The Sentimental Feelings

Author: Ciissi
Fandom: Star Ocean III: Till the End of Time
Pairing: Albel Nox x Fayt Leingod
Disclaimer: I do not own Star Ocean III. It belongs to Square Enix, may they do lots of more good games. Song Dark Chest of Wonders is owned by Nightwish. So in the end I do not own anything else but the bad plot...
Warnings: Eventually NC-17. Contains yaoi meaning at least two boys having sex together but not in first few chapters. Possible child abuse but not in sexual manner.
Author's Note 1: Some heavy petting between two males coming up! Please do not kill me over this. I was just thinking that Fayt is having too much free time to his own good... And again a short, short chapter but next is longer. Probably way too long...

Answers for Reviews: SuijiDL, cassy, Seraph and Lilly you all reviewed again! Wow! Hopefully you like this one too.
To SuijiDL: I have seen that doujinshi too and I loved it! I truly love pudding-Albel. I want one of those too! XD Who ever made that has evil, twisted mind and I love it!
To cassy: If you think that Albel is IC then I must have done something right.
To Seraph: I am doing my best here...
To Lilly: After this chapter... I want to know whether or not Fayt sees Albel only as a child $B!D (B

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Part One - Chapter Three: The Culpability (What have I done?)
Once I knew all the tales
It's time to turn back time
Follow the pale moonlight
Once I wished for this night
Faith brought me here
It's time to cut the rope and fly
~Nightwish: Dark Chest of Wonders~

Fayt shifted uneasily. His dream-hazed mind registered something warm and moist traveling over his bare chest. On the second thought that something was not warm. It was hot and wiggling. Fayt remembered somewhere in that dream-haze that he had no pajama shirt because he had given it to Albel who had turned into a child. That thought was quite unnerving even through his sleep.

Then something like *fingers* ran slowly over Fayt's skin caressing it like feathers. And someone bit him on the other side of his throat!

That was enough to raise Fayt from his sleep. There was someone or something in the room and Albel was trapped in child's body so he was not help even if he would like to fight. Fayt was only one who could do something about it. He just hoped that who ever the intruder was had not seen Albel yet.

Fayt felt the intruder hovering above him and hot breath sweeping over his chin. He knew his and Albel's lives were in grave danger. Again he felt something nibbling his chest and he almost moaned but he managed keep himself silent. With certain fright he realized that his legs had been spread and their attacker had positioned oneself between Fayt's legs. He was in *very* vulnerable position as the other one had pressed one's hips on his.

Fayt's lids snapped open and his body stiffened under the other person. He raised his hands to push the one above him away, but strong hands came up, trapped his hands and captured them against bed sheets over his head. Fayt trashed around trying to loose the grip and escape from this threat. He was worried, because he had realized that Albel was not there in the bed besides him. But the grip from his wrists tightened painfully and weight was placed on his body forcing him to stop his fight. A low, lustful laugh drifted into Fayt's ears and his capturer showed his face to him.

Fayt's brains froze entirely as he looked into eyes of his attacker. Those eyes filled with amusement and lust glimmered in blood-red hue. "A-Albel?" he shuttered out in the most stunning shock. "What is going on here? How is possible that you're back to your real body?" Fayt could not understand anything at all anymore. He was painfully aware of their suggestive position. He could feel the warmness of blush starting to make its way up to his cheeks.

Albel stared for a long moment deep into Fayt's emerald eyes. "It appears to me that the damn potion wore off", he chuckled pleased. Then his gaze lowered on blue-haired one's naked chest. Like in slow motion Albel lowered his head and his hot, hot lips nibbled Fayt's chest. They traveled around and stopped to suck other pert nipple.

This time Fayt could not suppress his moan. "A-Albel! What do you think you're doing?!" he demanded to know and he squirmed around trying to get away from beneath Albel. He noticed in mild surprise that Albel was still wearing his black shirt. Fayt's breath hitched as Albel bit his nipple and he cried out loud in pleasure and pain. He could not think! "Albel! Answer me!"

Albel raised his head from Fayt's chest he was caressing and blue-haired young man could read annoyance and untamable lust in his crimson eyes. "What I think I'm doing, you ask", he snorted. "What does it look like, worm?" It seemed that Albel was not interested in talking. He changed his hold from Fayt's wrists releasing his right hand to touch Fayt's body. He returned his mouth on Fayt's nipple to suck and lick.

Fayt thought he was going insane. He did not know what was going on with Albel. But nevertheless it felt good. Too good. Fayt arched off the bed and against Albel's black silk clothed chest as Albel pinched his nipple before allowing his hand travel down Fayt's body. Again Fayt could hear seductive chuckle and he felt Albel's hand travel to his backside and to his bottom. Fayt's eyes were wide open and his half glassed stare met Albel's lust misted. Albel rose higher above him and lined their hips. Fayt's gaze focused for a moment when he remembered that Albel had neither underwear nor pants.

Forcefully Albel lifted Fayt's hips and ground their groins together.

The scream that came up Fayt's mouth could have been Albel's name, but then again not. Clear was that he was liking what Albel did to him. In fact he liked the feeling so much that without thinking he raised his legs and wound them around Albel's waist. Fayt threw his head back into pillow and exposed his throat.

Albel descended his head on side of Fayt's throat and bit drawing blood. He put his weight on Fayt trapping the young man between his hard body and soft bed removing his hand under Fayt. Albel released his hold from Fayt's wrists and used his hands to caress Fayt's sides.

Fayt did not move his arms and they seemed to weight a ton. He could not believe something like this was happening. He felt Albel licking his blood that oozed from the biting wound. He felt Albel's hands descending to waist of his pajama pants and trying to pull them down. Finally Fayt got enough willpower to lift his hands and entwine his fingers into Albel's long hair. Idly he wondered when Albel had taken off the warps he kept around his long, soft hair. Fayt tucked the hair until with irritated growl Albel lifted his head and he was able to connect their mouths.

Fayt let go of Albel's lips and sucked air loudly as Albel preyed his legs off from Albel's waist and proceeded to remove pajama pants. Fayt did what he could to help Albel and his efforts were rewarded with small grazing of teeth around his nipple.

Albel's prize was uncontrolled moan and arched back.

Fayt's stressed body slacked back to bedcovers and he looked at Albel between his half lidded eyes. He watched as Albel hoisted himself up and removed Fayt's pants entirely. The black piece of clothing fluttered to the floor and was followed by the black shirt that Albel had been wearing.

Slowly Fayt rose to sit beneath Albel and moved his legs under him. Standing on his knees Albel watched observantly as Fayt raised his hands hesitantly and carefully placed them on Albel's chest. He raised his emerald-eyes. There was slight pink blossoming at his cheeks. Fayt allowed his hands slid downwards and unconsciously he was targeting Albel's arousal. He craned his neck, dropped his head backwards and with his eyes, lips he begged more of kisses from Albel.

Albel took firm hold of Fayt's chin and pressed his lips forcefully on Fayt's lips and with his tongue he made the younger one submit under the assault and open his lips. Immediately Albel's tongue invaded Fayt's mouth and same time his other hand halted both of Fayt's before they reached to their target. Fayt's lids were too heavy to keep open and they slowly closed while his tongue circled around Albel's to taste other's exotic flavor.

All too soon for Fayt's taste Albel separated their mouths and let go of Fayt. Albel backed off and sat over his legs knees bent under him. He beckoned seductively to Fayt. "Come here!" he ordered and held out his hand for Fayt.

Fayt spent sometime to gather his wits before he crawled to Albel and took his hand.

Without warning Albel tucked their connected hands and pulled Fayt into his embrace. He put Fayt to sit on his lap his legs spread either side of Albel's legs. Albel's hands touched Fayt's lower back just over his bottom and kept the young man barely from touching his manhood. Fayt's face hovered above Albel's who had raised his blood-red eyes to meet emerald ones.

Fayt could not avert his eyes although he was painfully aware his purely sexually vulnerable position. He felt his natural shyness raising its head, but he could not do anything to prevent what he knew was going to happen.

Albel removed his hand from Fayt's backside and placed two fingers on blue-haired one's lips. With intense motion of the remaining hand he pressed Fayt's lower regions against his stomach. Sudden gesture sent jolt up Fayt's spine and made him gasp loudly allowing Albel shove his fingers into his mouth.

"Suck them", Fayt was commanded and he obeyed running his tongue over the digits and sucking them with vigor. All the time he kept his eyes on Albel's and allowed crimson-eyed warrior rub Fayt's groin and arousal against his stomach.

Albel laid his head close Fayt's chest and leaned forward allowing his tongue just barely showing between his lips. The warm breath on skin made Fayt shiver slightly and then release Albel's fingers and moan loudly in approval as Albel licked and nibbled his oversensitive skin. He felt wet fingers travel down his spine and onto his buttocks. Both Fayt's and Albel's breathing had become labored and heavy. Once again their lips met and Fayt felt Albel seeking his entrance.

The first finger entered.

Fayt woke up with jerk and rose to sit. His breath was uneven as he gathered himself in to a small curl pressing his bended legs against his chest hiding his arousal even from his own eyes. Sweat drops streamed down from his forehead and temples to his cheeks and chin. Fayt took several deep breaths to calm himself down and looked beside him. Although he could feel Albel besides him, it did not mean that crimson-eyed Elicoorian was still sleeping.

The long eye lashes shaded Albel's sun-kissed skin and his breath was heavy and even indicating that child was in deep, peaceful sleep. Fayt smiled odd sadness deep down his gaze and extended his hand placing it on Albel's head other arm around his bended legs. He ran his hand soothingly in Albel's exquisite hair. It was like silk under and over his hand and fingers. Fayt was kind of regretful that Albel had not opened his hair-tails for the night. It would have been glorious to run his hand in long locks and hold on them in storm of passion.

Fayt picked up other hair-tail and brought it over his lips. He could smell the soap that Albel used but it could not entirely block away the fragrance of blood and gore. Fayt played for a moment with hair. He looked how moonlight flowed and brought out clearly black and gold changes in the hair. Fayt's eyes were somewhere midst of his play become unfocused and he stared into something faraway. Without cohered thought he brought Albel's hair-tail's tuft up to his lips and kissed it gently like they had been lovers resting after intense sex. It send jolt thru Fayt's groin and arousal.

Little Albel sighed in his sleep and snuggled his face further into pillow.

Fayt snapped out of his delusion and Albel's hair slipped from his frozen fingers. Quickly he turned back and pressed his face into sheet covered knees covering his head with his hand. Fayt could not comprehend how disgusting he was. A maniac giggle passed his lips and silently he cried into covers. He dared only do this because Albel was captured in to a body of a child and could not fight against darkness living inside Fayt's soul.

Fayt removed his covers and stood up beside Albel's bed. With a certain relief he noticed that his hard-on had gone half way soft. He raised his head and looked around in dim room. His bare feet did not let out any sound as he walked over the window and sat down to the window-sill. Carefully Fayt opened curtains slightly and peered out. For a moment he stayed still before he rose and undressed his pajama pants. In his nakedness Fayt stepped back to window and opened the curtain so the pale moonlight glimmered on his skin and made it looked like it had been plated with silver. Carefully he straightened out to open the window and let the cool night breeze into the room.

Fayt was so deep in his thoughts that he failed to notice that he was not the only one awake anymore. He could only feel the sensual caress of the wind on his overheated skin.

Albel woke as soon as the warm body occupying the bed with him disappeared and warmth it had left behind started to dissolve. The small black-and-gold and grandly irritated mass of hair that rose from the pillow and crimson eyes scanned around the room. Albel was not amused that his living, breathing hot-water bottle - that is Fayt - had left him alone.

Albel felt the cool breeze flow over his small body. He was quite annoyed when he realized that Fayt must have opened the window after leaving the bed. //What is he planning of? Freeze me death?!// he questioned hugely irritated and turned his gaze towards the window.

The sight that Albel met made his jaw almost drop.

The naked Fayt stood in front of opened window. The thin curtains flowed in the wind and like wings they encircled Fayt whom just stood there bathing in the pale moonlight. He let out a silent laugher when curtains tickled his sides and breeze blow his hair over his eyes. The moonlight was companied with palest ice-blue gleam which originated from markings used on Symbology. Silent words were hardly auditable when Fayt practiced his Ice Needles. The magic formed complex designs like it was entertaining the blue-haired young man.

Everything around Fayt was pale blue, colorless light, white and black. The air and wind themselves seemed freeze into a solid form that made his body glimmer like he was some kind of ethereal being. A block of ice hovered between his hands and strange mist had started to cover the floor around his ankles.

Fayt straightened his hands and stepped forward. The curtains came fort to meet his unclothed body and entwine around him like lover's hands. The mist whirled and seemed to thicken and rise higher almost to his knees. The mist and the moonlight created a halo around Fayt's frame.

Albel felt something warm and sticky fall on the back of his right hand. He looked down and saw something... black. Damn the moonlight! But he could smell that the substance was... blood? //What the Hell...?// Albel raised his hand on his nose and licked his upper lip. He could taste and feel the blood oozing from his nose!

Surprise and absurdness of the fact that he was having a nosebleed made Albel jerk backwards and fall off the bed with surprised yelp.

When Fayt heard Albel's cry he turned around in haste and rushed on Albel's side. "Albel! Are you alright?" The worry was clear in his voice as he kneeled over Albel who was trying to get up and wipe away the blood on his face.

Upon hearing Fayt's voice so close Albel turned his eyes towards Fayt and froze. Horrified Albel stared straightforward and to be exact between Fayt's legs. He could no breathe! "Put on some clothes, worm!" he after a very long pause was able to wheeze, but he could not turn his gaze away. Is there not supposed to be some kind of justice in this world?! Why Albel was stuck into a body of a *child* when he had opportunity to molest of this gorgeous blue-haired young man?

Albel started to believe that the potion he had drank was affecting on him in more than one way.

Fayt glanced down and blushed. He mumbled something akin of apology, scrambled other side of the bed and scooped up his pajama pants. As Fayt got dressed Albel climbed back to bed and buried himself under the bedcovers. He followed Fayt's movements closely over the quilt as the blue-haired one settled himself under the covers too after closing the window.

Fayt rested his head on pillow and turned to face Albel's veiled eyes. His smile was little unsure as he wished goodnight and drifted back to dreamless sleep.

It did not take long before Albel too was in deep sleep.

And after the sleep had claimed Albel it took even less time before Albel had found his way to snuggle against Fayt's chest.

TBC...

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Author's Note 2: So sue me... I like torture Fayt... and Albel... chan... *evil snicker* This was not PWP although I am tempted to encourage that belief because there is not enough angst.

Someone killed all my plot-bugbears and I am certainly *not* going to give them some artificial respiration... I am not that desperate. But in some chapter there will be "Fayt and Albel go to bath together" -scene so just bear with me. I swear there *will be*! Because there already was a nosebleed-scene.

// 4 pages in Word
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