This Is Not Love...
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Chapter 3 Part 1
Title: This Is Not Love...
Part/Chapter: 3 Part 1
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories/Kingdom Hearts II
Spoilers?: If you don't know who all the Organization members are >>;;
Pairing/Characters: Axel/Roxas, Xigbar/Demyx mention of others
Rating: T eventually M
Disclaimer: Axel, Roxas, Xigbar, Demyx, (ect), Kingdom Hearts belong to Disney and Square Enix.
Warnings: Kissing, cussing, mention of naughty things.
Beta: DarkSetoKaiba
Medium: RP log
A/N: Just as a note this is pre-COM ^^;; I'm thinking of writing out out as a normal story now instead of trying to RP it because it's taking too long that way. Not sure at the moment though.
Roxas was cursing to himself as he was dragged along the castle's halls to Axel's room. What the hell was he thinking? His mind must have momentarily gone dumb, and now because of it he was being dragged by a very excited Axel to his room to do who knows what. Damn it, maybe he could get out of it, just like he had before. Then again, Axel was pretty persistant.
Axel wanted to skip, yes, but that probably wouldn't help his chances with Roxas so he walked; fast. He finally got Roxas to come to his room of his own free will! He didn't have to practically beg him to come with him. Oh what could he do to the boy? Maybe he'd get a kiss this time and not be slapped? Maybe the whole thing with Xigbar and Demyx finally opened Roxas' eyes to something. He kept silently cheering to himself as hurried way down the castle's hall to his room.
Roxas wondered where everyone was at. He hadn't seen a single person on the way to Axel's room, he hadn't seen anyone but Axel all day! Usually Zexion was in the library at least once before noon, but he hadn't seen him once. Was there a meeting they missed? Once they stopped at Axel's door he decided to ask about it. "Um... Axel... Where is everyone today was there a meeting we missed?"
Axel opened up his door for Roxas and let the blond step in instead of dragging him inside like an over eager person. Once they were both inside and the door was shut, he answered Roxas' question. "Last meeting Xemnas said that he was taking Vexen, Lexaeus, Zexion, Marluxia, and Larxene to find a suitable place for a castle, which I don't really know why he wants to find another place to put a castle because he's already got one, here. Anyway he left Xigbar in charge, and we already know where he is..." Axel laughed, "So I guess it's an off day today." He shrugged walking over to the bed, straighting it up a bit so the blond didn't have to sit on his messy bed.
Roxas thought on what Axel said, so that's why he hadn't seen Zexion in the library! He wasn't even here! And a little over half of the Organization was busy, six of them were gone, Xigbar and Demyx were, well, Roxas blushed at the thought of what they could be doing. Then him and Axel were here together, that made nine total members, so what were the other three doing? Oh well it really didn't matter he guessed as he walked over to Axel's bed and sat down on it. "So... What do you have planned for us to do Axel?" He asked causiously.
Axel shrugged, he could think of a million things to do, and most of them involved Roxas. Honestly, he never thought the blond would agree to come to his room. But there he was sitting cutely on the bed asking what he wanted them to do. Oh the things he could say! Though most of them would probably make Roxas look at him in disgust and run away. Fuck. Think quick! "Um..." He sat down beside Roxas, not too close but still close enough, "Um... To talk?" He mentally slapped himself for that.
Roxas blinked at Axel. Alright, that was completely unexpected from the redhead. He was sure that Axel would try to kiss him or do more, but just talk? Oh well, talking was fine to Roxas, just fine. "Axel, um..." He couldn't really think about what to talk about, he could ask about his Somebody but everyone always gave him the same responce: In order for Nobodies to be created the orginial must die. Same thing Axel told him, asking something about that would be a quick conversation. The only thing left was, "Axel, why do you like me?"
Axel sighed and ran his hand through is unruly hair, "I told you before Roxas. I like you because you are my partner. We do everything together, we help each other. I'm sure there's a few times that you saved my ass and I've saved yours. Why wouldn't I like you?" He looked down at the blond, hoping that answered his question.
Roxas looked down staring at his hands to avoid the redhead. "That's not what I meant Axel. I want to know why you want to kiss me and...do other things to me?" A slight blush formed across his pale features as he continued to stare at his hands, "I know you haven't done much other than kiss me but I know you want more so don't lie about it!"
Axel leaned back against the bed, propped up by his elbows, "I suppose a 'Because I felt like it' won't work will it?" He saw Roxas shake his head, still apparently staring at his hands. Axel thought a brief moment "Well... For one I find you cute, a lot more interesting than the rest of the people here. There's something inside me telling me that I want to be with you. You just...you make me feel real, Roxas." He finally confessed, it was all out in the open now. Now Roxas could tell him to fuck off or whatever the blond kid wanted to do.
Roxas laughed softly, so that's how Axel really felt. "Axel... That is either the most honest or dumbest thing I've ever heard come out of your mouth." He looked up towards the ceiling to avoid looking back at Axel, he didn't want to the other to see him blushing. "Knowing you it's probably the dumbest."
Axel let out a sigh of relief; Roxas was still there. That was a good thing. He was sure the boy would tell him something about 'It's impossible for us to have feelings we don't have hearts.'; but he didn't. He was still there! Axel shifted his balance on his left elbow and reached out with his other hand to grab the blond's hand. "Roxas... How do you feel?" He asked softly.
Roxas felt something in him flutter, the way Axel had said his name made him flutter. It was an odd feeling. He continued to stare at the ceiling, he couldn't look back at the redhead because he didn't want Axel to know he was blushing harder, let alone blushing at all! "To..." He sighed a bit, "To be honest... I never really thought about it, Axel, I like being with you and when you're not with me I still think about you." He unconciously squeezed Axel's hand. "I do like you, but anything beyond that I just don't know."
Part/Chapter: 3 Part 1
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories/Kingdom Hearts II
Spoilers?: If you don't know who all the Organization members are >>;;
Pairing/Characters: Axel/Roxas, Xigbar/Demyx mention of others
Rating: T eventually M
Disclaimer: Axel, Roxas, Xigbar, Demyx, (ect), Kingdom Hearts belong to Disney and Square Enix.
Warnings: Kissing, cussing, mention of naughty things.
Beta: DarkSetoKaiba
Medium: RP log
A/N: Just as a note this is pre-COM ^^;; I'm thinking of writing out out as a normal story now instead of trying to RP it because it's taking too long that way. Not sure at the moment though.
Roxas was cursing to himself as he was dragged along the castle's halls to Axel's room. What the hell was he thinking? His mind must have momentarily gone dumb, and now because of it he was being dragged by a very excited Axel to his room to do who knows what. Damn it, maybe he could get out of it, just like he had before. Then again, Axel was pretty persistant.
Axel wanted to skip, yes, but that probably wouldn't help his chances with Roxas so he walked; fast. He finally got Roxas to come to his room of his own free will! He didn't have to practically beg him to come with him. Oh what could he do to the boy? Maybe he'd get a kiss this time and not be slapped? Maybe the whole thing with Xigbar and Demyx finally opened Roxas' eyes to something. He kept silently cheering to himself as hurried way down the castle's hall to his room.
Roxas wondered where everyone was at. He hadn't seen a single person on the way to Axel's room, he hadn't seen anyone but Axel all day! Usually Zexion was in the library at least once before noon, but he hadn't seen him once. Was there a meeting they missed? Once they stopped at Axel's door he decided to ask about it. "Um... Axel... Where is everyone today was there a meeting we missed?"
Axel opened up his door for Roxas and let the blond step in instead of dragging him inside like an over eager person. Once they were both inside and the door was shut, he answered Roxas' question. "Last meeting Xemnas said that he was taking Vexen, Lexaeus, Zexion, Marluxia, and Larxene to find a suitable place for a castle, which I don't really know why he wants to find another place to put a castle because he's already got one, here. Anyway he left Xigbar in charge, and we already know where he is..." Axel laughed, "So I guess it's an off day today." He shrugged walking over to the bed, straighting it up a bit so the blond didn't have to sit on his messy bed.
Roxas thought on what Axel said, so that's why he hadn't seen Zexion in the library! He wasn't even here! And a little over half of the Organization was busy, six of them were gone, Xigbar and Demyx were, well, Roxas blushed at the thought of what they could be doing. Then him and Axel were here together, that made nine total members, so what were the other three doing? Oh well it really didn't matter he guessed as he walked over to Axel's bed and sat down on it. "So... What do you have planned for us to do Axel?" He asked causiously.
Axel shrugged, he could think of a million things to do, and most of them involved Roxas. Honestly, he never thought the blond would agree to come to his room. But there he was sitting cutely on the bed asking what he wanted them to do. Oh the things he could say! Though most of them would probably make Roxas look at him in disgust and run away. Fuck. Think quick! "Um..." He sat down beside Roxas, not too close but still close enough, "Um... To talk?" He mentally slapped himself for that.
Roxas blinked at Axel. Alright, that was completely unexpected from the redhead. He was sure that Axel would try to kiss him or do more, but just talk? Oh well, talking was fine to Roxas, just fine. "Axel, um..." He couldn't really think about what to talk about, he could ask about his Somebody but everyone always gave him the same responce: In order for Nobodies to be created the orginial must die. Same thing Axel told him, asking something about that would be a quick conversation. The only thing left was, "Axel, why do you like me?"
Axel sighed and ran his hand through is unruly hair, "I told you before Roxas. I like you because you are my partner. We do everything together, we help each other. I'm sure there's a few times that you saved my ass and I've saved yours. Why wouldn't I like you?" He looked down at the blond, hoping that answered his question.
Roxas looked down staring at his hands to avoid the redhead. "That's not what I meant Axel. I want to know why you want to kiss me and...do other things to me?" A slight blush formed across his pale features as he continued to stare at his hands, "I know you haven't done much other than kiss me but I know you want more so don't lie about it!"
Axel leaned back against the bed, propped up by his elbows, "I suppose a 'Because I felt like it' won't work will it?" He saw Roxas shake his head, still apparently staring at his hands. Axel thought a brief moment "Well... For one I find you cute, a lot more interesting than the rest of the people here. There's something inside me telling me that I want to be with you. You just...you make me feel real, Roxas." He finally confessed, it was all out in the open now. Now Roxas could tell him to fuck off or whatever the blond kid wanted to do.
Roxas laughed softly, so that's how Axel really felt. "Axel... That is either the most honest or dumbest thing I've ever heard come out of your mouth." He looked up towards the ceiling to avoid looking back at Axel, he didn't want to the other to see him blushing. "Knowing you it's probably the dumbest."
Axel let out a sigh of relief; Roxas was still there. That was a good thing. He was sure the boy would tell him something about 'It's impossible for us to have feelings we don't have hearts.'; but he didn't. He was still there! Axel shifted his balance on his left elbow and reached out with his other hand to grab the blond's hand. "Roxas... How do you feel?" He asked softly.
Roxas felt something in him flutter, the way Axel had said his name made him flutter. It was an odd feeling. He continued to stare at the ceiling, he couldn't look back at the redhead because he didn't want Axel to know he was blushing harder, let alone blushing at all! "To..." He sighed a bit, "To be honest... I never really thought about it, Axel, I like being with you and when you're not with me I still think about you." He unconciously squeezed Axel's hand. "I do like you, but anything beyond that I just don't know."