Trust in me

Disclaimer: I do not own anything except the plot of this story! I wish I owned KH and FF but I don’t!
Chapter: 3
Chapter Warnings: Very sudden changes of mood, molesting (consensual of course), heartbreak, heartfixing… making out… the usual…
Pairings: RikuxSora, LeonxCloud, YukixShuichi, WakkaxTidusxSelphie, TidusxSelphie
Chapter Pairings: RikuxSora, LeonxCloud, WakkaxTidusxSelphie, slight LeonxSora and CloudxRiku, YukixShuichi
Chapter Title: Waited so long

{Sora’s thoughts} [Riku’s thoughts] =Cloud’s thoughts= -Leon’s thoughts- ‘Other character’s thoughts’

Mwahahahahahahaha! Finally I figured out why AFF wasn’t showing my name when I reviewed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was soooooooooooooo simple as well. When I added the link to my favourites I wasn’t logged in! If I log in and then save the link it shows my pen-name!!!!!!! I can’t believe it took me 6 months to figure that out!!!!!!!! *long string of swear words* Now as long as I log in on the main page and then click the link on the main page it works!!!!!!!! Ok, sorry for boring you with that… now I just have to update all my links.

This chapter took me ages to write with the work-overload I’ve been having at the mo so I hope you enjoy it!

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“Riiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnggggggg!”

“I’ll get it!” Selphie yelled, clambering over the back of the couch.

“Don’t kill yourself.” Tidus murmured sarcastically as his girlfriend fell headfirst onto the floor in front of the ringing phone.

“Hello, Selphie’s house speaking.”

“How can your ‘house’ be speaking, surely you mean ‘this is Selphie’s house’ ya?” Wakka grinned at the brunette currently sticking her tongue out at him.

“Hey Selphie this is Riku.”

“Riku!!!!!!!!! It’s Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“Breathe Selphie, breathe.”

“So why’d you call?”

“We have presents to give out don’t we? Plus I feel a game of truth or dare coming on.”

“Yay presents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh and no mean dares like fill your bra with ice cream. That was just cruel!”

“Heh. See you in a minute then?”

“You bet!” Selphie smiled widely as she slammed the receiver down, thinking of all the mean dares she could get Riku to do for revenge…

“What’d Riku want?” The blond’s curious voice was strained slightly, trying to ignore the hand sliding up his inner thigh.

“We’re gonna have a Christmas party!”

Wakka stopped molesting Tidus to jump off the couch and retrieve the Christmas presents from under and around the tiny fibre-optic tree. He shoved them all in a bag and hopped eagerly over to the door, his excitement obvious. He face fell when he saw the looks that his partners gave him that said ‘what are you five?’

“What?! Stop looking at me like that! Don’t you wanna get revenge on Riku?” Stifled chuckles met the red head’s outburst.

“FINE! I’ll go on my own! Bah humbug to both of you scrooges!”

The two remaining teens burst into fits of hysterical laughter once the door slammed shut, Wakka had had ‘way’ to much sugar.

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“Sora?”

Silence.

“Sora?”

Still no response.

“Look I’m sorry ok! You’re not a whore!”

“Gee thanks Leon; that made my day. Now why don’t you go and fuck blondie?” Sora responded bitterly.

“He won’t let me in. Said something about last minute wrapping.”

“Do you have to take it out on me? I’m so sorry that I chose to give my virginity away to your brother. I’m sorry that I love him. I’m sorry that I’m worth nothing more to him than a good fuck!” Tears began to pour down the boy’s angelic face, dripping onto his clenched hands.

“I-I didn’t mean it… I… wasn’t thinking.”

Guilt, he felt it surging up within him. Virginity meant a lot to Sora, just like it had meant a lot to himself. He had really hurt the kid, but how did he apologize without getting slapped in the face?

“That’s always your excuse; it wasn’t ‘your’ fault. You didn’t ‘mean’ to.”

It had had gone too far, he had to stop this while he still could. He crouched down in front of the smaller brunet and put his arms around him, pulling him forwards against his chest.

“It was my fault, as always. Don’t cry though Sor, please?”

Sora hiccupped and smiled faintly at the use of his nickname. Leon only used it when he really meant what he was saying, proving his honesty. He welcomed the embrace and let his tears run freely, his sadness washing away.

“Is it wrong that I think you two would be totally hot together?” Cloud leaned against the doorway, a smirk on his face.

“Nah, I can see it too.” The other blond walked into the room holding a piece of mistletoe.

Sora blushed and pushed himself back as far against the wall as possible, not looking the older brunet in the eye. His face turned even redder when Leon leant down to whisper in his ear.

“Why don’t we give them something to really get off on?”

Leon pulled another piece of mistletoe out of his own pocket and waved it in front of Sora’s face.

{Leon wants me to kiss him… but what about Riku? He didn’t seem to mind and Leon ‘is’ hot. But… wouldn’t it be cheating on Riku? I could never do that to him…}

Sora suddenly noticed just how close Leon was.

“Leon, don’t, please. Riku… I couldn’t...” The brunet shook his head feebly, protesting against his friend’s advances.

He could feel the older teen’s breath on his chin, his strong hand sliding slowly up his side and wrapping around his back. His breath hitched as he was pulled forward quickly, connecting his lips with Leon’s.

Cloud and Riku watched with open mouths as Sora whimpered softly and pushed himself further onto the older brunet’s lap. They both had only one word going through their mind.

=[HOT]=

“Leon…” Sora gasped breathlessly as lips descended onto his neck, careful not to mark what was not their own.

The larger brunet noticed that his cute little friend already had a lot of hickies, no doubt from Riku.

Cloud closed his mouth with great effort and turned to face the younger teen standing beside him. His lover and friend were really making him horny.

Riku jumped slightly as hands wrapped around his waist from behind and snaked their way under his shirt. He didn’t resist as a lips mimicked what was happening in front of them and travelled across his neck.

“Cloud.” He murmured and turned around to face his brother’s lover.

Said blond grabbed the teen in front of him and crashed their lips together, sliding his tongue into Riku’s open mouth.

{Leon is not kissing you, Riku is, of course it’s Riku, think about Riku. Damn it their both hot! Riku’s a better kisser though, or maybe it’s just that he’s more daring and touchy feely.}

-Sora really good at this, my brother has taught him we- Leon’s chain of thought was abruptly cut off when Sora sucked hard on his tongue, drawing out a loud moan from deep within him.

“What the hell! It thought it Riku was with Sora, ya?”

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“You have to help me out Hiro! How the hell am I supposed to ask him?” Shuichi fell to his knees in front of his best friend and clung onto his leg in desperation.

“If he loves you then he’ll let you do it. I know he loves you Shu so you have nothing to worry about. Now get off my leg before I kick you.” The brunet shook his leg violently, trying to remove his band-mate.

“What if he doesn’t trust me? Unlike you I know what it’s like to be raped. It’s hard to put yourself in the position of uke again.”

“It’s been eight years since Kitazawa betrayed Yuki, he ‘needs’ to get over it and you’re the only one who can help him.”

The pink-haired singer sighed and stood up, knowing Hiro was right. He still had to find the right time to ask Yuki though.

“Tonight.” Hiro said as Shuichi turned to leave.

‘Tonight it is…’ The singer thought nervously as he left NG-Studios and looked around for his lover’s car.

Yuki sat in his car and stared out the blacked out windows, waiting for his energetic lover to come bounding up to him. Sometimes he wondered how he could be so lucky as to have someone like Shuichi. They should have never even gone out; his first impression on the kid wasn’t exactly great.

“It’s below the level of a grade school student. You’re making such a big deal over one strong sentence. Do you think this grade of love song writing would even sell? Give up, you have zero ability.”

That’s what he’d said to the baka when he saw his lyrics, and it had really hurt him. Then he’d had to force Shuichi to let him take his virginity. He’d been cold, he’d been harsh, yet his lover still managed to smile and constantly say he loved him.

“I love you…” It was something he’d never been able to say to Shuichi. He’d wanted to but he just couldn’t get the words out.

‘I’ll say it tonight.’ He had to; it would be his gift to his lover for Christmas, well apart from lots of sex.

“Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuki!” And here the little pain in the backside was.

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‘Riku and Cloud are making out? What about Sora? Holy shit he’s with Leon!’ Wakka’s eyes widened at the sight of the two odd couples.

“Did I miss something bruddas?”

Sora blushed as he pulled away from Leon, ignoring the pang of jealousy he felt at the sight of Riku and Cloud. They soon stopped as well and turned to face the confused red-head.

“Me and Cloud thought it would be hot if those two got together, and they decided to prove us right. As for us, we just felt like it.” Riku shrugged nonchalantly and walked over to Sora, helping the smaller boy to his feet.

Sora blushed as Riku’s hand slipped suggestively up the back of his top, feeling the proof that he had been turned on by him and Leon pressing against his front. The blond pressed him harshly up against the wall, grinding their hips together.

“You’re a naughty boy for cheating on me like that. Do I have to punish you?” Riku took his lover’s ear in his mouth and sucked on it gently.

“Why would you want to punish poor… innocent… me?” Sora whispered in a childlike voice, his hands sliding up and round the blond’s neck.
“Give me one good reason not to.” He bit down hard on the flesh between his teeth, causing the boy beneath him to yelp and rub their bodies together harder.

“I uh… won’t… let you… ahh…” The brunet was breathing hard, being punished by Riku didn’t seem so bad.

“Won’t let me…?” He was being mean and he loved it, he knew exactly how hard it was for Sora to think right now.

“I won’t let you… ahh… fuck me…”

“Like you could stop me once I got my eyes set on your pretty ass?” The blond raised an eyebrow at his lover’s feeble protesting.

“You think my ass is pretty?” Sora’s cerulean eyes widened slightly, showing the mixture of emotions hidden within their owner.

“I think every part of you is pretty, my beautiful one.”

Cloud coughed at this point, as hot as this was there was a virgin present. Poor Wakka looked like he was gonna run for the hills and cum in his pants all at once.

“I’m gonna… uh… put the presents under the tree.” The blushing red-head stumbled over his words as he practically ran out of the room, trying to hide his obvious arousal.

“Poor kid. You nearly made him shoot his load in front of all of us, that wasn’t very nice you know. Especially seeing as he’s a virgin.” Leon chuckled and leaned over to whisper something in his lover’s ear.

“We’ll be in the kitchen if you need us, which I recommend you don’t.” Cloud grinned sadistically and eagerly dragged the brunet out of the room.

“Is your brother’s mind ‘always’ in the gutter?” Sora sighed and looked at the retreating couple.

“Reminds me of someone I know.”

“Hey! I don’t think about sex ‘all’ the time.”

Riku grinned and pulled the brunet backwards into his embrace, slipping a hand down into his captive’s pants to cup the erection he knew was there.

“Oh really? Little Sora seems to disagree.”

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Hands roaming over his body, he could feel every touch, every kiss, and every breath against his skin. He ran his fingers through his lover’s pink locks, it felt like silk. The hard wood floor was cold against his barely covered back, the thin cotton shirt doing nothing to keep him warm.

“Yuki… ahh… I love you.” Shuichi gasped as the blond squeezed his ass through the tight leather of his shorts.

“I know.”

‘Say it dammit! Just say it, It’s not that hard. I love you. See, you can think it so why can’t you say it!’

The singer felt a tug at his heart at his lover’s reply. He hadn’t expected anything more but it still hurt every time the blond replied with a simple ‘I know’. He shifted slightly so he could support himself more easily on his lover’s hips, not wanting to put extra weight onto him.

Yuki felt like killing himself at the heartbroken expression that flashed over his lover’s face, it had only been there for a second but he had seen it clearly. The kid always told him that he loved him yet he had never had that affection returned. He need to say it, to tell him just how he felt, it was now or never.

“Shuichi I…”

‘SAY IT! Look, he’s expecting you to say something so just get it over with, it’s not like he’s gonna think you’re weak for admitting it. He ‘loves’ you, and you know you love him.’

“I… I love you too.”

Shuichi froze when he heard his lover’s words. Yuki had said he loved him; he actually ‘loved’ him. A huge smiled spread across his face and he glomped the flustered author, squeezing him as hard as he could.

Relief washed over the blond as soon as the words left his mouth, he’d wanted to say that for a long time but his pride had stopped him. When his lover’s face lit up with the happiest look he’d ever seen it made it all worth while. He fought hard to get some air into his lungs as he was trapped in a death grip.

Nerves gripped Shuichi as he prepared to ask his lover the question that had been weighing down on him for months. He had everything planned, everything was set up. He had everything he needed, except Yuki’s consent.

“Yuki, can I… umm… make love to you?”

‘Oh shit. What am I supposed to say to that? I’ve never let anyone… well not willingly.’

He felt skilled hands tugging at his belt and panicked, roughly pushing the smaller male off him and onto the living room floor. He lifted himself unsteadily onto his feet and walked swiftly out of the room, his mind overflowing with emotion.

The tears poured down Shuichi’s face as he buried his head in his knees. It wasn’t like he’d expected Yuki to say yes; it wasn’t like he’d planned anything, allowed himself to hope that maybe he would finally get to show Yuki just how much he loved him.

Yuki could hear his lover crying from the other room and it broke his heart. He was scared, he was a coward, but he just couldn’t be uke without flashbacks of the rape filling his mind. He’d lost his virginity that night eight years ago, and it had broken him. The person he trusted most in the world had sold his body in a drunken stupor and it had ruined his life.

“Riiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnggggggg.”

“Hello.” Yuki’s voice was hoarse as he answered the phone, tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

“Yuki, you sound like shit dude. Are you ok?”

“No.” It was barely a whisper but it was there, the truth.

“You couldn’t do it could you?”

“I want to but I- wait, how do you know about this?”

“Maybe because he’s being going on about it for months. He was really worked up about this, he even bought a- never mind.”

“Months?”

“Seven months to be exact, ever since he found out exactly what happened to you.”

It hurt, his whole body hurt, his heart hurt. He reached his trembling fingers into his pocket and pulled out the small black box concealed there. He lifted the lid and took out the thin gold band, sobbing loudly as he clutched it to his chest, thinking of what might have been.

‘Yuki, don’t you trust me? You said you loved me so why don’t you want me?’

“Shuichi? Where are you?” The conversation with Shuichi had told him one thing, that his lover needed this as much as him. He’d forgotten that as well as making love to him, Shuichi would also be giving him the last of his virginity. If only he could find the damn kid to make it up to him.

The singer had moved into the bedroom, putting the ring in his bedside drawer. He didn’t have the will to move again so he simply stood there in the center of the room, hugging his almost-bare chest. He jumped violently when two arms wrapped around his waist from behind, pulling him backwards into an embrace.

“I’m sorry Shu-chan.”

He knew that voice so well, his beautiful Yuki.

“I-I trust you.”

The pink-haired male turned around slowly and faced his nervous lover, taking his hand and walking backwards towards their bed, the smile on his face visible again.

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There were going to be two lemons in this scene but that would have taken another gazillion years and I didn’t think you’d appreciate it.

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