Bring Me to Life

Disclaimer: In case you’re wondering…no I don’t own Kingdom Hearts, Sora, Riku or Kairi. They belong to square-Enix and Disney. I’ve been really busy and I’ve been thinking about where I want to go in this chapter so I’m sorry if it’s taking a bit. Ok on to the warnings in this chapter. Lemon warning!!! I apologize to all of the Kairi fans out there. I understand there are some people that like her…but I’m not one of them. Ok I think I’ve rambled on enough. Language warnings and my usual grammar warnings. Thank you for all of the reviews*hugs you all* please continue to review me^^. Now on with the chapter!

~Sora’s POV~

I talked to my mom on the phone for a little bit as Riku and I pretty much tossed our book bags next to the door. After my mother had pretty much lectured me on every subject she could think of she finally had to go. I looked at Riku and grinned. Well at least my mother had some good news.

“Hey Riku…my mom left us money for pizza tonight! They are making her work late so we have the house to ourselves. Isn’t that cool?” I asked. Riku smiled at me and nodded. Somehow he didn’t share my enthusiasm. I put the phone back on the charger and looked around nervously.

Well I was in a good mood. Now I was back being nervous. Why was I so damn nervous? Riku and I had the house to ourselves plenty of times! Why was this bothering me now? I don’t think the thought of having the house to ourselves bothered me. It the thought of me being alone with Riku….especially after that kiss. The mere thought gave me small shivers. I shrugged it off when I seen Riku watching me intently. I smiled at him before finding the money on the counter. I grinned and counted the money.

“20 bucks..that should be more than enough to get dinner right Riku?” I asked as I looked at him. I looked into his eyes and I could have swore I almost got lost or hypnotized by them. Riku just gave me a small smirk and nodded.

“It should be….unless you’re going to become a bottomless pit Sora.” Riku said clearly joking. I caught the joke and I smiled. But just to play along I crossed my arms and pouted at Riku.

I don’t know if it was my imagination or if I actually saw Riku’s eyes lock on my mouth but that look he had in his eyes made my heart flutter even more than when he kissed me. What the hell was happening to me?! I had NEVER had these thoughts about Riku. But why now? Why was I thinking of Riku like this now? Was it because Kairi left me and now I’m looking to my best friend to fill the void? No, that couldn’t be it. I would never do that to Riku. Even if he did have feelings for me that would be playing with his emotions. Some part of me was telling me that was it. But another part of me was saying I was actually falling in love with Riku. Its like having a devil on one shoulder saying you’re doing it because you’re lonely and an angel on the other shoulder telling you its because you’re in love. Or maybe Riku had broadened my horizons. Maybe deep down I had been in love with Riku all along. Who knows? I wish I did at that point.

I felt my pout fade as Riku smiled at me. He actually smiled! Here lately he had been rather moody and it was easy to tell when he was in a bad mood. That’s when I didn’t press my buttons at all. But Riku was actually in a good mood. He was smiling which to me was a definite plus. I locked the door as I always did before I reached for the phone. I looked over at Riku and before I could even open my mouth he waved his hand sitting down on the couch.

“Pepperoni, olives and pineapple on one. You should know that about me by now Sora.” Riku said before he looked at me. My mouth almost dropped to the floor. How in the hell does he do that? Its like he reads my mind because what I was going to ask him was what he wanted on his pizza. I laughed and shrugged before dialing up the local pizzeria. I decided I wouldn’t try to understand I would just do what was asked of me.

After about two hours of playing video games and pigging out on pizza when it did finally get there Riku and I decided to watch some movies until we got bored of that as well. I was actually surprised. Riku was actually hungry. The local pizzeria had a three pizza special for about $14 so how could I pass that up? With Riku and I combined we managed to put away two and a half of those pizzas. I forced myself to put the rest of the pizza in the refrigerator for mom to have. She had to eat too and I always made sure no matter what was for dinner that I always put her away some.

Riku and I were watching just some random movie we both thought looked good on TV. Truth was I was ba pay paying attention to the TV. I kept thinking about when we first got home. I would give anything to know what is happening to me. Here I was sitting next to my best friend as I had many times before but now I felt as if I would burst from all my emotions and feelings when I had never felt like this ever. I looked over at Riku and watched him for a little bit. The more I thought about it the more I found myself longing for Riku’s kiss. Riku must have noticed that I was watching him before he looked over at me. I took a deep breath before I looked back at the TV. The tension in the room was incredible. Neither me nor Riku had said anything at all. I decided I couldn’t take this silence…and curiosity was eating at me now more than ever. I sighed again and leaned back against the couch deciding maybe I should watch the movie instead of staring at my…..absolutely hot best friend. I can’t believe I just said that. But he was. I actually think I am growing attracted to him….

~Riku’s POV~

Sora had the brilliant idea to play some video games so we did. Although I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him. I had actually found myself thinking how someone so gorgeous and so irresistible could eat as much as Sora could. During the entire time we were playing video games I just wanted to lean over and kiss him. What am I thinking? Kairi broke up with Sora a few weeks ago. Granted I hated the bitch and I didn’t trust her as far as I could throw her but Sora still cared for her. I could see it in his eyes when he looked at her. I felt so bad about having thoughts of kissing Sora…possibly getting intimate with him. It wasn’t right for me to be thinking this. It couldn’t have been.

Video games soon got boring and Sora had another bright idea. Movies came up and so we went to that. Sora was less than a foot away from me and we were watching whatever the remote stopped on. Damn my luck it had to be some kind of action movie where the guy gets more women in bed than he does actual action scenes. Just fuckin great. Sora was less than a foot away from me, we were watching this movie that might as well been classified as a rated R porno and I had Sora on the brain. More importantly I had been thinking of doing things with Sora that I shouldn’t have been thinking.

I looked over and I actually caught Sora looking at me a couple of times. He had a strange look on his face. One I can honestly say I’ve never seen on Sora’s face. He looked like he was actually contemplating something. Sora tried to hide it of course by pretending he was paying attention to the movie. Temptation was knocking on my door and now I had to decide if I was going to take the forbidden fruit or walk away. Yeah, like walking away was an option at this point. I shifted a bit crossing my legs trying to hide the hard-on I was getting. I’d be in deep shit then if Sora seen I got one just from looking at him…but then again I could blame it on the movie.

I sighed before I stretched my arm out behind the couch. I know most guys do that to girls watching movies trying to put their arm around them. But I really had no intentions of doing that. Sora looked at me and then looked at my arm before he scooted closer to me. I had to blink a couple of times as I tried to watch the movie. Did he just move closer to me when I did that? My emotions and my thoughts weren’t exactly stable at this point but I definitely had felt Sora move closer to me. Now the temptation to lean over and kiss him was stronger than ever. I didn’t plan any of this and to be honest I was almost scared to death that I was going to do something stupid. Which, my mind was kind enough to point out to me that any move I made at this point was going to be a stupid one. My body however, decided it was going to go against my mind and my best judgment as it always did.

I found myself looking at Sora before I slid my hand behind his head playing with his hair a bit. He looked at me with a curious look but before he could say anything I had pulled him into a brushing of the lips kind of kiss.

~Sora’s POV~

I couldn’t believe what was happening. Riku kissed me again! I wanted it so badly. But I wasn’t expecting it. Now I really wished my mind would make up its mind. I let natural instinct take over and I wrapped my arms around his neck pressing my lips against his. I had wanted him to kiss me all night but now he was doing it and what brought it on…I guess I’ll never know.

I gasped softly when I felt Riku’s tongue trace my lips almost as if asking permission. I couldn’t deny him. I felt my eyes flutter closed as I moved closer to him. Riku slid his tongue in my mouth caressing every area he could as his hand held the back of my head so I was pressed into the kiss. I shuddered a bit my head swimming before I started to kiss back letting our tongues play in a very almost erotic dance. I felt shivers go down my spine as we kissed. The kiss had started slow and gentle at first but then it heated up very quickly to a almost frantic kiss as if we were trying to devour each other. I was the first to pull back for air as I panted lightly. My eyes were still closed for the time being as I took deep breaths. Something about that kiss had sent almost a chill down me. But not a bad chill at all. I found myself whimpering very lightly as I could feel my member hardening just from that kiss. One kiss! I had never hardened that fast with Kairi and I found myself void of all thought except Riku.

I opened my eyes again and looked at Riku. His eyes had almost darkened with desire and before I could react he kissed me again both hands cupping my face. I was more than happy to comply with anything he wanted at that point. I felt like as if I could melt at any point. I kissed him back and our kiss quickly turned back into the frantic, passionate, devouring kiss as Riku pulled me closer to him. My mind was in a complete haze. I couldn’t think and I had no control of what was going on. I knew that this was probably going to far already and that I should stop Riku. But to be honest I really didn’t want to.

I felt Riku’s arm wrap around my waist holding me as tightly as he could in this position. I was pressed so close to him if I would have moved my legs I would be damn near straddling him. I felt Riku’s other hand slowly run down my chest as we kissed. Something in the back of my mind kept nagging me that I should stop this before it went past the point of return. That thought, however banibanished when I felt Riku teasing my nipple with his fingers. I moaned in the kiss and wrapped my arms around Riku’s neck tightly as I continued to kiss him until I had to break for air. Riku started to gently pinch and twist my left nipple with his fingers looking at me with a look I had never seen before on Riku. He looked so sexy looking at me like he was. His eyes were filled with clear desire and lust. But I couldn’t tell the other emotion in his eyes….

~Riku’s POV~

Oh god, how things got this far I would never know. I couldn’t resist. I had to kiss him and now we were making out on his couch my hands with a mind of their own. It was so tempting. Sora was right there practically straddling me in a lust-induced haze. I had to touch him. I ran my free hand up his shirt slowly and started teasing his nipple feeling it harden under my touch. I broke the kiss and started kissing down Sora’s neck as I let my hand travel down further. Before I could stop myself and regain control my hand cupped his crotch squeezing firmly but nowhere near hard enough to hurt him. I heard Sora moan and I tightened my arm around his waist. Hearing Sora moan was like music to my ears. How long have I been fantasizing about touching Sora like this and here I was actually doing it. I knew I should have stopped myself though. I used my free hand to unsnap Sora’s pants. Once they were unsnapped I reached my hand in and started caressing his most intimate area with my fingers. Oh shit…the feeling of hearing Sora moan and feeling him squirm for more was indescribable. But I knew that this was also so very wrong and that I should have stopped a long time ago.

I used my fingers to tease the head and slit. I lightly ran my fingertip up and down Sora’s slit smearing the moisture around the baby soft skin of his cock. I was instantly rewarded with a cry from Sora. I smirked as I continued to kiss on his neck. I wrapped my hand around the base starting a very gentle but firm back and forth motion on Sora. I looked up briefly to see Sora with his eyes shut leaning back against the couch. I wanted nothing more than to lay Sora down and take him to heaven over and over again with my name falling from his lips. Sora was almost painfully hard and I found myself smirking again as I moved my hand a bit faster. So he liked that did he? I was too intoxicated by the sounds Sora was making to realize what I was doing. Sora was squirming under my touch and tried hard not to thrust against my hand. I could tell he liked it just by the way he looked. So I decided to move my hand even faster than before squeezing a bit firmer. I was watching to see how Sora liked it exactly. Once I found the rhythm that Sora liked the most I stuck with that completely determined to bring Sora the most pleasure I could.

It didn’t take long as I held Sora to me with my arm, my other hand working vigorously now on Sora’s very hard length. Sora was crying out in pleasure gripping the couch until his knuckles turned white. I watched in fascination as I was pleasing my angel. He looked so good like this. I got a mischievous grin as I felt Sora tense a bit giving off signs to me that he was close to coming. I pulled Sora’s head back gently by his hair and kissed him again almost shoving my tongue down his throat. He kissed me back desperately as I worked my hand a bit harder. Sora let out a muffled scream in the kiss as he came in my hand. My motions slowed when I felt a warm substance on my hand. I broke the kiss and looked at my hand seeing the milky white fluid on my hand. Sora leaned back on the couch panting a bit. I had taken my shirt off and wiped my hand on my shirt.

Sora was looking at me and he leaned towards me almost as if asking for another kiss. I leaned forward about to kiss him when the phone rang. I blinked the ringing of the phone bringing me out of my haze a bit. Sora grabbed the phone being he kept it right next to him and answered it.

~Sora’s POV~

I don’t know how it happened. I really don’t. one moment I was kissing Riku, the next his hand was down my pants giving me the most pleasure I had felt in my life. I couldn’t describe how good it felt when Riku touched me. I was completely on Cloud 9 when the phone rang. I blinked before I reached the phone trying to catch my breath.

“H….hello?” I answered still trying to catch my breath.

“Hi Sora! Its me Kairi.” Came the other voice on the phone clearly bubbly. My face must have fell because I looked over at Riku knowing he could hear. What was she doing calling me? she hadn’t called me in three weeks and now she just starts calling me again?

“…k….Kairi…” I said slowly my mind still not all there.

“Yep! Say Sora are you busy? Maybe you could come over and we can talk?” She asked her voice low and soft. Holy shit I was in a hell of a mess now.

“I…I can’t Kairi….”I said slowly. Riku just watched expressionless.

“Why can’t you? I thought…we could talk about getting back together?” Kairi said in a low voice again.

“I really can’t….” I said as I looked at Riku. Riku just watched me and frowned. Kairi didn’t answer for a while and it sounded like she was crying. She knew I hated it when she cried.

“There’s someone else isn’t there Sora? That’s ok….I guess I’ll talk to you later….have fun with your new girlfriend.”Kairi said as she cried softly and then hung up. Of all the times…..

~Riku’s POV~

The bitch had some nerve I’ll give her that. I had heard bits and pieces. I was watching Sora during the entire conversation and I could tell she had hit a nerve. I sighed before leaning on my knees. What have I done? I feel like I’m taking advantage of Sora. This whole thing shouldn’t have happened. But now that it has I was afraid of what it might to do Sora and I. As Sora was buttoning up his pants I stood up and ran up the stairs closing the door to the room we shared behind me. I sat on the bed and ran the hand I wasn’t using on Sora through my hair sighing heavily. Whae fue fuck was I going to do? Right now it was put our friendship on the line and admit my feelings or lose him to Kairi and never have him for myself. I REALLY hated that bitch right now. Someone was always making my life a fucking nightmare I couldn’t wake up from all the time.

~Sora’s POV~

I watched completely confused as Riku ran upstairs. Did I do something wrong? What happened? I had felt a twinge of hurt also deep down. Riku wasn’t ashamed of me was he? Or maybe he was disgusted with me. I blinked before I looked at the phone. I could feel hot tears coming to my eyes as I threw the phone straight into the wall watching it shatter into a million pieces. I knew I was going to get in trouble for it but I didn’t care at that point. I felt my heart almost being ripped out all over again but not from Kairi. Strangely, it wasn’t because of Kairi at all…but Riku. It was right then….after what had happened and feeling the hurt I did…that I realized I was in love with Riku.

I started thinking about all Riku had done for me. He was always there for me no matter what his problems were. He was always my guardian angel almost in school. He had even saved my life in that alley by taking those thugs on. He was put in the hospital for that and I’ve never forgave myself. But now…as I thought about all of it I started thinking that maybe…just maybe Riku did all of it out of love for me. I shook my head clearly debating if that was wishful thinking. I looked towards the room Riku retreated to which was our bedroom. I took a deep breath before I stood up. If Riku had no feelings for me at all or if he was head over heels in love with me was something I wanted to know. I was always told to fight for something you really want. I had made my decision right then. I wanted Riku. I realize that now. I ran up the stairs up to the room before knocking softly. I entered without waiting for Riku to open the door. Riku looked at me and looked guilty before he opened his mouth to speak.

“Sora I’m so sorry…I…”Riku started. I took another deep breath. This was do or Die. Either I took the chance and showed Riku I wanted him or I would lose him forever. Right now….I don’t think I could have bared it. I was in love. Looking at him in that moment….I knew Riku was all I wanted. No matter how much I wanted to deny it. I had never felt this way about Kairi in all the time we were dating…..but Riku…I don’t know when it happened either. All I know is that I would do anything on this planet for Riku.

Before Riku could say another word I walked over to him and cupped his face before leaning down to give him a gentle kiss. Riku kissed me back but looked at me with wide eyes as we pulled back.

“We need to talk….”Was all I said with a soft voice. I still had his face cupped in my hands as I looked into his eyes. No more distractions…no more excuses and no more denying what I really felt. Now…if only I could put it in words……….

To Be Continued…