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By: angrymuffin
folder Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 10
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Author’s Note: To whomever is actually still reading this, I just want to thank you. And thank you again for the votes and reviews. ^^ I know it’s been a long time since I even touched this story, but I’ve been reeeeally busy, and muse-less. First, there was work, allll summer. And it wasn’t until the middle of August that I actually got a vacation, even though I wasn’t liable for one…Anywho…I started college in the fall, but only for about three weeks before I realized I wasn’t able to go any farther in my course without my driver’s license, so I dropped out right on the drop out date, with a ninety-five percent refund of my money. ^^ So now I plan to get my license like I should have last year, and take the course again next year. That’s my wonderful explanation on not updating.

And now one more thing, I just want to clear something up here. I look back at my last chapter and realize that was totally mean and uncalled for to not leave the translation to what Xemnas said, so I’m going back and editing it so the translations will be there, and I’ll put them up here as well. Just to make sure.

Translations: “Befreien Sie mich, Sie unverschämte Hure!” Release me, you insolent whore!
“Sie werden sterben, wenn Sie mich nicht freigeben!” They will die if you do not release me.

Now, I can’t say the translations are 100% correct, I got them from an online translator, but that’s the basic idea.

Warnings Language, Non-Consensual Sex, Death.

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“They’ll die…”

“NO! Please!” Roxas sat upright in bed, chest heaving and tears streaming down his cheeks. He had tried so hard not to show any weakness, but the threat to kill his brothers was too much. He stiffened after yelling that, half expecting to hear that horrible mocking laughter from Sephiroth, or to receive a blow from Xemnas whose penis was…no longer in his mouth. There couldn’t be anything in his mouth if he had been able to yell freely. But…the coppery taste of blood and salty taste of pre-come still lingered. Roxas frowned, glancing around cautiously, wondering where the two men went. Maybe Sephiroth took Xemnas to the hospital, but he doubted Sephiroth would leave him unattended like this, with his hands free…?

Roxas blinked, raising both hands, looking at them in surprise. What was going on? What did they have planned for him? He cautiously got out of bed and looked around again, seeing not the plain white walls of his room, the simple clothing furniture, and plush blue carpeting…but seeing his room. The room he had at home, in the café, with his brothers. His heart beat quickened as he ran to the closed door and stuck his head out. It was a casual cozy hallway that greeted him, the floor had faded grey carpet and across the room from his was the bathroom. Then that meant…

He scrambled as quickly as he could down the hall, heading for the door at the very end and opened it.

It was Sora’s room.

Roxas walked in and looked around, his brother wasn’t in there, but he let out a small sob, relieved. Nothing had changed. Sora’s room was still a mess as it always was. Clothes strewn in every direction on the floor and dresser, the computer sitting on the desk against the wall was still on, and the screen saver was a slideshow of all of Sora’s pictures. The current one was of him and Riku cuddling, taken in the high school hallway. Roxas went over to the computer and moved the mouse, the screen saver disappeared, replaced by the desktop. It was another picture, but this was of only Riku, again in the school hallway. On the toolbar at the bottom, a conversation was blinking. It was Riku, obviously. Roxas clicked it and leaned in a little to read some of the conversation between his brother and brother’s boyfriend.


Spring Break soon! W00t! says: Hey!

I am not a fucking bank! says: Hey babe

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: sup?

I am not a fucking bank! says: Trying to keep my savings intact

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: …do i want to know??

I am not a fucking bank! says: No not really

I am not a fucking bank! says: it’s just Axel and Demyx and everyone else borrowing money from me.

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: *giggle* well that explains your name

I am not a fucking bank! says: yeah

I am not a fucking bank! says: they’re taking loans which will probably never be paid back

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: Dem will..but Axel

I am not a fucking bank! says: is going to get beaten if he doesn’t pay me back

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: lmao

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: loser

I am not a fucking bank! says: wtf?

I am not a fucking bank! says: did you just call me a loser?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: I might have

I am not a fucking bank! says: why? What the hell did I do?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: mmm…nothgn

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: *nothign

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: **niotgng

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: uurrrgg!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: ***nothing!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: HA!

I am not a fucking bank! says: LMAO

I am not a fucking bank! says: Who’s a loser now?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: HMPH!

I am not a fucking bank! says: :P

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: Jerk hole

I am not a fucking bank! says: the hell?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: yeah that’s right

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: feel my wrath because I am SORA

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: …

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: Riku?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: you’re laughing at me aren’t you?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: asshole

I am not a fucking bank! says: Of course not Sora. I’d never do anything like that.

I am not a fucking bank! says: …to your face.

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: ooooo you really are an asshole!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: Stop laughign!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: *laughign!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: **lauhgingg!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: ***laughing@!!!@@@!! AGGGGGAHHHH!

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: GHDGHDFLKFHLHFL

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: @EKJDTLHDGFDLKHF@EKJDTLHDGFDLKHFH!

I am not a fucking bank! says: LMAO

I am not a fucking bank! says: :D

I am not a fucking bank! says: do you mean

I am not a fucking bank! says: LAUGHING?

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: …

Spring Break soon! W00t! says: stfu

Roxas heard himself laughing and decided to stop reading before he got an eyeful of Sora curses. He straightened up and smiled, wiping his eyes dry of any stray tears. He minimized the conversation then left Sora’s room, shutting the door behind him. He started for the stairs but stopped outside another door, opening it. It was Cloud’s room this time. It was clean as he knew it would be. The bed was made up, blankets folded back neatly with the pillows propped up carefully on them. Everything on Cloud’s dresser was arranged and organized so well that Roxas had the urge to run over and mess everything up, not caring if he got yelled at. He’d take any punishment Cloud laid on him. He was home!

With a grin and the rare giggle, he ran out of his oldest brother’s room and rushed downstairs and into the kitchen. There at the counter, was Cloud, chopping up some carrots or potatoes, probably for supper, and at his side was the shaggy haired brunet that Cloud was crushing on. Roxas’ grin grew. He didn’t know when Cloud started talking to Squall and inviting him out back to the house extension of the café, but right now he didn’t care. He ran over and wrapped his arms around Cloud in a big hug that was a little out of character for him since Sora always did the hugging. Cloud turned around and smiled at him, although he looked a little surprised.

“Uh…hey Rox. You feeling ok?” He asked his little brother and Roxas blinked, staring at him. He had been gone for almost three months and all Cloud could do was ask if he was ok? Wasn’t he happy to see Roxas as much as he was to see Cloud? Hadn’t he been worried at all?

Roxas backed off instantly and shifted uncomfortably. Something felt off, but he wasn’t sure what. “I feel fine. I just…I thought—“

“Hah..ahh…s-stop! It hurts!” Roxas spun around quickly, that was Sora’s voice! His eyes widened at what he saw, his brother was pinned to one of the booths in the sitting area, and Riku was brutally fucking him. His mind screamed at him to do something, but his feet wouldn’t obey. He was shocked and a little scared. Why was Riku hurting Sora like that? They had a good relationship the last time he was home…even if that was three months ago, and even though Riku wasn’t very nice to Sora and Roxas in the beginning, Roxas had been sure he would never do anything like what he attempted to do the first few times he was around Sora.

“Leave him alone!” Roxas shouted after he broke free from his stupor. Riku looked up, smirking, and something happened that made Roxas’ heart jump in his throat. The aquamarine eyes focused on him now were a bit more green than blue, and the Riku’s silver hair seemed to grow right before his eyes, the smirk was a calm smile now, pleased with the current situation of Sora writhing under his tall, thin body. Roxas swallowed hard, subconsciously taking a few steps back. “S-Sephiroth…” The man smirked and thrust into Sora a few more times before releasing his seed deep inside the boy then withdrew, those green-blue catlike eyes roaming over Roxas’ body.

“Mm. Nice to see you too, Roxas.” Sephiroth stood up and buttoned his pants.

Roxas shook his head and backed up a few more steps. “No…you’re not here…you can’t be here!”

The man chuckled and walked slowly toward the frightened blond. “On the contrary, Roxas, I can be anywhere I want.”

“No…you-you can’t! You can’t!” Roxas raced over to Cloud, gripping his arm tightly. “Cloud! Cloud, we have to get out of here! We have leave now, I-I’ll distract him, you get Sora. He’s hurt, Cloud.” Hs older brother went on chopping up the vegetables, glancing over at Squall every so often, smiling a little. The brunet was sneaking his own glances back at Cloud. If Roxas wasn’t so terrified that Sephiroth was coming after him again he would have backed off and let the two continue getting supper ready in peace. But this was a much serious matter. Their lovey-doveyness could wait. Heart pounding faster, Roxas turned to Squall. “Why won’t you two listen to me?! I’m serious, I wouldn’t lie about something like this! Help, please!”

A soft whimpering made Roxas turn around, he saw Sora starting to sit up, his blue eyes full of pain. That was all Roxas needed to see. He growled and launched himself at Sephiroth. “You fucking asshole! He didn’t do anything to you! You came here for me, didn’t you? Then here, you can have me!” Roxas never once took his eyes off the silvered haired man as he slowly took off his clothes, determined to put on the best show he could so that Spehiroth wouldn’t touch Sora anymore.

“There! Look at me! Isn’t this what you wanted?! A willing fuck toy?!” He was sobbing now as he pressed his naked body up against Sephiroth’s still clothed one, rubbing himself against him and leaning up on his toes to kiss the disgusting man.

“You have me…”

He closed his eyes as he kissed the cold lips, those bitterly cold lips that tasted of cruelty and torture. Sephiroth chuckled deep in his throat until it came out as full fledged laughter, not the happy kind either. He roughly pushed at the blond teenager making him stumble a little.

“No Roxas. Did you really think we would let you off that easily?”

“What…what do you mean?”Roxas caught his balance and wrapped his arms around his body, feeling a chill run through him. What was going on?

“Don’t act like you don’t know.” Sephiroth’s voice was as cold as his lips, he raised his chin a little at Roxas’ questioning look.” Impudent child.”

“I…don’t understand.”

“What you did to Xemnas was inexcusable. He suffered for your actions. And now, so will you.”

In one fluid motion, Sephiroth was by Sora again, this time, holding a gun to the brunet’s head. Roxas’ eyes widened. Now he understood. He tried to swallow, but his mouth was too dry. “N-no, Sephiroth…please…don’t…”

“Mmm..and what could you possibly do to stop me? Scream for help? No one’s listening to you.” Sephiroth pushed the bangs out of Sora’s eyes, which were closed. He was shaking.

With every last bit of pride Roxas still had, he slowly got to his hands and knees. “Please…Sephiroth. Don’t shoot him. Please.” He let out a sob. “I-I’ll do anything you want. I’ll l-let you touch me, fuck me…I-I’ll suck you off, I’ll do anything you ask. Just…just don’t hurt Sora.”

“No…it’ll be ok, Roxas. I’m not scared. I don’t care what he does to me as long as he doesn’t hurt you-Annh!” Sephiroth grabbed a fistful of spiky brown hair and yanked Sora’s head back, the hard barrel of the gun pressed even harder against his temple.

“Are you finished?” Sepiroth asked. Sora only swallowed in response, Adam’s apple bobbing slightly. Hmph. Lies. The boy was scared. He looked over at Roxas, smirking. How amusing, the blond was willing to go as far as begging, offering to trade his body for Sora’s life. He loved how desperate Roxas looked, on his hands and knees, face tear streaked, eyes wide showing all sorts of emotion: worry, anger, hate, but the best of them all. Fear.

“Please…” Roxas’ voice cracked, he had no dignity left. But if he could still save Sora’s life, it would all be worth it. He caught Sora’s gaze as his brother’s eyes slowly opened, looking over at him. Love was dominant in them, and Roxas knew that all though Sora was as terrified as he was, the brunet would do all he could to keep Sephiroth away from Roxas.

“Get out of here, Roxas. Get out of here now.” Sora’s voice shook, he would protect his brother. He wasn’t going to die if Roxas wasn’t safe.

“Enough small talk. You’ve said your goodbyes.”

“’Run, Roxas!”

Everything happened slowly. Roxas heard the click of the trigger, the sound of the gun going off was like an explosion. He heard someone screaming, and it wasn’t until he was pulled away roughly by the same hands that pulled the trigger and shot his brother, that he realized the scream had come from him. He struggled against Sephiroth’s vice grip, sobbing as Sora’s eyes closed and he fell sideways, body hitting the plush cushioning of the booth.

“Now for the other one.” Sephiroth pushed Roxas into the booth across from Sora’s body. Roxas grunted. He sat there in silence, grieving his brother’s death when Sephiroth’s words finally hit him.

“What? No!” He was up on his feet and running as fast as he could to the kitchen, but just as he reached it, he heard the gun shot and raced in to see Cloud’s body lying in his own slow forming pool of blood. Another gunshot and Squall was on the ground next him. “N-no! No! No! Nnnnooooooo!” Roxas fell to his knees, violent sobs wracking his lithe body.

“Have you learned your lesson?” Sephiroth asked calmly, looking down at the blond sobbing brokenly. He placed a hand on his shoulder. Roxas slowly looked up at him, tears running unchecked down his cheeks, gasping for air. He opened his mouth to say something, anything, but all words he formed in his mind wouldn’t leave his tongue. “I’ll just assume that means yes. Very well. Come along then.”

Roxas felt Sephiroth pull him to his feet. He watched numbly as he was dragged out of the kitchen and back into the restaurant, past the booth containing Sora’s dead body. He looked away, letting out another sob. The small of blood assaulted his senses, Sora’s blood, Cloud’s blood, Squall’s blood. So much blood. He felt the primal urges of the wolf, but fought them. He refused to make a meal out of the bodies of his family.


“…like a fucking mutt…”

Roxas raised his head as he was escorted outside, none too gently. That voice sounded familiar, he knew he would never forget that harsh accent if he tried. He sniffled and looked around. Where was it coming from? It was so near, yet so far.

“…pain lessened?”

“…yes…”

“Ah…he’s waking up.”


Roxas’ eyelids twitched at the noises and slowly fluttered open. His head was pounding, and his vision was blurry, but he managed to make out the outlines of two figures, one standing with their arms crossed, the other sitting. He blinked a few times, and the figures came into focus. Sephiroth and Xemnas. His breath caught in his throat, oh God, he was back in this accursed room—wrists still bound to the head of the bed. The two men watched him as his eyes widened, the memory of what happened coming back to him.

“My brothers! Squall!…you…you killed them!”

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Author’s Note: I’m still debating if that wasn’t a stupid place to end this chapter, but oh well. I’ll let you guys tell me what you think if you wish in a review. I apologize for the crazy format it’s written in. As I said in the beginning notice, I’ve been busy and brain dead for writing over the months, so continuing on from what I previously started with after the last chapter, it might seem a little bulky and not as good as my other ones. And I’m just going to clear it up here. No. Sora, Cloud, and Squall are not really dead. It was only a dream Roxas was having, and in the end really woke up to the proper reality. The one he passed out from in the last chapter. But the death warning was only because I killed them off in his dream.

So there you have it. Another chapter up, and God knows how long it will be till the next. I might even mess with the ending of this one a little to make it not so abrupt and stupid. I’m really not all that happy with it.

Thanks for reading. ^^ <333
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