Moth To The Flame

Yay! Chapter 7!!!
Blah Blah Blah...Don't Own Kingdom Hearts, The Characters or the Quotes I've used directly from the games. ^_^

XOXO: I dedicate this chapter to my sister and my friend Ian, who helped me with this chapter and listen to be babble on a daily basis about my writings. :}

Chapter 7- Losing it So Completely

Thunder crashes angrily across the skies of the world that never was. The tension in the air can be felt throughout the entire castle as the Organization's superior rages on over Roxas' betrayal.

"That fool...He will be destroyed!"

Axel over hears the angry and fearful words spreading throughout the Organization and diligently ignores everything around him. He cannot not deal with the idea of finding and destroying Roxas. He just wanted to focus on letting him go…forgetting about him.

The redhead sighed and made his way up the spiraled stairs, stopping in front of the library door. It was the first place he laid eyes on Roxas. He remembered the embarrassed blush on the blonde's face when he smiled at him. He opened the door slowly and made his way to a nearby chair and stared out the window. It was the exact spot Roxas was sitting in, lonely and confused...until he found him.

The other Organization members noticed Axel's sudden decline in stamina and attitude. Axel always had a bad attitude but this time, it wasn't sarcasm and marked with evil laughter. However, Demyx was the only member to show his true concern over his fellow nobody.

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"Have you seen Axel?" Demyx walked quickly from member to member, searching and finally gave up when nobody seemed to care. He frowned and walked towards the door of the library. It was cracked open and Demyx peeked inside, spotting Axel sulking by the window.

His arms crossed tightly over his chest as he studied every detail of the world outside as if Roxas would suddenly appear. He never noticed as Demyx tiptoed into the room.

"Hey..." Demyx whispered to his friend.

Axel turned slowly and frowned at him. Demyx said nothing as he watched Axel glare at him head to toe.

"What do you want?" Axel snapped.

Axel's chest felt as if it was sinking as he suddenly noticed that Demyx's eyes looked a lot like Roxas'. Two sapphire pools of eternal beauty gazed back at him lovingly and his face flushed red as he turned back to stare out at the darkness of the world beyond.

Demyx sighed and sat next to Axel, moving closer until he was almost up against him. He felt the redhead flinch at the contact of their shoulders together.

"Axel...I know how you feel...and..."

"I'm a nobody Demyx...I feel nothing...remember?" Axel growled angrily back at him, refusing to face those eyes again.

"I know you know that's not true..." Demyx frowned and leaned forward, trying to get a look at Axel's face.

The redhead caught a glimpse of Demyx out of the corner of his eye and wrinkled his nose, looking away quickly. [His eyes...Roxas...]

"Demyx...I think I'm losing it..." Axel finally confessed after a moment of uncomfortable silence between them.

"No you're not...You're Axel...you are the fiercest member of this whole joint and I don't know if you notice but I've admired you from day one!" Demyx encouraged and smiled at the redhead.

Axel rolled his eyes and smirked slightly, feeling confident in his ability to kick anybody's ass in the Organization...especially Demyx.

Suddenly, Demyx threw his arms around Axel, wrapping him in a tight embrace in a desperate attempt to pull him from the darkness he had fallen into since the night Roxas disappeared.

Axel's eyes widened and a rush of anger overwhelmed him as Demyx squeezed him playfully. [Roxas' Voice: Smile Axel...Please...] He growled and closed his eyes as he enveloped himself in flames in an effort to pry Demyx from his body. The fire was sweltering but feels almost soothing to Axel as he opens his eyes, seeing nothing but his wild element around him. He feels Demyx's grip loosen and he smiles to himself, summoning the flames away.

"Now that's just plain rude!" Demyx shouted, causing Axel to jump as he turned quickly towards him, a surprised and annoyed expression on his face.

A wide grin plasters across his face as a blanket of steam rises off his coat. Demyx had summoned the protection of his water to douse the flames about to ruin his good looks. The only damage he sustained were a few charred edges of his coat. He threw a few droplets of water back at Axel, perishing the last of the redhead's element still lingering on his body. Axel finally smiles at Demyx and rises from his seat.

"It's going to take more than that to bring me down Demyx...you know I can kick your ass..." Axel threatens as Demyx sticks his tongue out in response.

"If this is what it takes to pull you from your pathetic hole, then burn me!" Demyx taunts.

Axel growls at the challenge and summons his chakrams into his white knuckled grip. The blue eyed nobody gasps as Axel walks quickly towards him, ready to filet him and serve him for dinner. Suddenly, Demyx takes off running…

"Run...Run away!!"

Demyx tears open a portal in front of him and disappears.

Axel debates on whether or not to follow him but he had a reputation to uphold so he ran down the stairs, towards the battle room. Somehow, he knew Demyx would be there.

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"Dance water Dance!" Demyx cries out as Axel enters the room, chakrams raised.

Axel rolls his eyes as he watches Demyx summon his sitar and begins to play wildly, causing dancing figures of water to fly over the stage.

Axel leaps up onto the stage, setting it ablaze and burning away all of the dancing creatures. The flames smolder into nothingness as Demyx summons pillars of water up from the marbled ground.

Axel runs towards Demyx, a trail of fire burning in his path as he flings a chakram towards the smiling nobody before him.

The chakram disappears behind a wall of water thrown up in front of Demyx. Axel skids to a stop as the wall of water begins to race towards him.

"You like it?!" Demyx yells as he soaks Axel with water.

The thudding in Axel's chest suddenly returns for the first time since Roxas left and he begins to fight back with renewed enthusiasm. He shakes the water from his hair and smiles widely at Demyx. He notices Demyx looks a lot like Roxas when he fights...a small build and meek appearance revealing a deadly nobody with blazing blue eyes and wild blonde hair.

"Burn Baby!" Axel screams, putting Demyx's flurry of water to an end as flames engulf the stage. Demyx flies into the air, avoiding the flames as they lick at the edges of his coat, threatening to take him alive.

"Ow!" Demyx cries as he sees Axel flying up towards him to catch him in mid-air. A part of Axel knew what was to come next.

He snatched Demyx by his wrist and flung him down to the stage floor, landing on top of him against the hot marble. [Why...am I doing this?]

Demyx's face flushed deeply as he stares into the raging green eyes above him. He remembered that night, seeming so long ago, when Axel had Roxas pinned to the exact stage he was laying on now...and envying every minute of what he saw.

Axel glared at Demyx, only seeing Roxas staring fearfully back at him. The thudding in his chest grew painful and his face shows the inner battle in his mind as he struggles with his longing...his loneliness. He squeezes his eyes shut, refusing to accept the reality before him and he leans down and presses his lips to Demyx's.

Demyx's eyes widen and he quickly gives in, taking in every taste of what he had desired since he laid eyes on Axel the day he joined the Organization. The redhead's tongue caresses him hungrily as he spreads a blanket of water over the stage, cooling the marble and causing a mist of steam to surround them.

Axel breaks their kiss and buries his face in Demyx's neck, biting and kissing at the sensitive area, still forcing his eyes to stay closed.

"Ax...Axel..." Demyx moans as he grips his fingers through his wild red hair and grinds his hips against the body above him. His cock already throbbing against the fabric of his pants as he experiences his deepest fantasy.

The blue eyed nobody pulls the zipper of Axel's coat down and slides it off his strong shoulders. The redhead responds by removing Demyx's coat so that they can feel their skin together. Demyx sighs and traces his hands over the curve of Axel's spine and back up through his hair, savoring every inch of his forbidden love. Axel groans as he grinds their leather covered cocks together and continues to inhale the sweet scent of freshly fallen rain laced through Demyx's hair and skin.

Axel suddenly feels the same thudding in his chest beating inside Demyx as he presses their bodies together and cannot take it anymore. He quickly pulls the blue eyed man's pants down and casts them aside with their coats, leaving him completely exposed. He finally opens his eyes and stares into Demyx's flushed face, begging him for more. Axel smiles at Demyx lightly as he reaches down and begins to stroke him roughly.

Demyx tilts his head back against the marble floor and moans, gripping his fist in Axel's hair as he pumps his cock, bringing his thumb up every now and then to tease the sensitive head.

Axel leans against Demyx's neck. "Touch me..." he whispers softly, causing Demyx to moan louder and comply, opening Axel’s pants and releasing his hard sex.

Demyx forces Axel to release him, pushing him up on his knees and gazing up at him submissively. Axel's lips part as he gazes down at Demyx and he laces his fingers through his Mohawk as he begins to lick and suck at the tip of his cock.

Axel moans and his mouth drops open further as Demyx takes every inch of him into his eager mouth. Demyx moves fast and gracefully as he thrusts Axel's cock in and out of his throat, tasting the spent flames on his skin. [So...much...like...Roxas...]

Axel pulls himself from Demyx's grasp and beckons him to turn around. The redhead grips his shoulder and lowers him down onto his hands and knees. Demyx whimpers as he feels the weight of Axel leaning over him, biting his neck roughly as he presses his slick cock to his backside.

Demyx gasps and throws his head back against Axel's shoulder as he pushes his cock deep inside him. Axel begins to stroke Demyx's cock to aid him in relaxing as he rocks himself in and out of his body with the same rhythm.

Demyx moans the redhead's name over and over as his thrusting increases. Axel straightens himself on his knees and grips Demyx's hips harshly, leaving red marks where his fingers have pressed into the soft flesh. Demyx reaches down with one hand and strokes himself in time with Axel's ruthless fucking. He closes his eyes and lets his body rock back and forth harshly. Their bodies are covered in a light sweat and Demyx savors Axel's scent as he gasps with each thrust.

Axel pounds harder and harder into Demyx, hitting a spot inside him that causes him to moan louder and pump himself with more vigor. The redhead rolls his eyes back into his head, wrapping himself in the deepening pleasure swallowing his body. Roxas was the only other one who could make him feel this way. [Ah...Roxas...Roxas...]

Demyx feels himself on the razor's edge of orgasm and suddenly raises himself onto his knees, wrapping his arm around Axel's neck behind him to brace against his thorough fucking. Pre-cum spills over his fingers and his body begs for more as Axel's hot breath comes in short, fast pants against his neck and ear.

"Axel!" Demyx cries out as he releases himself, his body shaking as Axel moves faster, moaning at the feeling of Demyx's muscles tightening around his cock.

Axel's eyes remain shut as he wraps his arms around Demyx's entire body, pulling his cock almost entirely out of him before thrusting forward again to the hilt. Axel continues this for a few minutes until his body tenses up and he cries out...

"Roxas!"

Demyx's eyes widen as Axel fills him with his warm essence. His ears ringing with the sound of Roxas' name as Axel slows his pace and releases his grip around Demyx.

Axel pants and stares down at the marble floor, accented with Demyx's spilt orgasm and his mouth drops open at his actions. [Why...Roxas...]

Demyx frowns and pulls his pants around his waist as he sits next to Axel on the stage of the battle room. He knows he can never have Axel's love the way Roxas did. He knows Axel will never see him the same as he saw Roxas. He expected to feel hurt and jealous at the idea of Axel thinking only of Roxas but he only smiles softly as he wraps his arms around Axel, comforting him and savoring the only feeling of true love he will ever know in his nobody life.

Axel leans back against Demyx's embrace and closes his eyes, allowing himself to feel peace for the first moment since Roxas left, which seems so long ago now.

To Be Continued...

A/N: *gasp* O.o