Therapy

Disclaimer: (sings) I don't own, so you don't sue, that's how I write for you (does little dance) (Mims: -face hits desk- Cautai: -points and laughs-

Warning: It's not porn, it's literature, literature I say! (waves fist in air) Besides, sex is good for the soul, or at least for the Axel.

Pairing: Axel x Roxas

Beta is yumie-darkness123.

Axel stared at the blond before him, his brain on overload. Did he just, he couldn't have, could he? He's looking at you Axel, say something! Do something! React damn it! Axel's brain and body seemed to connect, but rather than the response he had originally intended, Axel threw himself at Roxas with a slightly girly squeal. "Yes! Of course I'll move in with you!" Axel practically shouted as he attempted to squeeze the breath out of the blond in his arms.

"Axel," Roxas wheezed, "Can't breathe."

"Oh," Axel released the blond, a slight burning sensation crossing his cheeks, "Sorry, guess I got a little carried away."

"That was very manly too," Roxas smirked.

"You're never going to let that go are you?"

"Nope."

"Well then," Axel brought his face so that their noses were only inches apart, "I guess I'll just have to prove to you how much of a man I really am."

"Axel," Roxas' tone held some sort of warning, but Axel chose to ignore it.

He insulted my manliness, I'll show him how manly I am damn it! Not waiting for the blond to finish whatever threat he was formulating, Axel picked him up and threw him over his shoulder. When Roxas started yelling at him Axel just tuned it out and slapped the blonde's butt, eliciting a yelp. The redhead couldn't help but to smirk at that, he loved when he could get to Roxas like that. Striding into the bedroom, Axel deposited the very disgruntled looking Roxas on the bed.

"I don't know what you think is going to happen," Roxas had crossed his arms across his chest as he glared at the redhead.

"Easy," Axel said, crawling onto the blond, "Moving in sex."

Whatever it was that Axel had been expecting, it was not for the blond to laugh at him. "I'm not sleeping with you right now Axel," the damn blond seemed to almost be in tears at the thought, "My ass still hurts from what we did last night."

"Oh I know that," Axel said, "I wasn't expecting that."

"Wait, what? Axel you just said that you wanted moving in sex."

"I know," Axel took Roxas' earlobe between his teeth as he spoke, "But this is special. You don't just have normal sex for moving in sex, I want to do something different."

"Axel," Roxas sounded completely confused at that point.

Axel just smirked as he continued to suck on the blonde's ear. Come on Rox, you can figure this one out, I know you're smart enough.When the blond still didn't react Axel drew back to stare him in the eyes. "I want to switch things up," Axel said, he couldn't think of any plainer way to put it, well other than coming outright with it, but Roxas was smart enough to figure it out.

"Axel," Roxas' face was completely blank, "I don't get what you mean."

"God," Axel couldn't help but to put sigh at the blonde's ignorance, "How can I say this as simply as possible? Me uke, you seme."

Roxas honestly looked like he got hit by a bus, Axel couldn't help but to laugh at that. "Shut up spider boy," the blond muttered.

"You had better quit it with that spider boy comment," Axel forced himself to sound serious, "If you don't I'll never let you be seme."

"Oh really?" the blond smirked, "I'd like to see you try."

Before Axel could get his come back out Roxas had pounced. The redhead found himself on his back, Roxas straddling his waist. "Thought you didn't want to have sex," Axel allowed himself to smirk up at the blond.

"Shut up," Roxas said, his head descending so that their lips were pressed together.

Roxas is good at being dominant, god when did he learn how to do that with his tongue? Better question, why hasn't he done that before? Axel moaned as the blond began to suck on his tongue, drawing it into his own mouth. The redhead was slightly startled when he felt a soft nip, but was more surprised at how much he liked it. Axel brought his hands up to tangle in blond spikes and shifted his weight so he was more comfortable. His movements caused the blond on top of him to start grinding their hips together, making the redhead moan loudly and shiver. He had never known being submissive could be so, well, enjoyable. Not that he planned on making a habit out of it though.

Axel's thoughts were interrupted by a particularly forceful thrust of Roxas' hips. Axel allowed his head to fall back with a loud groan. The blond above him started to attack his throat and Axel knew he was going to be sporting a bruise for a while, but damn him to hell if it didn't feel good. A hand snaked its way up the redhead's shirt and a low moan escaped him when his nipple was pinched harshly. It hurt, but god it felt good. What didn't feel so good was when Roxas sank his teeth in. The redhead let out a yelp and arched his back in response to the sudden attack.

"Sorry," Roxas mumbled against Axel's skin, "Got carried away."

"You think?" Axel said, still slightly annoyed despite the apology.

"Well," Axel did not entirely like the tone that Roxas had taken on, "Let me make it better."

The blond suddenly had a predatory gleam to his sapphire eyes, one that Axel was entirely uncomfortable with. Suddenly his shirt was gone, Axel had no idea how Roxas had moved so fast. Okay, this was a mistake. I should never have suggested this. But how the hell was I supposed to know that Roxas got aggressive when he's seme?Axel was about to stop things when he felt Roxas' mouth covering one of his nipples. A low moan tore its way out of Axel's throat and his head fell back once again. Damn him, why is he so good at this? Wait, is he smirking? I can feel the bastard smirking! I can't let him win like tha…oh god. Roxas had taken hold of Axel's other nipple and was pinching ever so slightly. Axel lost all thought process completely at that moment.

The blond released both the redhead's pert buds much to Axel's dismay, but silenced any protest that he had by pressing their lips together. Axel leaned into the kiss, welcoming the blonde's tongue into his mouth. He moaned loudly when he felt a hand snaking its way down his stomach to his belt. Pushing his hips up Axel was met with a slight snicker and the hand being withdrawn. That didn't suit Axel in the least and he nipped at the blonde's tongue in protest. Again he received a chuckle and the hand was replaced. Axel's eyes slid completely closed as he felt his belt being undone and pulled away. When there was a slight tug on his jeans he lifted his hips so they could be removed. He never felt his hands being lifted above his head, but he sure as hell felt when they were fastened in place.

Breaking the kiss, Axel looked up above his head in confusion. Roxas had somehow managed to secure his wrists to the headboard with the belt that had been removed moments before. "How did you?" Axel looked back down to find a very smug looking Roxas. Oh my god that's hot. Meh, I'll just go with it, could be fun.

"If you want me to stop," the blond said as he lowered himself down, bringing their faces inches apart, "Just tell me, I will."

"Do you hear me saying stop?" Axel cocked an eyebrow at the blond.

"Not yet."

"Well then," Axel made sure to sound as smug as he could, "What you waiting for?"

The blond snorted slightly then took Axel's earlobe in his mouth. Axel moaned in response, knowing that would only drive Roxas on. The blonde's hands seemed to be everywhere at once, sending shivers through the redhead's body. One of the hands kept going tantalizingly low, only to pull back up at the last possible second. Every time Roxas' hands would fall lower Axel would shudder slightly, and groan when they retreated. With a low growl the redhead tried to pull his hands down to grab the infuriating blond, but found his hands were very securely tied in place. Glaring at Roxas, Axel hoped the younger man would get the point.

"I'm sorry," Roxas said a little too innocently, "Is this," the hand fell low again only to be pulled back, "Bothering you?"

"Damn it Roxas," Axel said through clenched teeth, "I don't tease you like this."

"Hm," the blond seemed to consider that, "True, oh well."

"I'll stop it," Axel warned, "I'll say that…ah!"

His threat was cut short by the hand finally grabbing hold of his throbbing erection. Falling back onto the bed, Axel let loose a string of moans as the blond slowly started to pump him. His eyes screwed shut; Axel thrust his hips up to meet the soft palm enclosed around him. Roxas trailed kisses down the redhead's abdomen, each seeming to light his skin on fire. Axel's back arched when he felt the wet heat of Roxas' tongue swirling in his navel, a loud moan escaping him. The tongue slowly trailed its way downward until finally it traced itself along Axel's length. Thrusting his hips up to meet Roxas, Axel found himself pinned firmly to the bed. Looking down at the blond through half opened eyes, Axel watched as Roxas smirked up at him. Suddenly the blond took him fully into his mouth and the redhead arched violently.

Axel strained against Roxas' hold, desperate to feel more of that wet heat. The blond seemed to find that amusing for some reason and chuckled softly around Axel, sending vibrations through his entire body. Axel moaned loudly as Roxas started to bob his head, his tongue swirling around the head of Axel's cock and tracing the vein on its underside. Axel could feel the heat pooling in his gut, he was getting so close. Suddenly the blond pulled away, the sudden shock of cold air against his length causing Axel to gasp. Glaring down at Roxas, Axel was met with a smug grin. That's when he felt it, a soft prodding at his entrance from a slick digit. Feeling his eyes widen, Axel leaned back on the bed and tried his best to relax. He winced slightly as the finger entered him, tensing his body in the process.

"Just relax," he heard Roxas whisper.

With a grunt the redhead nodded and did his best to relax around the intruding digit. After a moment Roxas seemed to have deemed him relaxed enough, because he started to pump his finger within the redhead. Axel closed his eyes and concentrated on the fact that the discomfort was slowly dissipating, replacing itself with pleasure. This wasn't the first time that Axel had bottomed, but he hadn't done it in almost three years, he had forgotten how strange it felt to be filled. When a second finger joined the first Axel bit his lower lip in an attempt to distract himself. He didn't need the distraction for long though, as Roxas almost immediately found the redhead's prostate. A low moan found its way out of him as his spot was stroked. He just barely heard Roxas snicker at that and had he been slightly more coherent he would have told the blond to shut up, but he wasn't so he didn't particularly care. Axel didn't even notice when a third finger joined the others, he was too focused on the sensation that was flooding his body.

When the fingers were suddenly removed Axel couldn't help but to whimper slightly, though he inwardly cringed when he did. Again Roxas chuckled at his reaction. That's getting really annoying, I'm not that funny. Axel lifted his head to give the blond a piece of his mind, but before he could say anything he felt a new pressure at his entrance.

"You ready?" a soft voice asked.

Not trusting his voice, Axel nodded his consent. He couldn't stop himself from wincing when the blond started to push into him. Roxas stilled almost immediately, and Axel cursed himself. "No," he breathed, "Don't stop, it's worse that way. Just…just get it over with."

"Alright."

Axel took a deep breath and tried to relax fully as he felt Roxas press on, filling him completely. The blond stilled and laid his head down on Axel's chest as the redhead adjusted. After a few minutes Axel felt that he could bare it, well that was a lie, but he knew that Roxas had to be dying at that point. "Move," he whispered.

The blond grunted slightly and withdrew from Axel, causing the redhead to shudder at the foreign sensation. When he thrust back in Axel gasped, his back arching off the bed. Roxas had managed to find that spot deep within him on the first shot. Again there was that damn chuckle, but this time Axel could get some revenge. With a slight smirk he tightened around Roxas' length, making the blond gasp and shudder against his body. Roxas thrust into Axel particularly hard after that, nailing the redhead's prostate again. Axel let out a small cry, stars blooming across his vision. Soon he was swaying his hips with the blond, forcing him deeper with ever movement. His prostate was assaulted over and over again, blurring his vision and making him cry out. He knew he was screaming by the time that he felt the heat coiling within him once again, and when Roxas took hold of his neglected length he damn near lost his mind. After only a few strokes he found himself falling over the edge, spilling himself onto his and Roxas' stomachs.

Falling limply back onto the bed, Axel was dimly aware of Roxas spilling himself deep within his entrance. He was more aware when the blond fell on top of him. Letting out a small grunt of protest Axel received a soft apology. The blond lifted himself off Axel and pulled out, causing the redhead to gasp at the sensation. Feeling a fog overcoming him, Axel distantly felt his hands being freed, but didn't bother to lower his arms as he drifted off to sleep.

Axel just stared at Roxas, his eyes wide and jaw slightly slack. Oh god, I shouldn't have said that. It's too early, he must think I'm some kind of clingy freak. Just take it back, maybe he won't dump you. Just as Roxas was about to tell Axel he didn't have to move in he didn't want to, that he was just being stupid, the redhead squealed and launched himself at the blond. "Yes! Of course I'll move in with you!" Axel shouted directly in Roxas' ear as he hugged the breath out of the blond.

"Axel," Roxas could barely get the words out, "Can't breathe."

"Oh sorry," the redhead dropped the blond, his cheeks taking on a definite red hue, "Guess I got a little carried away."

"That was very manly too," Roxas couldn't help but to take the jab at the redhead, who had honestly sounded like a girl when he had attacked the blond.

"You're never going to let that go are you?" Axel quirked an eyebrow at Roxas.

"Nope."

"Well then," Roxas suddenly found the redhead's face mere inches away from his own, "I guess I'll just have to prove to you how much of a man I really am."

"Axel," Roxas warned, he didn't like that glint in those emerald eyes.

Axel either didn't notice the warning or didn't care, because he simply smirked and threw the blond over his shoulder. Roxas let out an indignant squawk and tried to free himself from the redhead's vice like grip. Roxas started yelling threats, but was only met with a rather sharp slap on the butt, causing the blond to yelp in surprise. Roxas was carried into the bedroom, still grumbling under his breath, and deposited on the bed.

"I don't know what you think is going to happen," Roxas growled, crossing his arms over his chest and sending Axel his best 'I'm going to kill you' glare.

"Easy," Axel practically purred as he climbed onto the bed, "Moving in sex."

That made Roxas burst out laughing, he honestly couldn't believe that Axel actually thought he was getting any at that point. "I'm not sleeping with you right now Axel," Roxas choked out, tears actually forming in his eyes from laughing so hard, "My ass still hurts from what we did last night."

"Oh I know that," Axel said softly, "I wasn't expecting that."

"Wait, what?" Roxas stopped giggling to draw back and stare at the redhead, "Axel you just said that you wanted moving in sex."

"I know," the redhead said as he took Roxas' earlobe in his teeth, sending a shiver down Roxas' spine, "But this is special. You don't just have normal sex for moving in sex, I want to do something different."

"Axel," Roxas had absolutely no clue what the redhead was thinking at this point.

"I want to switch it up," Axel said suggestively.

He wants to switch it up? What the hell does that mean? Does he honestly think that's going to mean something by itself? He could want to switch lots of things up, he needs to be more specific. "Axel, I don't get what you mean."

"God, how can I say this as simply as possible?" the redhead seemed slightly taken aback by Roxas' cluelessness. He paused for a second before continuing in a very caveman like tone, "Me uke, you seme."

It took a moment for that to sink in. Axel honestly wants to be uke? Roxas must have looked as startled as he felt, because the redhead suddenly burst out laughing. "Shut up spider boy," Roxas muttered, his cheeks suddenly feeling like they were on fire.

"You had better quit it with that spider boy comment," Axel took on a warning tone, "If you don't I'll never let you be seme."

"Oh really?" Roxas snapped back to reality, "I'd like to see you try."

Before Axel had the chance to respond Roxas flipped them over so he was straddling the redhead's waist. "Thought you didn't want to have sex," Axel actually had the nerve to smirk at Roxas.

"Shut up," Roxas snapped and caught Axel's lips with his own.

Nipping at Axel's bottom lip, Roxas was immediately granted access to the moist cavern beyond. Thrusting his tongue into Axel's mouth, Roxas began to explore, even though he knew every bit by memory. Hooking his tongue around Axel's, Roxas drew it into his own mouth before sucking lightly. When the redhead below him moaned softly Roxas gave the wet appendage in his mouth a small nip, earning another moan. Hands tangled themselves in the blonde's hair, tugging ever so slightly. Axel shifted slightly and Roxas suddenly had a wonderful idea. Thrusting his hips down, the blond started to grind against Axel who moaned loudly and shuddered ever so slightly. Who would have known that Axel would be so willing to be uke? I would never have pictured him so submissive. Thrusting his hips down with even more force, Roxas was rewarded by a breathy moan and Axel's head falling back. Roxas only eyed the now exposed flesh for a moment before connecting his lips to it. Nipping and sucking with the full intention of leaving a mark, Roxas let his hands find their way to the hem of Axel's shirt. Snaking a hand beneath the cloth, Roxas traced his fingers along the redhead's abs, making Axel moan even louder and shiver at the contact. Smirking slightly, Roxas found one of the redhead's nipples and gave it a sharp pinch. Moving his lips lower on Axel's neck, Roxas came to the place where it met shoulder and bit down. Axel yelled out and his back arched, causing the blond to draw back.

"Sorry," Roxas said softly, "Got carried away."

"You think?" Axel didn't seem all too pleased.

"Well, let me make it better."

The redhead below him tensed slightly, but Roxas ignored it. Ripping Axel's shirt away Roxas glanced up at the redhead's face. Axel looked genuinely shocked, but before he could protest Roxas took the nipple he had previously gripped in his mouth. The redhead moaned and fell back as Roxas started to lick and suck at the bud. Roxas couldn't help but to smirk at that, he loved that he could shut Axel up so effectively. Letting his other hand drift across the redhead's abdomen, Roxas took hold of his other nipple.

When Axel was panting loudly Roxas released both nipples and moved up to capture his lips once again. Axel willingly allowed Roxas' tongue into his mouth and the blonde's smirk widened. I like submissive Axel, it is a nice change. Slowly Roxas ran his hand down Axel's stomach, earning a loud moan and shudder. Letting his hand come to rest on the redhead's belt, Roxas chuckled slightly when the redhead thrust his hips up in a vain attempt to get some friction. When he removed his hand he felt the redhead give his tongue a soft nip. Laughing again, Roxas replaced his hand and watched as Axel's eyes slid shut. Deftly the blond removed the belt and slid it off, a plan formulating in his mind. Tugging at the redhead's jeans, Roxas smiled softly when Axel lifted his hips in compliance, allowing the garment to be slid off. Slowly, as not to alert his partner, Roxas lifted Axel's arms above his head and threaded the belt through the headboard. Quickly he secured the redhead's hands in place, effectively trapping him.

Axel immediately broke the kiss to look up at his trapped hands and Roxas took the opportunity to throw his own shirt aside. "How did you?" Axel gasped as he looked back at the blond.

"If you want me to stop," Roxas said in the sexiest voice he could muster as he lowered himself back down onto the redhead, "Just tell me, I will."

"Do you hear me saying stop?" came the cocky reply.

"Not yet," Roxas tried out Axel's purr as he responded.

"Well then, what are you waiting for?"

Snorting at the redhead's retort, Roxas took Axel's earlobe into his mouth and sucked slightly. The redhead moaned at the action and Roxas took it as a sign to continue. The blond started to run his hands up and down Axel's stomach, causing the redhead to shiver at the contact. Roxas kept sending one hand dangerously low before pulling it back up, loving the way that Axel would whine ever so slightly. Finally his teasing seemed to really be getting to Axel as the redhead growled up at him and pulled on his restraints, sending him a glare.

"I'm sorry," Roxas put on his most innocent voice, "Is this," he trailed his hand back down and pulled it away, "Bothering you?"

"Damn it Roxas," Axel seemed very pissed, "I don't tease you like this."

"Hm," Roxas said thoughtfully, "True, oh well."

"I'll stop it, I'll say that…ah!"

Roxas stopped the warning by taking a firm grip on the redhead's erection. Axel fell back down on the bed, eyes closed and moaning loudly. Smirking at the withering redhead, Roxas took the opportunity to rid himself of his own pants. As the redhead started to buck up into his touch Roxas started to trail kisses down his stomach. Axel arched as he got lower and lower, stopping only to swirl his tongue in the redhead's navel. Keeping his tongue extended, Roxas created a trail down the remainder of Axel's abdomen and traced the length of the redhead's member. When the redhead tried to thrust his hips up Roxas simply pinned him to the bed. Glancing up, Roxas found emerald eyes staring down at him and couldn't help but to smirk before suddenly taking Axel's entire length into his mouth.

Axel arched violently and strained against Roxas' hold, but the blond wasn't about to just let him go. Chuckling as he continued to deep throat the redhead, Roxas was met by a loud moan and violent shudder. Bobbing his head the blond lightly traced the vein on the underside of Axel's cock, delighting in the way the redhead moaned even louder. Nipping softly along the redhead's length he swirled his tongue around the head before deep throating him once again. Feeling Axel's abdomen tighten in preparation for orgasm Roxas pulled away, earning something that was a mix between a surprised gasp and disappointed moan. The redhead glared down him as he reached over to the dresser beside the bed, taking a small bottle of lube off of it. Quickly spreading the substance over his fingers, Roxas pressed one against Axel's entrance. He couldn't help but to smirk when Axel's eyes widened slightly and his head fell back. Watching the redhead's face Roxas carefully slid his finger in, stopping when he felt Axel tighten around him.

"Just relax," Roxas whispered, trying to comfort the obviously distressed redhead.

The only reply he received was a grunt and a nod. After a few moments he felt the redhead relax around his digit and slowly started to pump and twist it, searching for Axel's prostate. After a minute or so Roxas added a second finger, his eyes trained on Axel's face for any sign of real pain. The redhead had bitten his lip and Roxas was about to ask him if he wanted to stop when Axel's eyes suddenly shot open and he moaned loudly. Guess I found it then. Snickering under his breath at the dazed expression the redhead was suddenly sporting, Roxas repeatedly assaulted the same spot over and over again as he scissored his fingers in an attempt to prepare the other. Adding a third finger Roxas noticed that Axel didn't seem to react to it in the least.

When he finally felt that Axel was prepared enough Roxas removed his fingers, eliciting a slight whimper from the redhead. Roxas just chuckled at that, knowing the feeling all too well. Ignoring the glare in response, Roxas spread the lube over his own length before positioning himself at Axel's entrance. "You ready?" he asked softly.

Slowly the redhead nodded, but when Roxas pushed in he winced and hissed in a breath between his teeth. Guilt flooded him as he stilled, ready to pull out if it would ease Axel's discomfort. "No," Axel's voice was barely more than a whisper, "Don't stop, it's worse that way. Just…just get it over with."

"Alright," Roxas replied, still feeling bad for causing the redhead pain.

As the redhead took deep calming breaths Roxas pressed forward until he was fully sheathed within the tight heat. Gasping slightly Roxas laid his head on Axel's chest, desperately fighting the urge to simply slam into the body beneath him. After what seemed like an eternity Axel finally whispered, "Move."

Grunting slightly in reply, Roxas withdrew so that only the head of his erection remained within the redhead before thrusting back in at the same angle that he had originally found Axel's prostate. The redhead gasped loudly, his back arching off the bed as his eyes screwed shut. Roxas had to chuckle softly when he did that, but almost immediately regretted it, well not really. The redhead had tightened his muscles around Roxas' length, sending waves of dizzying pleasure through his body and causing him to gasp in response. Thrusting back in with even more force, Roxas hit Axel's prostate once again, earning him a cry. Picking up a steady rhythm, Roxas soon found the redhead swaying his hips in time with him. Drawing ever closer to the edge, the blond marveled at how tight Axel felt around him, it was pure ecstasy. His vision starting to blur from the pure sensation of it all, Roxas had enough sense to take hold of Axel's length and pump him in time with his thrusts. The redhead screamed in response and after only a few strokes spilled over their stomachs. As Axel clenched around him Roxas was thrown over the edge as well, filling the redhead beneath him.

Falling onto the redhead below him, Roxas received an annoyed grunt. Murmuring what he hoped sounded like an apology, Roxas didn't know if he could actually formulate words at that moment, the blond lifted himself up and pulled out of the redhead. Rolling over to the side, Roxas untied Axel's hands before curling up at his side. He watched Axel's face for a moment before a fog started to overcome him and, even though it was still technically morning, he drifted off to sleep.