Forget Horizon

Kaidan looked up at Shepard as she crept her way back up along his body, the shit eating grin the quirked her lips bugged him as she purred her words. She was just too damn pleased with herself and he wanted to be able to wipe that smile away, take back the control again and make her writhe, curse and beg beneath him. He wasn’t sure whether it was stripping Shepard of her normally rock steady control that he liked or whether he really was as much a control freak as she was, either way with her the consequence was the same. A battle of wills and bodies that could drive him past breaking point time and again and still he wanted more.
He was still reeling from his orgasm but also still incredibly aroused watching her move above him, teasingly close but not once brushing skin. All the things he longed to do, longed to hear, ran through his mind and Kaidan felt the stirrings of lust begin to awaken him again. He knew it wouldn’t take long to be ready to go again and was thankful that’d he’d be able to have her just the way he wanted.
He never found his tongue to reply to her question instead he wrapped her in his arms and yanked her down against him, lips crashing and tongues tangling as he kissed her almost viciously, tasting himself in her mouth and finding it not overly unpleasant. Shepard was still fully clothed and like her earlier Kaidan began to have the urge to feel skin, to press her naked against him and feel her re-built body for what it really was. He tugged at her shirt raising it up as he trailed warm delicate hands over her waist and stomach, tracing the lines of her ribs with his fingers and feeling her whimper against his lips. He reached her breasts and cupped them gently in his hands, feeling her nipples perk in response through the fabric of her bra.
Shepard sighed, blissing at his touch; oh how much she had missed those hands on her flesh. Then he squeezed suddenly, roughly, fingers digging into her soft and delicate flesh. She tore her lips from him in a surprised gasp a movement of which Kaidan took advantage of by whipping her top over her head and letting it pool at her elbows. Shepard shook her head as she raised up on her arms to slide the shirt fully off, “You know you could have just asked.”
“That way was more fun.” He replied huskily quickly dragging her back to him and resumed his attack on her lips, hands returning to her breasts where he fondled gently drawing shivers out of her as he toyed with her nipples. She enjoyed the gentle touches but couldn’t help but think they wouldn’t last and Shepard was soon squirming in anticipation of when the next sudden sharp shock of pain would come and thrill her lustful body. And it did, nipples pinched and pulled hard and tight between finger and thumb; she cried out against his lips but kept contact with him for as long as she could until it became too much and she had to let out a cry to the air. It was then that he stopped, fingers gently then smoothing her hair and face as she gasped and shivered in his arms.
Tenderly he lay her back on the bed, shifting to lay beside her rather than beneath, bodies touching along every inch possible. He kissed her gently, lips, cheeks, neck and down her chest as he watched it heave. He encased her hard buds in his warm mouth through the thin fabric of the underwear she still wore, soothing each nipple he’d just abused. She hissed slightly at the sudden sting of his renewed touch but it soon faded leaving her to feel the brush of his tongue and the heat of his breath against her.
He’d heard her hiss and felt her body flinch for a moment and as he finished his ministrations Kaidan shifted back up to be even with her face; softly glimmering with sweat and eyes heavy lidded, “I didn’t hurt too much?” He asked softly, voice almost a purr as he enquired. While a part of him seemed to have this desire to cause her some pain he also still loved her and didn’t want it to be too much. She’d seemed responsive to the roughness but he still had to check to be sure.
“I’m made of tough stuff Kaidan.” She muttered back, the smallest of smirks tugging at her lips.
“Can’t argue with that.” He smiled, his concerns eased.
She smiled at him, reaching to stoke his cheeks, the rough and aggressive Kaidan was new (in bed at least) and Shepard rather liked it, however she was glad to see that the old Kaidan had not entirely disappeared either. Her breasts ached slightly but it was almost a pleasant sensation and she was keen for more of his touch.
“No more concerns Kaidan, trust me, if you really hurt me you’ll know about it.” She smirked; his face clasped in her hands, and then she drew him down to her lips once again wishing he’d never stop kissing her.
Kaidan shook his head going back to kissing her with fervour, hands sliding back to her breasts; squeezing lightly before moving to inch away the straps of her bra. Shepard arched off of the bed and Kaidan knew what she was hinting at him to do. His arms disappeared around her back and fiddled with the clasp of her bra until he managed to get it undone. He slipped it off of her arms and cast it to the floor where his own clothes had been unceremoniously discarded.
His chest was hot, almost scalding against her as she was pressed to him; his hands raked down her back and clutched at her behind, still cloth covered but that would be the next to go. Shifting her over onto her back Kaidan attacked her belt and practically tore open her pants, which soon joined the steadily growing pile of clothing on the cabin floor.
Shepard laughed, “Now who’s the eager one?”
Kaidan didn’t reply with more than a throaty growl as his mouth went back to attacking her body, every exposed inch of skin fell prey to his attack. To him she tasted glorious, her skin was just the same as he remembered it Cerberus really had done the perfect job in making Shepard exactly who she was before she died. He reached her thighs and resumed the trail of bites up the insides of her legs, teeth digging into the soft flesh, wanting to make her whimper and squirm again.
She didn’t disappoint him, her back arching off of the bed as she felt his hot breath, his mouth on the sensitive skin of her inner thighs climbing higher but carefully avoiding the apex of where she was desperate for him to touch her. Small in coherent noises escaped her throat, unable to control them, as she fisted the covers in her hands to resist the urge to twist his hair in her fingers and force his mouth higher. Stubborn as she was she would not give away that last ounce of control he had yet to strip from her. So instead Shepard lay back and suffered his delicious tormenting, the bites leaving marks just as red as he had on her jaw and her neck and his tongue playing tantalisingly along the crease where her legs met her body and parts that pulsed with desire for him.
He kept at it for some time, a small part of him willing for her to lose it a beg him to touch her, give her some relief, but he also knew her stubbornness was seemingly endless and if she was determined enough he could be there for hours and neither of them would enjoy it as much as he could. Feeling the stirrings of lust rising in him again Kaidan gave in and started to inch her underwear down her long legs.
His action drew a pause in Shepards frantic whimpering, her lower lip bitten to bleeding again from trying to stifle the sounds. She loosed her grip on the sheets, arched off of the bed to let him easily remove her final item of clothing then snaked her fingers through his hair and drew him back to where she wanted him most.
A moan of relief escaped her lips as his mouth engulfed her, tantalising her overcharged nerves and taking barely any time at all to tip her dangerously close to the edge. She wrapped as much of his coarse dark hair as she could grasp around her fingers and tugged, hard, dragging him closer; hips bucking against his tongue as it stroked and probed all of the right places. Her breath came in pants carrying yelps and moans of pleasure with; “So close…” She breathed.
Kaidan allowed himself a small smile against her flesh then wrapped his lips around the hard bundle of nerves beneath his tongue, sucking sharply and then abruptly letting go before he pitched her over the edge. He’d stopped entirely, backing away from her molten heat to kiss back up her legs, stomach and chest as she panted, deliriously close to orgasm.
“Wha…Why?…Ugh, fuck Kaidan …” Shepard moaned in frustration as her naked lover moved higher between her thighs, a hard length of heat pressing against slick folds. She tried to rub against him, create some more friction to send her crashing into the climax he was holding just out of arms reach, but he pressed down pinning her hips to the bed and preventing any movement he didn’t instigate.
The desperation in her tone of voice thrilled him, stroking his ego as the last of her control started to crumble. “Say it Shepard.” He breathed into her ear, “Tell me what you want.”
“Shit” She hissed, “God Kaidan don’t tease me like this, I need you now.” Kaidan shifted his hips tearing a gasp from Shepards lips. “Oh, please Kaidan fuck me, now please.”
They were the words he’d wanted to hear, she’d said them the first time on a whim but there hadn’t been the same desperation in her tone, he could have refused then but having dragged her this far he’d fear for his safety should he try to walk away. Refusing however was not on his mind; the hardness that had started to ache again between his legs was dictating his thoughts. He smiled, caught Shepards lips in a kiss and buried himself deep inside of her in one swift movement.
His kiss couldn’t stifle the scream that tore from her lips as he sank inside of her molten core. Shepard wrapped him in her arms, nails raking down the broad expanse of his back as he filled her completely over and over; hips rising to meet his thrusts. Her head swam, delirious from the first orgasm that had gripped her overly sensitised body as soon as he’d impaled her onto his length, never before had she been so quickly pushed to completion but already she could feel the sensation start to build again.
Legs followed arms in wrapping him up, her well-toned muscles pulling him in deeper with every thrust. His hands gripped her behind, raising her hips even higher to meet him and Shepard felt sure she’d never been filled so completely before. The sounds of twined moans and hot slapping flesh filled the room as their coupling reached its peak throwing them both violently into another climax.
Shepard saw stars, “Fuck! Oh man Kaidan I love you.” She gasped.
He laughed breathlessly, his arms giving out and he collapsed onto her chest for a moment before shifting to the side so as not to crush her with his weight. “I love you too Shepard, if only great sex were enough.”
She pouted, limply striking out a backhanded slap to his chest that made the barest of cracks on impact, she was too exhausted to put any effort behind it. “Don’t put a downer on the moment with your thinking Kaidan please.” She admonished sleepily. “We have the morning for that sort of thing. You are staying until then aren’t you?”
“Yeah, I’ll be here.” He purred, shifting the both of them to draw the bed covers of their sweat glistened bodies. “I’m going to need that long for my legs to start working again.”
It was Shepards turn to laugh as she snuggled in against him, the pull of sleep tugging at her eyelids. “My plan all along, goodnight Kaidan.”
“Goodnight Shepard.”