Enter the Unknown

Blink 182: Natives

 

He awoke with a start. Groaning in pain, he tried to rise but felt a sharp pain in his abdomen. Behind him, he felt a pair of soft hands gently help him up from behind. He didn’t realize he had nothing on.

He blearily looked around in confusion. The stiffened as he felt the soft creamy hands start to massage his injured sternum and felt a pair of bosoms press upon his back. He turned to look over his shoulder at once and then abruptly cringed at the pain for having done so. He had clearly been injured in a fight… a fight that he didn’t recall.

His breathing hitched, his mouth was agape, and his eyes stared stupefied by what he saw before him. There she was - his supposedly dead lover for the last seven years or so. She was alive, smiling at him in a smidgen of arrogance, and eyeing him seductively. They were both stark naked. He wondered if he was dreaming. He had to be… yet his dreams had only consisted of vengeance, morose musings on his constant failures, and his dreams of conquest in the last twenty years. He had never dreamed of her massaging him in such a lascivious manner. He ignored his stirring arousal. He attempted to pull away. Surely, this erotic dream would end once he broke out of its gentle clutches?

To his dismay, she moved her caressing arms upward and pulled at his chest. She firmly held him in place as she sensually pushed her nude body against his bare back. He turned away and attempted to ignore her by staring blankly in front of him. If this wasn’t a dream then it was clearly a hallucination. This simply couldn’t be real, no matter how real it felt. Perhaps Devil had somehow taken over his mind and created this sick fantasy to make him slip-up his control of the body they shared? He had been so certain that the devil within him had been shredded into non-existence by being assimilated within his mind. However, he honestly couldn’t be completely sure… therefore, it was best to not interact with the fabrication behind him. He purposefully ignored the throbbing erection.

He felt her head move forward as she pressed her entire body on his from behind. He attempted not to let out a moan of pleasure. It was becoming increasingly difficult to ignore what was transpiring. He felt the breath of her soft rosy succulent lips as she broke the quietude around them and spoke for the first time.

“Don’t you dare,” She hissed quietly to his ear, “ignore me.”

I'm like a cat in a cage, locked up and battered and bruised

I am the prodigal son, a shameful prodigy too

I am the love of your life, battering ram and confused

I turn each day into night, I stand there waiting for you

There is desire to fight, but I have nothing to prove

With the crowd and some lights, I start to feel things move

Do you have something to hide? 'Cause I think that we all do

I am a child inside, back up and give me some room

There was a distinct air of impulsiveness that she never had before. He turned his neck which burned in pain carefully to regard her once more. He held back his impetuous desire to take her right then and there. He knew she had noticed this because her eyes glinted in merriment.

“Why are you stopping yourself?” she asked brazenly, he chose to remain silent; “You know this is real. Don’t lie to yourself. You knew you were awake the moment you saw me. Why do you resist me?”

I'm just a bastard child, don't let it go to your head

I'm just a waste of your time, maybe I'm better off dead

They turn us loose in the night, I'm fucking Jekyll and Hyde

We'll have the time of our lives although we're dying inside

He knew it was her, he knew she was alive once he saw her, and he knew that he couldn’t resist this temptation for long. This primal urge to selfishly have her… like always…

“You know I don’t have any ulterior motives. I never have and never will concerning you. You’re being rather unreasonable. I’m sure you recall all those times that we fucked because you wanted to.”

He decided enough was enough. This had to stop.

So let me go, go

So let me go, go

Just let me go, go

I'd rather go it alone

So let me go, go

So let me go, go

Just let me go, go

I'm never coming home

 “I left you… I abandoned you with an unborn child and no means of supporting you.” He told her bluntly. “I betrayed your trust when I surrendered all of my soul to the devil inside me for power, I didn’t pursue you to see how you were for twenty years, and I spent those years trying to take full control of the demonic power within me for revenge against Heihachi.”

She snuggled her face onto the crux of his neck breathing deeply. This sensual gesture didn’t help stem his irritation at her behavior in the least. It did stiffen his body and harden his arousal. He attempted to ignore his primal urges as he tried to act on his anger – the emotion that aided him to become strictly focused on any imperative objective – except this time it didn’t work. He couldn’t bring himself to hate his lover. Not when she was being so altruistic.

He had anticipated that she would scorn him, to view him as an abomination, or attempt to kill him if she had ever survived the attack from Toshin and saw what he tried to do these past twenty-three years. ‘Does she even know what I’ve done to our son?’

Don't start to panic for me, 'cause I have nothing to lose

I am as bright as the sun, I burn up all that I choose

Up on the side of the field I see a city with lights

I touch her face when I kneel, she tells me she's not alive

 “What’s your point?” she asked indifferently, he could only stare dumbfounded at that dispassionate response.

 “Do you even know what I’ve done for the past twenty years?” He had to ask. Perhaps if she knew then she would act as he expected her to act. Angry, hurt, and believing it was best that he perish from this world to make it a better place… just like everybody else. “Don’t you know what I’ve done to our son?”

She rested her chin on his shoulder, her arms were still securely around his injured body, and her eyes seemed to appraise him for a moment. She smirked at him. That’s right, she smirked at him. Her eyes were twinkling.

I am too nervous to run, the kids who scatter and hide

Still reach and grab for someone, but end up buried alive

Her world is waiting for me, a world that I rarely used

I start to feel my feet, they kick down walls as they move

 “I’ve thought over it many times. I’m not ignorant. I know what has happened and I’ve already made my decision over it all.” She paused and smiled at him. He waited patiently for her reply She had his undivided attention. “I don’t care.”

“Why?” The words escaped his lips before he could stop himself.

I'm just a bastard child, don't let it go to your head

I'm just a waste of your time, maybe I'm better off dead

They turn us loose in the night, I'm fucking Jekyll and Hyde

We'll have the time of our lives although we're dying inside



So let me go, go

So let me go, go

Just let me go, go

I'd rather go it alone

So let me go, go

So let me go, go

Just let me go, go

I'm never coming home

“Because it’s been more than twenty years since we’ve last had sex.” She replied pointedly, “In all that time, all I wanted was to be with you. All I wanted was to help you. I wanted to share your pain.”

“You wanted me to be yours and I wanted you to be mine. We both knew our union went beyond any pathetic human defined notions such as marriage. It’s been too long since we’ve shared this bond. It still exists. We still love each other.”

 “However, you’ve been running away from it.” She had said this with a hint of anger in her voice. She decided to continue on with a more contemptuous tone. “As you’ve mentioned, you ignored me for nearly twenty years. Why is that? Yes, your ambitions were always first... but you fail to understand something. I don’t hold that against you. I was the same way early on in our relationship.”

 “I understand you better than anyone. You don’t know how to love me, your childhood was never a loving one because of Heihachi, and your emotional trauma as a child only served to increase the lonesome guardedness you hold so tightly.”

“You don’t know how to be affectionate, you think you’re fated to live and die alone for all eternity, you were frightened because you didn’t know how to show love because you had no real experiences beforehand, and you foolishly – foolishly – thought I would abandon you like your father, your mother, your grandfather, and everyone else who failed you in life.”

“What you didn’t realize was that I wouldn’t do that and I suffered just as much because you expected me to hate you. You thought my love would end once you sacrificed your soul to the devil completely. You ignored me because you believed I would judge you like everyone else.”

 “Let me tell you just what I truly feel then, shall I? I’ve kept this pent-up for twenty years and I need a release.”  

I'm just a bastard child, don't let it go to your head

I'm just a waste of your time, maybe I'm better off dead

They turn us loose in the night, I'm fucking Jekyll and Hyde

We'll have the time of our lives although we're dying inside



So let me go, go

So let me go, go

Just let me go, go

I'd rather go it alone

So let me go, go

So let me go, go

Just let me go, go

I'm never coming home

She moved her face closer to the side of his ear as she whispered her next words huskily.

“I want you inside me.”    

His eyes narrowed. It was becoming impossible to resist this woman. He had never been good at it.    

“Do you even realize what you’re getting into?”

He transformed into his devil form for emphasis. Without his pants, the form didn’t obscure his private parts as it would normally.

In response, she crawled on all fours in front of him and wrapped her legs around his waist as she eased herself. She slowly put his manhood inside her. He couldn’t resist as he helped in her endeavor.

“Kazuya…!” breathed Jun sharply, her voice hitched due to the mounting pleasure she was feeling. The Devil Gene only increased the intoxicating ecstasy. “I want you to understand how far I will go for you. Look at me. I gave-up my soul to fight back Toshin and spent the next few years in solitude to master it.”

“This is how far I will go to be with you!”

He watched in breathtaking fascination as her body slowly morphed to that of an Unknown demonic visage.

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Song "Natives". By Blink 182. Album: Neighborhoods".