Waiting for You

Title:Waiting for You
Author: x-Hitoshirezu-x
Pages: 14
Pairing: Axel x Sora
Summary: Set three months after chapter one and two, Sora is now in a depressive slump, having not been able to find Riku. Just when he is about to give it all up and take his life away, he runs into someone he never thought he'd see again.
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Author's Note: I'm a hardcore Axel x Sora fan, thus, I've recently been trying my luck at a fic with them where Axel DOESN'T die. I have that bad luck. Anyway, Sora's depression is something I spurred from my own experiences (as I role-play Sora on yahoo), and I incorperated some of them into this story. Please note that I don't intend for Sora to be completely OOC, but in my opinion, when he's upset, he'd be the complete opposite of what he's normally like. I believe that Sora is bi-polar, probably. This is a few things to watch out for in this chapter:

1: Sora swearing obsessively. We all know that ukes saying naughty things like "Fuck" is hot.

2: Smut. Because, I can't help it.

3: Suicidal tendencies and thoughts. Another thing that makes ukes cute.

4: Did I mention smut?

Anyway! I've taken up enough of your time, that is if you actually read this. So now, please enjoy chapter two!
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Been searching for you, long and hard. So tired, but I must push on. You're the one who needs me now, and I have to set you free. Three longs months. Three painful months. Filled with doubt, filled with pain, filled without hope. But still, I'm going to come for you. Can you still wait for me to get there? Am I even worth the wait? I can't stop thinking these thoughts. They're eating me alive...Help me, please? I know I'm supposed to be helping you, but I'm the one who really needs help. I'm drowning...I'm drowning....Breathing your name as the air escapes me..."Riku...."
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Trembling fingers dropped the knife once more. Sapphire eyes were overwhelmed by tears as they finally sunk shut, allowing their owner to sob his frustration out. Sora'd been searching for three months, and still no trace of Riku's whereabouts had come up. He'd retraced every step he took, talked to everyone he knew. Nothing. He was finally beginning to think that maybe he wasn't meant to save Riku after all.

And that was what led the boy to huddle behind a bar in a previously un-explored world. The men here were drunkards, and the women whores, but that didn't stop Sora from asking, and searching. Even at the threat of being raped should he stick around, he still pressed on. Though, wearyness finally settled over him and he had to rest. It was a mistake on his part. Stopping only allowed his mind to play with him further.

He wasn't aware as a hand suddenly shot out and placed a cloth over his mouth, he didn't even struggle as he began to lose conciousness. Anything was better then the thoughts swimming through his head.

"I'm worthless...."

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Hours later, Sora awoke, finding himself in a dimly lit room. He was on a surprisingly comfortable bed, and to his surprise, un-bound. He'd always assumed that kidnappers tied up their prey.

SItting up slowly, he glanced around the room. To his left was a window, the shade down to keep peepers from looking in. To his left a small table with a glass of water. Shifting, he lifted the glass, murring as the cool liquid passed his lips and slid down his throat. In mere moments the cup was empty. After placing it safely back down, he flopped back. He was so tired. Maybe his assailant wouldn't be back for awhile and he could rest some more.

But, the moment his eyes fell closed, the thoughts began to swim through his mind. He shuddered, hands wrapping around himself. Insults, curses, and images of torture and abuse filtered through his mind. It only took a short time before he was digging through his pockets to extract a spare knife. Flicking the object open, he let out a tormented cry, dragging the blade horrizontally across his wrist, watching as the crimson fluid bubbled to the surface.

"What the fuck is----Holy shit, kid!"

In moments, a blur of red and black had pinned Sora to the bed, what appaered to be a sock was pressed against his wrist to stop the flow of blood.

"What in the hell are you thinking? I thought the keyblade master was supposed to be smarter then this?!"

"Get the hell off of me!"

Sora struggled against the hold the male above him had. It was to no avail though, as whoever it was, was far stronger then he was. After a few more minutes of wreathing, he finally gave up, opening his eyes to put a face to the voice. Moments later, a shocked sound issued from his lips.

"Axel...?"

"Glad to see you memorized my name. Now tell me what the hell you're doing wanderiing around Red Light District. Or better yet, why you're trying to bleed yourself dry on my nice white sheets!"

Sora whimpered, averting his eyes from the elder male, a startled cry slipping through his lips as his cut was squeezed.

"Don't just turn away, kid. I expect answers."

"Why the fuck do you care? Aren't you just out to kill me? Or is this your idea of sick fun?"

Axel snorted, giving the wound another squeeze.

"As pleasurable as raping you sounds, I have more important things to worry about. Really, Sora, what are you thinking in that tiny brain of yours? Suicide? And you're even doing it wrong!"

"...fuck you."

"Love to, but like I said, I have other important things to do. Spill it, kid. What happened to that fire you used to have? The fire that kicked even my own fires ass?"

Reluctantly, Sora let his eyes meet the jade ones of the elder male, his body relaxing a bit. He bit at his lower lip for a few moments before finally speaking, all his fears and insecurities coming out in a rush.

"I can't do it. I can't find Riku, and I know that he's going to hate me. I know that, and I still wanna find him. But it's been three months since I locked him away! What if...what if he's dead? If he's dead then I don't wanna be alive either! Kairi's safe at home now, but not Riku. I failed Riku! It hurts...it hurts too much. I want...I want the pain to just stop, to go away..."

Axel listened, checking the wound every once and awhile, finding it not as bad as he'd feared. Even the bleeding had stopped. As the boy below him continued to share his feelings, Axel's own bubbled up. It was this kids fault that Roxas had disappeared, so he had reason to be angry at the brunette, but he was also intreguied. Wouldn't the whole world, pardon me, worlds, just shit themselves if they knew that their hero was just a scared little fifteen year old boy going through puberty and suicidal phases?

"...d'nt stopped me then maybe I would have died finally..."

"Excuse me, what was that again?"

"I said..."

"I know what you said, stupid. Damn, you sure are slow. Either way, I'm afraid I'm not letting you out of my sight anytime soon. Can't have you cutting up your body anymore now can we?"

Sora opened his mouth to protest, but Axel covered it with a hand.

"Trust me, kid, one day you'll thank me."

Pouting, Sora gave up, and allowed his eyes to slide shut. His wearyness was coming back now that his adrenalline had passed. He yawned softly, glancing once more through bairly lidded eyes at the red-head before a soft sigh slipped through his lips and he sunk into unconciousness once more.

Axel sat there, waiting til he was sure the boy was out for good before finally getting up and off of him. He glared at the cut on the boys wrist, pulling some gauze from the side table, wrapping a bandage around the damage. He wasn't gentle about it, which was made apparent by the pained sounds that Sora made in his sleep, but this didn't stop him either.

"What the hell are you thinkin', kid, honestly. You're supposed to save people, not kill yourself. But, I digress."

Finishing the wrapping, he sighed, stepping back. Frowning once more, he eyed the sleeping boy, then finally, he stood from the bed, heading towards the door. He glanced back once, to see if Sora really was still asleep. Once assured that he was, he calmly flicked off the light, then left the room, the door open in case the boy tried something again.
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Hours later, Sora was awoken, coming out of his exhausted state to glance around, blinking slowly. He was then suddenly aware of the warm body beside his own. Blinking slowly, he looked to the left to find nothing but empty bed. Making a soft noise, the rolled and looked to the right, only to find Axel's body beside him. He was silent, and then gave a soft noise, rolling closer to the red-head, snuggling into him lightly.

"That anxious to give yourself to me, are you, Sora?"

The brunette squeaked, jearking back a bit to look up with his startled sapphire ones, seeing the teasing in the emerald eyes that met his. He would have flailed, had he not been lying down.

"I'm sorry! I thought you were asleep!"

"Insomnia sucks like that. Now c'mere. You were makin' an awful lot of noise in your sleep. Did you have more bad dreams?"

Sora glanced at the elder warily before scooting closer to him, tilting his head slightly to the side.

"No...not that I remember anyway. Was I really making that much noise?"

Axel snorted, roling his eyes to the younger.

"I thought you might have been having a wet dream with the way you were moaning and wreathing. You look'd pretty sexy, squirming along the matress like you were..."

A soft squeak slipped past Sora's lips as the elder males hand slipped into his boxers----wait, how did he get out of his clothes?

"A---Axel...."

"It's alright. You said that you wanted the pain to go away, right? Well, let me help you forget about it for awhile."

Axel's hand wrapped around Sora's member, giving it a light squeeze as his thumb rolled over the head, dipping slightly into the slit at the very tip. While his hand was occupied, he shifted to move over the boy, settling himself on the others knees, finally pulling the boxers down to expose Sora's slowly hardening member to the air.

"N---no....please don't..."

"Shh...It'll feel good...Just relax and enjoy it."

Sora's breathe was already a bit harder as his hips arched into the skilled hand, his fingers clinging to the sheets, nails clawing lightly as he let out a soft whimpery moan, looking at the elder with little resistance, more pleading.

"Please...?"

"Please what?"

"...Make me forget...Axel, take away my pain..."

"Gladly..."

Axel leaned down, pressing his lips demandingly to the younger males, his teeth nipping none-to-gently at the others lower lip, demanding entrance, though not really waiting as he pryed the mouth open with his tongue, wrapping it around the others, stroking it softly.

Sora didn't protest, his eyes closing as he arched his neck up to press himself more into the kiss, his hips still thrusting lightly into the others hand, his own tongue gently playing along the elders, caressing it lightly, then slipping to run the very tip over the roof of the others mouth.

"Mmm...Good boy..."

The red-head slowly pulled away from Sora, climbing off the bed to allow his own boxers to slip to the floor, kicking them away before crawling back over the other, settling on him so that their members met. A soft hiss escaped him as Sora bucked up, his own hips pushing down to grind against the younger boy.

"Damn..."

Axel's mouth latched itself to Sora's neck, his teeth sinking into the skin, piercing it enough to release blood, even as his fingers were lifted to Sora's lips, expecting the boy to suck them while he lapped at the blood.

Getting the hint, Sora's lips wrapped around the digits, his tongue rolling around each finger, making sure it was coated before moving on to the next one. Once all there were sufficiantly lubed, he suckled upon all three, nipping softly at the tips of each one.

Axel groaned, pulling his fingers from the others lips as well as his mouth from his neck.

"Spread'um..."

Flushing, Sora slowly drew his knees up, spreading them enough so that the red-head could see his puckered hole.

A pleased sound slipped from Axel's mouth as he saw the quivering hole open and close slightly. A smirk slipped over his lips.

"My, my...Your pretty little hole is anxious, isn't it?"

"D--don't say perverted stuff like that..."

Chuckling, Axel brought a finger to the youngers entrance, slowly pushing it inside, not heeding Sora's pained noise til the finger was in completely.

"Hmm...It's squeezing pretty tightly. Such a greedy hole..."

"A---Axel..."

The red-head slowly started to move his finger in and out of the others entrance, caressing the inside of the others inner walls. He watched the boys face as he was moving the digit, smirking as the boy's face contorted into one of pleasure.

"Good..."

Slowly, a second finger was inserted into the hole, a purr slipping through his lips as he heard Sora's breathe hitching. Once the fingers were in as deep as they could go, he scissored his fingers, spreading the hole wider to be able to accomodate his other appendage.

Sora winced at the entrance of the second finger, but within moments was pleading for more as a digit brushed over his most sensitive spot.

"Greedy little boy...But that's alright. I'll give you what you want."

Smirking, Axel pulled his fingers away, reaching for the lotion that was in the drawer beside the bed. He carefully coated his fingers, the smell of cherry's assalting his nose. With a purr, he positioned himself above Sora's entrance, a smirk being given.

"Mine..."

Sora's eyes went wide at the word, a sharp cry escaping him as Axel thrust into his prepaired hole. His whole body quivered, his teeth sinking into his lower lip. Small droplets of blood gathered where he'd pierced the flesh, but he ignored it, his mind too wrapped around the fact that he was being torn apart by Axel's member.

"A----Ax--el....!!"

"That's it...Say my name, Sora."

The red-head's hips thrust, and he grunted, coming to be fully seated in the younger males body. He shivered in pleasure, fingers caressing the boys thighs lightly, a mock reassurance. At least that's what he told himself. When he felt the brunette squirm, he couldn't hold back. Hands gripped the boys waist, holding him down as he pulled slowly out, then forcefully thrusted back inside. A moan was torn from his lips as he re-sheathed himself.

"Fuck...you're tight..."

"...ow..."

Not heading the pained sound that Sora made, Axel pulled out once more, his hips surging forwards to meet with the youngers, only quicker this time. With each time he pulled away, the entry was always harder, and faster. By the sixth thrust, Sora was begging for him to go faster, wreathing beneith him.

"Axel...please...more!!"

"As you wish..."

Shifting the boy, he lifted Sora's legs, hooking the inside of the boys knees to his shoulders to get a better angle before thrusting quickly into the boy. The scream that reached his ears made him groan.

"Perfect....again..."

"AXEL!"

Sora's body bucked up slightly at each thrust, determined to bring the red-head into him deeper. Every few strokes the elder would hit his pleasure spot and Sora would see stars, calling out for the red-head to continue. The real shock came when Axel wrapped his hand around his member, stroking the hardness in time to his thrusts.

"Axel.....oh, God....Axel!"

"Come for me..."

Not one to disappoint, Sora bucked up one final time, feeling the burning in his abdomen come to its peak, and then he was crying out the elders name as his seed shot out from the tip of his member, hitting his chest and coating Axel's hand, which pumped him until he was completely spent.

Smirking, Axel thrust a few more times before he tensed, then his hips began to jerk quickly and forcfully as his orgasm washed over him, his seed being poured into the boys body with each jerk of his hips.

"Soraaaaa...."

Once he was completly spent, he collapsed on top of Sora, pressing his lips to the boys, tongue languidly stroking the brunettes. He slowly pulled away, glancing at Sora. The brunette was already half-asleep. Smirking, he carefully pulled out of the boy, pulling him close, then tugging the blankets over them both.

When he was sure that Sora was completely asleep once more, he sighed, a hand racking through his red hair.

"Brat...you're gonna be a handfull, aren't you?"

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In this bed, in this persons arms. Even when it's not you, I'm feeling safe and warm. But, don't worry. I promise that I'm still going to come and rescue you. Can you wait just a little bit longer? Now that I finally know what's going on, and now that I can finally see clearly, I'm going to find you and we'll be together. Right, Riku?

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TBC

A/n: This actually started out as chapter 2, but after re-reading it, and realizing that Riku hadn't yet escaped, I decided that I'd make this part chapter three....which means I had to actually WRITE chapter two.