Xepher

Title: Xepher
Author: x-Hitoshirezu-x
Rating: PG-NC-17
Chapters: 4/18
Parts: 1/3
Part Title: I Know You
Chapter Title: Hocuspocus
Pages: 7

Description: Sora and Roxas are twins. When they were eight, their mother had a third child and could no longer afford to support all three of her children. Or, was that just what she told Sora. She gave Roxas up for adoption, and kept Sora and the new baby. When Sora turned fourteen he got into a serious accident and lost alot of his memory, including the part about having a twin. Meanwhile, Roxas was adopted at twelve. Now, because of his adoptive fathers job, Roxas has moved to the Destiny Islands and is in the same school as Sora.

Author's Note: PLEASE READ THIS. I got the idea for this story from a Dance Dance Revolution song called Xepher. I plan to have three parts, and each part will have six chapters, the first of which will always be X. This is chapter four of part one. In this chapter, Sora has become a far cry from the sweet loving person that was introduced in the first chapter. But, by the end of the chapter you'll start to see some of the seventeen year old Sora. At the end of this chapter, Sora is still only fourteen years of age. This also has a lime in it, and abuse towards Sora's mother.

To my reviewers: Thank you so very, very much for reading (and enjoying) this story! I'm actually really trying hard to write this one adequitly! So please continue to read!

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Hocuspocus
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Three months after Kairi was taken from her, Kaya decided that it was time to move. Maybe if Sora had a new environment, than maybe he would calm down. She hoped so anyway.

They packed their things and took a boat to the furthest island.

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"Sora, this is your new home. This is Destiny Island!"

Sora glanced around, then snorted. The house his mother had chosen to buy was smaller than the one he'd use to live in, and yet, the colors were the same. He turned and glared at his mother. This had been her idea, and Sora had been against it from the moment she had even suggested it, but there was nothing he could have done to change her mind.

"You're a failure. So you lost your daughter. Big whoop! You gave your son away. Now you're just running away..thinking that this will help me get over it? How does it feel to have someone you care about taken away from you? You lost Kairi, and I lost Roxas. Now, maybe you'll start to understand what I've been feeling."

Sora dropped his things on the lawn, spinning on his heel. He glanced back over his shoulder, a sneer on his lips as his mother called to him.

"Sora! Wait! You don't kno---"

"Can it, whore. I'm not gonna get lost on some shitty little island. Why don't you be a good bitch and fix up the house so that I can come back and destroy some stuff. Unless you're too stupid to even do a simple task like that."

The brunette took off down the street, laughing the entire time. Houses flew by as he turned left, finding an interesting street. He glanced around, noting that this must have been the shopping district. There was a small package store, and a post office. He slowed his pace as he walked by a small marker. It wasn't the market that caught his attention, but the small alleyway between the market and the post office.

Looking back around to make sure no one was watching, he than slowly slipped into the alley, making his way to the back of it. Just as he expected. There was a small group of teenagers hanging out behind the market. Sora wasted no time in getting to know them, introducing himself.

The tallest, and oldest, was Bryan. He was seventeen, and a high school drop out. He was the one who gave Sora his very first cigarette.

The second oldest was a girl named Kisa. She was sixteen and a prostitute (at least that's what Sora believed). She was the first one to feel Sora up, only to get slapped by him.

The twins were next. Yuki and Kiba. The two were fifteen and could get the gang into any place they wanted with the fake ID's they'd made. Not to mention that they were the smartest as they were still in school.

The youngest one, and the one currently sitting in Sora's lap, was fourteen, just like Sora. His name was Kai. He was the one who suggested that Sora stay and play for awhile. Sora did not object, and before he knew it, he was drinking nasty tasting beed while making out with the beautiful blonde boy.

The day went by fast, and eventually they all spilit up, Kai going home with Sora. It was already after midnight so he knew that his mother would be in bed. Opening the door to his house, he led the blonde in, shushing him with a deep kiss and a grope of his hand. After they'd kicked off their shoes, Sora led the boy up the stairs and to his new room. He paused however outside his mothers room, and sure enough she was snoring inside. Smirking, Sora pushed Kai into his room, shutting the door behind them.

Kai was pinned to the door in moments, his mouth being dominated by Sora's tongue as he clung to the other teen for dear life. His hands were not idle as he stroked along Sora's member, making it harder than it already way. Sora broke the kiss with a smirk, pulling the other boys shirt off before he made his way to the bed, floppping down on it, and pulling Kai down with him

Purring softly, Sora began to unzip his pants, pulling himself free from the confines. He gave it a few gentle strokes, his free hand tangling into the blonde locks of his soon-to-be lover.

"C'mon, Kai...show me how good you can work your tongue. If it's good enough, I might return the favor before I fuck you..."

Kai snickered, leaning over, blowing gently across the head of Sora's member. Sora shivered in responce to this action, tugging gently on the others blonde locks. The blonde got the idea and wrapped his lips around the engorged head, rolling his tongue along the flesh before the very tip darted into the slit at the top.

Sora moaned, arching slightly into the boys mouth, forcing Kai to take more of him. He didn't care that his mother could wake up. The blonde was good with his mouth. The hot, wet cavern that was wrapped around his cock slid up and down in a slow rythem, one that was steadily killing Sora's resolve.

"Faster, Kai...I know you can do better than that..."

The brunette's hips continued to thrust lightly towards the blonde, fucking the boys skilled mouth gently. He let out a particularly loud moan, and was pleased to hear the door across the hall being opened. And then, a few moments later his own door was opened.

Kai deep throated him just as Sora's mother stepped into the room, her eyes wide in shock as she heard Sora scream with his release.

Sora panted softly as he urged the blonde to swallow, licking his lips before finally looking at his mother, hand slipping casually into Kai's pants, stroking the blonde's member teasingly.

"Sora...wh---what's...?"

"It's called a blow-job, mother. Something I'm sure you suck at since dad left. Would you mind going away now?"

Sora leaned forward, pressing his lips onto the blonde boys, kissing him deeply as he stroked the blonde harder and faster. Kai kissed back as best he could, thrusting into Sora's hand while watching Kaya. Sora's hand boldly moved towards Kai's ass, squeezing a globe lightly before glaring at Kaya.

"I'm ready to fuck this boys ass and it would be rather akward to do in front of my mother." (1)

Kaya paled and shook her head frantically. At that moment, Kai let out a loving moan, spilling his seed into Sora's hand. By now, Kaya was horrified.

"NO! No, no, no, no, no! You! Get out of my house before I call the cops!"

Sora rolled his eyes, bringing his lips to Kai's before releasing the boy. He watched as Kai walked to the door and paused.

"See ya later, mama!"

The brunette on the bed laughed as he heard the blonde tear down teh stairs, slamming the front door as he left. Than, and only than did Kaya finally speak.

"This has gotten out of hand, Sora! You're fourteen! What if that boy had been a murderer?! You have to think before you do things, Sora!"

Sora rolled his eye once more, idly stroking his cock, slowly becoming hard once more as he spoke with his mother. His sapphire eyes fixed onto Kaya's lavender ones and he smirked.

"I was thinking, mother. I was thinking that Kai needed a hot cock rammed into his tight little ass. He wanted me, and I wanted him. But mom, once again, you've taken something that I wanted. One day, I'll take something from you, and than maybe, just maybe, you might understand my hell."

Kaya whimpered, backing out of the room, shutting the door behind her. Sora began to laugh, falling back onto his bed, his eyes closing. He was picturing Kai's mouth wrapped around his member, stroking along him with perfected skills. He arched into his hand, and then gasped as he came once more. When he finally opened his eyes, he was staring at the ceiling.

"Mother. Dear mother. You took away the only thing I ever cherished. So, I'll make sure you never cherish anything again. Not ever. Not a lover. Not a child. Not even me. All you'll have is an empty life with a son who hates you. And when I bring home dates, I'll force you to watch and listen each and every time. Sometimes I might even let them rape you. But you'll never be happy again because I won't allow it. You will be misserable just like I have been..."

The smile still on his lips, Sora drifted off into the most peaceful slumber that he could remember.
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For the next few weeks, Sora hung out wth his new friends everyday. Him and Kai were inseperable, and Kaya was finally used to the two of them always being together. She realized that the boy was making Sora happy, and decided that for once, she woul let Sora have what he wanted.

Sora woke up one morning, blinking out his window. He was shocked to see the sun out, and so bright. After glancing at the clock, he grinned. It was already after noon, and that was why the sun was so bright. He was mildly surprised that his mother hadn't woken him, but was secretly pleased.

"Now I only have twelve hours to plan."

Sitting up, he made a noise of contentment, stretching his arms above his head, satisfied when he heard a few bones in his back cracking. After that, he slowly stood, blinking at the noises he heard from downstairs.

Smirking, he climbed out of the bed, walking to his door and opening it before he wandered out of the room with a yawn. He eyed the stairs, and a few moments later he was bounding down them, heading towards the kitchen as his his stomach announced his presance.

Kaya blinked up from what she was doing and forced a smile. Gesturing towards the table, she began to make Sora a sandwhich for breakfast.

"Good morning, honey. Did you sleep well?"

"Better than you probably did. Did you think that I was going to attack you in your sleep or do you always look this ugly without your makeup on? You look like you've seen hell, and it's only noon."

Sora settled at the table, his eyes fixed on his mother the entire time. He knew she could feel him watching, and her actions implied that she was truly scared of what her son could do to her because she sped up her effort to make his sandwhich.

"C'mon, mother. You're going too slow. Maybe I'll just leave without your food. It tastes like shit anyway."

Kaya nearly dropped Sora's plate of food when she heard these words. Taking a calming breathe, she turned and placed the plate in front of Sora.

"You're going out?"

"I'm going to hang out with Kai and the others. Don't know why I'm even telling you. S'not like you don't already know that. S'not like you can really stop me either."

Kaya had finally reached her limit.

"I forbid it! You're not to go anywhere! I don't want you doing whatever if is you do with those people! I espeiall don't want you around that Kai boy! I know he makes you happy, but he's turned you into a faggot!"

Sora lifted his plate and flung it at his mother, a growl in his voice as he spoke.

"For your information, he didn't turn me into a fag. I've been a fag since I was in the ward, or did you forget about Gene? Doctor Gene gave such good head. I've never come so hard before. And do you know that Gene fucked me? He fucked me and I liked it. Every thrust. Every stroke. It was heaven when he filled me with his hot seed."

Kaya looked like she was about to faint as she heard the words flying out of her sons mouth. A cry was made as she fled the room, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Sora however just grinned. When he heard a door slamming upstairs, he knew that his mother had fled to her room and locked herself in there. He burst into laughter, very pleased with the torture he'd just given to his mother. When the laughter finally subsided he stood. The floor was covered in his wasted sandwhich, and glass from the plate that it had been on. Grinning even wider he made his way back up the stairs, pounding on his mothers door as he passed. Hearing her terrified cry made him grin all the wider.

Upon reaching his room, he stripped, tossing his clothes to the floor, eyeing his dresser as he walked over to it. Pulling open the top drawer he pulled out his tightest jeans and a black fishnet shirt. Tugging these articles of clothing on, he glanced over. Deciding for once to leave his hair limp, he pulled on his sneakers, slamming his door as walked out. He slammed his mothers door once more.

"I won't be home 'til after midnight, so don't wait up. Unless you wanna catch me and Kai fucking on your sofa."

He began walking away, but paused, speaking again.

"And by the way, Kai's been trying to get me to stop being such an ass to you. He actually likes you for some fucked reason. I just won't listen to him."
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Sora didn't make it very far. Just as he was turning down the alley, Kai ran out, screaming. When the blonde saw Sora, he grabbed him, tugging the brunette desprately.

"Sora! C'mon! We have to go now!"

And then Sora's life changed forever.

A gunshot echoed off the walls of the alley, Kai's scream piercing his ears as he fell to the ground. At first he didn't realize what had happened, but when he saw Kai's crying face, heard the wailing of the ambulence, he knew that it was bad.

"Sora! Sora! C'mon! Stay with me! It'll be okay!"

Sora smiled, not sure why Kai was making such a fuss.

"What're you talkin' about? I'm...I'm not going...any...wh---"

"SORA!"
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Kaya sat by her son's bed, holding his hand tightly in her own. The doctor had said that the gun shot he'd recieved was just inches away from his heart. He was lucky to be alive. But, he'd yet to waken from his coma. The doctor feared he never would.

And yet, despite everything that Sora had done to her, despite his abuse towards her, she stayed by his side, praying that he would wake up and once more be her son.

Kai was in the room as well, holding Sora's other hand, his head resting on the bed as he slept. During the two weeks that Sora had been in the coma, Kaya had gotten to know Kai. She realized that Kai really had been trying to make Sora behave.

"You're like a mom to me. I know you don't like me, but you still feed me and let me sleep over. I appreciate it."

That's what he'd said. And now, Kaya had decided that Kai would be allowed to stay in her son's live. If Sora was happy with the boy, than so be it.

A small blip on the monitor beside the bed made her glance up. Sora was moving around. He was waking up. Quickly, she reached over and hit the call button. Once she'd settled back down, she looked to Kai who was watching Sora intently. Then she too watched as Sora struggled to open his eyes.

"Mommy's here, Sora...you can do it..."

The doctor came rushing in a few minutes later, just as Sora finally opened his eyes. At first the brunette just blinked, glancing around at the people in the room, and then he broke into a smile.

"Who are you?"

This question was addressed to Kai, and Kai looked hurt by the question.

"I'm your boyfriend, Sora...I'm Kai."

Sora's head tilted, and then his smile grew even wider.

"Oh! I remember you! You come over and play all the time!"

Kai smiled faintly, nodding his head, glancing at Kaya. Sora's eyes follwed and he smiled once more.

"And you're my mommy, right?"

Kaya nodded her head, a soft sigh of relife leaving her lips. She gave Sora's hand a squeeze before she spoke.

"Do you know what happened, honey? Do you know why you're here?"

Sora shook his head.

"Nope. The last thing I remember is moving here. And even then...it's kinda blurry. I don't even remember how I know Kai!"

The doctor frowned, then motioned for Kaya and Kai to follow him as he walked out of the room. When the two joined him, he let out a sigh.

"Seems to me that Sora has lost parts of his memory. He must have amnesia."

"How long do you think it will last?"

"I'm not sure. Could be days, weeks, months, years....Maybe even never. The most you can do is try and fill him in on his past, tell him things about his life. It might trigger something in his head and he might remember. I'm afraid though, other than that, there really isn't much that you can do for him."
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"Well, let's start, Sora. You know I'm your mother, and that Kai is your boyfriend, but you also have a younger sister named Kairi. She lives with her father. Do you remember her?"

Sora nodded his head, smiling brightly to his mother.

"Yeah! She's only like...five, right?"

Kaya smiled, nodding her head. She had already told Kai to never mention Roxas to Sora, lest he never be allowed to see Sora again, and Kai readily agreed. Sora would be getting the pieces of his memory back that Kaya wanted him to have, and nothing more.

"It's late now, honey. Why don't you get some rest."

Nodding again, Sora curled into his blankets and before Kaya had even left the room, Sora had fallen asleep.

Kaya however walked straight to the phone, dialing Kairi's fathers number. She waited, and on the third ring, the man picked up.

"Hello?"

"It's Kaya."

"Wanna talk to Kairi?"

"Actually, I wanted to tell you that Sora got into an accident and has amnesia. He doesn't remember much of anything. He's even forgotten about Roxas."

"...I see."

"I don't plan to tell him anything. The doctor even said that he might never get his memory back. As long as he doesn't know about Roxas, I don't think he'll ever remember."
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While Kaya talked on the phone, Kai took the opportunity to sneak into Sora's open window. When he was in the room, he slowly crept into the bed, snuggling in beside the brunette, wrapping his arms around him protectivly.

Said sleeping boy opened his eyes and then smiled, snuggling closer into Kai.

"What're you doin' here?"

"Bein' your guardian angel, babe...Hush now, it's late. Go back to sleep."

Sora smiled brightly, then tucked his head under Kai's chin, snuggling close as he drifted back off to sleep.

Kai lay awake for a few more moments, stroking Sora's hair, and then finally he let sleep overtake him.

"Maybe now...things will be okay...Right, Sora?"

TBC...

Note: As I havn't even started writing chapter 5 (since my arm's been in a sling and this story goes through 3 editing processes before it reaches posting), it might be awhile. However, I just wrote an AkuRoku fic to kill time, so read that in the meantime. I really will start writing chapter 5 soon! I'm soooo sorry!