One

Hello again!
Chibihisagi
After a long while of not updating, here is the 2nd chapter of One
I have this on Fanfiction.net but I am planning to put a lemon at the end. Not very confident with my yaoi skills so please
be gentle when it comes in the future

Disclaimer:
Once more
I do not own any characters
They all belong to Square-Enix
Lyrics belong to Epik High

Warnings:
Angst
Lots of Angst
Mostly angst

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Wounds…Scars…Tears…Flowing


Axel found himself staring at the hospital door with wide eyes, his hands clenched to his side.
Roxas had tired to kill himself.
It was all his fault.
Of course it was his fault. It was always his fault.
Greif was all he brought to Roxas who loved him more than anything in this world. Axel loved him just as much if not more,
but he just didn’t know what to do exactly to change himself.
Now Roxas was in the hospital on suicide watch.
He remembered getting a call from a frantic Sora.

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“Hello, Xigbar’s Shooting Gallery, this is Axel.”
“A-AXEL! How dare you! I hate you! R-Roxas! H-He is… he is-”
“Sora? Calm down and tell me what’s wrong.”

Axel looked over to his boss who was staring at a small T.V. on the counter so he went towards the back of the store to
speak with Sora without his boss eavesdropping.

He heard Sora sob loudly in the phone and put it back to his ear.

“Sora, breathe deeply and tell me what happened.”
“It’s your fault! I came to see Roxas since he left early and I find him on the couch, not breathing!”

Axel’s heart felt like something had snatched his heart out of his chest and slammed it in the biggest hardest door in
the world.
Not breathing?!

“S-SORA? Is he okay? What happened?”
“You stupid jerk! What did you do?! I walk in, can’t find him in his room and find him on the couch with broken glass
all over the room and a pill bottle in his hand! He took your sleeping pills! I hate you!”

Axel felt cold. His legs finally gave out, making him lean against the door. His sleeping pills. He had left them in the
medicine cabinet at Roxas’s place just in case he couldn’t sleep.
But he didn’t think Roxas would take them.
That he wouldn’t OD on them.
Tears began to form in his eyes, but he quickly wiped them away.

“Sora… what happened to him? Is he okay?!”

Sora sobbed loudly, making Axel wince.

“H-He’s in Micky Hospital! R-Roxas could’ve died! It’s all your fault! Never speak to him again or else!”
He heard Sora cry a little long, most likely forgetting that he had his phone on. Axel pulled his knees to his chest,
putting his forehead against them.

“Sora…I’m so sorry. I’m going to go see Roxas. He won’t forgive me, but I just want to see his face.”
“I hate you, Axel. I hate you so much.”

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Axel sighed loudly, reaching up to the door to knock.
His hand stopped just before it touched the door.
“Axel…”

He jumped, hearing a soft voice behind him!
Turning around, he was shocked to see Roxas’s cousin, Naminé.
She was a pretty little girl with blond hair similar to Roxas, big blue eyes and had a twin sister just like Roxas who
looked just like her.
Today she wore a white skirt that brushed against her ankles, white tank top and a large straw hat.
In her frail arms, were a bundle of white lilies.

“You here to see Roxas? Here, take these. You should give them to him. I’ll see him after you, okay?”

Axel stared at the white lilies with speckles of green towards in the inside before taking them and hugging them softly.

Naminé stared at Axel, seeing his eyes become glossy so he blinked quickly and looked at her with a weak smile.
It was his ’cool’ smile, which made her smile.

“Stop being stupid, Axel and Roxas won’t hurt himself anymore. You’re hurting both you and him. So please, Axel.
Tell Roxas you love him and never leave him alone again. Next time, if there is, he won’t be so lucky that Sora was there.”

Axel watched the petite girl walk away, his eyes stuck on her hat.

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“I’m not gonna kill myself.”
“I know.”
“Then why are you still here?”
“’Cause it’s my job. Be a good boy and finish your lunch. You are having visitors soon.”
“Vexen, you are a doctor. Shouldn’t you be with a patient?”

Roxas glared at the blond haired doctor with the angled face, his arms folded across his chest.
Vexen seemed to ignore him.

After a few more minutes of silence, Roxas began to eat his small meal, not sure if he could swallow of it.
Earlier when he was brought to the hospital, they had to stuff a tube down his throat and nose.
It hurt badly and he kept on vomiting over and over again until he passed out.

When he woke up, he was in this room with this frog looking man.

His meal was bland, small and didn’t fill him up at all.
He wanted to go home.
He…wanted to see Axel.
Badly.
He knew what he had done was stupid. Those pills were Axel’s and he knew he would die from them.
So why did he take them?

The reason for taking the pills was a stupid one.
Axel… had come home drunk.
He kept telling Roxas all the things that his old flames did for him. Everything. What they cooked, how they worshipped
him and even all the sexual favors that Roxas refused to do.
He knew Axel was drunk and it didn’t mean anything.
But…
When Axel tried to pull Roxas’s clothes off, it pissed him off. With a slap on his face, Roxas locked himself in the
bathroom.
So while he was in there, he found the pills.

So after Axel left the next day, he took them.

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“Roxas, why did you take all those pills?”
“’Cause my boyfriend is a dick.”
“Is that all?”
“Yes.”
“Do you love him?”
“…”
“Roxas?”
“Yes. I only took those pills ‘cause I was mad at him and wanted him to change. To teach him a lesson.”
“Do you think it will work? What if you had died?”

Roxas glared at Vexen, his fists clenched on his lap.

“Then I would’ve haunted him for the rest of his life!”

Vexen was shocked at first, his eyes widening slightly, but soon went back to his regular expression.
Roxas blushed, realizing what he had said was childish.
Falling backwards, he pulled the starchy blanket over his eyes and sighed loudly.

Soon, the silence was broken by loud knocks.

“Come in.”

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Axel heard his heartbeat in his ears as he put his hand on the door knob.
He wanted to see Roxas so bad, wanted to hold him in his arms, tell him how sorry he was and how he would stop drinking.
Most likely Roxas wouldn’t forgive him.
This was too much.

Taking in a deep breath, Axel opened the door slowly and stepped in the cold hospital room, ready to see an angry Roxas.

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Cliffhanger

On a side note
When I compared Vexen to a frog, it’s just a joke between my sister and me. I love him to death. He’s one of my favorites
from the castle.
So review if you enjoyed it
What is gonna happen to Roxas and Axel?
Will their love survive?
Will Roxas forgive Axel? Will Axel break it off?
Will I ever stop asking questions?
Find out next time in
One
-Chibihisagi-