Messed up life

Okay this chapter is not my best since I didn’t…hmm nope I cant think of anything to say except its shit but review if you must. I gotta get sum new inspiration besides cheap wine lol >_> my next chapter will be so much better and cooler! Also way more funnier than this piece of trash and I cant be bothered writing it again because im nackered from college -.-

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Okay now this Riku guy is a total jerk! With a capital ‘J’! Not only has the rain soaked through my jeans and into my boxers but my dick has solidified into an icicle from the cold, at least it feels like that anyway. Yes! I’m in the fucking rain AGAIN! All because cheese dick in front of me with his girly silver hair can’t start his motorcycle. Retard.

He told me it was working fine this morning. Yes I suppose it did arsehole that was when it was NOT fucking raining!

My teeth constantly chattered in my mouth while I rubbed my bare arms trying to get some warmth into them. No use there. I sighed and quickly looked away blushing when I realised I had been staring at Riku’s arse for the last five minutes. Wait a minute did I just blush??? Crap.

“Don’t worry I’ll get it working in no time, just needs a little love” He said over his shoulder. I could tell he was cold from the rain, his shoulders were continually shaking. Why am I even caring if he’s cold or not? I’m fucking freezing and pissed off cause he said that ten minutes ago! And another thing-

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“HAH! What’d I tell ya? Here put this on” He tossed me a black helmet and hopped onto his bike.

I snatched it from the air glaring at him. The bastard got it started.

“What’s the matter? Can’t fit all that cute spiky hair in the little helmet?” Riku snickered at his own joke. How childish is that?

“No!” I said through clenched teeth. I’ll show him cute! I quickly shoved the helmet only to realise that it was too small and one of my spikes had been squished down covering my left eye. Riku only smirked at this. God! When am I ever going to stop embarrassing myself in front of this guy?

Cautiously I hooked my left leg over the seat and sat down. Why hasn’t he gone yet?

“I’d hold on if I was you, it’d be best to wrap your arms around my waist”

Thank God this is a black helmet otherwise I would have given him the privilege to laugh at my ever growing blush. “What so I can give you a ‘hard on’ on the ride to your apartm-ARGH!”

The little pig flew down the road laughing at me because I was clutching onto his waist for dear life at how friggin fast he was going! You can laugh at me if you want for having my eyes closed the whole time through the ride but I’ve always felt a little queasy whenever I’m on something fast that I can’t control. I think I threw up three times after going on the waltzers at the fun fair two months ago. You can blame Kairi for that she just LOVES fast rides.

“We’re nearly home, just a little bit further!” He shouted over the noise of the engine.

I could barely hear him let alone nod to let him know that I had. I creaked my eyes open a little to see where we were. A lot of good that did everything around us was whizzing past. Blurs of colourful dots and darkness swarm threw my vision as I tried to keep a level head. My stomach was twisting so badly I thought I would throw up rite there in the helmet.

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CW: okay sicky part! But its not too graphic thankfully! (^-^)
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Finally we screeched to a stop outside tall apartment complex. Like the hotel it looked dead, run down and abandoned. I collapsed on my right side into a heap on the ground, ripped of the helmet and unhappily emptied my stomach onto the grass. It was painful and disgusting to put it in nice terms since I’d barely eaten.

I coughed violently and felt tears streaming down my face. My nails scraped into the dirt as I felt another wave of sickness ‘punch’ me in the pit of my stomach.

“Hey are you okay?” Riku rubbed my back. Yeah like that could stop this pain, but it was a nice gesture non the less. “Come on lets go inside, you’ll get even more sick if you stay out here any longer.” He carefully tried to get me up without touching my stomach as best as he could.

I stumbled at first but gradually walked forward in a straight line…at least I thought I did. Riku had his arm slung across my back and kept glancing at the side of me nervously as if I’d fall any minute now. I wiped my mouth on the back of my hand then on my jeans, they were already wet so it didn’t matter…boys have disgusting habits.

I was barely aware that we had made it to Riku’s apartment until I was facing a bright red door. I leaned against the wall next to the door as Riku dug his hand into his pocket for the key.

I don’t know if it was my imagination or the fact that I was totally nackered but I thought I saw a dark shadow opposite us in another apartment. It looked as if it was watching me intently, in a kinda menacing manner, which really unnerved me.

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“Okay you’ll have to be quiet, I don’t want anyone to wake up.” Riku whispered to me. “Sora?”

“Wha? Oh yea, I’ll be quiet” I gave him a reassuring smile to let him know I was okay…he didn’t buy it, typical.

“What’s wrong?” He asked.

I turned back to the door opposite. But it was closed. “Nothing”

Riku’s apartment was…quaint to say the least. Besides the countless dirty dishes, rubbish everywhere and odd smell every now and again one could really get useda pla place like this. He kinda reminds me of…
“Sorry about the mess, with a job like mine you tend to let things go” He said sheepishly kicking an empty crisp packet, he acts like a little kid sometimes I swear.

…me.

“It’ss salright” I cringed as I felt another wave of pain in my stomach. It wasn’t as bad as before but it still fucking hurt. I wasn’t even aware that Riku was right in front of me until a glass of dark bubbly liquid was pushed under my nose.

I frowned and seemed to be staring at it forever until I came back to my senses and asked, “What’s that?”

“Coke”

I frowned even harder. “Coke?” I looked up at him in a disbelieving stare. I did a double take. Woah. Even in this dim light his eyes still sparkled like gems. Ugh you would have at least thought my raging hormones would have stopped by now after all the shit I’ve been through tonight.

“Wow” Riku breathed staring right into my eyes. “You have really beautiful eyes. I mean uh you should really drink that it’ll settle your stomach and then you can go and s-sleep in m-my uh bed, yeah my bed.” He quickly handed me my coke and hesitantly walked into the living room.

I couldn’t move. I was completely frozen on the spot. Did he just give me a compliment? Why was he blushing so much? Why was I blushing so much for that matter! This is so confusing.

I could vaguely even remember walking or in my dazed state stumbling into what looked like Riku’s room. I didn’t drink the coke, I couldn’t, all I could think about was Riku and his beautiful eyes.

I was too tired to realise that Riku was sleeping in his bed soundlessly and didn’t notice that his hair was a bit shorter than before as sleep over took me.

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Meh. see what I mean! give me your view on this chapter mayb it’ll help me out of my sudden depression its either that or mayb because im so tired and pissed off at my mom. You could make me happy if you rate this story aswell but that’s really up to you whether your too lazy to click on a button down below or not. -.- sooooooo tired…