I Could Be Better

I Could Be Better
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Chapter Two

Authors Notes: Well, here’s the next one. Beware of fruity references in this chapter. This is the idea that we (myself and the ever gorgeous Pahoyhoy) originally had that has morphed into this wonderful story. Thank you so much to everyone for your wonderful reviews for the first chapter! I honestly didn’t think so many people would like it! I am so happy to read them and reply to them! And yes, it is filed under Axel Roxas for a reason people, and just to remind you, it is a three shot, hehehe!

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The warm morning rays shone in through the single window of the moderate sized bedroom, creating a blanket of light over the bed’s single occupant. Red hair seemed as if it was on fire, splayed out all around the fitfully resting body. The night had not been good to him, his dreams creating unpleasant scenarios in his mind’s eye. As soon as his consciousness awoke enough to give him independent movement, he reached a bare arm out across the sheets, jolting the rest of his body into a fully awake state as it did not come across anything. Green eyes flew open as he sat up, the rest of the sleep clouding his mind evaporating instantly.

“Roxas?” he muttered into the empty room before his memories of the night before assaulted him. The redhead let out a deep groan, running a hand down his face in exasperation. He couldn’t believe that had actually happened. But…did this mean that they were over? Because Roxas had professed his love before he left, even promising to call him next week. But did that mean anything? And did that mean that Reno had to wait for Roxas to call him? Because there was nothing more that he would like to do than call the blond up right now and begin apologizing for being such an insensitive jerk.

Letting out a sigh, he threw the blankets off of his naked body, stretching like a cat before placing his feet on the carpeted floor. Everything in this room reminded him of Roxas as he let out a loud moan of frustration. Grabbing a pair of sleep pants that he prayed didn’t smell like a certain blond, Reno slipped the navy fabric over his legs, allowing them to sit low on his narrow hips, ignoring the mass of red hair that shot out every which way from the top of his head. With a sigh, Reno opened the bedroom door, walking out into the apartment with a heavy heart.

“Morning.” A voice as familiar as his own greeted him as he padded into the living room area. There, sitting sprawled out watching some strange cartoon while reading a magazine, was possibly the only person in the world that Reno could probably talk to about his problems.

“Morning Axel. You bang Blondie last night?” Reno smirked, ruffling a hand through his younger twin’s spiked red hair. At least he was good for entertainment.

“Fuck off, man.” Growled Axel, glaring up at Reno. “Why are you in such a foul mood this morning?” without even being told, Axel could tell that something hadn’t gone well for his brother the night before.

The comment caused the smirk to drop from Reno’s lips as he looked down at the magazine that Axel was reading. Leave it to his brother of all people to be watching kid’s cartoons while flipping through a gay porno mag. “Roxas…”

Hearing the pain in his twin’s voice, Axel closed the magazine, setting it on the couch next to him, watching intently as Reno flopped his ass down into the overstuffed arm chair. “Did you break up?” as much as they could be complete and utter pricks to one another, the brothers were actually quite close, and it was times like this that they were both grateful for that.

“I’m not sure.” Huffed the older twin. “He stormed out of here last night after we had sex. But he told me he loved me and he would call me.” Running a hand through the rumpled spikes on top of his head, Reno was still not completely sure of why Roxas had stormed out in such a manner.

“So, what did you fight about?” Sighed Axel, retrieving his magazine from next to him, re-opening it to a nice picture of three hot men. If it was just a simple lover’s quarrel, he really didn’t want to hear about it. At least not from those two.

“He told me I am selfish in bed. So selfish that he can’t even get hard unless he is wearing a cock ring.” Reno growled, pounding a fisted hand down on the arm of his chair.

Axel just smirked, lazily turning the page to another full page spread. “So little Reno is feeling a little inadequate right now?”

“Fuck off brat.” A glare was sent Axel’s way, but the younger twin was used to them after 23 years.

“Is that anyway to treat the only person you can go to for advice now?” Looking over the top of his magazine, the younger redhead smirked at the sight of his brother being so pissed off. This could be good.

Letting out a quiet string of curses, Reno looked away from his twin brother, not wanting to see the ridicule that was sure to be on his face. “So, what the fuck do you suggest, asspwipe?” the tone was laced with malice, and Reno couldn’t believe that he was trying to get some sort of answer out of Axel of all people.

“You said that he couldn’t get hard? What have you tried?” When Reno stayed silent for several minutes, Axel’s eyes went wide. “Tell me that you actually try and pleasure him, Reno.”

“Well…I thought that he was a real kink and liked the pain.” Grumbled the older twin. “Besides, it’s not like he ever asked me to do anything to him. Last night was the first time that I found out that he doesn’t get hard without those fucking cock rings of his. I never knew that he didn’t enjoy our sex.”

“So, he has been basically letting you fuck him for months, even though he doesn’t like it? Man, Reno, did you ever pick a good one in him.” Axel roared with laughter, eyes still concentrating on his magazine.

“Are you going to give me any useful advice or not, Axel?” the malicious growl was back in the older twin’s voice as he continued to glare is brother down.

“You wanna know what I think? I think you need to blow him out of the fucking water. You need to do something completely wild and different. Do something that he would never expect from you in a million years. Blow his fucking socks off.” The younger redhead’s voice was completely serious as he spoke.

“And how exactly am I suppose to do something like that?” Reno’s voice was still hard, and Axel just laughed.

“Spice it up. Fuck him with a banana or something. Use your imagination. Just make sure you do something that he would never expect.” Axel shrugged, flipping the page, rotating the book to get a better angle at the photo spread.

“The hell?” Reno looked over at his brother with a look of disbelief. A banana? Of all the things to suggest… “You can’t be serious.”

“Well, let’s face it. That isn’t something he would ever expect now, is it?” Axel answered.

“Fine. I can’t believe that I have to resort to asking you of all people for sex advice.” Reno grumbled, pushing himself out of the forest green chair. Still muttering and mumbling to himself, Reno walked into the kitchen, burying his head in the fridge.

Axel looked over the top of his magazine, a smirk plastered in his face as he watched his older brother, hoping that Reno was just as gullible and ignorant as ever.

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“Wow, Reno. I am really enjoying tonight so far,” Roxas smiled a genuine smile up at his boyfriend, as he allowed the redhead to take his jacket off of his shoulders. The blond had been completely flabbergasted at receiving an email from Reno after only two days, apologizing and promising to make it up to him. It also said that Roxas was to be dressed up and ready for 6:00 on Friday evening for Reno to prove himself. And to say that Roxas hadn’t been impressed would be a lie. They had gone to the restaurant they had gone to on their first date for dinner; followed by a picnic dessert in Twilight Park, and now Reno had a surprise waiting for Roxas at his apartment. And Roxas was actually anticipating sex with his lover for the first time in forever, if tonight was any indication.

“Good.” The redhead grinned, taking the dozen white lilies from Roxas’ hands, taking them into the kitchen and placing them into a vase that was already out and waiting on the counter. Tonight was going so perfect right now.

Unable to wipe the silly grin off his face, Roxas followed his boyfriend into the kitchen, wrapping his arms around the redhead’s stomach and nuzzling his cheek into the soft fabric of Reno’s blue blazer. “You’re so hot when you’re all dressed up,” whispered Roxas, running his hands over the material of the redhead’s white dress shirt. With the collar unbuttoned and the hem untucked, most would think that he just looked sleazy, but Reno could make the rumpled look be so professional, even with the goggles that were perched atop his red spikes.

Smirking at the comment, Reno quickly turned around so that a startled Roxas was pushed up flush against his body. His own long arms were then wrapped around the blond’s back, holding them close together. “So, do I get a second chance at everything tonight?” Reno then buried his face into Roxas’ blond spikes, inhaling deeply to take in as much of the coconut smell that he possibly could. It was intoxicating.

The first thing that the petit blond noticed was that the hands that were at his back stayed where they were. They didn’t try and travel right now to his ass, or try and force their way into his pants. Maybe Reno had actually listened to Roxas and was really going to change for the better. He blushed at the statement, before giving his lover a small nod, which drew an instant grin on to Reno’s face.

“Well, then. Let’s take this else where.” Reno grinned, pulling away from the blond, taking the small hand into his own, lifting it to his lips and placing a soft kiss on the knuckles, causing Roxas to blush at the action. Roxas couldn’t believe how sweet, caring and unselfish his boyfriend was being. Not that he was going to complain. Allowing the taller man to pull him towards the bedroom, Roxas actually felt excitement building in the pit of his stomach, not dread like had been the normal sensation for the past eight months.

It was just one surprise after another as Reno opened the door to the bedroom, holding it open and ushering the blond to enter first. And as soon as he stepped over the threshold, Roxas’ breath caught in his throat. The entire room was illuminated with soft candle light, the scent of vanilla assaulting his nose. He couldn’t believe that Reno had gone through all this, just for him. This was not like the redhead at all. “Wow. I…Reno, I don’t know what to say.” The petit male whispered as he heard the door close behind him, the lock clicking into place.

“Then don’t say anything.” The soft voice was right next to Roxas’ ear, moist lips grazing gently over the curve of skin, causing the small blond to moan out at the attention. Hands ran over the chest covered in the crimson fabric, making sure to graze harder than necessary over the hardened nub on the left side, pinching the piercing between two fingers, while the other hand worked at the black tie around his neck. The blond released a throaty moan as his nipple ring was touched in that particular way, something that he had been desperate to feel for months now. Black silk was quickly pulled from the slim neck, falling to the ground, while Roxas head lolled backwards to rest against his lover’s shoulder as the pleasure that was being inflicted on his check was radiating through his entire body, and much to his own surprise and contentment, Roxas felt himself beginning to harden at the actions.

While his chest was being assaulted, the blond gasped as the other hand travelled down his chest and stomach, coming to rest on the waist of his black dress pants. And for once, Roxas was actually anticipating this, if everything else tonight was any indication. Roxas reached one hand up behind him, travelling to bury it deep in Reno’s scarlet hair, uncaring of the goggles that were pushed to the floor, on the hair tie that was loosened, but not enough to make it fall out completely.

The blond cried out in pleasure as the redhead continued to kiss at his jawbone and neck, leaving little red marks behind him, glad to be feeling such pleasure again. It had been so long. And when Reno’s warm hand came to rest on the button of his pants, the petit male groaned out, squeezing tightly at the hair in his hold, encouraging the redhead to go on. As the small button was popped out of the hole, instinctively Roxas rolled his hips towards the hand. Reno just smirked before nipping at the ear between his lips, his hands slipping inside the soft black fabric, a little surprised to come in contact with soft fabric, the smaller blond letting out another loud groan as long fingers ran along his hardened member through the cotton briefs.

The hand travelled along the stiff shaft, squeezing it lightly as Reno worked the pants open further, slinging them lower on Roxas’ slim hips as the blond continued to vocally express his feelings at the contact. The hand that was playing with Roxas’ nipple ring abandoned its task, moving to the buttons along the blond’s chest. As skilled fingers popped each small disk out of its respective hole, Reno’s hand gave a sharp jerk to the covered cock in his grasp, in turn ripping a throaty groan from Roxas. Through his lust hazed mind, Roxas couldn’t believe just how much attention that he was getting. And that he was hard and staying that way. That in itself was enough to turn him on even more.

As the last button was freed from its hole, Reno pushed the scarlet material off of Roxas’ shoulder, allowing the blond to untangle his hand from his hair before removing the shirt completely. Pressing light kisses to the back of his lover’s naked neck, Reno pressed his hips forward to show that Roxas wasn’t the only one enjoying this. Not wasting a moment, Roxas thrust his hips backwards to meet the covered erection, causing the hand to put more pressure on his own member. But when Reno’s free hand started to push his pants down over the black cotton, Roxas stepped away from his lover reluctantly.

“Roxas?” the redhead panted, confused as to what his lover was doing. The petit man just turned around and offered Reno a soft smile through his intense flush as he hooked his own fingers into the waste band of his open pants, loving the wide eyed look on his lover’s face as he slowing began to push all the fabric downwards. His body shivered only slightly as the cool air came into contact with the skin that was slowly being revealed. Pants and underwear both fell to the floor, and in a few simple moves, Roxas left every stitch of his clothing on the floor as he crawled on to the bed, propping himself up on the numerous pillows, looking down the bed and his body to stare at his boyfriend.

Staring intensely at his naked boyfriend, Reno took in just how beautiful that his blond lover was. Muscles were defined, but not prominent, small nipples standing erect with pleasure, a silver double balled stud standing out from pink skin on one side. The slightly tanned body glistened with perspiration and his chest heaved in pleasure, a small trail of pale blond hair running along the expanse of flat stomach, coming to stop at a larger patch of golden hairs that’s surrounded the base of Roxas’ hard cock.

“Naked.” The blond’s whispered ordered rang loudly through the empty room, and Reno caught the meaning instantly, shedding the blue blazer and dress shirt in a heartbeat, buttons flying everywhere as he just ripped it off. His navy pants followed along with his boxers, falling in a heap on the floor shortly. When Reno had completely joined in his lover’s start of undress, he began to crawl along the bed, allowing the swollen tip of Roxas’ cock to run down his chest, the friction causing Roxas to gasp out loud once more. When they were once again face to face, Roxas used his now free hands to tangle in Reno’s red hair and pull him down forcefully to join their lips in a heated kiss, their bodies running up against one another in all the right ways.

Reno trailed his hands down along Roxas’ sides, nipping at the blond’s lips as he reached the slender hips that were trying to roll up to meet his own. “Now, now, Roxy. Patience.” The redhead whispered against the moist lips, moving one hand lightly down along the pale skin of Roxas pelvis, along the inner thigh, forcing the small blond to open his legs wider and grant Reno access to all parts of his body. The blond moaned as fingers ran along his exposed crack, massaging gently at the puckered hole.

Throwing his head back in pleasure, Roxas failed to notice the other hand remove itself from his hips, reaching over to the bed side table. Sex hadn’t been like this for the blond for over eight months, and he was thoroughly enjoying every part of it. He had almost forgotten what pleasurable sex had been like. So, when he felt a moist pressure at his anus, it caused his head to snap up and look down his body. He was completely surprised to see a bottle of lube on the bed, and Reno’s hand glistened with the clear liquid, causing Roxas to smile. All this meant that the redhead had actually listened to him and wanted to save their relationship. As the single finger was pressed in, Roxas arched into the feel, happy at the intrusion.

It didn’t come as a surprise to feel a second finger join the first as they began to slide in and out at a slow pace, being sure to spread wider and wider apart each time they thrust in, trying to stretch the blond as far as he could before the rest of the evening. When the petit man began to pant out Reno’s name with every thrust, the redhead pulled both fingers out of the tight cavern looking at the body pressed into the mattress, Reno admired the younger man’s sweat slicked figure, chest heaving with loud breaths of arousal.

“Reno…” Roxas pleaded as his lover sat back on his knees between Roxas’ legs. Wanting to be able to experience as much pleasure as possible, Roxas once again felt his eyes slide shut as he slowly felt a thickness being pushed into him. He let out a gasp at how cold it was, but figured that it was just the lube, and because he hadn’t been so turned on in so long, his mind was playing tricks on him. But something just didn’t feel right. Reno wasn’t holding onto his hips, and come to think about it, he never felt Reno move on the bed, let alone feel the heat that always seem to radiate off of the redhead.

But if Reno wasn’t fucking him, what was sliding in and out of him in such a manner? Forcing his eyes open, Roxas looked down to see a long item, yellowish green in colour, wrapped in a condom, being held by the redhead, being forced in and out of his ass. Looking a little more carefully, suddenly not quite as turned on, it didn’t take more than a few seconds for the petit blond to realize exactly what Reno was using to fuck him.

“What are you doing, Reno?!” Roxas exclaimed, reaching down and grabbing the redhead’s wrist, forcing him to remove the item from his body. What the hell was Reno thinking?

“I thought that we could spice it up a little.” Reno smirked, before looking up and making eye contact with the distressed blond, surprised at the emotions that he saw there.

“By fucking me with a banana?!” the exasperation was apparent in Roxas’ voice as he sat up, putting as much room between him and the offending fruit as possible.

“Well….At least I wasn’t being selfish!” Reno growled. He couldn’t believe that they were fighting again! And after everything was going so well tonight.

“By sticking fruit up my ass? What the fuck, Reno! I love you; I want to be fucked by you, not a banana!” Roxas glared at the banana once more before crawling off the bed, leaving a fuming Reno there in the middle all alone.

“Fine then. Get back over here and I will fuck you and we can forget about the whole thing.” The redhead grinned, reaching a hand down to stroke his own neglected erection.

Roxas sighed, walking over to the dresser. Pulling a drawer open, he grabbed a clean pair of red boxers and one of Reno’s black t-shirts. “I’m sorry, Reno. Everything else was absolutely wonderful. But, I am sorry, that completely killed the mood for me. I just don’t understand how you could possibly thing that I would like something like that.” Almost to prove his point, Roxas turned around to face his lover and show him the completely flaccid state of his penis.

“But…” Reno trailed off, his peridot eyes drooping slightly as he watched Roxas pull the clothes on his pale body.

“Let’s just go to sleep, alright? We’ll just ignore everything that happened in the last 10 minutes for now, and tomorrow we can talk about it or something.” Roxas’ voice was soft, yet stern. Reno didn’t exactly have the option to say no to him when he got in one of those moods.

“Roxy, I’m sorry.” Reno apologized, stretching himself out in the bed, motioning for the now fully dressed blond to join him. Roxas walked over, crawling onto the bed, snuggling down into the pillow, his boyfriend’s arms wrapping around him.

“I really did have a great time otherwise tonight. Thanks.” Roxas whispered, knowing that Reno heard him in the quiet room.

“Good. There is just one last thing.” Reno mumbled, pressing his face into Roxas’ hair, the rest of his body pressed against Roxas’ back.

“What’s that?”

“Since you’re all stretched, can you just go up and down on it a couple of times? Just until I get off? I know it won’t take long. And this hard on is killing me.” At the redhead’s words, Roxas sat up like a jack in the box, fuming mad. And one look at the redhead’s face, told Roxas that his lover was being completely serious in his request.

“Fuck, Reno. You didn’t change at all.” Roxas growled, grabbing a pillow and scrambling off the bed.

“Where the hell do you think you are going?” Reno spat, glaring at his younger lover.

“I’m going to sleep on the couch. We’ll discuss what may or may not be left of this relationship in the morning.” Roxas answered, leaving the room, being sure to slam the door behind him trying to keep his tears in until he was all alone.

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So, was anyone expecting that one? Hehehe. Yes, Payhoyhoy and I are really that twisted, and you know that you love us for it! A major thank you and lots of love to her for betaing this, and I hope everyone is looking forward to the last chapter and conclusion to this wonderful collaboration of ours! Until then!