Nocturna ~ What took you so long my love?"

Nocturna ~ What took you so long my love?"

Warnings-Sora x Riku yaoi fic,violence sexual content and other naughties this fic is ry a y a Alternate universe but I tried to stick to the deep dive plot line. Spoilers if you haven't seen either movie. I have both *pats the icons on her compy* Oh and I DO NOT OWN Riku Sora or the other Unknowns I just made up names for them for the story sake. Mai, Mika/Mana /Ooji where created by me so hands off. I make no moola off this fic it's for the fans! Square and Disney own all the rights and whatnot.

Rating:R (no little ones please I will not be responsible for angry parents )

Syp:Riku and Sora are Unknowns and are seeking peoples hearts to rejuvenate their own darkened hearts. Meanwhile all hell is breaking loose the heartless have destroyed most of the worlds and Riku and Sora have learned that everyone on their island died as the result of Ansem. It's up to Sora,Riku and the other Unknowns to put a stop to tyranyrants tirade. (Anti-Sora even makes an appearance :P) Enjoy!

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Chapter 4: Under the attic ..afterglow
(Sora's pov)
I try to find the words to come out hoping they would sound right, how could
I tell. It had been months that he had been gone 6 months exactly. Since that night
he never came home, I stayed up and waited for him the dull light of our bed lamp aglow.
I hoped that he had calmed down a bit and would let me explain, but he never came home. Gently I laid on the covers and felt the satin of the sheets remember the first time that we made love, how he gently whispered word of love in my ears and his soft touch took all the pain away. His soft gentle lips on my forehead kissing away the tears. He always made it all right, he was my best friend and my soul mate, and it was hard to be alone without him, I felt so withdrawn from the others. They would never understand anyways, what we had was special nothing that could be replaced. I couldn't help but feel hurt by the uncaring attitudes toward him leaving like that, of course they knew the whole story, Mana of course blabbed every little lurid detail of it. Which angered me and Mai wasn't too happy either she thought I was some little whore of the male variety of course. I didn't care though, she was nothing to me other than an ally against Ansem . I was only a puppet to her anyway, it didn't matter nothing mattered anymore, without Riku, without me telling him how sorry I really was life didn't matter. I grew hardened towards life, killing just to relieve the tension killing woman, children and beggars on the street. Victims all of them, but I didn't care, there blood stained my hands and I would spend hours and hours in bed looking at the stains, it would be days before I washed it off. The scent of it aroused me, and I feared I was becoming in. Bu. But I continued to kill, innocent people I needed their hearts. I kept them under my bed in jars, faintly I could here there soft beats.And it would remind me that I had taken a life, I have sinned..forgive me Riku. I'm sorry. Silently I broke down in tears turning out the bed light and putting the covers over me. Daylight had broken and I was tired, more emotionally than physically. Once again I run my hand over where Riku used to lay and imagined him there smiling at me, but it was all just a figment of my imagination. A dream.. a hope and a prayer that one day he will return to me and everything will be all right again. I settle on the fact and drift into a deep sleep letting the world around me fade... his name escaping from his lips as I fade off into darkness, the tears stinging my tired eyes. "Riku", I mutter all turns black then as go into a dreamless sleep for the first time since he left.

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It had seemed that I had slept for years, I awake and look out the window and notice the darkness.The moon beams woke me up, there light shined in through the arched window making a glow on the bed. I crack one eye open the groan I was enjoying my sleep, but I know that Mai will be calling me soon.So with one foot stuck out I put my feet on the ground and run my finger through my chocolate hair.I never need a comb it seems that my hair likes to stick this way anat, at, after I fiddle with my hair I reach down on the floor and grab my pants putting them over my boxers and fasting the clips together. I reach for my shoes next and grab my coat as I head out the door. The loud creaking of the ancient stairs make me cringe a bit, but none the less I wanted to be earlier than I usually was today for Mai's assignments. At the foot of the stairs I am greeted by none other than Mai herself. Her green eyes meet mine, he hands are neatly tucke her her hips. She gives me a stern nod and I head toward the living room startled that everyone is there sitting in chairs, and for once there hoods are down all except for Ooji who sits in the corner to himself. his glowing eye stares at me then looks away. The dull light reflecting off his normal eye I could tell by the expression on his face that I was in a bad situation. Slowly I back against the wall and now they are all staring at me there faces taught and emotion less. My sense of danger kicked in my heart began to race and sweat began to form on my brow. I ball my fists ready for anything my back glued to the ancient wall, I was scared that it would cave in under my weight. But I still stand, my lips dry waiting for them to say anything... I'm dead I thought. Thinking of my keyblades that are convienently under my bed, I curse at my own stupidity. Then mumble under my breath catching a glimpse of Mai who is staring at me know smiling, I blanch thinking of the past of what I did to anger them. I did what I was told.. I killed heartless and even humans like myself. So why were they so dissatisfied with me. Quickly I try to mutter something trying to ease the tension but it doesn't help.They still stare and mutter things under there breath I can hear glimpses of it under my breath."Kill"... and "he must know", could be heard but I couldn't make out the rest of it. I try harder to listen to get more of what they were saying but they must of known I was trying to listen in they fell silent. Then glanced at one another then me. I was dying to know what I had done or would I end up dead? Again I felt the wall behind me letting my balled fists go, I glanced towards the doorway trying to make a run for it I decided fighting wasn't worth it, quickly I tried to sprint for the door but was met my Ooji who raised his hand and slapped me across the face, I could feel the instant sting and the anger that welt up inside of me, "what the fuck did you do that for", I blurted out I wasn't sorry for saying it either. I had changed my mind at that very moment I was tired of playing the fool for them and being treated like shit. He looked at me and said nothing I get up from my and stand against the wall again, he moves closer to me and raises his hand again this time I duck and his hand goes through the wall, still he is silent. He pulls his hand scattering dust particles and debris everywhere. Again I repeat what I had said before, he looks at me then nods his head to a chair that is faced around to the fireplace. I glance at it then walk over to it silently. The room is deadly still. Again I could here muttering around the room as eyes stare at me, slowly I turn the chair around and notice a patch of silver hair and eyes hidden under a blindfold. "Riku", I say trying to reach out to him in an embrace but I'm met with a quick shove, at first I feel hurt but I realize why. He stares at me for awhile then glances back into the fireplace, and I notice that his coat is torn and there are several bandages wrapped around his waist. His face looked worn and tired, as he kept staring. I could tell that he was glancing at me trough the corner of his eyes, waiting for me to tell him that I was sorry.I felt uncomfortable saying it in front of everyone, I glance over my shoulder as I felt Ooji's hand there he leads me away from Riku. I try to protest but here Riku mutter, "get him away from me", my throat became dry and I tried to cry but no tears came out. I knew why Riku was hurt by he should at least give me the chance to say the words he longed to here. I wasn't used to him being so cold towards me. Now the tears begin as I was dragged up to my room and thrown on my bed the door closed behind me as I heard the locks being shut. And I realize what this is about, Riku they were upset because of me and Riku?. Quickly I try think, in my mind it seems pretty dumb for them to be involved like this it isn't any of there business. But then again everyone seemed so close to him. Was he the one who told Ooji to attack me, quickly my mind races as a million thoughts run through my head. I just couldn't figure out or make sense of all of this. I lay back on the bed and stare at the ceiling the beating hearts under my beat are still beating it sounds almost like a symphony. I go under my bed and take one out and stare at it for awhile then put it back, glancing for a second and realizing my keyblades were gone. I whiten then.. think back to that night. "I'll take care of you two later", was this Riku's way of taking care of me letting me get the shit beat out of me while he watched. Or was he going to do it himself, I was without my keyblades after all so I had no mean or protection besides my fists. Which did me no good Riku was always stronger than me,every since we were little. I was going to die for what I did if it wasn't the others Riku would do it. I deserved it though, I sinned. I grabbed the pillow as I watched the light from the hallway I could see footsteps and Riku's voice and Mana's. Quickly I shoot up in bed and try to listen as I hear the door next to me slam shut, I press an ear to the wall and hear the two of them talking softly then kissing. Then I hear the sounds of them making love. Suddenly I get sick to my stomach and sink down unto the bed dissolving into tears. My knees pressed up against my chest, I know they can hear me crying I could hear there laughter in between moans. They were mocking me.. the bastards. I try to wipe away the tears but it seems there are an endless flow of them. I realize that my world is gone and my greatest fears had come true.. I lost Riku forever. At that though I cover my head with the pillow letting the tears stain the sheets. And again I could hear there sick laughter.. I try to sleep my eyes shut then the darkness comes. I try to cry myself to sleep his name on the tips of my lips "Riku". Maybe I will dream of him. I try to encourage myself that this is all a hd drd dream but the reality could be heard. Again blackness and nothing more.
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Poor Sora, aww *pat pats him* I promise nothing bad will happen to him.
I tried to do it in his POV but failed miserably XD thanks to everyone who reviewed
this fic and all the feedback. Please do not think giving me suggestions is flaming
I quite appreciate it, I'd like to know if you have any ideas or see any problems.
Hope you enjoyed that chappie more to come soon as soon as I generate
some more ideas. Until then please Read and review. (AN I have no idea why I called
the glowing eyed Unknown Ooji? 0_o just popped in my head. *shrugs*)