My Sun, My Moon, My Soul

`~`~`Zexion's POV`~`~`

It was around seven at night when Demyx finally fell asleep. Zexion slowly pulled away from him, laying him down comfortably on the bed, kissing his forehead one last time then left the room. Larxene and Marluxia were downstairs in the living room, watching TV.

"Are you leaving?" Larxene asked.

He nodded. "Yeah, call me if Demyx needs anything. I'll be back in a little while." He left the house, going in his car. Driving back to his house, he parked the car in the driveway. He made sure no one was around when he disappeared in the shadows. They had told him Luxord was nearby, coming for Demyx later.

The shadows assured him that Demyx was okay right now, sleeping peacefully; unaware of what Zexion was going to do.

He traveled through the shadows of the night, looking for his target. The shadows guided him; he'd always been part of them. After his parents died, Leon took him in and raised him and taught him how to use powers. Before he met Demyx, he'd never had any use for them, but that changed. Ever since he moved here and laid eyes on Demyx, he hid in the shadows sometimes to watch over him.

Then Luxord had come and raped him.

When he saw Demyx lying on the floor, his heart broke at the sight. Demyx had always been happy and go-lucky, never seeming angry over his life, despite everything he went through. Today had been the only time he'd seen Demyx upset.

Bingo…

He found what he'd been looking for.

Luxord was in his house, pictures of Demyx all over the walls, tables, and floor. Zexion knew the man had to have been stalking him for quite a while. Pictures of him taking a shower, playing his guitar, sleeping on his bed, this man was sick. Zexion entered the house undetected. It stank of sweat and semen; he didn't have to guess what Luxord did in his free time.

Luxord was lying down on the couch, rubbing a picture of Demyx smiling over his chest. This man made Zexion sick. He could hear all the sick thoughts and fantasies the man had about his former step-son. Zexion felt his nostrils burn from the sickening scent in the house.

Zexion walked silently to him, still hidden in the shadows. Luxord was wrapped in his own little perverted world, unaware that the shadow's son was standing above him.

Without warning, Zexion stabbed the hand that held the picture. Luxord screamed out in pain. "Who's there?"

Zexion appeared. "You're worst nightmare's nightmare."

Luxord gritted his teeth. "Who the fuck are you? And how did you get in here?"

Instead of answering or replying, Zexion stabbed his next hand to the sofa. "I'm here on behalf of Demyx…" He walked over to where Luxord's feet were and stabbed them to the sofa as well, enjoying the sound of pain Luxord was making.

"How do you know Demyx?" Luxord demanded.

Zexion looked at him coolly. "I know you killed his mother shortly after you divorced. You made it look like her new boyfriend killed her and then made it look like he committed suicide. You've been stalking Demyx for about six months now. The only reason why you did what you did is because you saw me talking to him at school."

Luxord's eyes grew wide. "H-How did you know that?"

Zexion smiled evilly at him. He punched him in the face. "I know everything about you Luxord, how you use to look at Larxene before Demyx was born, after Demyx was born you became obsessed with him. Their mother noticed it and she divorced you. It was the only thing she did right for them."

He walked around the sofa, just staring at him with an evil glint in his eyes.

"What do you care? Demyx means nothing to you!" Luxord shouted.

Zexion stabbed another knife in his thigh, smiling even more when Luxord screamed out in pain. "He means everything! Demyx is mine. You're just a sick bastard who wants to have power, but can only get it by picking on those weaker than you." He grabbed a few more knives, stabbing Luxord on his calves, thighs, forearms, pinning him to the sofa. Zexion pulled out another knife, about eight inches long. He slowly cut it along Luxord's stomach deeply, taking the skin off.

"Why are you doing this?" he asked Zexion.

Zexion glared at him. "Trust me on this Luxord. When I'm done with you, you'll embrace death with open arms. I'm the shadow's son and I have no mercy when someone hurts the person I love…"

Slowly, Zexion cut little pieces of skin off, throwing the clumps on the floor. Enjoying every scream of pain and the begging for mercy. He had none…

`~`~`Cloud's POV`~`~`

Cloud was pacing back and forth around the room, nervous about his date with Leon. Objects around him were floating around him, which was surprising considering his mental abilities weren't as developed as the twins. Sora and Roxas sat on the chairs playing on either side of the coffee table playing Uno, which were floating in the air as well. Both of them knew they were, but they ignored it.

"Geez Cloud, would you relax? You're gonna make me dizzy from all your pacing!" Sora complained.

"Shut up, you're not even looking at me," he snapped back.

"UNO!!!" Sora shouted in victory, Roxas pouted.

The more he waited, the more nervous he got. Leon said he'd pick him around eight, it was eight sixteen already. He kept pacing back and forth, hearing the twins quarrel over the cards, arguing. "He forgot…"

"Would you shut up Cloud? He didn't forget, he's just a little late," Roxas told him.

"He did! I know he did!" Cloud said.

Sora shouted again. "UNO!!!"

"Damn it!" Roxas griped.

He heard a knock on the door, everything around him suddenly fell down. The twins fell from the chairs, complaining and griping about it. He opened the door to find Leon standing there, smiling.

"Sorry I'm late. I couldn't decide what to wear and Axel and Riku took a long time deciding," Leon told him.

He shook his head. "It's okay!"

"Is that why everything was floating around the living room?" Leon asked, smirking.

"How did you know?" he asked, shocked.

Leon shrugged. "I saw through your window, and I also saw the twins fall from the chairs. That was pretty funny."

Cloud turned red, he turned to face the twins. "I'll be back when I'm back."

Roxas and Sora smiled, looking a little mischievous. "Okay!" they replied in unison. Cloud left, walking towards Leon's car, getting in. He wondered what those two were up to, but he knew it had something to do Axel and Riku. He just hoped he didn't walk in on anyone.

`~`~`Roxas' POV`~`~`

He and Sora watched as Leon drove away. Sora smiled at him. "Yay! We have the house to ourselves!"

Roxas got a text message. From Axel. I'm on my way 2 pick u up b ready in 5

"Are you going with Axel?" his brother asked, walking to the living room.

He nodded. "Yeah, we're gonna hang out at his house. Will you be okay by yourself?"

Sora grinned. "Don't worry about me! I won't feel alone."

Roxas made a disgusted face. "I'm guessing Riku is coming over?"

His brother just smiled. "Maybe!"

"I don't wanna know! Don't tell me!" he pleaded. His brother huffed at him.

"Like you and Axel are just gonna 'hang out'!" Sora whined.

Roxas laughed, he heard Axel's truck come into the driveway. "I'll see you later!" he yelled to Sora as he walked out.

"No you won't !" Sora yelled back, laughing.

He closed the door to the house and ran to Axel's truck. Opening the door to the passenger seat, he saw Axel smiling at him. He got in and Axel drove off. "How are you?"

"Good, I missed you though," he answered.

Roxas smiled. "Really? I missed you too. So what are we gonna do?"

Axel just smiled at him. "Scary movie night at my place? If I know Riku, he'll be over here with Sora pretty soon."

He nodded. "Sure, that's cool. Can we buy some sea salt ice cream?"

Axel groaned. "How come I knew you were gonna ask that?" He reached over to the backseat and dropped a bag on Roxas' lap.

He squealed. "You bought some?"

"I knew you were gonna ask for some, so I went to the store," Axel replied.

Roxas kissed him on the cheek. "Thank you thank you thank you!"

Axel just grinned and drove to his house. When they got there, Roxas ran in the house, getting a sea salt ice cream out and putting the rest of the pack in the freezer. He walked to the living room where Axel was looking for a movie to watch. "How do you feel watching Resident Evil?" he asked him.

"It's not really a horror film, it's more sci-fi. Do you have Hostel?" he asked, sucking on the ice cream.

Axel looked around in his DVD stack. "Yeah, I do!" He pulled it out, taking the DVD out and putting it in the DVD player. They sat down on the couch watching the movie. "Can I have a bite of your ice cream?"

Roxas held it up and smeared some on Axel's chin. Axel looked at him with fake anger. "I'll clean it up for you…," he whispered, leaning to his face to lick the ice cream off. Axel trapped him in his arms and kissed him.

"I like your way of cleaning," Axel whispered against his lips, sucking on his bottom lip.

He giggled. "Thanks, I'm glad you enjoy it." He sat back down, cuddling next to Axel, watching the movie.

`~`~`Sora's POV`~`~`

Sora laid on his bed watching TV. It was around eight thirty, he felt sleepy because he was bored. Roxas had left with Axel and Riku hadn't responded to any of his texts. He closed his eyes, he felt a cold wind blow through his open window.

He saw Riku standing on his windowsill, his black wings spread, smiling at him. "I thought you wouldn't be sleepy."

"I'm awake now," he said, watching Riku walk over to him and laid down next to him. He cuddled next to him, stroking his black wings.

"It tickles when you stoke them," Riku whispered in his ear. "But I love it."

Sora felt Riku's lips go down to his neck, then down to his shirt. Riku forced him up to take it off. He felt Riku dip his tongue in his belly button, making his back arch. "Why didn't you answer my text?" he asked, pouting slightly.

He felt Riku pull away and give him something. It was a stuffed toy, an angel with black wings and silver hair with a halo. "I wanted to give you this. I saw this at the store and I bought it for you…"

Sora squealed. "I love it!" He hugged the stuffed angel against him, he looked at Riku. "Thank you."

Riku smiled and kissed the corner of his lips. "I'm glad you love it." Sora unzipped his shirt and pulled it off him.

"So what do you wanna do?" he asked, playing with Riku's pendant. Riku gently pushed him back against the bed, sucking on his bottom lip.

"How bout we just watch a movie?" Riku suggested.

"What do you wanna watch?" he asked.

"Do you have Grindhouse Presents: Death Proof?" Riku asked, kissing the side of his neck.

Sora got up from his and put the DVD on. He laid back down, cuddling against Riku, who wrapped his arms around him.

`~`~`Leon's POV`~`~`

Leon looked at the blond man he'd asked out. Cloud looked nervous, fidgeting a little bit in the passenger seat. "Are you nervous?" he asked him.

Cloud nodded. "Yeah, I haven't been on a date in a long time. Usually, we're on the run, so it doesn't leave much time for dating."

"So, what you're saying is that you won't be able to date me for long?" he asked, seeing Cloud shifted uneasily.

"Yeah, we'll have to leave soon…" Cloud looked out the window. "Where are we going?"

"I thought we should eat at the beach, it's beautiful at night," he answered. "Is that okay?"

Cloud nodded. "Yes, that's good."

Leon drove them up to the beach, getting the stuff, they headed out. He set up the blanket and sat down, Cloud sitting next to him. "So, are you ever gonna tell me a little bit about yourself?"

Cloud didn't even look at him, staring at the ocean. "I was in SOLDIER, an organization that was supposed to do good, but…"

"But what?" he asked, seeing Cloud close his eyes.

"My original name was Sky Lockhart, I had married my childhood friend Tifa and took her last name as my own. I wasn't in love with her, but I thought she deserved to be happy at least once," Cloud told him. "I joined SOLDIER about a year later, then…"

"What happened?" Leon tried not to get irritated, but he knew Cloud still mourned the woman.

"They killed her and our unborn child…Sephiroth and me have always hated each other, so he ordered for her death. Then, that's when the mako energy experiments started. I was in a tank about ninety percent of the time, but the time I was out. I heard Roxas and Sora shout either from anger or pain. Mostly Sora in pain and Roxas in anger. When I managed to escape, I passed by the room they were in, their eyes held so much pain and knowledge beyond their years. I couldn't leave them to those bastards, so I took them even though I knew I was decreasing my chances of making a clean escape. Though I was wrong, Sora couldn't do anything because he'd just be beaten, but Roxas fought like he wouldn't let anyone stop him from getting his and Sora's freedom," Cloud told him, a little shocked he did, but it didn't matter.

Leon just looked at him. He didn't know what to say, Cloud had been through a lot as well. "So what can you do exactly?"

"I can talk with my mind, I can move objects but not like Sora and Roxas, I have to be either concentrating on it or feeling an emotion strongly. That's about it, other than that I'm physically enhanced, nothing special," Cloud said.

He looked out at the ocean. "I'm a devil demon."

He saw the shocked look on Cloud's face. "What?"

"I'm a devil demon. You know? Bat-like wings, but I don't have horns or a pitchfork," he said, grinning at Cloud.

"Okay, you and all three sons are demons?" Cloud asked.

He nodded. "Yes, they are. I adopted them. They've always been my sons. Axel was the first one, his parents had been murdered, and I found him wondering around and took him in. Next was Zexion, found him wandering around some ruins, poor kid was scared of his own shadow because he was so traumatized. Then Riku was last."

"Wow, you're a really good person Leon. I don't know if anyone else would've taken three boys who don't belong to you at all and take the time to raise them as your own," Cloud said.

Leon smiled. "I don't feel like a good person. I'm selfish and take what I want." He looked at Cloud, taking a look at what he was wearing. He'd always seen Cloud in his work jumpsuit, but looking at him in something different…he looked adorable. He was wearing a plain, long-sleeved white button up shirt and blue jeans that hung a little loose around his hips. Nothing special or fancy, just something casual.

"Why are you staring at me?" Cloud asked.

He smiled at him. "What? I can't stare at something beautiful?"

Cloud shifted uneasily. "I'm not beautiful…"

Leon caught his chin in his hand, forcing him to look up at him. "You are, you think I've only seen you this week but I've seen you since you started working at the shop."

"You have?" Cloud tried to look away but Leon held him.

He nodded. "I saw you the first week you started working. I thought you were cute." He almost laughed when Cloud blushed. "I just never knew how to approach you. You never talked much to anyone except Zack and even then you didn't talk much to him."

Cloud looked down. "I have a really hard time trusting people." Leon wrapped his arm around his shoulders.

"You know I wouldn't ever hurt you Cloud. I know you and your sons have been hurt greatly before you moved here," he told him.

Cloud looked at him. "How do I know I can trust you though?"

"Simple," he replied. He bent his head down and skimmed Cloud's lips with his.

"W-What was that for?" Cloud asked, surprised.

Leon smiled. "I couldn't resist you any longer, you're cute." He laughed when Cloud blushed, taking control of his lips again. "Do you mind? I really want to kiss you right now"

Cloud shook his head. "I want this…"

Leon gave him a soft smile and kissed him again.

`~`~`Riku's POV`~`~`

Riku laid on his side with one arm around Sora, watching Grindhouse Presents: Death Proof. His fingers laced together with Sora's then kissed his cheek.

Sora moaned. "I love it when you do that. I feel safe with you." He snuggled more against him.

"I'm glad you do, I want you to feel safe." He watched the movie. "I like this lap dance scene…" He felt Sora stir.

Sora looked at him, a mischievous look in his eyes. "You like this scene?"

Riku grinned. "Yeah, makes me wonder…" Before he could finish his sentence, Sora straddled him on the bed. "Sora what are you doing?"

Sora bent his head down to his and sucked on his bottom lip. "Wonder what Riku?" He went lower, nipping at his chest.

He tried not to moan, but he couldn't help it. "Makes me wonder what you would look like lap dancing…" He jerked when Sora bit at his neck.

"Well, I don't know about giving you a lap dance while you're lying down, but I think I can dance with you in this position…" He began moving his slim hips seductively, going to the beat of the music coming from the TV. Riku watched him as he danced while still straddling him. He could feel his pants tightening from Sora's bottom rubbing against him, feeling like he was gonna explode any second.

He waited for the scene to end before he pinned Sora beneath him. Sora pouted at him.

"I wasn't done yet Riku," he complained. "I wanted to keep going."

"I don't care, you've teased me enough," he said, dipping his tongue in his belly button. He saw Sora's eyes darken and his hips move.

"Don't you think we're moving a little too fast?" Sora suddenly asked.

He looked up at him. "You think we are?"

Sora shrugged. "I don't know anything about being in a relationship. I just wanna know if we're moving too fast. You think only knowing each for a few days is enough to make a relationship last?"

"Beats me. I've never been in a relationship before either. But I think since we've seen what's in each other's minds, we know everything and nothing is hidden, it's a good way to start a relationship," Riku told him, nipping his stomach.

"I hope it does, I really love you Riku," Sora told him.

He moved up to him to kiss him. "I love you too. Don't worry about it Sora, we'll just take it one day at a time" He laid on his side again, propping himself on his elbow with Sora spooned against him.

Sora stiffened when he kissed his scars on his back. "How can you not be disgusted? I don't see how you don't cringe when you see them."

Riku whispered in his ear. "I don't care about them Sora. You could be covered head to toe in scars and I would still think you're beautiful." He saw Sora smile and snuggle more against him.

`~`~`Leon's POV`~`~`

He pulled away from Cloud to look down at him. They'd been making out for about twenty minutes, Cloud looked flushed, his lips swollen, and his eyes dark with their strange glow. He smiled at him. "Out of breath?"

Cloud grinned. "Yeah, haven't done that in a while."

"You and Tifa would never do this?" he asked, curious to why Cloud had married even though he wasn't in love her.

Cloud nodded. "We would, but it's not like it got heavy like to what me and you did. Tifa knew I wasn't in love her when we married, but I married her to make her happy. Every guy was scared of her because she could fight and knew martial arts and she had conceiving problems so she wanted to have kids as soon as possible. So I married her, she deserved to be happy and was excited when she found she was pregnant…"

"But then Sephiroth and Ansem ordered her death…" He could see it Cloud's mind, Tifa had been eight months pregnant with their son, Cloud in a tank, seeing her bruised and broken body, her stomach caved in. He wanted to throw up from seeing it, Cloud just looked at him.

"It's been tough for me, raising the twins sort of makes it easier though. They make me happy, and then I think about how my son would've turned out. Tifa would've been a great mother, I'm still wondering if I'm a good father," Cloud said.

Leon kissed his cheek. "You are, I'm sure Tifa knows that and is happy that you're happy now." He stood up, holding his hand out to Cloud, who took it. They picked up the stuff and walked to his car.

"Where are we going?" Cloud asked, getting in on the passenger seat.

"My place," he replied.

Cloud smiled. "Sounds good, but aren't your sons there?"

"I think Axel and Roxas are, but aren't Sora and Riku at your house?" He drove toward his house.

Cloud began laughing. "No matter where we go, the kids are everywhere. I've never seen Sora and Roxas so happy."

"I haven't seen Riku and Axel so happy either. My other son Zexion is happy with Demyx. None of them have ever been social with others but now it's like they can be themselves finally," Leon told him.

He parked in front of his house. Are you and Roxas decent?

He heard Axel laugh. Yeah, for now…

I don't wanna know about it, just be respectful. He and Cloud walked in the house, seeing Axel lying on top of Roxas making out. Axel!

Axel and Roxas groaned in pain like something rang in their ears. Axel glared at him. "Hey, you asked if we were decent, not if we were acting decent!"

Cloud giggled. "Nice to know you're here Roxas! You could've told me you were coming here."

"How did you know I was coming here?" Roxas asked.

"I just had a feeling you'd be here. And I know Sora and Riku are at home, doing God knows what," Cloud answered.

Axel and Roxas grinned. "So what are you two doing here?" Axel asked.

Leon snorted. "That's not any of your business, Axel." He and Cloud walked up stairs to his room. Axel and Roxas made howling noises as they walked, he heard Cloud laugh. He opened the door and let Cloud walked in first, looking around first around the room. Leon knew it was instinct for him to look around for any possible escapes, he wrapped his arms around him. "Nothing is gonna hurt us Cloud."

He felt Cloud relax. "I know, but it's just that I'm afraid they might be after me and the twins. I don't want you and your sons to be running like us."

Leon kissed the back of his neck. "You don't have to worry about us." He gently pushed Cloud to the bed, laying him down. "Are you ready for this?"

Cloud looked at him, nodding. "Yes…"

`~`~`Demyx's POV`~`~`

He woke up, Zexion wasn't there with him. Demyx looked around his room, no trace of Zexion anywhere. He walked out of his room and went downstairs, Larxene and Marluxia were sitting on the couch. Larxene looked up at him. "Demy, are you okay?"

"Yeah, I am. Where's Zexion?" he asked them.

"He went to go do some things. He said he'd be back soon," Marluxia told him.

Demyx walked to the kitchen, wondering why Zexion really left. Larxene served some spaghetti, he ate quietly while Larxene and Marluxia were talking to each other. Zexion had left without a word, he'd taken everything that he had brought here with him. If he was coming back, why did he take his stuff?

"Power…" He heard Luxord's voice in his head. Zexion left him…

He finished what he could swallow and left, walking up to his room. Lying down on the bed, he cried. Zexion left because he was no good for him anymore. He lied to him, he didn't love him. Demyx looked at the spot where Zexion had been lying down this morning. He couldn't believe he had thought Zexion would stay by him.

He lied…

He never thought Zexion would leave him, but now he knew he had to fight back on his own. He walked to his bathroom, picking up the razor left on the sink. If only Zexion hadn't crushed the shards of him into dust…

`~`~`Zexion's POV`~`~`

He looked down at the body, which was almost unrecognizable after he finished with it. Luxord was still alive, barely. Zexion enjoyed skinning him, clumps of Luxord's skin were on the floor, blood dripping on the floor from his body. All he saw was muscle now with his face still intact, Luxord breathing heavily.

"Remember what you told Demyx, Luxord?" Zexion asked, he watched as Luxord tried to respond but couldn't. "Power."

Luxord just glared at him. Zexion smiled sadistically at him.

"It makes the world go around, having power helps you get anywhere you want. If you're the hunter, you prey on the hunted. You hunted Demyx, so that satisfied you and your ego. But do you know what happens when you mess with the wrong hunted, Luxord?" Luxord didn't respond or make any noises. Zexion turned around to look at him. "Luxord? I know you can respond. You're just trying to make me mad, well it won't work. Usually I would just kill you outright, but I feel like torturing you. You're special." He picked a pack of salt. "You're bleeding a lot, here's something to stop it." He poured some salt on Luxord's arm, watching him groan in pain and scream for mercy.

"B-Bastard!" Luxord managed to say.

Zexion just smiled at him. "I know I am. But back to the question! Do you know what happens when you mess with wrong hunted?" He saw Luxord shake his head. "There's always something watching the hunted. Guess what? I'm that something that protects the hunted. And that something is stronger and more powerful than the hunter." He walked to the front door hall, picking up a container and walked back.

Luxord's eyes got wide. "W-W-What is…?"

Zexion looked at him. "Napalm. A thickening gelled agent mixed with gasoline, used in the military for bombs and explosives. But the fun thing about it? The target is set on fire easier and it burns faster from what I heard." He poured it around the house, walking around, reaching to where Luxord was.

"W-Why are you doing this?" Luxord gasped out. Zexion didn't answer him, instead pouring the napalm on him.

Zexion looked at him with no emotion. This man had hurt Demyx, beat him, raped him…He didn't feel any remorse or mercy for what he was doing to this man. He was a demon, one who hid in the shadows, he wouldn't ever feel bad for doing this. Demyx might not forgive him for taking a life, but at least he wouldn't have to worry about this sick bastard hurting him anymore. He finished pouring the rest on him and looked at him, screaming in agony. "You caused Demyx pain. I can't forgive that."

Luxord looked at him. "And you think Demyx is gonna take you as you are? A demon that kills with no remorse? Who makes his victims suffer like you did me?"

Zexion just smiled. "And you know what? You'll be burnt to a crisp, only ashes will remain. I won't care about you or what I did to you. If I had another chance to do this to you, I would take it without a second thought." He pulled out a box of matches and lit one. He walked to the front door.

"I'll see you in hell…," Luxord said as his final words.

"Yes you will..." And with that said, Zexion dropped the lit match, watching the house going up in flames. He disappeared into the shadows.