Therapy

Disclaimer: Me: do I really have to? (Mims: YES!) Me: fine, I own nothing in this story.

Warning: This chapter contains what I am going to dub the double lemon, that's right two lemons for one chapter

Pairings: Akuroku, and lots of it!

Axel couldn't believe it, it just wasn't real. Numbly his brain tried to process what was happening. Okay, I was going to say something, I stopped, Roxas swore, and now he's kissing me. Alright that seems logical. While trying desperately to understand what was going on Axel had failed to realize that he was not reacting to the kiss. Suddenly Roxas pulled away, a deep blush on his cheeks.

"I, I'm sorry." Roxas looked down at the floor, "I just thought that, I don't know, I, um."

Axel didn't even listen to Roxas's muttered response; instead he sprang at the smaller blond. Pinning Roxas to the door he brought their lips back together, only this time he was very much an active participant. Roxas seemed shocked by the redhead's sudden outburst but quickly allowed Axel to slip his tongue past his lips. Axel felt hands entwining themselves in his red spikes. He tastes like ice cream, or salt water, maybe a mix of the two. Why the hell am I debating what he tastes like? Axel get a hold of yourself, pay attention to what you're doing already!

Breaking the kiss Axel stared into sapphire blue eyes, panting heavily. "This is what you want, right?" Axel gasped, "Because if you don't tell me to stop now, I don't think I'll be able to."

"You have no idea how much I want this." Roxas stated immediately.

Axel felt a grin spreading across his face and for once didn't care if he looked goofy. He dove back into the kiss, this time latching onto Roxas's neck. The blond moaned at the touch, his hands tightening in Axel's red locks. Savagely Axel bit the base of Roxas's neck, eliciting a squeak. In an attempt to apologize for his harsh action Axel began to sooth the skin with his tongue, leaving behind a dark bruise. Moving onto Roxas's collar bone Axel eyed the mark he had left. Hmn, well that might not have been the best move. Maybe Roxas won't want to be marked, not like I have any right to claim him. Well not yet anyway. Axel was drawn out of his thoughts by the feeling of hands wandering over his body. Moaning Axel pressed his body against Roxas and felt something … interesting. It seems like Roxas is just as excited as me.

Axel moved his hands down Roxas's body, taking in every inch that he could reach. One arm slipped into the small of the blonde's back and pulled him flush against Axel. Roxas let his head fall back and Axel returned to nipping and kissing at his neck. One of the redhead's hands made its way down Roxas's leg then hooked it around Axel's waist. The other leg acted immediately so that Axel was straddled by the shorter man. Without even thinking Axel wrapped both arms securely around Roxas and made his way back to the bedroom. Thanking whatever god was out there that he had left the door open Axel laid the pair down on the bed.

Axel tugged at Roxas's shirt, breaking contact for a split second to pull it over the blonde's head and throw it on the floor. Connecting their lips once again Axel slipped his tongue back into Roxas's mouth. He began to explore the wet cavern for the second time then drew Roxas's tongue into a battle for dominance. He reluctantly parted to allow Roxas to pull his shirt off. Roxas ran his fingers over Axel's stomach; they were light and made Axel's six pack flutter with pleasure. Trailing kisses down Roxas's neck Axel came to the blonde's chest and teasingly took one of Roxas's nipples into his mouth. Roxas gasped and arched up into the sensation causing Axel to smirk. Sucking lightly on the sensitive flesh Axel trailed one of his hands down Roxas's stomach while the other took hold of his other nipple.

The hand that the redhead had been trailing downward reached Roxas's jeans. Lifting his head up he smiled darkly into Roxas's sapphire eyes. "These won't do." He purred.

Roxas looked down at Axel with half lidded eyes and smiled weakly. "Then get rid of them." He murmured.

At this simple statement Axel unhooked Roxas's legs from his waist and practically ripped the offending material away, leaving the blond in only his boxers. How cute, checkered boxers. Axel didn't have much time to contemplate this as Roxas was tugging his leather pants away from his hips. Axel however did not wear any kind of underwear so he was left in the nude. He saw Roxas's eyes widen slightly as he took the redhead in and couldn't help but smirk slightly. Reaching back down Axel pulled the cute checkered boxers away and his breath caught in his throat. God he's beautiful, like some kind of angel.

As he contemplated just how breath taking Roxas really was Axel failed to realize that said blond was frowning slightly. "What's the matter Axel?" Roxas asked cautiously.

Snapping out of his dazed admiration Axel smiled down at the beautiful creature lying beneath him. "Nothing's wrong, I was just thinking how gorgeous you are." Roxas blushed crimson.

Axel closed the distance between them and crushed their lips back together. Running his hands along Roxas's body Axel thrust their hips against each other making Roxas moan into the kiss. The blond thrust up against Axel, his hands tangling themselves in red spikes. Reaching a hand between their bodies Axel gripped both their erections and began to stroke. Roxas's head flung back, a moan ripping its way from deep within his throat. Unconsciously his legs wrapped themselves back around Axel's waist. Axel began to suck on the mark he had left earlier, making it even darker and stand out even more against Roxas's skin.

Feeling his need growing Axel broke away from Roxas. "Do you have any lube?" he panted.

"Yeah, in…ah, in the top drawer of my nightstand." Roxas moaned out his answer.

Axel reached over to the nightstand and pulled open the indicated drawer. Fishing around with his hand he pulled out a small tube. Guess Roxas isn't all that innocent, I mean I didn't expect him to be a virgin or anything but he does have this stuff on hand. Then again I'm not really one to say anything. Axel squirted some of the slippery substance out of the tube and onto his fingers. Carefully he brought a finger to Roxas's entrance and with a quick glance into those sapphire orbs pushed in. Roxas moaned softly against the intrusion bucking slightly against Axel's hand. Quickly the redhead inserted another finger and began to scissor as he thrust into the blond. Silently he added third finger and thrust in deeply.

Roxas arched up off the bed with a cry, "Oh god Axel!"

Smirking slightly Axel continued to prepare the blond, making sure to hit that same spot with every thrust. Roxas was mewling in pleasure when Axel pulled away, eliciting a soft groan. Capturing Roxas's lips once again Axel spread more of the lube over his own aching organ and positioned himself once again. Slowly he eased himself into the blond who arched off the bed. Roxas's legs tightened around Axel's waist, pulling him in deeper. Finally he was fully sheathed in Roxas's tight heat. He panted heavily, fighting the urge to simply pound away for fear of hurting the blond beneath him.

"Axel, move." Roxas gasped after a moment.

Without hesitation Axel did as he was told. Pulling away until only his head remained within the blond Axel slammed back in. Roxas arched once again and Axel had only a moment to admire his flexibility. Quickly he found a rhythm, angling himself to get the biggest reaction out of Roxas. Feeling his own end nearing Axel took a hold of Roxas's member and began to pump in time with his thrusts. Roxas bucked wildly seemingly overcome with the pure sensation of it all. With a strangled cry Roxas came, spilling over Axel's hand and onto both their stomachs. The feeling of Roxas spasming around him caused Axel to fall over the edge as well and he came deep within Roxas.

Exhausted he collapsed against Roxas, only barely comprehending how much bigger he was and rolling to the side. The pair laid there in a daze for several minutes before Axel rolled over and took Roxas in his arms. The blond cuddled into Axel's chest, his head fitting perfectly under Axel's chin. We fit together, like we were meant to be with each other. Axel began to draw patterns on Roxas's back with one of his long fingers. Why does it feel like we've done this before? There's no way that we could have, I've never met Roxas before a few days ago after all. Still, I could definitely get used to this. He was dimly aware that Roxas had drifted off to sleep and smiled into his blond locks. Pulling him closer Axel let himself fall into oblivion.

Suddenly light flooded the room and both men sat up blinking in confusion. "Riku! You have got to come see this!" a slightly familiar voice yelled.

Blinking away sleep Axel saw the brunette that had been there the day before. "Sora, get the hell out of my apartment!" Roxas yelled irritably, "How the hell do you keep getting in here? I didn't give you a key."

"I made a copy of Cloud's. But that's not important right now, what's important is that you are in bed with a patient." Sora stuck an accusing finger at his twin.

"Sora, what have I told you about messing with Roxas's love life?" another voice said and a silver haired man appeared next to Sora in the doorway.

"I don't remember." Sora declared.

"Not to." The man said sternly, "Sorry Roxy, I'll get him out of here." With that the silver haired man grabbed Sora around the waist and flung him over his shoulder. The pair disappeared from view and Axel turned his gaze back to Roxas.

Roxas turned his gaze back to Axel and then put his head in his hands. "I can't be your therapist anymore." He muttered.

"What, why?" Axel was rather taken aback.

"I breached ethics majorly by sleeping with you. In order to not get my license revoked I need to switch your therapist." Roxas didn't take his head out of his hands.

"But we can still, you know, be together right?" Axel asked desperately. Please don't leave me now, I can't deal with that.

Roxas looked up with a wide grin. "If that's what you want."

I'm kissing him. Holy crap I'm kissing him! Oh no he's not doing anything. What have I done? He doesn't want this; he's just being nice and not pushing me away. Why are you still kissing him you moron? Stop this instant! Roxas pulled away from Axel, the feeling of a blush on his cheeks. "I, I'm sorry." he muttered, "I just thought that, I don't know, I, um."

Axel looked at Roxas for a moment, just long enough for him to register the hunger that filled his eyes. With just as much force as when Roxas had latched onto him Axel flung himself at the blond, pinning him to the door. Their lips came crashing back together, but this time Axel acted as if he were seeking something that he had been deprived of for far too long. Roxas was stunned and didn't react for a fraction of a second, then he parted his lips to allow Axel's tongue entrance into his mouth. Mmm, he tastes like cinnamon. Roxas wasn't even conscious that he was moving his hands until he felt Axel's crimson spikes against his palms. They were deceptively soft, the gel finally wearing out of them.

Axel broke away from Roxas just when the blond started to get light headed from the lack of air. Panting Axel met Roxas's eyes. "This is what you want, right? Because if you don't tell me to stop now, I don't think I'll be able to." The redhead gasped.

Roxas almost laughed but simply said, "You have no idea how much I want this."

The grin that spread across Axel's face gave his entire body a brilliance that Roxas had never seen before yet was oddly familiar. Axel closed the gap between them, his lips meeting Roxas's neck. Roxas couldn't stop a moan from escaping him, not that he wanted to stop it. He had never felt like this before in his entire life, like every fiber of his being, every cell in his body, was on fire. Axel bit into Roxas's neck, the harshness causing him to squeak involuntarily. Immediately Axel began to sooth the offended skin, licking and sucking at the spot.

Slowly Axel nipped his way down to Roxas's collar bone. Roxas felt his hands moving on their own again, this time they wandered over Axel's body. The redhead moaned softly and pressed himself against Roxas who felt the taller man's arousal against his own. Axel snaked his hands down Roxas's body, memorizing it as Roxas had just been doing. The blond felt an arm wrap itself around his waist and pull him up against Axel tightly. The feeling of Axel against him was too much for Roxas and he let his head fall back, eyes closed in ecstasy. Axel returned his attention to Roxas's neck almost immediately.

Distantly Roxas was aware of the hand sliding its way down his leg. Lost in the feeling of Axel's mouth on his flesh Roxas didn't even hesitate to bring both legs up to wrap around the redhead's waist. Then he was being carried, to where he really didn't care as long as Axel was still there. The next thing he knew Axel had lowered him onto his bed and was tugging at his clothing. Roxas allowed Axel to pull his shirt over his head then pulled him back down into a searing kiss. He felt Axel's tongue entering his mouth and allowed it to properly explore the cavity before fighting for dominance he didn't really want.

Hesitantly they parted so that Roxas could yank Axel's shirt off. The sight that waited Roxas was one he had honestly not expected. Axel is built! How can someone so skinny be so muscular? At least it's not in a gross body builder kind of way. Lightly Roxas ran his fingers over the redhead's six pack, reveling in the feeling of the muscle fluttering beneath his finger tips.

Axel began to trail kisses down Roxas's neck, stopping once he reached his chest. Suddenly he took one of Roxas's nipples in his mouth making the blond gasp and arch up. Never before had anything been so intense, so pleasurable, to the blond. He was no virgin but still, no one had ever made Roxas feel like this before. The feeling of Axel taking his other nipple in his fingers and trail a hand down his abdomen was almost too much for Roxas to take. Roxas barely registered that the hand trailing downwards had stopped until Axel pulled away. Looking down into shadowed emerald eyes Roxas barely heard the purred comment, "These won't do."

Roxas could barely process what had been said, he was just too far gone at the moment. Softly he murmured the only thing he could think of, "Then get rid of them."

The smile on Axel's face was both radiant and dark, filled with lust and euphoria. Unhooking Roxas's legs from his waist Axel pulled the blonde's pants away in a single fluid movement. Well that's not fair, I should get to see him too. Roxas began to tug at Axel's leather pants, silently cursing the tight garment for keeping a barrier between them. Once Axel's pants had been discarded Roxas got a good look at Axel. His body is amazing! And oh, my, god, look at the size of him. He was snapped out of his awe induced haze by Axel ripping away his boxers.

The redhead stared at Roxas for a moment, an odd expression on his face. Getting nervous Roxas spoke up, "What's the matter Axel?" Oh god he thinks I'm hideous. What else could have made him stop like that?

Axel simply smiled down at him and said, "Nothing's wrong, I was just thinking how gorgeous you are." Roxas felt his cheeks heating up. Wow I could not have been more wrong about the situation if I tried.

Axel closed the distance between them once again, their lips meeting in another kiss. The redhead ran his hands along Roxas's body making him shiver slightly. The real pleasure came however when he thrust his hips down into Roxas's, eliciting a moan from the blond. Roxas couldn't stop his body from acting and thrust up to meet Axel once again as his hands found there way back into those crimson locks. When Axel reached between them to take hold of both their organs and stroke Roxas very nearly lost his mind. His head fell back as a moan sounded from deep within his throat. Without even realizing it he wrapped his legs back around Axel's waist as the redhead reattached himself to Roxas's neck.

Suddenly Axel pulled away and gasped out, "Do you have any lube?"

"Yeah, in...ah, in the top drawer of my nightstand." Roxas could barely get the words out from sheer pleasure.

Roxas was not even aware of Axel reaching for the lube, he was so wrapped up in the feeling of Axel's continued strokes. Only when he felt a finger at his entrance did Roxas look back at Axel, silently meeting his eyes. Roxas moaned slightly when Axel pushed in and bucked down onto the finger despite the dull pain. Pleasure was starting to overcome the ache when Axel inserted another finger and began to scissor the pair, thrusting all the time. It was when Axel inserted the third finger that he hit it. White stars blurred Roxas's vision and distantly he heard himself yell out, "Oh god Axel!"

Axel continued his ministrations, always hitting that one spot that made Roxas's vision cloud over. When he was getting dangerously close to the brink Axel pulled away, causing Roxas to groan in disappointment. His lips were once again captured in a passionate kiss and Roxas felt Axel slowly easing himself into him. The pace was maddeningly slow and Roxas tightened his grip on Axel's waist, trying to pull him in deeper. Once he was finally within Roxas Axel stopped. Breaking the kiss he laid his head on Roxas's shoulder panting softly. Frustrated by the sudden stop in everything Roxas finally said, "Axel, move."

Axel apparently didn't need to be told twice as he quickly pulled leaving Roxas feeling suddenly empty only to slam back in. White completely overtook his vision and Roxas arched up off the bed as Axel hit that spot dead on. Axel continued to pound into Roxas, always seeming to hit that one spot that made Roxas blind with pleasure. When he thought he couldn't take anymore Roxas was thrown even farther over the edge as Axel took a hold of his neglected member. The combination of his thrusts and strokes was too much for the blond who bucked wildly, desperately trying to get Axel both deeper within him and create more friction. Finally the world around him exploded into a cascade of white and Roxas came with a strangled cry. Axel followed closely behind him, shuddered inside Roxas's body as his orgasm hit.

Roxas didn't even notice when Axel collapsed on top of him, he was so far gone. Never had he come with such force before in his entire existence, nothing had even come close to that feeling. Dimly Roxas was aware that Axel had taken him into his arms. Without even thinking Roxas snuggled into his chest, fitting his head under Axel's chin. He felt warm all over and protected in Axel's arms, like nothing could ever touch him again. Quickly he slipped away into darkness, not even bothering to fight the sleep that was overcoming him.

At a sudden harsh light Roxas sat up, staring around in confusion. Suddenly a very familiar voice rang out, "Riku! You have got to come see this!"

In horror Roxas knew exactly who had found them. "Sora, get the hell out of my apartment!" Roxas hid his embarrassment with his usual irritation, "How the hell do you keep getting in here? I didn't give you a key."

"I made a copy of Cloud's. But that's not important right now, what's important is that you are in bed with a patient." Sora pointed a finger at Roxas who was too mortified to throw a come back at his twin. Oh god he's right!

"Sora, what have I told you about messing with Roxas's love life?" Riku's voice sounded just behind Sora and the silver haired man quickly appeared.

"I don't remember." Sora waved the question away.

"Not to." Riku gave Sora a meaningful look before turning to Roxas, "Sorry Roxy, I'll get him out of here." And Riku swung a mildly protesting Sora up over his shoulder before leaving the apartment.

Roxas was suddenly aware of Axel looking at him. Oh crap, I am so screwed. Alright bad choice of words. You have to do the responsible thing now Roxas just look at him and say it. Turning to look at the redhead next to him Roxas suddenly couldn't make eye contact. Dropping his head into his hands he muttered, "I can't be your therapist anymore."

"What, why?" Axel was obviously not happy with this.

"I breeched ethics majorly by sleeping with you." Roxas couldn't bring his head out of his hands as he explained, "In order to not get my license revoked I need to switch your therapist."

"But we can still, you know, be together right?" Axel sounded completely desperate.

Roxas looked up then, smiling broadly, "If that's what you want."