Brotherly love

Disclaimer: I do not own anything except the plot of this story! I wish I owned KH and FF but I don’t!
Story summary: Leon’s desperately in love with his younger brother Sora but will his little angel return his feelings or will he remain blissfully ignorant of the pair of eyes constantly watching him? Is he really as naive as he seems?
Chapter: 2
Chapter Warnings: incest, an older guy liking a younger one, Riku being a bastard
Pairings: LeonxSora, SephirothxCloud, RikuxTidus
Chapter Pairings: LeonxSora, mentions of LeonxCloud, RikuxTidus
Chapter Title: So close

To Neko_0: See, I wrote more!! Oh please let the ending have Riku ‘pounding Sora into the soft towels’! lol

To Alexiel-Girl: Sora’s 13. And yes, I know that most 13 year olds aren’t innocent but some are, as I know from real life.

=Sora’s thoughts=

Oh and this whole story is from Leon’s point of view so ‘I’ always refers to him.
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Two boys rested on Paopu Island, one sat in the sand while the other slightly musclier one stood above him, a cigarette between his lips.

The silver haired fifteen year-old flipped open his lighter and put the flame to the tip of the object, breathing in the smoke with satisfaction. His name was Riku, my worst enemy.

“So… Riku? How far have you got with Sora?” Tidus asked his band mate, shifting slightly on the sand to make himself more comfortable.

“Nowhere, that damned brat is too innocent for his own good. I haven’t even kissed him yet.”

“I told him that you wanted to, it’s only a matter of time.”

“Any time is too long; I haven’t fucked anyone in two whole weeks!”

“You can’t rush things with that kid, he’s too innocent.”

“Yeah but every time I see him he’s always being protected by ‘mother’ Leon.”

“I think it’s just coz he really hates you. He isn’t so overprotective around anyone else.”

“It’s because of my brother I know, because of what he did.” Riku sighed and exhaled a long stream of smoke, letting it sooth his nerves. Sephiroth got on his nerves sometimes.

“Yeah I mean you actually care about Sora right?” The blond sounded unsure, but he wanted to know his friends motives for chasing the naive brunet.

“Of course I do, he’s fucking hot. Can you even imagine how tight he would be?”

The blond sighed as he realised that his worries were true, Riku just wanted a taste of Sora and then he would move on. He was surprised that the platinum blond had stuck around with him after the first time; he guessed it was because of their close friendship and that he didn’t want a relationship.

“You’re not gonna give me a lecture are you?” The platinum blond tossed the fag over his shoulder and bent to lie next to his friend, deliberately covering him in sand in the process. Tidus wasn't as bad as Riku the asshole, I guess him and I aren’t that different.

“You fucker! Just because you’re sexually frustrated does not mean you can take it out on me! Now I’ve got sand in my pants! I swear to god if you do that one more ti-” His outburst was swiftly but off by a familiar pair of lips on his own, effectively calming him, well as much as making out could.

“Don’t make me mad ‘cause horny and mad is not a good combination. Now what was that about me taking out my sexual frustration on you? It sounds like a good idea.”

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“I can’t.” Oh how I wanted to, to taste those sweet lips, to be the first to delve into uncharted territory, but I couldn’t, not like this.

“Why not?” He looked so hurt it crushed me; I was close to giving in.

“If you want to be with Riku shouldn’t you share your first kiss together?”

“I guess.” He looked almost defeated. Did he actually want me to kiss him?

“Now go find Riku and don’t forget to tell me how it went.” I loosened my grip from around his waist and watched as he reluctantly shifted off my lap on onto the bed.

“I just wish he’d waited for me. When I said I wanted to take things slow I guess he got pissed off.” I was shocked at this, not because my innocent brother had just sworn but because apparently Riku had been with someone else.

“He’s kissed someone else?” I knew the answer but I had to be sure.

“Yeah.” He slid off the end of the bed and padded slowly out the door, like he was walking to his doom.

My hatred for Riku rose to an all time peak, and then I realised what I had done. I had just told my brother to waste his first kiss on a playboy. Why hadn’t I just said ‘yes’?

All I could think of was Sora’s lips pressed against Riku’s, his innocence slowly slipping away as the blond’s tongue slid into his mouth. It hurt so much and I had brought it upon myself. I could have had Sora in my arms right that second but instead I was sitting alone, crying over my lost love.

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Sora snuffled softly as he walked across the beach, trying not to think of what had just happened. I, the only person he could trust, had rejected him. He’d offered me his first kiss but I’d said I hadn’t wanted it, I’d told him to give it to Riku instead. Sure, he thought Riku was hot but that guy was also a slut and he knew that he only wanted to get into his pants; he wasn’t as naïve as I made him out to be.

=But if my brother wanted me to be with him then I had to, right?=

When he had asked me that very same question later it had chilled me to the bone, knowing that he would literally jump off a cliff if I asked him to.

He looked up and saw his destination, Paopu Island. He tried to convince myself that he was doing the right thing, that Riku loved him. It only caused the dull ache in his broken heart to intensify more. I didn’t want him so what did anything else matter? Oh how wrong he was, I wanted him more than life itself, but I had stupidly let him go.

He watched his feet as they left sandy footprints beneath him, disappearing after a few seconds as the tide came in and washed them away. It was so peaceful, the only sound was… moaning?

He dived into the cool water and pushed off the ocean floor with his feet. The water rippled against his bare thighs and soaked through the thin clothes he wore, weighing him down. He swam round the side of the island until he reached what he was looking for, the small wooden ladder sealed against the solid edge of the land. He continued to tread water and once again heard moaning coming from above him, it sounded like Riku.

=Was he hurt?= He wondered, his innocent mind not realising the obvious signs.

He kicked hard with his feet and grabbed the first rung of the ladder, propelling himself upwards. It took him only a few seconds to reach the top but he told me in a grave voice that he wished he never had. What he saw made his blood run cold and hot at the same time. Riku definetly wasn’t hurt; in fact he seemed to be enjoying himself, a lot. He tried to work out what they were doing but it just didn’t make sense, my little angel knew what they were doing vaguely but not exactly. The one lying on the sand must have been Tidus, Riku on top of him, grinding down hard. One hand was propping him up while the other was down the back of his partner’s trousers. This confused him.

=Shouldn’t Riku’s hand be down the front of his trousers? Why would it be down the back, there was nothing there except the guy’s butt?=

I tried hard to contain my ‘Aww…’ at that act of cuteness and innocence but I had maintained my cool, allowing him to continue.

And then the hurt kicked in, knowing that Riku wanted him to submit to him.

=Was this what he wanted to do to me? Was I just another body to him? Yes, I guess I was. But at least I had thought that he wanted me. Now I had nothing, after all, why would anyone want someone as ugly as me?=

I told him I thought he was beautiful when he said that, he smiled.

“Sora?” Tidus had croaked at him, not embarrassed in the least at being caught; only feeling sorry for his lover who wouldn’t be able to get his prize now that the boy knew about their relationship. Ok, so maybe I’m not like him.

My little brother didn’t answer him, what was he supposed to say? He simply let himself fall backwards off the ladder and into the calm waters, a wave of spray surrounding him. He swam as fast as he could back to the shore and scrambled onto the beach, his water-logged clothes slowing down the process. He could see our house from here, knowing I was inside.

=What was I supposed to tell him? That Riku just wanted to use me? Why would he care? It’s not like he wanted me…= I had told him that I was glad he’d been honest with me, that I was so sorry.

He felt the tears prick at the corners of his eyes and let them fall as he ran home as fast as he could, his pale feet pounding against the white sand. He wasn’t crying because of what he’d seen, he wasn’t in love with Riku. He was crying because he thought no one wanted him, no one wanted to hold him, no one loved him. But my dear Sora, I love you, more than words can express.

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The black-haired woman smiled as she picked up a photo of my first birthday; dad was in the picture too. The memory brought her both great sadness and joy. She missed Irvine greatly but there was nothing she or I could do, it was best just to remember all the good times we had together.

Another picture of me, I was two this time. The three of us had just come back from the town and we were all covered in snow. Irvine held me up in front of him; a snowball impact was visible on his stern looking face. My mum could see the Christmas lights in the background and I could imagine vividly the tears glistening in her eyes as she remembered the moment so well.

He had died three years after her youngest son, my precious Sora, was born. She knew that I hadn’t been the same after his death; she thought that I had become afraid that I would lose my little brother, she was right. I had been only seven at the time and hadn’t understood why my dad was dying but I wasn’t stupid enough to believe the ‘permanent holiday’ excuse. I walked in from school one day and saw her crying; she knew in the moment our eyes connected that I understood; dad wasn’t going to be around anymore.

She wiped a tear from my cheek as she turned the page of our family photo album, knowing every photo off by heart, every little detail. She spent hours every day just staring at her late husbands face. The next picture was of Sora’s first day of school, the uniform had been mine and it must have been at least two sizes to big, after all, my Sora was very small for his age. I held my little brother’s hand tightly and was trying to wrap a scarf around his neck. My two best friends stood behind me, Sephiroth and Cloud. She wondered what had happened to those two, she knew that I was dating Cloud at one point a few years ago but just stopped talking about him one day.

Her head snapped up when a blur of brown and white flashed past her and up the stairs, Sora must have been home and he was soaking wet.

I bet you’re wondering how I know all this. The truth is, my mum does the exact same thing every day, down to the tiniest detail. I know the order of all the photos off by heart and I know her reactions, I’ve seen them enough times. As for the Sora rushing past part, he told me that later.

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I froze as I heard feet pounding up the stairs, fast. The door was pushed open and I barely had time to breath before he leapt at me, flinging his arms out and latching on to my waist. I concentrated on breathing as the wet ball of clothes buried itself deeper into my chest. I tugged on a brown tuft of hair sticking out from the shirt and my little brother looked up at me.

He looked so, heartbroken. Just like I had looked when… wait, was that what he had seen? My innocent little brother hadn’t witnessed Riku and some guy doing… ‘that’ had he?

“Sora? Sora, what’s wrong?” I made my voice as soft as possible, trying not to startle him. “Is it Riku?”

He shook his head and then nodded, ok now I was confused.

“He was making out with Tidus. But that’s not why I’m crying.” The second half of his reply was so quiet I barely heard it. I hated myself for feeling relieved but I just couldn’t help but be glad that my little angel hadn’t gotten off with that slut.

“Why are you upset then?” My question was met with silence, just like I expected. I usually had to coax a reply out of-

“You don’t want to kiss me.” I swear my heart stopped right then. I had made Sora cry, I had upset my innocent little angel.

I couldn’t think of an answer so instead I took his head in my hands and turned it towards me. I wiped away a stray tear with the pad of my thumb and leaned my forehead against his. This was my way of telling him that he was wrong, that I was sorry.

I could feel his breath against my lips, ghosting over my chin. His eyelashes fluttered as he blinked, beads of water still clinging to them. He was so beautiful, it made my heart start again, beating more frantically than before.

“Leon?” I felt my name against my open mouth rather than heard it.

“Hush.” I whispered back, moving my lips ever so slightly closer towards his. I wanted to kiss him, I needed to.

His tiny hands released their grip on my shirt and moved to rest around my neck. His chest moved with every breath, exactly in time with mine. I was suddenly nervous; the situation seemed so… real.

I didn’t breath as I leaned forwards, closing the gap between us.

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Don’t you just love it when I do that? I’m so evil…

STOP!!!!!!!!!!! And review… please?

Otherwise I’ll make Riku rape Sora… mwa ha ha…

Oh and as for the plot, I’ve written it down. It’s rather bizarre. It gets mega-depressing but then all uber-happy again!

I had to check it and I realised that Sora said 'Riku' at the end rather than 'Leon'!!!!!! Oops.. I'm too used to writing RikuxSora stuff...