A Frequency Of Me And You

It kinda sucks being reduced to little more than a hunk of metal but it beats the alternative. I don't think Vergil would have been okay with the alternative, especially since he isn't okay with how things currently are. I don't blame him. I had pretty much given up on living when I had thought that Vergil was gone forever. I just hadn't been able to go through with taking my own life and that is probably where Vergil and I differ.

I hate thinking that Vergil most likely would have killed himself if this didn't work out the way that it had. With Yamato at his beck and call, I know it would have been all too easy for him to make that decision and see it through. That's just how Vergil is. It's how he's always been. It's one of the things that I admire and love most about him.

I do wish that things didn't have to be this way. I suppose it's only natural to wish that things had turned out differently, that we had both survived. We're two halves of a whole, meant to complete the other, and existing on the same frequency. There's no one else in this world that can compete with that and now…

Now…

Now we fix it. Vergil's problem, not mine. Mine is irreversible, of that much I'm certain, but Vergil's… If he can complete what's in my journal then… he'll be okay. He'll be whole again. He'll be happy.