We Once Said Good Bye

Ok I cannot find the edited version of this story :? I think this is editing and copy and pasted in the original document, but i am not sure. If there are more mistakes then my last one i am sorry! *bows* Anywho here it is. this was my first try at sex so not sure how it came out. So By my calculations Sora and Roxas are 16 here as it is a year after KH2 and they where 15 in that game. and yeah... think that is all.



So story info: This story is RokuAku, but this chapter has a bit of Riku/Sora (and there will be less in the third). This story happens after KH2 and is what my head told me happens to them. Any game references are my mistake alone, because I have a failed memory. I tried not to write out dialoged (or letters) for the people I do not know well *avoids FF characters and whistles innocent like*

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Roxas found that at night, when Sora was sleeping, he could take over his body, just a bit. He practiced some nights, trying to be able to move to be able to use the body he was trapped in. After a few months of work Roxas could make it down the hall to the study. He spent the few nights a week he would using Sora’s body to write letters to people, wondering if anyone knew a way for Roxas and Sora to become two, then bring back the one Roxas really sought.



Of course Sora found out about him, it took a long time though. Only when a letter was finally returned addressed to Roxas did he feel the recognition in Sora. Roxas had used Sora’s standing to send letters to other worlds, called upon Sora’s memories for people who

could help. Letters where sent to a few friends or names that where whispered who might be of help. The first letter came back from Yen Sid, the Kings teacher and a very powerful wizard, said that he had collected some data on the nobodies and how they lived inside their somebody.



Sora left a note for Roxas that night. Roxas just chuckled from the inside. Sora did not know how much Roxas saw of his life, did not know that he saw everything. The note talked about what Yen Sid had said and asked if Roxas really wanted this. That night Roxas left the only note he ever did for Sora. It explained that yes, he was now a different person then Sora, and he wanted to live a different life, there would be other letters coming in. He also made a note of how he could use Sora’s body at night, but he was careful about it. Only a few nights a week and even then only a few hours a night so that the body they shared would not be over-used.

They had an understanding from then on, both working and reading over the letters that came in trying to help be able to have the two people in two bodies, not one. Roxas would write letters to people and Sora would look them over, adding things he thought needed to be said, or findings that he thought of. The two of them really were the other half of each other. Even so, Roxas knew he could no longer stay as just a part of Sora, he was a whole being.



Roxas never told Sora there was another who needed a body, who Roxas needed to have a body as well. And his lover, the man that had Roxas’ heart, was the real reason behind him needing his own body, why he could not be just a part of Sora. This sole person was everything to Roxas and he would do anything to be with him once again.

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Again? Thought Roxas had as Riku and Sora where having sex... again. Sora’s parents had left town on Friday and from the moment school got out Riku and Sora had been together. It was Sunday night now and it seemed like they needed to have sex one last time before it was taken away from them. Not that Roxas didn’t understand, if it was Axel he would be doing the same thing, but being in this body, being an observer at times and moments like this it just seemed wrong. He wished he could go back to the white and red room, to his own lover and escape moments like this. But, try as he might for almost a year now, he just could not leave Sora.



Roxas could hear Sora crying out for more of Riku, and Riku, though silent, gave it to him. Kisses trailed from Sora’s lips to his neck and back as Riku thrusted in to Sora making Sora scream in pleasure; Both of them taking advantage of an empty house by being as loud as they wanted. Roxas felt Sora climax and then Riku shortly afterwards, which was all the better for him. Roxas was also thankful when they had sex, for he was able to use the shared body to the best ability when Sora was exhausted, and that is what Riku always did to the boy.



Roxas watched with Sora’s half-closed eyes as Riku got a towel and cleaned off the body that they shared. Then lightly moving him over to take off the sheet they had learned to cover the bed with (Sora’s mother asked about how often he washed his blankets once and this was a safety measure they now took) still a force of habit when their parents were gone. Sora, curled up on Riku’s side, whispered, “Love you, Riku” then was asleep before hearing the answer back.



Roxas waited, felt how Riku kissed the top of their head, “Love you too” and start his decent in to slumber. Roxas waited till there was even breathing from Riku before getting up and doing what needed to be done.



With Riku around the past three days Sora forgot many of the chores around the house. No matter how Sora and Riku tried to keep things around the house neat, when they were alone they tended to only think about being together which left things undone. Though Roxas was not going to do most of the chores he did put on some boxers then go out and grab the mail.



He flipped though and sorted out what was for the parents and what was for Sora. He took the three letters for Sora and went up to the study. He could tell that one of the letters was actually for Sora and set that aside, but he recognized the writing of the other two. One was Merlin’s the other was Cid’s. Roxas held his breath, as he had every time a new letter came the last two months. They were getting closer and he always hoped that this would be the one.



Roxas read the letter and he could feel Sora’s heart rise in pace. Merlin said they had been able to put together the last finding with two of the first ones and it should work. He prattled on about things Roxas did not really understand, but it was there. It said there was a way. And in the last sentence there was a code, for Roxas alone the single sentence consisted of one word ‘Both.’ It was a reference from one of the first letters Roxas sent to Merlin. A letter that Sora did not know about, where Roxas told Merlin that there was a person in limbo that Roxas wanted, and to please not let Sora know about this plan.



Roxas jumped out of the chair with a, very Sora like, yell of triumph. He quickly grabbed the letter from Cid and, reading over it, saw something about how they probably read Merlin’s letter first and that how he just wanted the soonest date to pick Sora up. The Gummi ship driver went on about bring friends but Roxas ignored it figuring that Sora would bring his friends.



Roxas grabbed some paper and a pen and started to write a reply mentioning their soonest time off school. He did not hear Riku walk down the hall or come in to the room, though he did jerk away when he felt his hand on his shoulder. Roxas glared at him for interrupting which just made Riku back up a little, “Sora? What’s wrong?”



“You” Roxas said turning back to his letter, “I’m busy.” He was more then a little irritated at the disturbance. Roxas’ mind on Axel and how long it was till their spring break.



“Wa-was it bad?” Riku asked.



“Yes, it almost always is.” Roxas answered as he put the dates to their spring break from school, “I am not bottom and always being there gets boring.” Roxas finished the letter and looked at Riku and realized where he was, who he was and what had just happened. That Riku was having a moment of weakness and Roxas had just crushed him. Roxas shook his head, “Hold on” and released control of Sora. Eyes fell shut and a light snore could be heard from them.



Roxas waited. Soon Riku, getting worried, shook Sora awake and asked him what was going on. Sora, at first not realizing where they where, tried to snuggle close to his lover. It brought a snort out of Roxas.



“Sora? Are you sure everything is ok? Was it really bad?” Riku’s voice rung out



Sora went to say something but noticed where they were. He sighed and shook his head. It seemed he knew this day would come and he was ready to tell Riku what had been going on, “Riku, let me explain…” and Sora did. He told Riku about how Roxas was in his body, and for almost a year they had been working to separate the two of them. Roxas noted how Riku took this, it seemed he was not happy but understood what was going on alright. While Sora was explaining he took up the letter that Merlin had sent and scanned it. Sora seemed as happy as Roxas was because he made the same sort of victory yell Roxas did.



“Riku, Riku! They found a way!” Sora jumped and hugged Riku cuddling his head in to the others neck.



“When are we going?” Riku asked, Riku has this tone is his voice as if daring the other not to let him come along. Even though everyone present knew Sora would want Riku by his side.



“Let me see…” Sora unlatched himself from Riku to look around. He also skimmed the note Cid had sent. “Sounds like it might take a while… may have to wait till spring break.” Sora pulled out the letter Roxas had written and read it over. Nodding along to what was on the paper “Yeah, spring break,” Sora became full of hope and he gave big eyes to Riku, “That is ok, right?”



“Three weeks is not a long wait,” Riku was smiling and offered his hand out to Sora. Who took it and lead the way back to his room.



With a pang in his heart Roxas felt how happy Sora was to be with his lover, felt him cling to Riku as if he was the only thing in his world. And Roxas thought, for the first time, three weeks was too long to wait.