We Once Said Good Bye

Yes Kairi is in it, but not at all major... more a fangirl *nods* Yeah, so this is my second attempt at writing sex ^.^;; and yes this is how i see the characters, I have had lots of talks and stuff about them, and it really is. Also this whole little world is building in my head and i am not sure if i like it... my friend has put the first plot bunny and i can see more jumping around ;D which if you all like is good for you :3 yeah... all the same notes really apply.

So story info: This story is RokuAku, but this chapter has a small bit of Riku/Sora. This story happens after KH2 and is what my head told me happens to them. Any game references are my mistake alone, because I have a failed memory. I tried not to write out dialoged (or letters) for the people I do not know well *avoids FF characters and whistles innocent like*
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They were standing on the Island, story told of a camp-out to the parents. None of the three best friends’ parents would question their motives for staying on the island for a week. They knew that being the best of friends there would be stories, play fights and food cooked over a campfire. They never asked and never knew that the three friends where planning on leaving the world, for who knew how long? Going to help one of their members and the one who lived inside him.

Roxas had felt bad these past three weeks. By the third day it was proof that Riku knew how Roxas lived in Sora. How Roxas was always there, always able to see and know just what Sora did. Riku had been distant, giving only light chaste kisses, not coming over for more then an afternoon and never giving in to Sora’s wants of them both naked for a night. Sora was a bit down, but only his best of friends could tell. Though Riku would show some compassion on days when Sora really wanted to be near him, Roxas still wanted to hit him for the lack of contact and how it was affecting his somebody.

At this moment, waiting for the Gummi ship, Riku had his arm around Sora’s shoulder. Though Roxas wanted to hit Riku for the way he was acting it seemed that he was lighting up as the moment that Roxas would be free of Sora drew nearer. Sora was beaming and clinging lightly to Riku, happily rambling on about some gummi ship facts. Kairi, on the other side of Sora seemed more to be rolling her eyes thinking boys! As she often said out loud, but all present knew she was excited to be there. The excitement Roxas felt he blamed on Sora, though he knew it was mostly his own.

“There here!” Sora all but jumped seeing the familiar lights in the sky.

“Good,” Riku said softly, “I didn’t want to wait out here all night.”

“Aww common Riku,” Sora played, “We could have had fun waiting.”

Riku made a noise in the back of his throat as they watched Cid and Leon walk on to the beach. Roxas could not help but think, Soon. So soon I will have my own body, and soon after Axel will be there and everything will be right.

Roxas did not pay much attention to the welcomes and the exchanged between the two parties. His mind was too filled with thoughts of his lover to listen to the prattling of Sora as he filled Cid and Leon in on whatever he felt they needed to know.
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Roxas tried to pay attention as Merlin explained things to them, but the only thing he heard was that he would need readings from Sora and it might take a day. Merlin did the tests and placed a few spells. It was a strange experience. Roxas could feel Merlin in ways he had never been able to feel in Sora’s body

“Well that is all for today, off! Off to sleep!” Merlin shooed them out.

“I hope he got all he wanted,” Kairi said as they walked to their hotel, “Did you know what he did Sora?”

Sora shook his head, “Nah, Just let him do what was needed, figured he said it all in the beginning, but I was not really paying attention.” Sora had been embarrassed about not really listening.

Kairi, Riku and Roxas laughed at this, though Roxas was on the inside. Typical Sora, thought Roxas finding another thing that they had alike; trying to blame it on Sora but knowing there was another man who should also take responsibility for it.

As they entered the hotel Sora stood on his tip toes to Riku, kissing him and whispering, “Rikuu, come sleep in my bed tonight. We will be alone, you and me.”

Riku brushed off the subject like he had for three weeks. Sora looked crushed and clung to his lover. In the end the second bed in their room went untouched. The lovers did nothing more then cuddling and light kisses, but it was a relief to Sora that Riku was there and still had a want for him. Roxas joined in Sora’s feelings, now knowing that it was Roxas that was affecting Riku’s actions towards Sora. It was not something that Sora had said the night that Riku found out about Roxas.

Sleep claimed Riku and Sora, but it would not come for Roxas that night. He had so much energy and could do nothing about it. Roxas knew that he should sleep, knew that keeping the shared body awake was not wise, but he could not help it. The feeling of need and want was so strong, from the moment he knew that he would be his own person and that Axel would be by his side in just three weeks. The wait seemed to turn unbearable. The last three weeks seemed to have taken than the almost year that Roxas was trying to find a way for them back did. Roxas spent hours pacing the room that night, unsure he would ever sleep. When Riku coughed and turned feeling for Sora in his sleep Roxas knew it was time to join him. Glancing at the clock he saw it shining half past three, Roxas sighed as he hurried into the bed allowing the body of Sora to take a familiar place at his lover’s side.

The next morning neither Sora nor Roxas felt tired, there was an excitement in Sora’s blood. They met up with Kairi then made there way back to Merlin’s home. There were two long tables set up, and if Roxas had a lip to bite he would have. There were so many emotions within him now that Roxas was unsure how to deal with them; or even how he was able to stay within Sora at this time.

When they entered, Sora whispered asking about the second table. Kairi alone seemed to have an idea about it. At least she had an air of knowing when Sora asked.

“Never know… maybe for someone else.” Was all she would say, a giggle in her voice. Sora took it as one for Roxas one for him, and Roxas guessed that is what Riku thought too.

Merlin shuffled into view and moved Sora on one of the tables in his usual spastic manor. Starting the spell to let the two have their own bodies.

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Roxas took a deep breath, his own breath. Opened his eyes, HIS eyes. Slowly sitting up he looked at the others. Sora was on the table beside him grinning like an idiot. After waving he jumped off and went to stand by Riku and Kairi. Riku seemed relieved while Kairi was on the verge of giggles. Roxas gave them all a small smile, nodding in a way to say that he was ok, then he turned to Merlin who had already started the spell to bring Axel into this world.

Roxas cast a quick glance at the trio. Sora and Riku both looked confused but Kairi had an ‘I knew it’ smile on her face. Roxas’ gaze moved to the other table holding his breath, waiting.

Minutes ticked by as Merlin worked, Roxas had to breath, he drew a breath but would hold each one till he felt faint, taking another breath only so he did not pass out. A black light started to appear. They all watched as it started to take shape, a shape that made Roxas’ heart skip a beat. The light stretched out, becoming long and slender. As it got more detailed they could make out feet, legs, waist, chest, hands, shoulders, neck and hair. Last, and most defined was the face, Axel was almost here. Transfixed, the ones gathered watched as the light changed color, where it was needed. The metal of the coat became silver, red for the hair, creamy skin tone and purple for the tattoos under his eyes.

The four young ones did not notice when Merlin stopped. Axel opened his eyes blinking at the ceiling. He turned his head first to the direction of the Trio, he nodded lightly at them. Eyes next moved to Merlin giving a stronger nod to the older man. Then, finally they landed on Roxas. Axel moved on his side a little and his voice rung out.

“The hell took you so long,” He had that smile on his face.

Roxas rolled his eyes, “Hard to work when you do not have your own body.”

Axel’s smile got bigger and he got up and crossed to Roxas, holding him tight, “knew you would do it, I had faith.”

“I would have killed you if you left me alone,” Roxas said as he moved Axel’s head to let their lips find the others. Roxas was relieved to find the warmth from Axel again, he always ran hotter then anyone Roxas knew. There was no need to try to find his smell because it was overwhelming, cinnamon and campfires. Roxas could feel the need and want Axel had, but knew now was not the time, though he gave in to the demanding kisses till they were out of breath and could not go on.

Roxas looked at the others as Axel curled up around him holding on to him like he would blow away in the wind.

“So he was that important?” Riku said to Roxas

“What would you do for Sora?” Roxas said back. Riku only nodded in understanding

“I knew it!” Kairi was giggling, “I knew there was something between the two of you!” Roxas just rolled his eyes and started to pet Axel’s hair. He could feel his lover’s hand moving to places on his body they should not be feeling till they could be in a place where it was just the two of them.

Roxas leaned down and whispered in Axel’s ear, “Not now, but tonight. We will have the reunion that I know you are looking for.” Axel nodded and ceased his attempt to get into Roxas’ pants, and up his black shirt

Roxas, Sora and Axel all thanked Merlin for what he did. The magician, who seemed drained and more distracted than normal, bid them welcome then told them to get out. Leaving, they made their way to the place Cid told them to meet at. Axel’s body was so close to Roxas, their hands also entwined like they would never let go.

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The ride back was mostly uneventful, Roxas and Axel were in the back of the ship spooning the whole time, and no one bothered them. It was as if everyone in the ship knew what it was like to be separated from their lover for a long time, only to be brought back and needing some time just to hold each other, just to be there and know that the other person was real. Roxas told Axel of all that had happened in their time apart while light kisses where exchanged. Neither of the boys trusted themselves to go further for fear of not being able to stop.

Roxas and Axel both said good bye to the men who helped bring them back and watched as they left. It was still a lot earlier in the week than they had originally thought they would get back. The five of them decided to make use of the time they had left of their spring break and remain on the island; having a vacation of their own before dealing with the issue of the appearance of the new arrivals. Camp was up in no time thanks to everyone helping, the fire thanks to Axel who, like Roxas and Sora, had not lost his abilities.

Dinner was a funny event with the group. It was as if they were all old friends. Riku even accepted Axel in his own way. Roxas’ gaze almost never left Axel, and his lover knew it, for Axel was the same way. After the meal was done Riku, Roxas and Kairi watched as Axel fought over a piece of fruit with Sora. Axel was saying why he needed it more then the growing boy did, when Roxas felt a hand on his back. He looked up seeing Riku nodded in acknowledgment

“So, you are you now.” Riku stated though his gaze was on the fire, “What do you plan on doing?”

Roxas shrugged, “Never really thought of that. I was only filled with one thought: him. Not unlike Sora was only thinking of you when you were missing and evil.” Roxas glanced at Riku and the two met eyes. There was an understanding between them, and they both knew it.

“Well, I have been thinking, you are going to be with Sora, that is for sure, but him?” Riku gestured to Axel who now had Sora in a headlock, “Well he will have a harder time around here.” Roxas frowned at this, “Well I was thinking, He could probably stay with me… or Kairi if my parents say no. I am sure my parents will take him in, but if not Kairi’s parents will for sure. Tell everyone that you guys showed up without memories of where you were from and you will both be fine. That is how Kairi showed up so not many will question either of you.”

Roxas offered his hand to Riku, “Thank you.”

Riku took it, “Well you were a part of Sora, and I would do anything for him.” He turned with a smile on his face, “Though I am still peeved at you spying on us.”

“You act like I wanted to be there,” he said chuckling, “I tried so hard to leave when you and Sora got lovie-dovie. Don’t ask how many rounds of 99 bottles of beer on the wall I went though.”

Riku smiled but did not answer as the fight was over. Riku got up to be with Sora, who was the victor, while Axel made his way to Roxas, “Let the squirt win. Not fair when he looks at me with those big eyes.” He wrapped his arm around Roxas shoulder.

“Really?” Roxas leaned on Axel, “wonder if that look would work for me too. I have been told I have the same eyes as him.”

Axel snickered, “Oh yeah? And what do You want from me?”

Roxas moved so his mouth was right next to Axel’s ear, “Everything and now… Got it memorized?” he said leaning a little more and kissing Axel’s neck.

Axel just nodded and stood, bring Roxas up with him. They excused themselves and headed for their tent. When setting them up they made sure that it was on the other side of the camp, a bit farther away from the others, and for a very good reason.

They both knew the others watched them as they made their way to the tent but it did not stop them from having their hands on each other. Axel’s hand was running up and down Roxas’ side, going under his shirt rubbing and feeling with his fingers. Roxas, one arm around Axel’s waist the other starting to unzip his coat, working on undressing the man he loved. When they got to the entrance of their tent Axel left Roxas’ side going in first. Roxas entered shortly after glancing at Axel, who was finishing taking off his coat. Roxas smirked then turned to zip their tent closed.

Roxas was almost done when arms wrapped around his waist pulling him down. Roxas gave a fake yelp as he landed on top of his lover. Rolling over in his lover’s arms Roxas saw under him the man he would do anything for, a man half naked with a sorrowful look in his eyes. Roxas gave Axel a light kiss, waiting, letting him say what he wanted to say.

“Roxas,” Axel’s voice was a whisper, “It was so hard, alone in that room. None of the hallways were real, no food, no bathroom. I have that whole room memorized.” Roxas kissed the tattoo under his lover’s left eye. “I wanted to get out of there. It was so tempting to think that I could end it all by going though that light, so simple. Yet I couldn’t, I felt that it was wrong with everything I had. Not to mention never seeing you again.” Roxas kissed the tattoo under his right eye. “You were what I thought of, the only reason why I am here, why I stayed in that room. I knew I would wait for you, but the waiting was so hard.”

Roxas started to rub his body lightly on Axel’s. He felt that this was coming, Axel only gets like this when they are alone. Roxas just knew Axel would have a need to get this off his chest. Of course Roxas had a little contact though Sora, nothing really real, but it was more then Axel had. The man under him had been trapped in a room alone for so long. Kissing his lover deeply still lightly grinding his body on Axel’s he felt his lovers arms wrap around him

“I found I would do anything to be with you,” Axel breathed lightly, “More than I thought I would when I was with the Organization. Please, don’t go” he moved one arm so his hand was on Roxas’ cheek.

Roxas smiled stopping in his motions, “Never will,” he leaned his mouth into Axel’s hand kissing it, “Sorry but you are stuck with me, now till I’m in limbo waiting for you to save me.” Lightly licking at the hand on his face.

Axel chucked while pulling Roxas down and kissing him, hard. Roxas kissed him back, started his grinding again, only harder, wanting. Axel’s hands where both rubbing up and down Roxas’ back when he broke the kiss, “Great, stuck with an annoying kid. Well at least I know you are good for something.” The mirth and lust was back in Axel’s eyes, and Roxas was ready to please him.

Moving down Axel’s body Roxas started to pay attention to Axel’s sensitive spots. The first spot under the right side of his jaw, kissing it with a flick of his tongue feeling Axel move into the touch. Flicking his tongue a few times on that spot caused Axel’s breath to quicken just slightly.

Roxas then moved to kiss lightly down his lover’s neck. He kept kissing down to the middle of Axel’s chest stopping and moving to the left. First he kissed Axel’s nipple before taking it into his mouth nibbling on it, licking it and sucking it till it was erect, then doing it a little longer. Roxas then moved over to repeat the process on Axel’s right nipple. By this time Roxas’ lover was panting and rolled his hips, trying to create more contact between them.

Roxas smirked against the hot flesh, kissing down to another spot only he knew of. Right under the left side of Axel’s ribs was a small piece of flesh, if he were hit there he would moan and sometimes crumple over. And Roxas was the only one who knew this was one of Axel’s sensitive spots. He kissed the piece of flesh, lips parted and slightly sucking in. Axel gave a small whimper of pleasure as Roxas kept at that small part of skin. Roxas thanked whatever God was out there that even though they have these new bodies, all of Axel’s spots were the same.

Roxas moved down the body below him kissing to Axel’s bellybutton. Lapping and nibbling on it till Axel’s whimpers were to loud to be called whimpers. Roxas only relented to kiss a few more small kisses till he was where red hair began to grow. Kissing where it started (yet still on the hot flesh) he was teasing his lover by being so close but farther away than Axel wanted him, to where there was swelling in his pants.

“Rox-as” Axel moaned as Roxas’ hand moved up to deal with Axel’s pants while he nuzzled his lovers happy trail. Roxas unbuttoned them, making sure to brush his fingers over the bulge every now and again. Once they were un-done Roxas began to move his hands back down “Don’t” Axel breathed wiggling.

“Just wait.” Roxas responded into the hair. Then he slowly moved his head above the bulge in Axel’s pants. Licking up the crotch of Axel’s pants he grabbed the tab of the zipper in his teeth. Very, very slowly Roxas unzipped them his eyes not leaving Axel’s face. Axel had his mouth open, panting and moaning. His eyes mostly closed but looking right back at Roxas. Once the pants were opened Roxas lightly dragged his nose up Axel’s crotch breathing heavily on the organ. Axel crossed his ankles over Roxas’ legs creating a bench for Roxas to sit on.

“So beautiful” Roxas whispered smirking at his lover as he sat on the seat of legs.

“Please.” Axel said panting harder then ever and arching his hips up at Roxas, inviting his lover. And nothing more need to be said. Roxas brought both of his hands up the long slender legs lightly brushing his fingertips as he went. Hooking his fingers under Axel’s pants and underwear Roxas pulled them down exposing Axel’s erection. Roxas licked his lips before licking up the organ. A smile of delight over-came his face before he took the head of Axel’s penis in his mouth sucking lightly on it. Axel rolled his hips trying to get more. Roxas, placing on hand on Axel’s hip, sucked harder on the member in his mouth before moving down it. Roxas worked his tongue on the underside, giving a light moan so that Axel could feel the vibration. Once he took as much in as he could he started to bob his head, sometimes scraping his teeth while sucking hard on his lover’s cock. Axel tried not to roll his hips with the help of Roxas’ hand, though they both knew he wanted more. Roxas was thankful for Axel’s attempt to not choke him for he always had the problem of wanting more.

It was not long before Axel had a hand in Roxas’ hair, tugging, letting the other know he was about to come. Roxas pulled up sucking hard on the tip, hearing Axel’s strangled moan as he came in Roxas’ mouth. Roxas was just able to swallow it all. Sitting up on their legs he looked over his lover again. Axel was panting, sweating… and still had his pants mostly on. It was then he realized that he too had his clothes on. He wiggled out of the tangle of legs then pulled off Axel’s pants.

Axel purred when Roxas put his hands to his own clothes. Smirking, Roxas licked two of his fingers then brushed them down to where they needed to be to rid himself of his own clothes. Licking his lips and blowing kisses, Roxas pulled off his over-shirt giving a light striptease for his lust filled lover. But when that was off he striped as fast as he could because a striptease would take to long and he wanted Axel now.

Roxas made sure to grab the lube from his travel pack before taking his place on top of his Axel. Roxas kissed him; their tongues wrapping with each other, as if they where both devouring the taste of the one they loved. When both sets of lips were numb Roxas used the lube to coat his fingers.

“I love you.” Roxas said as he stared to use his free hand to play with one of Axel’s nipples. Axel moved to the touch but also spread his legs allowing Roxas to better access to the part of his body Roxas wanted to get to. Licking his lips Roxas slowly stared to slip his index finger inside of the man he loved more then anyone else. He watched as Axel bit his lip causing Roxas to slow his motions. Wanting to be careful with every motion, Roxas took his time in stretching his lover out. When Axel’s body accepted the first finger Roxas pulled out and placed two in. The hand that was at Axel’s nipple moved to the neglected nipple. The addition of a finger and the stimulation of the other nipple made Axel cry out. When Axel’s body accepted the two fingers Roxas started to scissor them. When Axel started moving into the fingers, Roxas put in a third for good measure, though it was only for a quick stretch for the three of them because Roxas knew what Axel really wanted.

Roxas opened the lube and coated his own erection. There was no way he was going to hurt Axel tonight, not after they waited so long to be with each other again.

“Ready?” he said as he placed himself at Axel’s entrance. Axel spread his legs a little more and nodded. Roxas slowly pushed himself into his lover. Axel tried to cover the small whimper that came out, but Roxas noticed it.

“No, I’m fine.” Axel breathed but Roxas did not listen. He knew how badly Axel wanted this and was not going to go faster than they already would. It had been too long for both of them.

Going slow Roxas pushed all the way into his lover. Roxas found himself panting along with Axel. He slowly pulled out a little then pushed back inside of Axel moaning at the feeling of being totally inside his lover. Axel arched his back and let out a moan of his own. Roxas kept with the slow motion pulling out a little more each time till he could pull almost all the way out then ram back into his lover.

When this happened, though they had new bodies, they acted in the way their old ones did. Axel sat up as Roxas leaned back letting Axel straddle him. Roxas raised his head as Axel leaned down and kisses him as they both used the time during their kiss to steady themselves. Roxas placed one hand behind him and one on Axel’s hip, while Axel put one hand on Roxas’ shoulder and the other on his side and chest, rubbing his thumb over an erect nipple. Roxas moaned at the touch and moved his hips as Axel moved his own.

Both were intoxicated by one another and could not keep their voices quiet. What was moaning and happy whining was light screaming as they started to move in time with one another. They both wanted to feel as much as they could of their lover since their time apart. Jointly Axel and Roxas thrusted and moved in rhyme.

When they moved and Axel threw back his head and screamed in pleasure Roxas knew that he had hit his lover’s prostate. Roxas shifted slightly and thrusted up his hips to hit Axel’s prostate again. When Roxas felt the grip on his shoulder tighten he kept his aim in that one stop.

“Roxie!” Axel called out. It was a name that he only used in situations like this, “I-I cannot hold it.” he screamed again as Roxas’ aim was true.

“Then don’t” Roxas said capturing a nipple in his mouth, nibbling since Axel had forgotten to keep massaging the one under his thumb.

Then Axel was coming, his whole body tightened up including on Roxas. Roxas let out a strangled scream as he thrusted and started to come deep in Axel. They both stilled as their bodies emptied.

When it was over Axel all but collapsed on Roxas, totally spent. Roxas had to use what little strength he had to change position, pulling out of his lover. Roxas knew they should clean up, but found he did not have the energy. Lying down on his back resting Axel’s head on his chest, both still breathing deeply.

“Hearts, I missed you.” Axel whispered lightly kissing the flesh under him

“Happy you are stuck with this annoying kid?” Roxas teased him playing with a lock of Axel’s hair. Grinning like an idiot after the pleasure they just shared.

“You keep doing me like that and I will always be happy.”

Roxas chuckled and pulled the blanket over them. “Lets sleep for now; we have our whole lives to fight over the small shit.” But Axel was already asleep. And Roxas soon joined him.