Can't Stop Running

Chapter 4

‘Damn my ass is killing me!’ That ladies and gentlemen was the first thought that crossed my mind the next morning the next though I must say really was an eye opener. “I got Jak before the smurf!!! FUCK YES!” Let just say I think Jak was amused by seeing me clad only in my birthday suit jumping around the room in excitement.
“Dax what the fuck are you doing?” Oh god that voice! Oh sweet precursors let this heavenly being speak again. “Funny Dax, now stop being a freak.”
Did I say those last thoughts out loud?
“Yes?”
“Holy Shit!”
“Dax shut up and get back in bed!”
Only if you promise a repeat performance of last night.
“Well you’ll see if you get in now won’t you?”
Okay I know I didn’t say that out loud.
“Yes you did Dax.”
“How would you know you haven’t moved to look at me since you flopped over?”
“Because I heard you.”
“Jak my hand was in my mouth, I wasn’t talking… oh shit!” This was bad very very bad, Jak can read minds ooohhh no ,no, no, no! Not good not good, I still have missions, and god when the bitch comes back he’ll know everything I’m thinking of how can I let him go and keep up a strong front if he can hear exactly what I’m thinking, oh god, oh god…I can’t I…I…god I need a drink…drink…drink yes Tessy-kins she’ll know what to do she always knows what to do! I just need clothes….clothes…aha pants….um why is my shirt on top of the large stack of dark eco crates? Wait why am I hearing laughter, oh god I’m going insane. Wait arms, arms around the middle this is nice but what I….
“Dax, calm down…NOW!” Well that jolted me back into reality.
“Jak…wha… whats going on?”
“Dax you were having a panic attack and you kept laughing and mumbling to your self. Calm down. Because as I see it, you’re way to wired to go off to that blonde bimbo (HEY) right now and personally I currently like having your small little ass grinding right where it is.”
Oh…OH! That’s what was poking me. Oh and here comes the blush, dear god kill me now.
“If he does I’ll find a way to make his eternal self miserable.”
“Awe that’s so sweet I bet you say that to all your lovers.” And I’m back to Kiera, and the situation at hand. Even though I have Jak now at the end of these next three months Kiera will be back on the scene and I say bye bye to having Jak all to myself, better enjoy this while it lasts.
“Dax I’m not going to leave you for Kiera.”
“That’s what you said last time and next thing I know I’m forgotten on an island and return only to see you two bumping uglies.” Hey now that I remember I’m still pissed off for that.
“Oh come on Dax that was like three years ago.”
“You know what Jak, I really really do not want to see you right now, because as I’ve seen it with your track record you’ll use me and then throw me away once your princess arrives on the scene and I’m not looking forward to that.”
“Dax come on that was when I was stupid and…”
“And you haven’t changed or at least shown me that you’ve changed. So I’ll just save me the heartache and cut you loose now instead of later.”
“Dax…”
“Get dressed and leave Jak just go, and maybe if you want you can go see Torn about getting a ride over to where Kiera is, I’m sure she’ll be thrilled to see you.” This was it, he was going to leave, I was going to go see Tessy-kins and drink myself under the table and hopefully either forget my name or just never wake up. Wait whats that freaky laugh I’m hearing? Ow fuck, steel walls and Daxter are not pleasant company. “Jak what the fuck are you doing, get off of me!”
“No. Dax I’m not sure you realize who you are talking to. I’m not some silly little customer who you can order away on a whim.”
“A WHIM! I’M DOING THIS SO YOU WON’T BREAK MY HEART YOU BASTARD!” Ow and face meets wall once more though there is now a hand keeping it in place.
“I don’t believe I gave you permission to speak yet pet. I think its time you learned the rules around here. You are mine, mine to do with as I see fit, you do what I say not the other way around. You belong to me you see, so when I tell you something you better believe it as if it came from god himself got it.”
“Fuck You!”
“Daxter that was the wrong answer and now you’ll have to be punished.”
“Get the fuck off me Jak this isn’t funny!” I’m not sure what he was doing but the hand had yet to leave my head but I could feel him shifting behind me and then I felt it, the most excruciating pain I’d ever experienced I’d rather mess with dark eco then this. “Jak stop, what are you doing get off me. God stop!” He was raping me! My Jak was…was…
“You’re mine Dax and you do what I say got it.”
All I got was that my vision was darkening and for once I welcomed the abyss that I usually feared.

Oh god my ass hurts. Why do I have a sense of Déjà vu oh yeah because I woke up like this not to long ago but why am I sore now. All I remember was me going into a panic attack and Jak…Oh god Jak he…he…toilet need toilet now! He raped me…how could he…oh god, I need Tess I need to get out of here and quick.
A quick look around confirmed that Jak was out of the room for a moment and that if I wanted to get away I needed to go now. Coast is clear and break for the garage. I managed to get to the garage and on a zoomer before I heard him and he didn’t sound happy. God I never knew just hearing my name growled like that could send fear racing up and down my spine and yet give me a hard on at the same time.
“Daxter get your ass back here now!” And that ladies and gentlemen is my cue to get the fuck out of here. And I zoomed off just in time because the door behind me burst open and there in all his dark eco-ey glory was Jak and he looked pissed. Why me?

“Run now my little pet and have your fun but when I find you, and I will find you you’ll regret running.” Dear god how the hell was I still able to hear that, but oh god I need to see Tess and then hide, I don’t know where but I can’t let him catch me hopefully if I can stay away for three months Kiera will come back on the scene and he’ll have forgotten me. Yes that’s what I’ll do, he’s never remembered me when the smurf bitch was around so chances are he won’t remember me now. Brilliant now to see Tess before I break down this is just way too much shit for lil’ ol me to handle all by my lonesome.

“TESSY-KINS HELP!!!” I think I just shouted loud enough that even Jak heard that and he’s all the way across town.
“DAXTER! Oh my god sweetie what happened, and where’s Jak I figured with how you went on about him and how he was all over you, I wouldn’t see you for a good month!”
“Tess…Jak did this to me, I don’t know why but I need to hide from him for at least three month, can you help me?” I could see the anger brewing in her gaze when she finally comprehended that I just said Jak is the reason I look like I’ve gone three matches with Rocky Balboa and lost all of them.
“Daxie I’ll help you but you need to tell me exactly what happened, but lets get you settled by the way you keep twitching at every sound I have a feeling you’ve only just recently left and he’s still on the war path.”
“Right on both counts baby, so lead the way to your oh so grand hiding place.” I followed Tess into the back of triple H and watched as she went right up to a bare wall and rammed her fist right onto a crack, I of course thought she had lost it and thought to run again but then the wall opened quickly she ushered me in and followed soon after and closed the wall I guess and not a moment too soon because as soon as she did I heard a crash behind me. Wow on this side the wall was completely clear and boy Jak looked pissed.
“Dax…what’s wrong with him?” Tess whispered in my ear I could feel her trembling behind me and I didn’t blame him, Jak only had on a pair of faded and ripped shorts and all his lovely gleaming hard as rock muscles were being displayed to the world. And I couldn’t help it, the sight of him still left me weak and trembling even after he raped me, I craved him, it wasn’t till Tess pinched me did I realize that I was whimpering and trying to get to Jak. “Dax, what’s wrong with you what’s going on?”
“I don’t know, but I feel like I need to go to him…” And once again she’s holding me back if it wasn’t for the fact that I was currently scared out of my wits of Jak I would have yelled at Tess but as it were the caged sensual animal that was still prowling around the room kept me sufficiently grounded.
“Daxter, come out come out where ever you are, I can hear your thoughts, I can feel you breathing come out pet, come back to where you belong.”
Oh god I wanted to run into those arms, why I don’t know because those words were sure as hell the exact opposite of comforting but I guess I wanted those arms to protect me from the words. I guess I was whimpering again because Tess was holding onto me tighter then before and her trembling had increased.
“I’m not leaving here till I have you Daxter, I’ve waited too long and I’m not going to let you go after just a simple taste.”
SIMPLE TASTE! YOU RAPED ME YOU BASTARD! I ranted in my head, I was pissed now he had me willing for a night and all he remembers is the time I was unwilling!
“Oh Daxter, you should know by now there is never a time when your unwilling with me.”
Crap he heard that. I quickly turned to Tess. “Knock me out.”
“What?” She hissed back, eyes still glued to Jak’s prowling figure that was moving around the room.
“He can hear my thoughts I don’t know how but he can, he can’t hear me if I’m knocked out can he.” Damn this was taking to long Jak was starting to zero in on our location.
“Fine.” And that was the last I hear before I found out just why Tess can manage a bar full of drunk me all by her lonesome. Damn that girl can hit.

Ugh…where…where am I?
“Daxie are you awake?”
Tessy-kins why…why is it so dark…what….
“Daxter please speak to me, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to hit you so hard!”
“Tess?” Oh god did that croak really come from me?
“Yea its me, you’ve been out of if for a couple hours, Jak finally just left but I think he’ll be back.” Wow Tess sounded really scared, I wonder what he had done. “Oh god Dax it was horrible, as soon as I knocked you out he went berserk. He started tearing up the place and pounding on every surface imaginable, thank god only I can open this door or we’d be toast. Oh god Dax he knew what we did, and the things he said, god Dax I’ve got to get you away from here.” Whoa what on earth, could Jak have said to send Tess off like she is?
“Tessy-kins calm down, he’s not going to get me, he’s gone darling he’s gone, now why don’t you calm down and show me around this cool little nook you’ve got here.” Wow I’ve never seen my Tesser’s lose it like this.
“You…you’re right I…I’m no good to you like this, come on I actually had this place installed incase I was ever discovered by the crimson guard, there’s a secret panel in the wall that is outfitted to my hand and my strength, okay now on for the grand tour to your left is the bathroom no running water you just close the lid and whatever is in there gets vaporized nifty huh?
“Ah sure whatever you say Tess…um…Tess is this place soundproof?” I needed to be sure because even though I know Jak can here my thoughts I just want to be sure that you’ll be safe.”
“Oh don’t worry about me Daxie I can handle myself, but to answer your question yeah these walls are soundproof, and we have all the food and alcohol we need to last us for at least half a year, though I’m worried about people crashing my bar while I’m in here maybe I should go up there to work and stay the rest down here with you…”
“NO! No Tess, you have to understand Jak knows you helped me and at the very least knows that you’re in here with me, he’s changed from my Jak this one will probably kill you just to know how to get me I don’t want that to happen to you. In fact I’m planning on crashing her for another couple days and then I’m going to run, I’ll try and keep in touch, but promise me that you’ll stay in here at least for two weeks after I leave, that way he’ll ignore you in search of me.”
“Daxie I am not letting you go out there alone while that monster is searching for you. God knows what he’ll do to you when he catches you!” I could see she was getting worked up and I really was too tired to deal with a rave right now.
“Tess stop, you know me, you know I know these streets like the back of my hand, he won’t find me until its too late, trust me all I have to do is stay away from him for three months I can do that…I managed to elude Errol for an entire year and he had an entire army out searching for me. Jak is just one man albeit eco-enhanced he’s still just one man!”
“Yeah one man who can hear your thoughts! Daxie don’t think I don’t remember those times you told me how there was an entire squad right under you and they never found you, what do you think is going to happen when Jak is right near you…he can hear your thoughts and your always thinking! Not to mention the fact that you lose your mind when he’s around!”
“I do not!”
“Dax you were clawing at the wall to get to him, and all he was doing was growling! God knows you whined when he said your name! Your name from his lips sent you into a fit what do you think is going to happen to you when it comes to you to make a quick get a way and he says your name!”
“TESS SHUT UP! I can do this and your negativity is so not helping me right now. Now Tess baby I know how I get when Jak’s around but I also know that I can resist him! Trust me I’ve done it before and he had me pressed up against a wall and trust me it wasn’t as uncomfortable as people make it out to seem. But I can’t stay here and put you at risk, I know that Jak has changed but there are parts of him that will never change and one of those things is that he’s stubborn and extremely goal oriented when he wants something he will not stop till he gets!”
“THEN HOW DO YOU KNOW HE’S GOING TO STOP LOOKING FOR YOU AFTER THREE MONTHS!” Wow I don’t think I’ve ever seen my Tess yell like that, I mean sure threaten a person’s family jewels with imminent demise but that was always done in a low voice she liked the affect better but this, this was a hell of a lot more threatening then anything I’ve ever heard her do.
“Because that’s when the smurf slut comes back to headquarters, trust me Jak has a long track record of dropping everything to focus on her.”
“But Dax even you’ve said that he’s not the Jak you remember don’t you think that part of him has changed?”
“No.”
“But…”
“Shush he’s back.” And indeed he was, Jak had just strolled back into the room though this time he had regrettably donned a shirt, though as soon as I had thought that a smirk graced his face and off went the shirt.

“Pet, I promise if you come back to me now, I’ll forget all about your little stunt, and I won’t punish you again I swear.” God damn that voice! “Oh come now pet you know you love it.” That’s exactly why I’m damning it you son of a bitch! “Now now pet such language should not be coming from such a pretty little mouth.” Oh hell no my mouth is not pretty. GO FUCK KIERA AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! Wow I didn’t even know one could scream in their head like that. “Now pet that was uncalled for. Now get out here now.” Oh shit he was pissed. “That’s just the tip of the ice berg darling.” Oh fuck.
“Tessy darling I think you know what to do.”
“Right” Ah blissful darkness.

“You can hide in your little hidden room Tess but don’t disillusion yourself into the notion that I won’t reclaim what’s mine, he may think I’ll leave him for that skank but he’ll learn his lesson the hard way. I’ll be seeing you.”
“Fucking bastard” Tess snarled, she was currently holding an icepack up to the growing lump on the side of her Daxie’s head. “Dax what are you going to do when your little plan doesn’t work.” Tess sighed and got the advil ready for when Daxter would need it.
“Is he gone?”
“DAXTER! But how, I thought that hit was enough to knock you out for at least a couple hours?”
“It was but I’ve taken harder hits so I prepared for the blow that time, I guess I need to practice more on keeping my thoughts quiet though I must say it worked splendidly.
“Oh so you did hear what he said right?”
“Yes and I’m not changing my mind, I know Jak better then that and like I said he’ll do what ever it takes to reach an end that includes saying whatever he needs to, but actions always speak louder then words darling.”
“Well if his actions haven’t already proved that I don’t know what will.”
“Oh chill Tess, now lets get out of hear I have a feeling he’s gone for now and I’m gonna need a large head start if I want to avoid him for the next three months.”
“Dax if you don’t mind me asking, what happened? I mean one minute you’re practically dozing in all the attention and possiveness he showers on you and now you’re running scared?”
“First babe, Daxter never runs scared and second he raped me okay, I told him to leave me alone and he decided to “punish me” as you can see I didn’t take that too well.”
“AND YOU STILL FOUGHT TO GET TO HIM!!!” Ouch I think that was a new decibal never hit by human kind.
“I can’t help it, something just comes over me.”
“Well I hope you know what you’re doing Daxie because if you get hurt I don’t think I could ever forgive you now come on, I’ve got this new zoomer you can try out I hear it’s the fastest of its kind.”
“Oooh toys me likey.”

As Tess and Daxter finally left the room a figure jumped down from the rafters.
“Hm…so Daxter still believes that I will leave him…why? I left him once and I remember that time, Kiera had jumped me and told me to go with it so I did, only after did I realize what it was that I had done and I’ve regretted it since I’ve even told Dax that so why? Whatever I believe its time I’ve reclaimed my pet.” And with that Jak walked out of the room with an evil smirk on his face.


That’s it for now so um does anyone want to be my beta if so send me an email I’d like to have multiple ones just because I know people have lives and can’t be at my beck and call thanks!