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Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
4
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2,374
Reviews:
7
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Currently Reading:
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...but I'll find my way...
Disclaimer:
This super, fantastic Characters don't belong to me. They belong to Squaresoft Ind. or Disney Int....
Do you really think I would write about them if they were mine?
I wouldn't come out of bed ^.^
Warning:
Slash (Guy/Guy love and sex), Gay bashing, Kairi and Riku bashing, Misuse of normaly straight guys by author, OCness...
... But I'll find my way...
Sora gazed around him as he walked towards the dark castle. Much had changed in the last ten years. There were many new
houses along his way and there seemed to be new people, too.
They all looked at him like he was an alien.
He guessed that somehow he was a kind of an alien. Ten years had changed him, too. He wasn't the carefree boy anymore, too
much had hapened to let him live with that kind of innocence.
He thought that the first part of his innocence was lost when Riku and Kairi turned their backs on him. The last part he
guessed was lost as his best friend at the University was killed by homophobics. He would never forget the way Daniel looked
as he was found by Sora.
Sora had brought him to an hospital and the doctors had really tried to save him, but Daniels stomache was ripped open and he
had lost too much blood. So he died on the operationtable.
Sora's stomache squirmed as he remembered the furneral. Riku and Kairi had been there, too.
Daniel was an cousin of Riku and was expected to come.
Sora shuddered as he thought about the looks he got as he stood at the cuffin. They had known that Sora himself was gay and
they had said some mean and hurtfull things after the cuffin was let down.
FLASHBACK*****
"You know Sora, I don't know why you are so surprised that Daniel was killed. I mean, c'mon you should have suspected it. In
fact I don't think YOU are going to live much longer. That's what happen to freaks like you. It's the punishment that god had
sent to people just like you. And your kind deserves what happen, too."
To say that Sora was was angered by those words that came out of Riku's mouth was an understatement. He never in all his life
had been that furious with somebody. Even Xemnas hadonly brought pity forth. But THAT?
With a red haze before his eyes Sora striked out and his fist connected with Riku's face.
Riku fell on the ground and, with a hatefull look at Sora, cradled his bleeding nose.
"You should have died, Sora. Maybe you should have never been born. All you ever did was to live in the clouds and tell
stupid lies to all people." And with that Riku stood and went to his wife, Kairi.
Sora gazed regetfull towards his ex-best friends and felt tears forming in his eyes.
FLASHBACK FIN*****
After that day Sora had never spoken a word with them again.
That didn't meant that he didn't knew about them, oh no.
He knew that Riku became a model and that he and Kairi were having their third child.
But he never talked to them again and he guessed they didn't know about him.
But that was okay. He was here to find, hopefully, his first and only love.
With a start he realized that he stood before the castle entrance and with a shrug cleared his mind of those disturbing
thoughts and went inside to find his love...
*****
Cloud was panting as he lowered his sword and stood straight.
The last 2 hours he had been training his sword skills. He knew he was good but you could never be too carefull these days.
The past had tought him that.
He let out a sigh and began to clean of his face with a towel when he heard steps coming his way. He strained to listen who
that could be, but he found that he didn't recognize them.
That made him wary. Only people that he knew came to this part of the castle.
He let go of his towel and raised his sword.
His heart sped up as he saw the shadow at the entrace...
*****
Sora took his time to go to the tower.
The last time he had been inside, he had been searching for Kairi and Riku. He almost laughed out loud about this. He had
been so naive back then.
He was astounted as he saw what Leon and his gang had done with the castle. It looked really well and it felt homelike
instead of giving him the creeps.
As he got to the stairs that would ultimatly lead him to Cloud he hesitated.
What would Cloud do if Sora were to tell him that he was in love with the blond.
Sora feared rejection but he knew he couldn't really go on without telling Cloud. He would live much better if he were to be
rejected than to net tell him and live the rest of his life with the question wether Cloud had felt the same or not.
His resolve strenghtend he took the stairs that would lead him towards a happy life... hopefully...
*****
Cloud raised an eyebrow as he saw the person who stood at the entrance.
He couldn't really make him out because it was kind of dark inside the tower.
But what Cloud could see was interesting. The stranger was a man and a kind of good looking man, too
The man stood maybe 3 inches higher than him and had his hair braided. He wore leather trouser and jacket and had a white
shirt on. He was slim but had muscles.
Cloud wanted to see the face of this man but it was hiden in the dark shadows that lay on this face. The only thing visible
in this face were the eyes.
They shone like saphires in the dark.
Cloud's suspicion grew as he gazed to this man.
"Who are you and what are you doing here?" Cloud ground out.
He became kind of angry when he heard the low chuckle that answered him.
With his sword raised he run towards the man and tried to knock him out with it.
The accentuation was on tried,though.
Because the moment Cloud was near enough to hit the man he blocked his sword with a keyblade.
Cloud's eyes widened as he saw the blade. He knew that there was only one keyblade around nowadays.
So that had to mean...
He was back...
Cloud stumbled back away from the man he knew had to be Sora...
That simply couldn't be...
*****
Sora stood there and observed the way Cloud reacted as he saw the blade.
He had to say Cloud looked good for a 35 years old man.
Sora guessed that Clud didn't really look older than the day Sora met him but he hadn't really seen him enough to say that.
The light was poor inside the tower.
"Hey Cloud, you okay?" Sora aked with a little tremble in his voice.
There stood his love and Cloud clooked like he had seen a ghost.
"What the fuck is going on? You can't be Sora! He can't come back...
The doors between the worlds has been closed a long time ago."
With that Cloud straightend and took a step towards the man he KNEW couldn't be Sora.
"So, I ask again, WHO the fuck are you?!"
Sora had guessed that he would get this kind of reaction.
He was astounded that either Aerith nor Leon nor Cid had asked him the same questions.
He knew he would have...
But that didn't helped him now. He had to convince Cloud that he really was Sora.
"C'mon Cloud, it's me, Sora! You know little guy with a large key who fought heartless and nobodies like crazy and beat you
in the colloseum. Yu can't tell me that you don't recognize me or my blade."
Sora guessed that he must have something right because Cloud seemed to relax his stand slightly.
"Okay, if and I mean if you really are Sora than tell me what I said to you after you came outside the colloseum!"
"That's kind of easy. I asked you why you worked with Hades and you said it was because he promised you to help you find your
light. I told you that I was searching my light also and asked you if you were inclined to fight me again some time without
cheating.
You declined and went away."
Sora was sure that that was all they had said to each other because till this day he hadn't forgotten the encounter...
"Oh holy fuck, you really ARE Sora..."
Cloud's sword clattered as it fell to the ground and Cloud rubbed his eyes with trembling hands.
As he took his hands away he could still see Sora standing there with an uncertain smile on his lips.
Cloud took an step towards Sora and in the next moment he had an arm full of a sobbing man.
He fell on the ground with Sora plastered to him and Cloud carefully wraped his arms around Sora.
He felt the sobs shaking Sora and he knew that there were tears on his face, too.
Ten years, ten fucking years he had hoped that he would see Sora again.
He sat there on the ground and felt, for the first time in a long, long time really happy.
He falt the tightening of the arms around him and heard Sora rambling in a soft voice.
"You have no idea how long I have been waiting to hold you in my arms...
I missed you, I really, really missed you.
I never thought I see you again and you have been in my dreams ever since I was back home...
Do you know how hard it has been to know you are in love with someone and you can't see them again?
And then loose your best friends because you are in love with a man?"
To say that Cloud was shocked was an understatement.
He guessed that Sora didn't knew what he was saying. But Cloud heard everything Sora said.
So, he was flabbergasted when he heard that Sora was in love with him...
HIM of all people...
"Äh, Sora? Are you really in love with ME?"
He had to know for sure.
He had long lost hope to see Sora again but here he was, in Cloud arms and declaring his love to him...
"What? I said that aloud?"
Sora backed away.
He hadn't guessed that he was saying this aloud.
"Yeah, you said that aloud. But I really need to know. Did you mean what you said?"
Cloud tightend his arms around Sora and brought his face to Sora's.
Sora felt the warm breath on his lips and he brought his tongue out to lick his lips.
He observed the way Cloud's eyes followed the movement of his tongue.
"Yes..." He breathed and closed the gap between them.
Sora had the feeling he was dreaming. Cloud lips felt wonderfull against his.
He shifted slightly and pressed harder.
His eyes were pressed close. He was kind of afraid that when he would open his eyes he would see repulsion in Cloud's face.
But he needed this.
Even when Cloud would beat him to crap afterwards, he just wanted that one moment to remember the rest of his life.
Cloud was surprised that Sora had been so bold to kiss him.
But his surprise faded away fast and left him with a feeling he hadn't felt in a relly long time...
He was happy, delirious happy.
His heart beat so fast he thought it might burst.
He tightend his grip on Sora and angeled his face so that he could deepen the kiss.
Sora felt a bolt surge through him as he felt a tongue probbing his lips and he gasped surprised.
Cloud felt Sora gasp and he took advantage of this as his tongue in Sora's mouth to explore the depth of it.
Sora felt hot as the tongue inside his mouth began to explore his mouth.
Shockwave after shockwave surged trough him whenever Cloud's tongue would stroke against his own.
He felt a hunger he hadn't felt before and before Cloud would change his mind or thought that Sora didn't want exactly that,
he brought his tongue up to stroke it against Cloud's and intertwine it with his.
Cloud thought he might die as he felt Sora's tongue push against his' and he let himself fall back toward the ground,
where he opened his legs to let Sora lay there and continued the kissing he had only ever dreamed about....
******
AN:
Yippie! Chapter three all done!!!
I don't know but this chapter isn't that good. I am not so good with love scence. I mean I love to read them but I never was
good enough to write them. But that doesn't matter because I will try to write them no matter what.
The lemon will have to wait though, don't know how long but it could be that there will be 2 maybe 3 chapters before I get to
the hot, steamy, man to man action....
You know I never thought I would write an english version of this stupid story but now, I am not sure if I will continue the
german version...
But still if someone were willing to become my beta I would be happy...
Oh yes, I will not continue to post this story till I get at least 3 reviews.
I need to know if there are readers who like it...
I will continue to write even if it's just for me...
So please review.
greetings //)
CloudLover1984
This super, fantastic Characters don't belong to me. They belong to Squaresoft Ind. or Disney Int....
Do you really think I would write about them if they were mine?
I wouldn't come out of bed ^.^
Warning:
Slash (Guy/Guy love and sex), Gay bashing, Kairi and Riku bashing, Misuse of normaly straight guys by author, OCness...
... But I'll find my way...
Sora gazed around him as he walked towards the dark castle. Much had changed in the last ten years. There were many new
houses along his way and there seemed to be new people, too.
They all looked at him like he was an alien.
He guessed that somehow he was a kind of an alien. Ten years had changed him, too. He wasn't the carefree boy anymore, too
much had hapened to let him live with that kind of innocence.
He thought that the first part of his innocence was lost when Riku and Kairi turned their backs on him. The last part he
guessed was lost as his best friend at the University was killed by homophobics. He would never forget the way Daniel looked
as he was found by Sora.
Sora had brought him to an hospital and the doctors had really tried to save him, but Daniels stomache was ripped open and he
had lost too much blood. So he died on the operationtable.
Sora's stomache squirmed as he remembered the furneral. Riku and Kairi had been there, too.
Daniel was an cousin of Riku and was expected to come.
Sora shuddered as he thought about the looks he got as he stood at the cuffin. They had known that Sora himself was gay and
they had said some mean and hurtfull things after the cuffin was let down.
FLASHBACK*****
"You know Sora, I don't know why you are so surprised that Daniel was killed. I mean, c'mon you should have suspected it. In
fact I don't think YOU are going to live much longer. That's what happen to freaks like you. It's the punishment that god had
sent to people just like you. And your kind deserves what happen, too."
To say that Sora was was angered by those words that came out of Riku's mouth was an understatement. He never in all his life
had been that furious with somebody. Even Xemnas hadonly brought pity forth. But THAT?
With a red haze before his eyes Sora striked out and his fist connected with Riku's face.
Riku fell on the ground and, with a hatefull look at Sora, cradled his bleeding nose.
"You should have died, Sora. Maybe you should have never been born. All you ever did was to live in the clouds and tell
stupid lies to all people." And with that Riku stood and went to his wife, Kairi.
Sora gazed regetfull towards his ex-best friends and felt tears forming in his eyes.
FLASHBACK FIN*****
After that day Sora had never spoken a word with them again.
That didn't meant that he didn't knew about them, oh no.
He knew that Riku became a model and that he and Kairi were having their third child.
But he never talked to them again and he guessed they didn't know about him.
But that was okay. He was here to find, hopefully, his first and only love.
With a start he realized that he stood before the castle entrance and with a shrug cleared his mind of those disturbing
thoughts and went inside to find his love...
*****
Cloud was panting as he lowered his sword and stood straight.
The last 2 hours he had been training his sword skills. He knew he was good but you could never be too carefull these days.
The past had tought him that.
He let out a sigh and began to clean of his face with a towel when he heard steps coming his way. He strained to listen who
that could be, but he found that he didn't recognize them.
That made him wary. Only people that he knew came to this part of the castle.
He let go of his towel and raised his sword.
His heart sped up as he saw the shadow at the entrace...
*****
Sora took his time to go to the tower.
The last time he had been inside, he had been searching for Kairi and Riku. He almost laughed out loud about this. He had
been so naive back then.
He was astounted as he saw what Leon and his gang had done with the castle. It looked really well and it felt homelike
instead of giving him the creeps.
As he got to the stairs that would ultimatly lead him to Cloud he hesitated.
What would Cloud do if Sora were to tell him that he was in love with the blond.
Sora feared rejection but he knew he couldn't really go on without telling Cloud. He would live much better if he were to be
rejected than to net tell him and live the rest of his life with the question wether Cloud had felt the same or not.
His resolve strenghtend he took the stairs that would lead him towards a happy life... hopefully...
*****
Cloud raised an eyebrow as he saw the person who stood at the entrance.
He couldn't really make him out because it was kind of dark inside the tower.
But what Cloud could see was interesting. The stranger was a man and a kind of good looking man, too
The man stood maybe 3 inches higher than him and had his hair braided. He wore leather trouser and jacket and had a white
shirt on. He was slim but had muscles.
Cloud wanted to see the face of this man but it was hiden in the dark shadows that lay on this face. The only thing visible
in this face were the eyes.
They shone like saphires in the dark.
Cloud's suspicion grew as he gazed to this man.
"Who are you and what are you doing here?" Cloud ground out.
He became kind of angry when he heard the low chuckle that answered him.
With his sword raised he run towards the man and tried to knock him out with it.
The accentuation was on tried,though.
Because the moment Cloud was near enough to hit the man he blocked his sword with a keyblade.
Cloud's eyes widened as he saw the blade. He knew that there was only one keyblade around nowadays.
So that had to mean...
He was back...
Cloud stumbled back away from the man he knew had to be Sora...
That simply couldn't be...
*****
Sora stood there and observed the way Cloud reacted as he saw the blade.
He had to say Cloud looked good for a 35 years old man.
Sora guessed that Clud didn't really look older than the day Sora met him but he hadn't really seen him enough to say that.
The light was poor inside the tower.
"Hey Cloud, you okay?" Sora aked with a little tremble in his voice.
There stood his love and Cloud clooked like he had seen a ghost.
"What the fuck is going on? You can't be Sora! He can't come back...
The doors between the worlds has been closed a long time ago."
With that Cloud straightend and took a step towards the man he KNEW couldn't be Sora.
"So, I ask again, WHO the fuck are you?!"
Sora had guessed that he would get this kind of reaction.
He was astounded that either Aerith nor Leon nor Cid had asked him the same questions.
He knew he would have...
But that didn't helped him now. He had to convince Cloud that he really was Sora.
"C'mon Cloud, it's me, Sora! You know little guy with a large key who fought heartless and nobodies like crazy and beat you
in the colloseum. Yu can't tell me that you don't recognize me or my blade."
Sora guessed that he must have something right because Cloud seemed to relax his stand slightly.
"Okay, if and I mean if you really are Sora than tell me what I said to you after you came outside the colloseum!"
"That's kind of easy. I asked you why you worked with Hades and you said it was because he promised you to help you find your
light. I told you that I was searching my light also and asked you if you were inclined to fight me again some time without
cheating.
You declined and went away."
Sora was sure that that was all they had said to each other because till this day he hadn't forgotten the encounter...
"Oh holy fuck, you really ARE Sora..."
Cloud's sword clattered as it fell to the ground and Cloud rubbed his eyes with trembling hands.
As he took his hands away he could still see Sora standing there with an uncertain smile on his lips.
Cloud took an step towards Sora and in the next moment he had an arm full of a sobbing man.
He fell on the ground with Sora plastered to him and Cloud carefully wraped his arms around Sora.
He felt the sobs shaking Sora and he knew that there were tears on his face, too.
Ten years, ten fucking years he had hoped that he would see Sora again.
He sat there on the ground and felt, for the first time in a long, long time really happy.
He falt the tightening of the arms around him and heard Sora rambling in a soft voice.
"You have no idea how long I have been waiting to hold you in my arms...
I missed you, I really, really missed you.
I never thought I see you again and you have been in my dreams ever since I was back home...
Do you know how hard it has been to know you are in love with someone and you can't see them again?
And then loose your best friends because you are in love with a man?"
To say that Cloud was shocked was an understatement.
He guessed that Sora didn't knew what he was saying. But Cloud heard everything Sora said.
So, he was flabbergasted when he heard that Sora was in love with him...
HIM of all people...
"Äh, Sora? Are you really in love with ME?"
He had to know for sure.
He had long lost hope to see Sora again but here he was, in Cloud arms and declaring his love to him...
"What? I said that aloud?"
Sora backed away.
He hadn't guessed that he was saying this aloud.
"Yeah, you said that aloud. But I really need to know. Did you mean what you said?"
Cloud tightend his arms around Sora and brought his face to Sora's.
Sora felt the warm breath on his lips and he brought his tongue out to lick his lips.
He observed the way Cloud's eyes followed the movement of his tongue.
"Yes..." He breathed and closed the gap between them.
Sora had the feeling he was dreaming. Cloud lips felt wonderfull against his.
He shifted slightly and pressed harder.
His eyes were pressed close. He was kind of afraid that when he would open his eyes he would see repulsion in Cloud's face.
But he needed this.
Even when Cloud would beat him to crap afterwards, he just wanted that one moment to remember the rest of his life.
Cloud was surprised that Sora had been so bold to kiss him.
But his surprise faded away fast and left him with a feeling he hadn't felt in a relly long time...
He was happy, delirious happy.
His heart beat so fast he thought it might burst.
He tightend his grip on Sora and angeled his face so that he could deepen the kiss.
Sora felt a bolt surge through him as he felt a tongue probbing his lips and he gasped surprised.
Cloud felt Sora gasp and he took advantage of this as his tongue in Sora's mouth to explore the depth of it.
Sora felt hot as the tongue inside his mouth began to explore his mouth.
Shockwave after shockwave surged trough him whenever Cloud's tongue would stroke against his own.
He felt a hunger he hadn't felt before and before Cloud would change his mind or thought that Sora didn't want exactly that,
he brought his tongue up to stroke it against Cloud's and intertwine it with his.
Cloud thought he might die as he felt Sora's tongue push against his' and he let himself fall back toward the ground,
where he opened his legs to let Sora lay there and continued the kissing he had only ever dreamed about....
******
AN:
Yippie! Chapter three all done!!!
I don't know but this chapter isn't that good. I am not so good with love scence. I mean I love to read them but I never was
good enough to write them. But that doesn't matter because I will try to write them no matter what.
The lemon will have to wait though, don't know how long but it could be that there will be 2 maybe 3 chapters before I get to
the hot, steamy, man to man action....
You know I never thought I would write an english version of this stupid story but now, I am not sure if I will continue the
german version...
But still if someone were willing to become my beta I would be happy...
Oh yes, I will not continue to post this story till I get at least 3 reviews.
I need to know if there are readers who like it...
I will continue to write even if it's just for me...
So please review.
greetings //)
CloudLover1984