My Sun, My Moon, My Soul

`~`~`Sora’s POV`~`~`

It all started with the text message...

There's police over here at Demyx's house. We don't know what happened yet, but you guys should get over here. Hayner sent.

When he and his brother got there, Hayner and the others were already there. The girls were crying, the guys were holding them. Sora went inside the house, seeing a young woman with blond hair. He knew this had to be Larxene. A young man sat next to her as she talked to the officer. That had to be Marluxia.

He saw Demyx, his sandy blond hair messed up, sitting on Zexion’s lap on the loveseat. His face buried in Zexion’s chest, as Zexion held on to him tightly. Sora and Roxas walked out, knowing there was nothing they can do. They stood with the others.

“What happened to him?” Roxas asked Hayner.

Hayner sighed. “His father raped him. Zexion, Larxene, and Marluxia found him lying on the floor. At first he didn’t respond, but after a while he managed to tell them. Now he's back to being a zombie. Only person he'll respond to is Zexion.”

Pence spoke. “They’re sending out search parties to look for his father. Hopefully they find him soon.”

Sora saw Zexion carrying Demyx out the house, sitting on bench on the porch. He saw Demyx’s wrists. Cuts from rope formed matching bracelet cuts on his wrists. Sora felt the silver streaks returning to his eyes.

“Sora…?” He heard his brother. He walked away, hoping no one notice him leaving.

“Sora!”

Too late…

~`~FLASH~`~

His wrists were tied above his head, bleeding while he hung above the floor. He saw them smiling at him.

“Just remember to thank your brother. He’s the one who caused this to happen to you…”

Sora cried out when he felt the lash of the whip cut across his back.

`~`~`Sora's POV`~`~`

He felt someone smack him upside the head.

“Sora, are you okay?” his brother asked him.

Sora nodded. “Yeah, I’m fine. I just…” He didn’t have to finish that sentence. Roxas knew what just happened.

Roxas nodded. “Yeah, was it because of Demyx?”

“I think so I just looked at his wrists and then I remembered something similar…,” Sora stopped, feeling himself get lost again in the past. He then remembered their date with Riku and Axel. “Oh no! I forgot about Riku!”

“Huh?” Roxas was lost.

“Riku asked me out. He said you could go too and he’d get Axel to go so you won’t be bored,” he explained. He saw the scowl on
Roxas’ face. “What?”

“Nothing…,” Roxas said, but Sora knew his brother was lying. He must’ve had a really bad crush on Axel; he could see the blush on Roxas’ face.

“You really like him don’t you?” Sora teased. He began singing. “Axel and Roxas fucking in a bush! Roxas on his back yelling PUSH AXEL PUSH!” He laughed when he saw Roxas turning red. Then he began again. “Axel and Roxas sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G!!! First comes kissing, then comes fucking, but first Roxas is stuck with masturbating!” He stopped for a second. “That didn’t rhyme much.”He was cracking up when he saw Roxas turning wide-eyed and red. He started singing again. “But that’s not all, that’s not all! Roxas thinks Axel has really BIG BALLS!!!”

“Sora! Shut the hell up!” Roxas yelled.

“How do you know Axel has big balls?”

Sora jumped at the sound of Riku’s voice. He turned to see Riku glaring at him. Axel was wide-eyed. “I never would’ve thought of you as the sex joker Sora,” he said.

Roxas backed away a little bit. “Did you guys hear…all that?” he asked, clearly mortified.

Riku and Axel nodded. Roxas gasped. Sora looked at the ground. “Which brings me back to my question. How do you know Axel has really big balls Sora?” Riku demanded.

Sora could feel Riku’s anger coming off of him in waves. He ignored the headache that forming in his head. “I was just joking around Riku.”

Riku grabbed his wrist and began to walk away from Axel and his brother.

`~`~`Roxas’ POV`~`~`

Roxas watched as Riku took Sora away. “Hey!”

Axel stopped him. “It’s okay. Riku won’t hurt him.”

Sora, are you sure you’ll be okay alone with him?

Yeah, I’ll be fine. He won’t hurt me. Sora assured him.

Roxas felt their minds disconnect. He saw Axel looking away from him. “Umm, about what Sora was singing, if you can call that singing, I…”

“It’s okay Roxas. I’m not mad at him or you,” Axel said. Then he smiled. “I’m just shocked that Sora was singing something like that! He’s always so quiet and shy, I would’ve never thought of him as a joker.”

Roxas smiled. “Yeah, he is. I better get home.” He began to walk. Axel walked next to him.

“I’ll walk you home. Our date is ruined tonight, especially after what happened to Demyx…,” he said. “Zexion had told us what happened; we just dropped some of his clothes off at Demyx’s house. His sister wants him to stay over since Demyx is only responding to him.”

He could feel the emotions coming off Axel. Sad. Mourning for his brother, who had to go through it with Demyx. Roxas thought of this time as a perfect opportunity to get some information. “So, how long have you lived here?”

“About three years now. We were home-schooled on and off so we started going to Destiny Island High two years ago,” Axel told him.

They walked to the beach, going toward the pier. Roxas leaned against the railing, Axel stood next to him. Roxas felt Axel’s hand on his neck. He couldn’t see anything this time, so he just enjoyed the feeling his hand was producing. As much as he hated to admit it, Roxas really liked Axel. Sure he could be annoying and a pain in the ass at times, but otherwise than that, he was really a good person.

“How’s Zexion? He looked upset when me and Sora left,” he asked.

Axel shrugged. “He’s pretty upset. He’s had a crush on that boy since we moved here. This week is the first time he’s actually talked to Demyx a lot.”

Roxas looked up at Axel, who was staring at him. “You know what?” he asked him.

Axel shook his head. “What?”

“You’re eyes are actually darker than Riku’s eyes. At first, I thought you both had the same color eyes, but yours is more of an emerald green. His is more sea-foam green,” Roxas told him.

Axel smiled. “That’s good to know.”

Roxas looked out into the ocean. The waves crashing into the rocks, the light of the moon shining on the surface of the water.

He wanted to go swimming in it.

`~`~`Axel’s POV`~`~`

Axel was just standing next to Roxas, when Roxas took off his shirt. “What are you doing?” He watched Roxas stand on the railing, then dove into the water.

“What the hell!?” Was he crazy!? Axel looked at the water to see if he’d surfaced, but nothing. He dove in after him.

`~`~`Roxas’ POV`~`~`

After he dove in the water, he stayed there just floating in the ocean. Swimming always seemed to calm him down. He wish he could be normal and be able to tell Axel how he really felt. But that could never happen, Axel had to be working for them.

Something grabbed onto his wrist and pulled him up to the surface. He couldn’t hear any thoughts from whatever had grabbed him.

“What the hell were you thinking!?” His eyes were still closed, but he knew it was Axel talking to him. Roxas opened his eyes to see Axel keeping them both above water. He pushed away from him and began swimming to the shore line. Axel kept pace with until Roxas decided to go underwater. He swam underwater for a few minutes, he saw Axel go underwater with him. He returned above the water when he was in shallow water. He laid there on the shore line, his muscles sore from swimming. Axel sat next to him, anger in his eyes.

“What were you thinking Roxas?” Axel demanded. “You could’ve been killed!”

Roxas snorted at that. Little did Axel know, it would take more than that to kill Roxas. “I knew what I was doing. I wasn’t trying to commit suicide Axel. I just…felt like jumping. To feel free for a moment and not worry about anything…”

Axel yelled at him. “Then run or something! Don’t go diving into the ocean when the waves are that violent! You could’ve drowned!”

Roxas just stared at him. Axel was worried about him? “Why are you always stalking me?” He would find out if the Leonhart brothers were working for them. He heart stopped at the thought of Axel working for those bastards. He didn’t want to have to kill him. Roxas had too much blood on his hands and adding Axel’s would tear him apart.

“I’m not stalking you Roxas. Stalking would be me hiding in your closet, or watching you shower at school,” Axel explained to him.

Roxas laughed at that. “I stand corrected. Or in my case lying down corrected.” Both of them laughed.

After the laughter died down, Roxas asked him. “Why are you so interested in me and brother?”

“I’m only interested in you Roxas. My brother Riku is the one interested in Sora,” Axel told him.

He wanted to believe Axel was interested in him for him, but he knew Axel wanted to know the truth about him. Well, Axel would know after he did this. Roxas knew there was only one way to find out what was going on in his mind. Without warning, Roxas put both of his hands on Axel’s face.

`~`~`Axel’s POV`~`~`

He was shocked when Roxas held his face in between his hands. Oh my God! Is he going to kiss me? He thought.

Not even close.

He felt something intrude his mind, his mind barrier broken. Roxas’ celestial blue eyes turned to an eerie violet. Glowing. Roxas was in his mind!

Axel tried his best to get out of Roxas’ grasp, but even pushing on the pressure points didn’t work. Stop…

It didn’t work, Roxas continued to break the barriers around his mind and anything he didn’t work.

He felt Roxas going around in his mind. Stop Roxas…

Roxas released him, fainting on the sand.

Axel looked at him shocked. What the fuck just happened? Roxas was a psychic, but why did he look through Axel’s mind like
that. Axel tried to stand, but his legs felt shaky. His head hurt like someone took a baseball bat to his head and took an extra swing just for kicks. He knew if he tried to call out to Riku mentally, his head would explode. He pulled out his cell phone, praying it still work after him jumping in the water. Thank goodness it did!

“What’s up?” Riku answered, he sounded angry.

“I…I need help getting up. Something just happened and I can’t move at all. Well, I can, but if I do the world is spinning. Get Sora over here too. He needs to pick up Roxas,” he told Riku.

“Ok, we’ll be there…”

Axel hung up and looked at Roxas. Now he knew the twins were psychic.

Meanwhile, before Axel called Riku…

`~`~`Sora’s POV`~`~`

Sora just followed behind Riku, who was still holding onto him. “Riku?”

“Don’t talk Sora! Just shut up!” he yelled at him.

Sora yanked his wrist out from Riku’s grasp, glaring at him. “I’m not your bitch! So don’t talk to me like that!”

Riku looked at him surprised. Sora knew he’d been acting out character around him, but that was because something about Riku made Sora wanna slap him.

“Why are you mad at me anyways? It’s not like I did anything serious!” Sora yelled. He saw Riku smile.

“You’re right. You didn’t do anything and I’m the one exploding,” he said.

Sora walked up to him. “Riku, I’m sorry if my little song or whatever you wanna call it, made you mad. I was just having fun with my brother.”

Riku grinned. “I agree with Axel though. Never would’ve thought of you as the sex joker between you and Roxas. I just got…jealous.”

Sora felt himself blush. Riku got jealous? Over him? He saw Riku walk up to him and wrap his arms around him.

“Fortunately, I have ways to make up for my jealous streaks…,” he whispered.

Sora was about to ask him want he meant. That couldn’t happen now.

Riku pressed his lips against his. Sora’s eyes widened in surprise, his lips felt better in real life than in his fantasy! Sora closed his eyes and kissed him back, wishing he could just stop time at this moment.

`~`~`Riku’s POV`~`~`

He moaned as he deepened the kiss. Sora’s arms wrapped around his neck and pressed his body against his. He smiled, Sora might’ve come off as shy and quiet, but Riku could feel the passion inside him. He backed Sora against a nearby tree, nipping at his bottom lip. Sora’s face was flushed, his lips swollen.

“W-What was that for?” Sora asked after catching his breath.

He smiled. “Like I said, I have to make up for these jealous moments.” He began kissing him again, Sora didn’t mind. He gave Riku full access. He felt Sora’s tongue thrust into his mouth. He laughed, so he could be aggressive. Riku liked that, their tongues touched, he wrapped one of Sora’s legs around his waist, pressing his hips against his. He heard Sora gasp and then wrapped the other leg around his waist.

“Riku, don’t you think we’re moving too fast?” Sora asked.

Riku shook his head at his silly question. “No, we’re doing what we need to do. And right now, I have to kiss you.” He mashed their lips together. He felt Sora’s hands combing through his hair, thrusting his hips against Riku’s. Riku would’ve never thought of Sora being aggressive like this ever, but he was wrong. He felt Sora pull away from him, his hands going to the zipper of his vest-shirt. Sora unzipped his shirt all the way, his hands roaming over his chest. Sora leaned into his neck and bit gently at him. Riku groaned. “Sora, if you do that, my discipline is gonna slip away and I’m gonna do something you won’t want.”

Sora looked up at him, leaning his head up to nip at his lips. Smiling seductively at him. “Who says I don’t want it?”

Riku felt his control slipping away. This little boy, who people thought was shy, mousy, and not violent, was seducing him and he didn’t even know it! Riku slid his hands over Sora’s bottom and smacked him. Sora yelped and glared at him. “I told you I’m slipping. Don’t ever provoke the predator.”

Sora smiled at him. “But what if that predator was provoking you?” he asked innocently.

He smiled. “Then run as far as you can.”

“But what if the predator can find you anywhere?” he asked. Riku knew he was referring to earlier today.

“Then let the predator ravish you, he might not leave you alone ever after that, but at least he won’t eat you,” Riku nipped at Sora’s neck. He heard Sora giggle. He nipped a little harder, making Sora moan, at his neck then moved lower until Sora’s shirt blocked him.

“So you’re gonna ravish me then?” He heard the laughter in his voice.

“I’m gonna do more than that if you don’t behave…” He began kissing Sora again.

He felt his phone vibrate. Great…

He saw that it was Axel. What could he want right now? Groaning as he separated from Sora’s lips, he answered. “What’s up?” He knew he sounded angry, but oh well he had a right to be.

“I…I need help getting up. Something just happened and I can’t move at all. Well, I can, but if I do the world starts spinning. Get Sora over here too. He needs to pick up Roxas,” Axel told him. What could’ve happen?

“Ok, we’ll be there.” He hung up, then looked at Sora. He smiled at him. “We gotta go get our brothers.” He kissed him when
Sora pouted. He released Sora, both straightening themselves up. As they began walking, Riku’s hand held Sora’s.

`~`~`Roxas’ POV`~`~`

Roxas woke up to feeling his head pounding. His body felt like lead and numb. He opened his eyes slowly, trying not to get dizzy.

Axel was lying down next to him, looking at Roxas.

What did I do? He wondered. Roxas realized as he saw where he was. He had looked through Axel’s mind to find out information and then he had passed out. Oh no…

Axel grabbed on to his wrist. Roxas tried to yank it away, but his strength was completely gone. “Let me go…” His throat felt dry.

“No, not until I get some answers,” Axel snapped. “I know what you did…”

Roxas managed to yank his wrist away. He tried to crawl, but Axel pinned him down into sand. “Get off me!” He tried to fight, but his arms felt too heavy.

“No,” Axel said, Roxas could feel the headache in Axel’s head. His emotions were too strong for him to try and block them out.
Roxas couldn’t focus on him; his head felt like it was going to explode any second if Axel didn’t let him go. “Seriously Axel, let me go. I can’t focus…” Before he could say anything more, darkness took over him.

`~`~`Axel’s POV`~`~`

Axel watched Roxas pass out again. He rolled off of him, taking Roxas with him. His body covering Axel’s, they just laid there. Axel stroked Roxas’ hair back from his face. He looked so innocent and young asleep. No worries in his life, just a normal teenager. Roxas had a look that made people wonder what kind of childhood did he have, as though he went through a lot of pain. He wondered what Roxas was.

Ever since Roxas entered his life, Axel hadn’t stopped thinking about him. Normally, he’d just ignore the feeling and continue his life as normal, but something about Roxas interested him. The way he protected Sora, the way he never seemed to finish his sentences. Axel couldn’t stop thinking about him; his thoughts only consisted of Roxas now.

He felt Roxas stir, then suddenly woke up breathing hard. “Nightmare?” Axel asked.

Roxas didn’t answer. Axel felt his hand tracing a pattern around his chest, mindlessly. “I know you’re awake Roxas. You might as well tell me.”

Roxas took a deep breath. “Yeah…”

Axel didn’t bother looking at him, waiting. After a few minutes went by, Axel knew he’d have to force it out of him. “So are you planning on drawing invisible pictures on my chest or are you gonna explain to me what you did?” He felt Roxas stiffen and shiver, he realized both of them were still wet and Roxas didn’t have his shirt on. Axel wrapped his arms around him, using his body heat to warm him.

“I would but…”

His arms tightened. “But what? I think I deserve an explanation.”

“I know you do, but I don’t know if I can trust you with the information I’d have to give you…”

Axel felt his anger rising. Roxas didn’t trust him? “Why not!?” He felt his heart tear in two.

He knew Roxas was about to answer him, until Riku and Sora showed up.

“Axel! Roxas! What happened?” Riku asked.

`~`~`Riku’s POV`~`~`

Riku and Sora rushed to their brothers. He saw Sora pick Roxas, piggyback style. “Is he okay?” he asked Sora.

Sora nodded. “I’m going home. I gotta make sure Roxas doesn’t get sick. It’s really cold out here,” Sora told him. Riku walked over to him and gave him a peck on his lips. He saw Sora smile at him and then walked away.

Wanna tell me what’s that about? Axel asked.

It’s between me and Sora. Riku replied. He picked Axel up and began walking home. What happen between you and Roxas. And how come he wasn’t wearing a shirt? We found it on the pier when we walked over here.

Roxas went for a swim. Axel told him.

What? But the waves aren’t that bad, but they’re pretty bad even for the best swimmer.

I know but he just dove in. I went in after him.

Of course, you just wanted to be the hero. Riku teased him.

Shut up…he did something to me… Axel said.

Riku was confused. What did he do? Blow you? Cause if so, keep it to yourself.

NO!!! Nothing like that! I wish though. But anyways, no he held my face in between his hands and broke through my mind barrier! I saw his eyes turn a glowing violet and I tried to stop him, but even pressing on his pressure points didn’t work! When he released me, I felt like dead weight. Every time I moved, the world was spinning. Axel told him.

Are you sure? He did that in front of you? Riku asked.

Yeah, I’m sure. He made it real obvious. Axel was hiding something. Riku could feel his hurt.

Axel, what happened…?

He doesn’t trust me…Axel told him. I don’t know why, but for some reason that really hurt.

They walked the rest of the way in silence. When they got home, Riku laid Axel, who was already asleep, on his bed. He wondered what the twins were. Sora hadn’t told him anything about them. But then he and Sora weren’t exactly talking when they together.

When Sora and Roxas left, he could’ve sworn he saw Roxas crying.

`~`~`Cloud’s POV`~`~`

Cloud was watching TV when Sora came bursting through the door, carrying Roxas. “What happened?”

Sora shrugged. “Beats me. He’s been knocked out the whole way here.”

Cloud took him away from Sora and carried him up to his room. He laid Roxas on the bed and covered him with his blankets. After settling him, he walked downstairs seeing Sora sitting on the couch.

“Is he okay?” Sora asked.

“I don’t know, you tell me,” Cloud told him.

Sora shifted. “I think he…used his powers to see in Axel’s mind. They’re not working for them. But I think Roxas doesn’t believe what he saw. I saw in Riku’s mind, he doesn’t have anything to do with those bastards.”

Cloud sighed. He knew something like this would happen, Roxas had a bad tendency to go overboard to find out information. He’d told the twins over and over to try not to use their powers as much as possible, but he knew no matter what, they’d always ended up using them, including him. “So do you think they’re gonna report us?”

Sora shrugged. “I’m not so sure. I wanna say no, but then again…”

Cloud sighed again. “Alright, just go to bed for tonight. It’s been a long night for you both.” He watched Sora go upstairs to his room. Their lives were about to get really stressful.

He stayed there in the living room, just thinking about his life now and then. He couldn’t take of these kids, he wasn’t father material and never had been. Taking care of the twins had been a really big change for him.

He heard one of them walk downstairs. Roxas. The boy looked pale and worn, like he’d been sick for quite a while. He sat down on the loveseat next to Cloud. “Wanna tell me what happened?” he asked him. Roxas didn’t even look at him, he knew this wasn’t good.

“I broke through Axel’s mind barrier, right in front of him…”

“And…?” Cloud knew there was more to it than that.

“And I hurt his feelings. So now I think he might keep a closer eye on us."

“Okay, we’ll figure out what to do tomorrow. I’m going to sleep, maybe that’ll help me.” Cloud left the living room, he knew Roxas wasn’t gonna be getting any sleep tonight. He laid down on his bed, he felt like the world was on his shoulders and that more weight was adding to it. Some days he felt like he was just gonna die out of exhaustion and others he felt like life couldn’t get any worse than his life now. For now, he closed his eyes and hoped that something good will come into their lives and change them for the better.