Nocturna ~ What took you so long my love?"

Nocturna ~ What took you so long my love?"

Warnings-Sora x Riku yaoi fic,violence sexual content and other naughties this fic is really a Alternate universe but I tried to stick to the deep dive plot line. Spoilers if you haven't seenher her movie. I have both *pats the icons on her compy* Oh and I DO NOT OWN Riku Sora or the other Unknowns I just made up names for them for the story sake. Mai, Mika/Mana /Ooji where created by me so hands off. I make no moola off this fic it's for the fans! Square and Disney own all the rights and whatnot.

Rating:R (no little ones please I will not be responsible for angry parents )

Syp:Riku anda ara are Unknowns and are seeking peoples hearts to rejuvenate their own darkened hearts. Meanwhile all hell is breaking loose the heartless have destroyed most of the worlds and Riku and Sora have learned that everyone on their island died as the result of Ansem. It's up to Sora,Riku and the other Unknowns to put a stop to the tyrants tirade. (Anti-Sora even makes an appearance :P) Enjoy!

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(Warning very gory/violent chapter you were warned!!
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Chapter 5: Of bleeding hearts... Awaken to death
(Sora's pov)


Again I awake from a slumber my eyes are still swollen from tears, it seems that I cannot cry anymore. And I cannot help repeating to myself why, I know that I had betrayed Riku but does that mean he has to do the same thing to me? Sudden rage fills my body, as I punch the pillow frustrated at the whole situation. I was stuck here in this room, the room that we once shared but I couldn't escape and it wasn't like I wanted to anyway. I couldn't move numb from shock my heart was failing me again, I let it get the best of me and my raging hormones didn't help matters either. I was damned either way, I sigh heavily and lay back on my pillow my hands behind my head, as I stare into the ceiling it seems like a never ending void as I faze in and out of reality. My mind situated on many things mostly thoughts of Riku, Mana and the others who seem to have some sudden reason to want to kill me. I shrug not really caring, I could kill them if I wanted to just one quick thrust of my keyblade into there stomach and it would be over with no one would know, and who would really care anyways. We were just a bunch of misfit kids, nobodies if we did save the worlds who would hear about it.. no one of course nor would they really care anyhow. It occurred to me that I really didn't care about anything besides Riku, I needed him to hold me right now, I felt cold and alone. I just needed to tell him that I love him and that Mana didn't mean shit to me, but he wouldn't listen anyhow, probably not. I'm was sure that he slept with Mana to punish me. A short glimmer of hope as I watched the door hoping that any moment that Riku would come barging in here and forgive me. I suddenly felt satisfied as I watched the door, again I could see feet outside the hall and whispering voices then the jingling sound of keys, my heart fluttered. "Riku", I muttered hoping like hell that it was him and he would bounce in here and take me in his arms. Immediately I went to the door and stood in front of it and waited anticipation filled my senses, as I suddenly felt happy.

But that all failed as soon as I seen a pair of green eyes great me instead of Riku's blue ones. The door creaked open and Mana stood there a ridiculous grin on his face, I frowned and went back to the bed and laid on my . I . I didn't want to look at him, it was all his fault. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be in this mess in the first place. Maybe if I just laid here I thought he'd leave me alone. But to my dismayI head heavy footsteps move closer to the bed and a cold hand laid upon my cheek. I shuttered at his touch ,removing his hand off of me. Not breathing a word, even though my heart wanted to scream at him I could think of all of the nasty things I would say to him. But I stayed silent my eyes darted toward him then back at my pillow. I grumbled under my breath trying to give him fair warning that I wasn't happy, silently I fingered the pocket knife that Riku gave me in my pocket intending to make full use of it if I needed to. Again, he placed his hand on me I slapped it away and rolled over to look at him, my eyes narrowed as I looked at him grinning at me. Sick bastard... I thought not bothering to say anything to him. I knew his little games he was so pathetic it was uselto pto play along. I shook my head and he nodded he clucked his tounge then reached for my hand and I immediately pulled it away, "aww what's the matter love", he said in a mock romantic tone, "don't' you love me anymore", I made a sound of disbelief and now was sitting on the bed, "I never loved you", I muttered. I turned my head but I still could see the frown on his face. I could feel the air tense up as he moved closer to me, he grabbed my arm then wrestled me to the floor, I was aware of pain as I grimaced slightly, it was so sudden that I didn't have time to react. I never knew he was that strong I tried to wrestle out of his grip and got my other arm free,and reached under my bed and pulled out my keyblade. I had to plan this out just right I thought as I felt him bear down on me again his hot breath on my face I could smell the rotten stench of cigarettes as his breath hit my face, he turned me over and got closer to my face,I put my other hand that held the keyblade behind my back trying to fake like it hurt me."You little bastard", he shouted a sharp pain exploded as he slapped me across the face I could feel his hands grip around my neck tighten ever so slightly, I was gasping for air, I tired not to pass out as his grip tightened even more, my eyes were focused on him. His face was contorted with anger as he removed on hand and unziped the zipper on his pants, then he un-zipped mine plunging his hand int box boxers his cold hand against my member startled me a bit, as I gasped.


"You like that", he said smiling, I frowned he didn't look surprised, he finally let go of my neck and took off his pants and boxers then finished taking off mine. My naked flesh was cold against the air I tried to act like I was scared. I played the part so very well, If it wasn't for the plan forming in my mind I would of spat in his face right there. "You know what I'm going to do", I tried to nod looking scared, slowly he began to put himself inside of me, groaning ever so lightly I tried not to moan as well, I couldn't help myself that it did feel good,I put my hands behind his back lifting up his shirt, my nails making red marks along his spine. My whole body shuttered at his touch, then slowly I took the keyblade in my right hand then plunged it into his back. He made a gasp again I plunged it in deeper I could feel his warm blood run down my arm as it stained the carpet. This time his eyes rolled back into his head and he fell to the ground his body growing limp. I tmy hmy hand and put it over his heart, it was still beating but barely. Ah.. I thought his heart just what I need sort of of an afterthought. I turned his over so he was laying on his back then removed his shirt, I could see his heart beating in his chest. Slowly I made a few inscions into his chest the blood was running everywhere, but the sick fascination excited I waI wanted to see more. Again I cut through muscle then bone, now the blood was really flowing through my fingers it's warm coppery scent excited me even more, no longer could I see his chest rising up and down. He was dead I thought, then went back to my work, I cut through more

muscle then got to the rib cage and found the heart. My eyes grew wide, with morbid curiosity. Amazingly it was beating slightly the sound filled my ears. I raised the bloody keyblade again angan gan cutting it out it seemed like hours went by but the sharp jagged edges made excellent cuts. Finally I was done, drenched in blood but my goal was accomplished. I held his heart in my hand, almost dizzy with excitement. The bloodied keyblade laid beside me and Mana's corpse laid silent. I reached for a jar under my bed and placed the heart carefully inside. Now Riku would have to love me, I took care of Mana for him. But I was never so wrong... the door swung open and there were the others, the light from the hall stung my eyes and I suddenly realized what I had done.. I had killed again. Another sin I had committed. Sadly I shake my head trying not to think my eyes filled with hot tears as I glanced at Riku who shook his head with the others.

I took a quilanclance at Mai who was crying, I killed her brother so I wasn't surprised but at that time it didn't really register in. My mind was too clouded and I feared that I had finally gone insane. "Riku", I muttered "please forgive me", I take the keyblade in my hand and plunge it deep in my chest it would be wonderful being dead and it would be better for everyone. My eyes shut now my blood was leaking unto the floor, I watch it run as I strain my eyes to take a glance at Riku tears ran down his cheeks his hand was outstretched to me, as he shouted something but I couldn't hear it I was too far gone. I couldn't stand to see him cry, I shut my eyes but I could still feel tears well down my cheeks as I let everything faze out and become blurry before me. I deserved this I thought. I in dee deeply and whisper softly...."Goodbye my love until we meet again, this is for the best".....


1 of two things no I did not kill off Sora and two this fic is not done yet. You will see in the next chapter so you will have to wait *cackles*. I know the ending is bad I was half awake when I re-wrote this. I was up all night.. *sleep is good*.Anyway next chapter coming soon so until then please R+R and make me a happy authoress person. ^.^ I'd like to thank everyone who reviewed and gave suggestions and feedback please don't hesitate to tell me if something is wrong It's not flaming I take it as helping me write better. Thankies.