights I had fantasized about those lips wrapped around my length sucking me off. I continued to run my hand through Sora's hair encouraging him as he let his fingers lightly tease my nipples through my shirt. I pulled back looking at Sora one last time as my pants had become far too uncomfortable...and i had noticed his was too.

"Sora.....this is the absolute last time i will ask this....Are you sure? I won't be able to stop myself once I start..."I whispered to him. Sora almost shivered hearing me talk. Heh heh did i have that much of an affect on him? I usually had excellent self control. But i found my self control quickly dwendling the more i watched Sora. Sora shocked me by wrapping his arms around my neck and pulling me down for a very hot kiss. He almost plunged his tongue into my mouth. I grasped the back of Sora's head keeping him into the kiss as we deepened it to the point of almost devouring each other. Damn he was such a good kisser. He may have been inexperienced....But I don't think i've ever been this turned on from just one kiss.

Sora pulled back from the kiss first. He looked up at me giving the most drop dead seductive look he could muster. It worked because my self control dwendled even more. It was hanging by half of a thread but I was trying my damnest not to shove him back and ravish him till he screamed for me to stop.

"Riku.....please....."Sora pleaded as he leaned up whispering against my mouth. I leaned into him and kissed him brushing my lips against his. I had always been a dominant in all of my relationships. Even the ones with women. I felt a bit of that old streak coming back when I heard Sora's pleading. With all of the drug use and with my thoughts jumbled as they were I wanted to hear more out of Sora. Something about hearing Sora beg was immensely erotic. At least to me.

"Please what Sora? Do you want me to make love to you?" I whispered as I kissed him before moving my kisses down his jaw and down his neck. I kissed to Sora's ear before taking the earlobe in my mouth sucking firmly on it hearing Sora moan. I smirked and whispered right into Sora's ear.

"Or do you want me to fuck you till you can't walk....tell me what you want love...i want to hear you say it..."I whispered in a husky tone. Sora moaned and tilted his head for me but he stayed quiet. So he was going to play shy was he? I felt another smirk come to my lips before I reached down in between Sora's legs and gave his hardon a firm squeeze making him jump a bit. I nipped Sora's earlobe and then soothed it with my tongue as i used my hand to unclasp Sora's pants. I slipped my hand in when i still didn't hear anything but pants and moans from Sora. I teased the head wmy fmy fingertip already figuring out what Sora liked and what he didn't.

"Say it Sora...what do you want baby?"I asked again as i gripped his member. Sora moaned again throwing his head back before squirming against my touch. I loved touching Sora. In every relationship I had ever had sex wasn't a big deal. I wasn't a virgin. I hadn't been for a while. Although I always aimed to please my partners sex really wasn't that big. With Sora sex became something much more meaning to me. I wanted to please Sora. I wanted my name to fall from his lips as i claimed him as mine and mine alone. I decided that if Sora wanted me to be gentle and loving I would. I would never hurt my Sora. Ever. I felt Sora's arms wrap around my shoulders and he moved closer to me.

"Oh god....Riku...I...."Sora started but voicvoice was barely a whisper. "Fuck me Riku..."Sora whispered to me. I smirked as i heard his answer. But i decided to play a bit with Sora. I started moving my hand slowly on Sora's length gripping it firmly as i looked in Sora's eyes.

"I didn't quite hear you Sora....can you repeat that?"I said in a low voice. I moved my hand giving Sora a hard stroke before then my touch became light and teasing. I did that on purpose just to get a reaction out of Sora. Sora cried out thrusting his hips up lightly clear he wanted more. I could read Sora like an open book. I was his best friend after all.....but i knew that we were one step closer to becoming so much more than just friends and i wasn't afraid at all of taking that step. I wanted Sora as my boyfriend since we sed hed high school. I wanted to shield Sora away from all the horrors of the world. I tried so hard to be strong for Sora. But in all reality..he was my strength. He was what kept me going every day. Just seeing him smile brought me one step closer to believing everything will be ok.

"Riku! Fuck me! Please riku..."Sora cried out as he squirmed against me. I knew my self control broke right then. Before Sora could realize it i had him stripped down to his boxers. I tossed his clothes on to the floor not really caring where they landed. I pushed Sora back to lay back on the bed as I used my hands to tease Sora everywhere. I started to kiss almost hungrilly on Sora's neck. I kissed down his chest before taking one of his nipples in my mouth sucking hard on it. But not hard enough to hurt him. Some how i knew my limits. Sora cried out softly his hands running through my hair. I switched to the other nipple my fingers teasing the one my mouth just left. I smirked hearing Sora almost whimper. I liked that sound coming from him. But there was a sound I wanted to hear more from him. I kissed down Sora's chest and looked up at him watching him as i kissed lower.

I hooked my fingers in the elastic of Sora's boxers and slowly pulled them down completely off of his legs my fingers teasing him. I grasped Sora's length and leaned down giving the tip a gentle kiss. Sora sucked in his breath sharply at the contact. I continued to look at him as i let the tip of my tongue tease the tiny slit. I loved the taste of Sora's skin. He tasted like an odd mixture of honey and sweat. But i wasn't complaining. I felt sora's hands in my hair encouraging me. I knew deep down Kairi would have NEVER have done anything like this to Sora and so i had a feeling Sora didn't know what it felt like to be sucked off. Me being person i am....i would enlighten my angel in the world of Sin.

I took Sora's head in my mouth letting my teeth very lightly scrape against the skin. I sucked hard on him slowly inching more and more in my mouth. I moved my head up and down on him hearing him moan. I closed my eyes and moaned softly around him. His hands very lightly tightened in my hair before he moved his hands to the sheets gripping them tightly.

"oh god Riku...don't stop...that feels so good...ahh! please don't stop...."Sora pleaded with me his voice filled with pleasure. I loved hearing those sounds out of Sora. To me hearing him moan was like the sweetest music to my ears. I took more in my mouth until i almost had him completely down my throat. I worked my hand with my mouth keeping the same pace between the two of them. I very gently bit down on Sora but very careful not to hurt him. I sucked harder and harder on him until i couldn't suck any harder. Sora's moans grew louder and he was almost screaming in pleasure as he gripped the sheets. His hips twitched with the need to thrust and i could tell he was close by how he tensed. I smirked before then reaching down taking my hand off of his member and reaching down to his balls gently massaging them as i continued my ministrations. Sora cried out again arching his back and i could taste the beginning of his climax. I continued sucking on him and soon i was rewarded with something warm hitting my tongue. I continued to suck him looking to suck him dry. Sora screamed in pleasure screaming my name as i continued to suck on him. I swallowed every bit of his essence i could. The taste wasn't unpleasant. It was a little bitter and salty but nothing too unbearable. Sora relaxed and that's when i finally pulled away from him giving the tip a gentle kiss and i licked my lips for any of his seed that might have spilled out.

I looked up at Sora and I sat up quickly stripping off my shirt and starting to strip off my own pants. Sora looked at me with almost spent eyes. Heh heh i was no where near done with him yet. I quickly stripped down to nothing. Sora's eyes followed my every movement and i heard him gasp when he seen me naked. I let him get used to the sight before I watched him sit up a bit. He looked almost memorized by me...which made me feel really good. I didn't feel worthless or undesireable now. Sora leaned up and kissed me before i felt his hands almost shyly plant themselves on my chest. I kissed Sora back and plunged my tongue in his mouth when i felt his fingers teasing my nipples. I held Sora by the back of his head into the kiss as i sucked on his tongue. I pulled back when i felt Sora's hand inching down towards my length. My eyes almost rolled up in my head from the pleasure i felt just from a simple touch from Sora. I felt him shyly grasp my member in his hand letting his thumb tease my slit. I rocked my hips to his hand before i shot my eyes open and looked around the room for something anything that could be used as lubricant. I knew it would hurt sora immensely without it and i wanted him to feel pleasure. I ran my hand through Sora's hair before then finding some lotion that Sora kept on his dresser.

I reached for the lotion and pushed Sora back on the bed. He looked up at me with half lidded eyes. He moaned softly as i moved inbetween his legs. I quickly put some of the lotion on my fingers before then teasing around Sora's opening with the tip of my well lotioned finger. i slowly pushed it into Sora and watched his every reaction. Sora moaned softly as i pushed my finger in him slowly. Lotion wasn't a very good lubrication but it was the only thing i could find.

"Does this hurt Sora?"I asked in a raspy voice. He looked at me with very trusting eyes and shook his head. I always thought Sora was too trusting at times. But the fact that he trusted me.....made me even more determined not to hurt my love. I made sure my second finger was well lotioned before i eased it in using now two fingers inside of Sora. I made a scissoring motion gently stretching the muscles. Sora suddenly cried out when my fingers brushed against a certain area. I smirked and looked at him immedately putting that spot into memory knowing that was his sweet spot. I worked my fingers in him faster and harder and against that one spot. I used my other hand to rub lotion all over myself. Sora was a writhing mess crying out incoheriently.

"Riku....fuck me! i want to feel you inside of me...please Riku!" Sora cried out as he arched his back. I pulled my fingers back and positioned myself at his opening. I looked one more time in his eyes to see if there was any resistance. I didn't find any. In fact i seen nothing but love and trust radiating in my angel's eyes. God i loved him. I loved sora and i would shout it to the world if he wanted. I put my hands on Sora's hips knowing that this would still hurt a bit being we didn't really have proper lubrication. I leaned down and kissed Sora trying to get him to relax as much as i could. I pushed in to Sora slowly trying to let him get used to it. He tensed and wrapped his arms around me as he whimpered against my mouth. I so wanted to kick my own ass for hurting Sora. Sora's muscles clinched around me in slight pain. I pushed in to the hilt and stayed as still as possible which was really fucking hard to do. Sora was so wet and tight around me it took everything i had not to fuck him into the mattress. Sora must have felt me tense because he took deep breaths and i felt his muscles clinch around me again but this time he did it on purpose for some reason. I hissed in pleasure before bracing myself on my hands above Sora's head.

"Don't do that baby....feels too good...just don't..."I rasped out. Sora looked up at me before he grinned mischeviously and wrapped his legs around my waist leaning up to kiss me. I closed my eyes as i felt Sora rock against me. Dear lord what kind of monster had i created? I smirked at that thought that Sora was now my monster. I wouldn't share him with ANYONE. I'd be damned if that whore Kairi got him back now. I'd fight to the death with her now. I swore to myself that even though sex wasn't the most important thing...that i would make Sora never forget this and come begging for more. I know for a fact i'm aiming to make it good enough that Sora would never think of Kairi sexually again. Which was really easier said than done right now. With Sora as tight and as hot as he was...the way he was moving against me i silently prayed i would last long enough to make my angel scream in pleasure. Sora rocked his hips giving me a little nod that he wanted me to move.

I started to move slowly into him letting him get used to it. Within moments however i couldn't keep it up and i started thrusting faster and harder in him with each turn. I angled my thrusts looking for that one angle that brought Sora the most pleasure. I knew i found it when Sora let out a scream and tightened his legs around me.

"Riku! fuck me baby! harder....please harder..."Sora screamed in bliss. I was more than happy to comply. I started thrusting harder into Sora. I looked down at his face and Sora reached his hands up letting me intertwine our fingers. i his his hands above his head as i felt his grip tighten a bit with each thrust. i thrusted right against that sweet spot and moaned myself. I didn't know how much longer i'd be able to last. Sora was meeting me thrust for thrust and i soon had the answer to my questions of whether i could get sora to come before me. Sora screamed my name over and over which there was nothing more erotic in the world than hearing my name fall from my angel's lips. Its what i always wanted. Sora's inner muscles clinched hard around me and i cried out feeling his hands also tighten around mine. I gripped sora's hands feeling something warm splash up on my stomach but i could have cared less. I seen white explode in front of my eyes almost as i cried out arching my back into sora. I thrusted as far as i could go staying still as i came deep inside of Sora. I let go of Sora's hands and slowly pulled out of him after my catching my breath. I pulled sora into my arms and pulled the covers around us. Sora gave me an almost frightened look...as if i was going to run away or something.

I smiled at him and wrapped my arms tightly around him. I took Sora's hand in mine again and kissed each of his fingers. I was actually surprised when Sora moved closer to me nuzzling my chest.

"I love you Riku.....i always have...."Sora murmered sleepily. I looked down at him my eyes wide. I was on the verge of crying. i could feel the burning in my eyes. I closed my eyes and kissed the top of Sora's head. My voice cracked as i talked but i quickly hid it.

"I love you too Sora....i'll love you forever.....Please....don't leave me.."I whispered to him. Sora raised his head before he pulled me in for a gentle but lingering kiss.

"Never Riku."Sora said with a grin. "You're stuck with me now...someone has to make sure you take care of yourself..."Sora commented as he snuggled closer to me. I smiled at that and tightened my arms around Sora after our kiss ended. Everything i ever wanted...i had in my arms. I didn't care about anything that was going on. Sora was in my arms and...he wanted to stay there. I couldn't deny him that request. I looked down a few moments later and seen Sora asleep. He looked so angelic and so peaceful when he slept. I settled next to him and i felt myself falling into the realm of sleep. But i was more at peace with myself than i had been for years.

Meanwhile at Kairi's House.......

Kairi had been crying for hours on her bed. Her eyes were red and puffy as she hugged her pillow. She had been watching depressing chick flicks most of the night. Kairi scowled at the television before she started crying again.

"Its not fair!! I want Sora! i know he wants me.....he couldn't have gotten over us so fast! its impossible!"Kairi cried. As she cried a shadow appeared behind her before it manifested into the silver haired man Riku knew as Ansem. Kairi looked behind her seeing the man before she screamed and Ansem quickly covered her mouth with a charming grin.

"I won't hurt you. I have a proposition for you......You want your boyfriend back no?" Ansem said. Kairi looked at him fearfully before she nodded.

"Well....i have the perfect way of getting you back your Sora. You want Sora....I want Riku. we can come to a compromise......Would you be willing to help me?"Ansem said as he kept hind ond over Kairi's mouth. Kairi's expression turned thoughtful and when Ansem seen this he let go of Kairi.

"you...swear you can get me Sora back?"Kairi asked. Ansem nodded and gave an evil grin.

"Riku and Sora are together......break them apart...drive a wedge between them and Sora will come back to you.....I know everything there is to know my dear." Ansem said as he leaned back. Kairi's look darkened before she looked at Ansem and smirked.

"Tell me wha do. do....."


A/N: I'm sorry for taking so long on this chapter and i know i promised two chapters. i'm working on the next chapter right now but i've been very busy with trying to get my computer back up^^;;. Anyway i'm going to try and get the chapters out faster but its a bit challenging with being a mom and also with my computer problems^^ Please review and tell me what you think so far.