The New Me
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Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
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29
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5,689
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29
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Chapter 37
Chapter 37
By nine o’clock, they had packed everything up and were on their way home. Naminé and the rest of the kids had each gone there separate ways, but Riku and Sora walked the Traverse Town group to their hotel.
“Ok then,” Aerith turned around, “Sora be sure to get home by curfew.
“I will.” He smiled.
“When do you guys leave?” Riku asked.
“Next week,” Cloud nodded. “Yuffie and Leon start classes.”
“Hey! You got class to, Cloud!” Yuffie pointed out.
“Yea, as a TA. You actually have to do work.”
Leon shrugged, “Anyway, we’ll hang out more tomorrow, ok, Sora?”
“Ok, Leon.” The two teens turned around and walked home. Sora fought not to look over his shoulder.
They walked home in silence. Every now and again, Riku would start whistling, but that was all.
“I meet with my parole officer for the first time Saturday.” Sora sighed. Riku looked at him sideways. “I hope it goes well.”
“Don’t worry you’ll be fine.” Sora nodded.
“…Riku?”
“Yea?”
“I was, uh, just wondering…” Riku looked at him, “Um, how many times….have you, done that?”
“Done what?”
“That! What we did in the cave?” Sora blushed.
“Oh, that…” he scratched his head, “Never with a guy before.”
“But, what about with a girl…” Riku didn’t answer. He looked the opposite way. “Riku?”
“…about three times.” Sora stopped walking. Riku turned around and grabbed Sora’s hand. “But I’ve had loads of girl friends! Three out of…what? Fifteen, that’s not that bad!”
“Fifteen!” Sora pulled his hand away, “And you called me slutty!?”
“Sora, I told you, its just pillow talk…”
“Pillow talk, uh? Well I’ll have you know I’ve only been on the receiving end of pillow talk twice! TWICE!” He pushed Riku away and started walking.
“Sora!” Riku ran up to him, “Ok, I’ll admit it! I’m fast…I’m a playboy…but!” He grabbed Sora’s hand, “I’ll tell you what I told Kairi today.”
“I might have shared a paopu with her, and a lot of things with some other girls,” he stroked Sora’s face, “But there’s something much sweeter I’d rather share with you.”
Sora felt Riku squeeze his hand, and he smiled. “You said that?”
“Yea,” He pecked Sora on the cheek, “That is, if you want to share that with me?”
Sora blushed, “I’ll have to think about it…” he hugged Riku and pulled back, “When did you share a paopu with Kairi?”
“Oh, uh, today…Don’t worry! We only shared it as friends.” Sora smirked.
“Good.”
“SORA!” The two turned around to see Ms. Hikari up the street, “Its nine fifty eight! You’ve got two minutes!”
Sora sighed, “I hate curfew already…” Riku smirked and slipped his hand up the back of Sora’s dress.
“Don’t worry, it’s not forever.”
Sora blushed, “My mom’s gonna kill you.” He kissed Riku on the lips and ran home, turning to wave over his shoulder.
He bounded into the house, “Ten exactly.” His mom pointed out.
“Sorry…” he smiled. “I ate with the guys, so I’m going to go crash, ok?”
“Mmm-hm.” Sora shook his head as he caught the look his mother was giving his outfit. Ansem just laughed at her.
“It’s not funny!” He heard his mother shout at her best friend.
He shut the door to his room and began to strip down to his pajamas. He hung the dress up in the wardrobe and stopped to look at himself in the mirror. He rand his hand over his hips, thighs, and groin, and shuddered.
‘You go all out with this cross-dressing thing, eh?’ Sora shook his head.
“God, Riku’s a pervert.” He threw on his PJ’s and threw himself onto his bed. ‘I can’t believe he’s done that before…’ Sora looked over his room, his eyes landed in the corner where Leon had jerked him off earlier today. ‘And to think I’ve only been threw it twice…’
He rolled over and looked at the wall, ‘I guess it can’t be helped.’
“No it can’t be,” Kairi said to herself as she brushed her hair for bed. “It can’t be helped that things are changing…” she sighed. “I always knew they would someday…I guess I just didn’t want it to change this way.” She put the brush down and stood up.
She walked over to her window and looked out at the night sky. “Oh, but just because things change…doesn’t mean it’s all that bad.” She smiled, “Right, I just proved today, man or woman, as long as I’m sarcastic and sneaky, I can shame Riku in celibacy.”
She giggled. “But I guess that’s mean…” she turned around and sat on her bed.
“After all, I’ve never seen him so devoted to one person. Especially not after they’ve lied so much to him…” She kicked off her bed room shoes. “Maybe, this really will last…he seems so happy. They seem happy.”
Kairi blushed when she thought about Riku kneeling between Sora’s open legs, “I must admit…there’s something different about this from the girls.” She slipped under her covers and looked at the ceiling.
“Riku…if you’re really in love. Really, truly in love, then I’ll honor it. For better or worse.”
She rolled over to switch out her lamp, “I promise I won’t interfere; after all…our bond is forever now.”
“Forever?” Touya looked over Riku, “Forever is forever, duh.”
“But how long is that?”
Touya shook his head, “Go to bed Riku…I am. Don’t ask stupid questions.”
“But-” Touya slammed the door in his face. Riku stalked back to his room and shut the door. “I want to be in love with Sora forever…I wonder how I go about doing that?”
He took off his shirt and threw it on the ground. ‘Sora still thinks about Leon…today I goy lucky, I tricked him into letting my touch him the way he let’s Leon. But what will I do once Leon’s gone…how do I know I’ll be able to keep Sora once all the drama is gone? He got so angry today after all.’
Riku sat on his bed and tossed his shoes into his closet.
“Sora…I don’t want us to split up…I want us to share the sweetest thing.” He looked out at the window, “I want us to share life…I’ve never wanted that before…I wonder if you’ll believe me?”
‘I don’t think I’m ready to share myself with anyone yet…’ Sora looked up at his dark ceiling.
‘But I have to learn to,’ Kairi looked at her wall, ‘I have to learn to share Riku.’
“I have to learn to improve myself for him,” Riku turned out his light.
‘To let go of Leon, and move on.’
‘To make our new bond work. To make our new life work.’
“I might not like it...”
‘…I might not want it…’
‘But, this is the new me.’
“And I have to accept it. For everyone, and for us.”
-End-
A/N: Yep. I’m serious. That’s the end. I might write and epilogue/one shot sequel. Maybe.
Anyway, thanks to everyone who reviewed and read it! I know the ending is kind of not an end, but for this to have a definite end, it would be a lot longer. Besides, nothing about this fic was definite. Not anyone’s feelings, or thoughts, or actions. It’s not meant to have a winner, a loser, or an end. I like stories like that…it’s kind of how life goes…
Ah well… I have one more thing.
Even though they don’t read this fic, I want to give credit to the inspiration forit . A Fanartist: YaoiGoddessKeaLe, who’s KH fan art is AWESOME. Why is that my inspiration…lot’s of pic’s of Sora in girls clothing…really, if you can’t imagine Sora in a skirt, go to Y!gallery and look for KeaLe’s stuff. You will believe. I did. Made me write a 36 chapter fic. O_o. I know crazy.
Anyway, that’s all! Like I said, maybe an epilogue to wrap it up, maybe not, guess we’ll see.
By nine o’clock, they had packed everything up and were on their way home. Naminé and the rest of the kids had each gone there separate ways, but Riku and Sora walked the Traverse Town group to their hotel.
“Ok then,” Aerith turned around, “Sora be sure to get home by curfew.
“I will.” He smiled.
“When do you guys leave?” Riku asked.
“Next week,” Cloud nodded. “Yuffie and Leon start classes.”
“Hey! You got class to, Cloud!” Yuffie pointed out.
“Yea, as a TA. You actually have to do work.”
Leon shrugged, “Anyway, we’ll hang out more tomorrow, ok, Sora?”
“Ok, Leon.” The two teens turned around and walked home. Sora fought not to look over his shoulder.
They walked home in silence. Every now and again, Riku would start whistling, but that was all.
“I meet with my parole officer for the first time Saturday.” Sora sighed. Riku looked at him sideways. “I hope it goes well.”
“Don’t worry you’ll be fine.” Sora nodded.
“…Riku?”
“Yea?”
“I was, uh, just wondering…” Riku looked at him, “Um, how many times….have you, done that?”
“Done what?”
“That! What we did in the cave?” Sora blushed.
“Oh, that…” he scratched his head, “Never with a guy before.”
“But, what about with a girl…” Riku didn’t answer. He looked the opposite way. “Riku?”
“…about three times.” Sora stopped walking. Riku turned around and grabbed Sora’s hand. “But I’ve had loads of girl friends! Three out of…what? Fifteen, that’s not that bad!”
“Fifteen!” Sora pulled his hand away, “And you called me slutty!?”
“Sora, I told you, its just pillow talk…”
“Pillow talk, uh? Well I’ll have you know I’ve only been on the receiving end of pillow talk twice! TWICE!” He pushed Riku away and started walking.
“Sora!” Riku ran up to him, “Ok, I’ll admit it! I’m fast…I’m a playboy…but!” He grabbed Sora’s hand, “I’ll tell you what I told Kairi today.”
“I might have shared a paopu with her, and a lot of things with some other girls,” he stroked Sora’s face, “But there’s something much sweeter I’d rather share with you.”
Sora felt Riku squeeze his hand, and he smiled. “You said that?”
“Yea,” He pecked Sora on the cheek, “That is, if you want to share that with me?”
Sora blushed, “I’ll have to think about it…” he hugged Riku and pulled back, “When did you share a paopu with Kairi?”
“Oh, uh, today…Don’t worry! We only shared it as friends.” Sora smirked.
“Good.”
“SORA!” The two turned around to see Ms. Hikari up the street, “Its nine fifty eight! You’ve got two minutes!”
Sora sighed, “I hate curfew already…” Riku smirked and slipped his hand up the back of Sora’s dress.
“Don’t worry, it’s not forever.”
Sora blushed, “My mom’s gonna kill you.” He kissed Riku on the lips and ran home, turning to wave over his shoulder.
He bounded into the house, “Ten exactly.” His mom pointed out.
“Sorry…” he smiled. “I ate with the guys, so I’m going to go crash, ok?”
“Mmm-hm.” Sora shook his head as he caught the look his mother was giving his outfit. Ansem just laughed at her.
“It’s not funny!” He heard his mother shout at her best friend.
He shut the door to his room and began to strip down to his pajamas. He hung the dress up in the wardrobe and stopped to look at himself in the mirror. He rand his hand over his hips, thighs, and groin, and shuddered.
‘You go all out with this cross-dressing thing, eh?’ Sora shook his head.
“God, Riku’s a pervert.” He threw on his PJ’s and threw himself onto his bed. ‘I can’t believe he’s done that before…’ Sora looked over his room, his eyes landed in the corner where Leon had jerked him off earlier today. ‘And to think I’ve only been threw it twice…’
He rolled over and looked at the wall, ‘I guess it can’t be helped.’
“No it can’t be,” Kairi said to herself as she brushed her hair for bed. “It can’t be helped that things are changing…” she sighed. “I always knew they would someday…I guess I just didn’t want it to change this way.” She put the brush down and stood up.
She walked over to her window and looked out at the night sky. “Oh, but just because things change…doesn’t mean it’s all that bad.” She smiled, “Right, I just proved today, man or woman, as long as I’m sarcastic and sneaky, I can shame Riku in celibacy.”
She giggled. “But I guess that’s mean…” she turned around and sat on her bed.
“After all, I’ve never seen him so devoted to one person. Especially not after they’ve lied so much to him…” She kicked off her bed room shoes. “Maybe, this really will last…he seems so happy. They seem happy.”
Kairi blushed when she thought about Riku kneeling between Sora’s open legs, “I must admit…there’s something different about this from the girls.” She slipped under her covers and looked at the ceiling.
“Riku…if you’re really in love. Really, truly in love, then I’ll honor it. For better or worse.”
She rolled over to switch out her lamp, “I promise I won’t interfere; after all…our bond is forever now.”
“Forever?” Touya looked over Riku, “Forever is forever, duh.”
“But how long is that?”
Touya shook his head, “Go to bed Riku…I am. Don’t ask stupid questions.”
“But-” Touya slammed the door in his face. Riku stalked back to his room and shut the door. “I want to be in love with Sora forever…I wonder how I go about doing that?”
He took off his shirt and threw it on the ground. ‘Sora still thinks about Leon…today I goy lucky, I tricked him into letting my touch him the way he let’s Leon. But what will I do once Leon’s gone…how do I know I’ll be able to keep Sora once all the drama is gone? He got so angry today after all.’
Riku sat on his bed and tossed his shoes into his closet.
“Sora…I don’t want us to split up…I want us to share the sweetest thing.” He looked out at the window, “I want us to share life…I’ve never wanted that before…I wonder if you’ll believe me?”
‘I don’t think I’m ready to share myself with anyone yet…’ Sora looked up at his dark ceiling.
‘But I have to learn to,’ Kairi looked at her wall, ‘I have to learn to share Riku.’
“I have to learn to improve myself for him,” Riku turned out his light.
‘To let go of Leon, and move on.’
‘To make our new bond work. To make our new life work.’
“I might not like it...”
‘…I might not want it…’
‘But, this is the new me.’
“And I have to accept it. For everyone, and for us.”
-End-
A/N: Yep. I’m serious. That’s the end. I might write and epilogue/one shot sequel. Maybe.
Anyway, thanks to everyone who reviewed and read it! I know the ending is kind of not an end, but for this to have a definite end, it would be a lot longer. Besides, nothing about this fic was definite. Not anyone’s feelings, or thoughts, or actions. It’s not meant to have a winner, a loser, or an end. I like stories like that…it’s kind of how life goes…
Ah well… I have one more thing.
Even though they don’t read this fic, I want to give credit to the inspiration forit . A Fanartist: YaoiGoddessKeaLe, who’s KH fan art is AWESOME. Why is that my inspiration…lot’s of pic’s of Sora in girls clothing…really, if you can’t imagine Sora in a skirt, go to Y!gallery and look for KeaLe’s stuff. You will believe. I did. Made me write a 36 chapter fic. O_o. I know crazy.
Anyway, that’s all! Like I said, maybe an epilogue to wrap it up, maybe not, guess we’ll see.