My Sun, My Moon, My Soul

`~`~`Sora's POV`~`~`

He and Riku laid down on the bed, still watching the movie. Every once in a while, Riku would nip at his shoulder or neck, or trace the scars on his back with his tongue. Sora tried to ignore the feeling it caused in his body, but he couldn't help but giggle. "That tickles Riku."

Riku laughed in his ear. "That's the whole point of it. Focus on the movie."

Sora felt him bite on his shoulder. "I would if you would stop biting me! I swear if you leave any hickeys, I'm gonna kill you! Roxas and Cloud will never let me hear the end of it!" He laughed when Riku bit his neck again.

"Then at least everyone will know you're mine. I don't wanna share you with anyone else," Riku told him.

He got up when the movie finished and turned everything off, the only thing lighting the room was the window. He laid back down next to Riku, facing him. "How come?"

Riku kissed his cheek. "You're nice, kind, understanding, and hard-headed. At first I thought you were just a shy boy, but then I saw you blush every time I was nearby and I thought you were adorable. Your shyness hides you passion and I think I know that from an experience or two." He laughed when Sora blushed. "But I'm always afraid someone is gonna come and take you away from me. I don't wanna lose you; I've never felt this way about anyone before. You mean a lot to me Sora."

Sora just smiled. "I won't go away Riku, but I won't endanger your life either." He saw the hurt in Riku's eyes. "I don't wanna see you hurt. I've seen what they've done to Cloud's wife Tifa. Goodness Riku, they beat her stomach in, she was eight months pregnant! Can you imagine the pain she went through? Their baby also feeling the pain? Can you imagine thinking you're in the safest place possible and then live your final moment in fear before you can actually start living? Their baby went through that, I don't wanna see you beaten so badly, you're unrecognizable. I won't do it Riku…"

Riku straddled him. "You're not going away Sora! I won't even let you take yourself away from me! Life has been empty for me before you came along! Since I've met you, I can notice everything around me and you're the reason I wake up every morning now! How do you expect me to go back to that life?"

Sora could feel his emotions. Riku wasn't angry or upset, he was afraid. He knew Riku would be scared of losing him, but not actual fear. "How do you expect me to live with myself if anything happens to you? I don't wanna live with that on my conscience. I've killed one person already and that was out of self-defense. I can't do that again Riku. I just can't…" He could feel himself going away again.

"Sora…?"

He could hear the voice, but he couldn't bring himself back.

`~`~`Riku's POV`~`~`

He saw the silver streaks come back into Sora's eyes. "Sora!" he yelled.

Sora blinked, but didn't respond. He could tell Sora was trying to fight back, but he couldn't come back. "Riku…" He heard Sora trying to talk.

Riku looked into Sora's eyes, "Come back to me Sora. No one is here but me." He kissed the corner of Sora's lips, then nipped at his neck. Sora shivered, the silver going away. "Who do you belong with Sora?"

Sora blinked again. "You…I belong with you…Riku…" He blinked again, coming back to reality.

He kissed his forehead, looking at Sora. "And who do I belong to?" he asked.

Sora smiled serenely at him. "Me. You belong to me!" He kissed Riku back, straddling him.

"A little frisky are we?" he asked playfully. Sora just smiled at him, kissing his way down to his stomach.

"Very," Sora said huskily. Riku felt him undoing his pants, shoving them down his legs.

Riku looked down at him. "What are you doing?"

Sora licked the broad head of his erection. "Just having a little fun…" Riku watched him licking him like an ice cream cone. He arched his back, trying not moan loudly.

"Shit Sora!" He felt Sora giggle, taking him deep in his throat. Sora's fingers stroking down his chest. "Sora, I'm…" He couldn't even get the words out his mouth with the way Sora was sucking him.

"Go ahead Riku…," Sora whispered, sucking him harder than before. He tried to stay still, but it didn't happen. Suddenly, Sora stopped.

Riku nearly screamed in frustration. "What the hell are you doing?"

Sora straddled him. "You didn't think I was gonna make it that easy did you?" he asked teasingly.

He pulled him down to kiss him. "For a second, I did…" He pushed Sora back on the bed, facing away from him on his knees.

Sora looked at him from behind. "What are you gonna do?" Riku didn't answer; he sucked on one of his fingers then slowly put in him. Sora gasped, pushing back against his finger. Riku slowly put in another finger, watching Sora's reaction.

"Are you okay?" he asked, sticking in the final finger, watching Sora move back against them.

"Would you do something Riku?" he shouted. "I can't take it…"

Riku smiled, slamming into him from behind. He felt Sora tighten around him. "Fuck Sora!"

Sora moved his hips. "Go faster Riku!"

He began pumping into him, hearing his hips slapping against Sora's bottom. His other hand went to Sora's straining erection, stroking in him time with the rhythm.

"Riku!" Sora cried out.

Riku felt him release in his hand and on the bed, he released soon after, filling Sora's body. He leaned against Sora, who was still panting, then laid down. Riku withdrew from and laid on top of him, tracing the scars on his back with his tongue. He massaged his bottom, kneading the muscles.

Sora moaned. "I love you Riku."

"I love you too," he whispered. He laid beside him, spooning against Sora. Sora fell asleep first, holding Riku's arm around him. Riku watched him sleep before his own weariness took over.

`~`~`Roxas' POV`~`~`

They had been sitting there for a long time now. Roxas felt uncomfortable watching the sex scene next to Axel, who was just sitting there like nothing. He shifted a little away to get the uncomfortable feeling out of him.

"Are you okay Roxas?" Axel asked him.

Roxas nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine!" He saw Axel look at him suspiciously, and scooted over to him.

"I know you're lying Roxas," Axel said suggestively.

He tried to move away, but Axel threw himself over him. "Get off me Axel!" He felt Axel kiss him ferociously, pulling his clothes off.

Axel pulled away, smiling as he looked at Roxas' naked body. "You're so cute Roxas." He bent down to kiss him again.

Roxas tried to take off Axel's clothes, but Axel pinned his wrists above his head. He pulled away. "We can't," he panted, crying out when Axel bit his nipple sharply.

"Why not?" Axel demanded, sucking on dusky pink nub.

"Not on your couch you idiot!" he yelled. He heard Axel groan. Suddenly, he was thrown over Axel's shoulder, he laughed when Axel began walking to the stairs. "What about my clothes?" He yelped when Axel slapped his bottom.

"We'll get them later!" Axel growled, kneading the muscle.

Get them right now Axel…Roxas said, he felt Axel smack his bottom again. Axel walked up the stairs, Roxas wrapped his arms around his waist from behind, moving his hand over the front of Axel's pants. When Axel lost his balance, Roxas used the moment to run away to hide.

`~`~`Axel's POV`~`~`

The little minx.

Axel felt his erection straining in his pants. He knew Roxas went to go hide, he couldn't help but smile at this.

A naked Roxas hiding somewhere in his house?

Oh yeah he was gonna have some fun!

He could smell Roxas' scent, making it easy to find him. When he found him, Roxas tackled him down and ran off again. He laughed as he got up from the floor. "I'll be able to find you Roxas! You can't hide from me!"

Oh yes I can…He heard Roxas' voice in his head. He walked slowly around the house, watching out for Roxas so he wouldn't be tackled down again. Roxas was using his enhanced speed and his abilities to hide, Axel laughed. He would win this little game of hide and go seek.

All the lights in the house were suddenly turned off. You think that's gonna slow me down Roxas?

No, but I think it's more fun this way! Roxas told him.

He shook his head at his silliness. Lean fingers brushed the front of his pants then disappeared. You're gonna pay for this Roxy…

For what? I haven't done anything…He said innocently.

When I find you, you're getting rid of this hard-on you gave me with that talented mouth of yours…

He heard Roxas laugh. Promises promises…

Damn straight it's a promise! Got it memorized? He smelled Roxas upstairs.

Oooo I'm so scared! Roxas taunted.

Axel smelled him in his room. He walked in, his scent even stronger. You better be now that we're in the same room.

Roxas laughed at him. That's just a decoy, my little flurry…

Axel saw his shirt on the bed. You little tease. I'm gonna have fun spanking your cute, little ass when I get my hands on you.

More promises…

He walked out of his room, he could smell Roxas everywhere now. His scent was everywhere around the house. He knew Roxas was having fun with this. Where are you?

Like I'm gonna tell you!

Axel laughed as he walked down the hall. So that's why you turned off the lights. You wanted to get your clothes and spread them around so I can get thrown off. Clever little tease.

Roxas giggled. Just think about it Axel. Me rubbing my clothes ALL over my body, to get my scent on them. I can feel you getting harder at the moment.

I thought you could hear my thoughts if you made physical contact with me?

I can also feel emotions when they're really strong. The pain in your pants makes you irritable. I know that much.

Just wait 'til I get my hands on you! I'll put that smartass mouth of yours to good use.

Roxas laughed evilly. Is that what you're thinking about Axel? My mouth around your cock? Me sucking you dry? You thrusting deep in my throat? I see you also have bondage in mind, sounds REALLY kinky, but fun! But see? You are irritable!

He found Roxas' pants and socks in the kitchen, he took them back to his room so if anyone walked in Roxas would be caught. Leon and Cloud were upstairs in Leon's room busy with each other. Axel walked back downstairs, Roxas' scent was coming from two more places. He walked to the garage, looking around only to find Roxas' shoes. He wanted yell out of frustration! Roxas was having fun alright.

When he discarded his shoes, Axel closed his door and stood in the hallway. He tried to smell Roxas again, but couldn't. Is he…? Axel walked back in his room and saw what he was looking for.

Roxas stood by his window, the moonlight shining through. He smiled at Axel. "I had fun!"

Axel walked to him, taking long strides and pulled Roxas to him, taking his mouth with his. "You're gonna pay for this…" He picked Roxas and sat on his bed, with Roxas over his lap. His hands moved over Roxas' bottom, watching Roxas twitch.

"Axel, what are you-OWWW!!!" Roxas yelled. Axel spanked him, then rubbed over the spot soothingly.

"I told you I was gonna have fun spanking you cute, little ass. You shouldn't have teased me so much," Axel growled, spanking him again. He felt Roxas' hard member twitch and harden more against his leg. "You turned on Roxas admit it…"

Roxas glared at him. "I won't admit anything Axel." He yelped again when Axel spanked him again.

"You can't deny it Roxy, you love it. Admit it…"

Roxas groaned. "FINE!!! I LOVE IT!!!"

Axel threw him on the bed. "I knew it! You little masochist!" He pulled his pants and boxers down to his knees.

"And you're a sadist," Roxas said, smiling at him. "But I guess that's why we're so perfect for each other."

Axel just laughed. "Suck," he commanded.

Roxas smiled at him, getting on his knees and put his mouth over him. Axel nearly jumped from it. Nothing felt better than this except actually being inside Roxas. He thrust his hips into Roxas' mouth, feeling him suck on his thickening erection. "Damn it Roxas!"

He heard Roxas giggle. "Enjoying yourself Axel?" he asked teasingly. Axel groaned and pushed him back on the bed.

He slammed into Roxas hard, hearing him gasp from the sudden intrusion. Roxas clung to him, moving his hips. Axel continued to thrust into him, grabbing onto Roxas' hard length, stroking him.

Roxas let out a shout and arched his back, coming on both of them. Axel continued to thrust into him, then came when Roxas came a second time. They both panted, Axel laying on top of Roxas, both trying to catch their breath.

He saw Roxas pout. "What's wrong?"

"Why am I the one naked? How come you never take off your clothes unless I take them off?" Roxas asked.

Axel looked at himself. His pants and boxers were down at his knees, his shirt was on, but had Roxas' come on it. He took off his shirt and threw it somewhere, his pants and boxers following soon after. "Happy now?"

Roxas nodded, laughing. "Yeah, I'm happy now!"

Axel laid down next to him, wrapping his arms around Roxas, who snuggled against him.

"Do you think Leon and Cloud heard us?" Roxas asked.

They heard something down the hall crash into the wall, some moans coming from a particularly room, coming from another guest in the house besides Roxas. That answered the question!

Axel laughed. "No, I don't think they heard us!" Roxas snuggled against him, falling asleep, Axel fell asleep soon after.

`~`~`Zexion's POV`~`~`

He knocked on the door to Demyx's house. Larxene looked over at him. "Hey Zexion."

"Hi, is Demyx okay?" He walked in the house, immediately smelling blood.

Larxene nodded, looking concerned. "Yeah, he's doing better. He seemed upset when he woke up."

"I'll go see him. Is it okay if I stay over again?" he asked, just to be polite.

She nodded. "Sure it's fine. He responds more to you more. Just try not to make him jumpy."

Marluxia snorted. "He wouldn't be so damn jumpy if you didn't throw knives as a hobby and for therapy. It's a wonder how he survived his childhood with you…"

Zexion barely saw Larxene throw a kunai at Marluxia, who grabbed it right before it hit his chest. He wondered how she did that. It wasn't normal. Marluxia just laughed and walked up to her, kissing her cheek. Their relationship made him wonder what kind they had, Larxene would get angry and Marluxia got turned on from seeing her angry…They loved each other no doubt. He walked upstairs, the scent of blood stronger.

He heard someone crying in the bathroom. As he got closer to the bathroom, the scent got stronger. He opened the door to see Demyx sitting on the bathroom floor, a razor digging deep into his arm as he dragged it down. "Demyx!"

Demyx looked up at him, tears falling from his eyes. "Zexion?"

Zexion ran to him, pulling the razor away from him. "Why Demyx? Why would you do this?" He examined both of his arms, seeing all the cuts.

Demyx tried to pull away from him, but he didn't let him go. "Zexion! Let me go!"

He looked at him, seeing the anguish in Demyx's eyes. "Why Demyx? Why did you do this?"

"Because you left! I thought you left me because I'm no good for you and that you didn't love me! I thought you lied because you just left without a word and I woke up alone!" Demyx shouted.

Zexion looked at him, shocked. "You thought I left because I don't love you?" He saw Demyx nod. "Look at me Demyx."

Demyx shook his head, curling up in a ball, making himself smaller. Zexion carried back to his room, throwing away the bloody razor. He licked at the wounds on Demyx's arms watching them fade, his saliva healing them.

"Your saliva can heal wounds?" Demyx asked, looking at his arms.

"All demons can heal minor injuries like that with their saliva," he told him. "Are you gonna look at me now?" He saw Demyx look at the bed.

"I can't Zexion…" Demyx tried to lie down, but Zexion forced him to sit up.

"Why not?" Zexion sat him down on his lap, Demyx curled against him.

"Because I'm no good for you anymore…"

His hand held Demyx's face to look at him. "I love you Demyx! I told you that already. Do you not believe me?"

"Why? Why do you love me?" Demyx asked.

"What do I have to do to prove that I love you?" he asked.

Demyx wrapped his arms around his waist, trying to curl up more. "I want to be whole again Zexion. I can feel him inside me…"

Zexion closed his eyes, knowing what he was risking Demyx's trust and love. "You don't have to worry about Luxord no more Demy…" He saw Demyx look at him.

"What do you mean Zexion?" he asked, tears still rolling down his face.

He kissed Demyx gently on the lips. "I…took care of him…"

Suddenly Marluxia barged in the room. "I think you guys should hear this…"

The two of them followed Marluxia to the living room, watching the news on the TV. Larxene looked hard, and somewhat pale. They looked at the news, telling of Luxord's house burning down. He saw Demyx look at him, but didn't say anything.

"I can't believe it. He's dead," Larxene whispered, somewhat relieved. Zexion could feel her emotions, relief, happiness, and worry. Because of Demyx.

"He's…gone?" Demyx asked Zexion, looking at him with tear-filled eyes. Zexion's heart almost broke at the sight.

He nodded. "Yes, he won't come after you no more…"

"Are you okay Demy?" Marluxia asked.

Demyx just nodded. "I'm going back to my room."

Larxene walked up to him. "You don't have to worry about him anymore Demy."

He watched Demyx go upstairs to his room, following after him. Marluxia stopped him and pulled him aside. "What's wrong?"

Marluxia stared at him hard. "We know you're not normal Zexion and that you did something to Luxord's house."

How did they know? "What are you talking about?"

Larxene threw a kunai at him, he caught it. She smiled. "Now we know you're not normal Zexion."

Zexion threw the knife away, backing slowly away from them. "What are you?" He backed to the bottom step of the stairs.

Marluxia smirked. "Not normal, I'll tell you that much." A scythe suddenly appeared in his hand.

Zexion prepared himself to fight. Larxene laughed. "It's okay Zexion, we're not gonna hurt you. We just wanna know what you are."

"How do I know you won't try to kill me?" he challenged.

Larxene sat down on the couch, smirking. "Fine, sit down and I'll answer your questions."

He sat down cautiously. Marluxia sat down next to Larxene. "So, what's this about?"

"Me, Marluxia, and Demyx aren't normal. We're not even human!" Larxene revealed openly. Zexion was shocked, he knew Demyx had a mind barrier, but Larxene and Marluxia didn't have one. "Me and Demyx have different fathers. Our mom is a nymph demon of water, she died a couple years ago after her and Luxord divorce. I can control electricity and Demyx can control water."

"So what does that make Demyx exactly?" he asked.

Larxene shrugged. "Beats me. Some would satyr, but he's not a goat. So I guess that makes him a water nymph demon. I don't know! He doesn't know anything about it yet. He just thinks it's cool that he can control water. I was gonna wait until he was eighteen to tell him that he's immortal, but after what happened, I don't know if he's ready. But anyways, what are you exactly?"

Zexion looked at Marluxia. "I'll talk when he does."

Marluxia smirked. "Okay, I'm part plant demon and part flower nymph. I can control plants, former thief and assassin. Anything else you wanna know about me?"

"Yeah, is your hair naturally pinkish-brown?" Zexion asked. He almost laughed when Marluxia blushed.

"Yes, it is! Anymore questions?" he asked.

Zexion shook his head. "No." He looked at Larxene. "I'm a shadow demon. I can control shadows, control others shadows, and disappear into them. I can also create illusions, but I hardly ever use that ability. I also have a strong sense of smell."

Larxene nodded. "Okay, are the rest of your family demons?"

He nodded. "Yes, they are." He looked upstairs, wanting to see Demyx.

Marluxia looked at him seriously. "You killed Luxord didn't you?"

He nodded again. "Yes, I did. And if I had another chance to do it again, I would take it without hesitation."

"You really love my brother don't you?" Larxene asked.

"Yes, I do. I'm trying to get him to believe me that I do, but I think he's shaken from what happened. I don't want him to think I'm pushing him. I'm giving him time," he answered.

"You can go now," Marluxia said.

"Thanks…" He walked up the stairs, wanting to see Demyx.

`~`~`Demyx's POV`~`~`

He heard everything they talked about. He was a demon? A water demon? Immortal? And Marluxia was an assassin?

He laid down on his bed, trying to overcome the heavy load of learning all the things he just heard. Could he overlook that Zexion killed Luxord? He knew Zexion only did it for him, but still. To take a life?

He felt Zexion's arms around him from behind. "Are you okay Demyx?" he asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine…" He snuggled more against him. Even knowing what Zexion had done, he still felt safe with him. "Why did you do it Zexion?"

Zexion's arms tightened around him. "I had to Demyx. He was gonna come after you again. I saw it in his mind. He was obsessed with you. When I was in his house, pictures of you were everywhere in his house. That man was sick. I can't bring myself to regret what I did to him."

Demyx turned to face him. "What did you do to him exactly?"

"I cut off his skin. I skinned him, slowly, poured salt and napalm on him. Then I set the house on fire. I enjoyed every second of it. I knew I was risking your love, but I had to make sure he wouldn't ever do this to you again. I understand if you don't wanna see me again, and I know you can't ever forgive me for doing this."

He wrapped his arms tightly around Zexion's waist. "I don't want you to leave…" He looked at Zexion's dark blue eyes. "Stay with me?"

Zexion smiled at him. "I wouldn't want to be anywhere else."

`~`~`Roxas' POV`~`~`

He couldn't see his brother. Sephiroth and Ansem had taken him away. Sora…?

He looked around him, he was by himself. Sora wasn't there! He ran, not knowing what he was running to. Sora!

Next thing he knew, he was on his knees. He had blood all over him, a body laid next to him. It was mangled and torn, stabbed to death. He looked closer at the body. Fiery red hair was covered in blood.

Axel…

"Roxas wake up!" he heard a voice yell for him.

`~`~`Axel's POV`~`~`

"Roxas!" He tried waking him up again. Roxas was having a nightmare, his arms flailing out in defense. He restrained him from hurting himself, but Roxas wouldn't wake up. "Roxas wake up!"

"AXEL!!!" Roxas screamed, waking up.

He held Roxas tightly against him. "It's okay Roxy, I'm here," he assured.

Roxas held as though he was a life preserver, tears falling down his face. "You were…"

"Don't worry about that Roxy, it was just a nightmare. No biggie," he said, kissing the tears away.

Roxas shook his head. "I've always had these nightmares, I don't know why. Sora doesn't have them like I do. That's why I don't sleep. Every time I do, I always see…"

"Roxas just relax. I'm here. See?" He let Roxas look at him. "I'm fine! No one is gonna take me down!"

They laid back down, Roxas snuggled more against him. "I'm sorry I freaked out like that."

"Don't worry about it," he told him. He held Roxas tightly against him. They heard a knock on the door. Axel put on his pants and answered it.

Cloud looked at him. "Is Roxas okay? I heard him yell."

Axel nodded. "Yeah, he's fine. It was just a nightmare."

Cloud nodded. "Okay, can you see if you can get him to sleep? He's sort of an insomniac, but I know he wants to sleep."

"Sure thing. I'll see if I can get him to sleep," he told him. He closed the door, and went back to bed.

"Is everything okay?" Roxas asked, resting his head on Axel's chest.

"Yeah, everything is good. Try to go to sleep will ya?" Axel told him, kissing his forehead.

Roxas smiled. "I can hear your heartbeat…"

"Only because you gave it to me…"